Chapter 149: Farewell without saying goodbye
Don't order this chapter for the time being! The author was stupid and accidentally made up the word count in a chapter. Net.-.
I'll change it tomorrow, I'm sorry QaQ
Xie Wei once said that she was the daughter of the Xie family, and the whole family was slaughtered by Guo Kai, so she naturally knew what it was like to describably despair.
No, it's not despair...... But it is completely empty, perhaps, as she said, like a lonely tree in the desert wasteland of nowhere, growing alone, with sparse branches and leaves, free and even enviable in the eyes of others, but ...... I don't know why I survived, and I don't know why I lived.
At first, he didn't understand why Xie Wei had also experienced such desperate things, but she could work tirelessly to achieve her goals and never show a trace of boredom? She should also know that this qiē is meaningless.
I know it's impossible, but I still have to fight, even if I am broken and fall into hell, I am not afraid - what a stubborn girl.
"Shen ......" was distracted, and the villain in his arms had woken up, and he was entangled even harder, and a pair of small hands tightly twisted his shirt, "Ah Wei also returns to Hutai." ”
Although the voice was low and hoarse, and a little floating, the words were clear and affirmative, and it seemed that it was not a dream.
But her eyes still don't want to open.
Yi Shen couldn't help but pinch her little face gently, the tentacles were a little wet and sticky, and after a pause, he leaned up to take a closer look at her, only to feel that this girl's face was full of tears, and her heart twitched, and she helped her weak shoulders, and called her in a deep voice, "Ah worry......
"Huh?" Xie Wu's long eyelashes trembled twice, and he slowly opened his eyes, but his eyes did not fall on him, and he didn't know where he had gone, and his voice was also ethereal, with a few wisps of resentment. "I had a dream."
Her voice was soft, flat, and her tone was slow, and the content was as clear as words. It sounds as if the mother is coaxing the child to sleep, and talking about beautiful legends, such stories include fairy flying goddesses, smart and lively mountain ghosts, and Zhijiang Li. There are clouds and clouds, which is fascinating.
The doctor pressed down and asked her about the idea of crying, hugged her steadily, let her little head rest on his arm, and looked at her quietly with side eyes.
"Twilight is like ink, and sunset is like blood." Xie Wei smiled lightly, she is from Zhao Di, there are not so many charming things in her story, "Clotted blood soaked in soil, bright as rouge." ”
This is when she came into the world. Something at first sight.
Horror, doubt, fear, anger...... But when all the other feelings subsided, she only thought it was a little funny.
Standing in the night, she looked coldly at the corpses in the courtyard, and suddenly felt very funny—fate had played a big joke on her.
But if it's a joke, why not have it for a good time?
Playing with people's hearts, being inconsistent with what is on the outside, chasing fame and fortune, and avoiding harm in life...... She completely put aside her wish to have no quarrel with the world in her previous life, betrayed her past, and longed to become a demon girl that everyone refers to, even if it was a demon queen like Xia Ji.
Until last night, when he was bullied like that by Jing Xuan. She realized that she couldn't bear it at all—shouldn't she be generous with him all night if she was going to go against the past? But she couldn't, she really couldn't.
She lived too extreme in this life, when one thing failed to go to the extreme. She suddenly woke up and chose to turn back.
The medicine has been completed, and the rest of the matter must be left to fate, and she doesn't need to be entangled.
And since she and Yi Shen have come to this, she doesn't want to let go anymore.
There are still ten years before Qin goes to extinction, although there are turbulent undercurrents in these ten years. But there are fewer wars, and things in Guizhou can be relieved.
Hutai, this time she is determined.
Yi Shen looked at her with a gaze that gradually became solemn, as if he had guessed her thoughts, stroked her slightly cool forehead, and said softly and comfortingly: "Ah Wu can't go back to Hutai, the people who are in the same phase are not the enemy of Qing." ”
With the dagger she stabbed in Qin Di last time, in order to prevent her from coming again, whether it is drama or medical shen, she will not agree to her to face Xiang Litu again.
Being rejected, this is a matter of course, and it is not surprising at all.
All she had to do was find a way to convince Yi Shen so that she could go back with him.
In this life, she doesn't want to obey the fate of heaven anymore, what she wants, whether it is fame or love, she has to fight for it with all her might, even if she is covered in bruises and falls back to the dust, she will never regret it.
After a moment of silence, she heard a wry smile from the doctor, and her warm hand held her little face, so that she had to raise her head and look at those cold eyes.
A pair of watery eyes unconsciously flickered, the person in front of him looked flat, and there was not even a bit of superfluous emotion in the eyes that looked at her, almost making people wonder if last night's sinking warmth and death-resistant lingering would be just a good dream?
"Ah Worry can't return to Hutai." The doctor looked at her solemnly, this girl was more cunning than the fox, I don't know what thoughts she was thinking?
Xie Wei smiled silently, although his face was still a little sad, but he neither cried nor made trouble, only half-opened his eyes, looking at him quietly.
She wanted to go back to Fox, and she had countless ways to hide from them to get back to Fox, but she didn't want to.
She wants to change back to herself in her previous life, gentle and kind, forever at ease in the ancient town of Jiangnan that has no quarrel with the world, and quietly watch this world.
Therefore, she wanted to leave behind the cold calculation and turn to love.
Although she is not sure, in this troubled world, people's hearts are deceitful, how much love she can have, she can plan.
"Alone and alone, deviant and helpless." Some of the little cold hands held the hand that covered his face, and his voice was flat, not to gain pity, but to state a fact.
The doctor frowned, if she showed the appearance of a little girl and pestered him to cry, he would probably not agree to her.
But she ...... But she was so calm that she informed him of such a fact.
couldn't help but smile bitterly, she was alone, deformed, and helpless, why wasn't he?
Although you can taste the kindness of many people in Chu Mo, and as a doctor, you are very respected, but the only person who really enters your heart is the person in your arms.
You don't need to talk to each other about the past, just a look, a short word, or even just a silent companionship.
She was afraid that she would lose him and turn back into a cocoon body, so why wasn't he afraid?
Just because I'm afraid. That's why I didn't let her go back to Hutai.
Although it is true that as Xiangfuling said, Xie Wu was able to deceive Qin Mo after he had a murderous intent in Xiangli back then, and he retreated, and now it is more than enough to deal with him.
But he is not a Xiangfu Mausoleum. He couldn't afford to gamble.
Moreover, Xie Wei was supposed to be a lively and pure mountain ghost, Guo Kai is dead, the medicine has been completed, and he doesn't want her to get involved in these things again.
Relief saw an unshakable decision in his eyes. His heart tightened, he closed his eyes and muttered for a moment, and then he didn't say anything, but leaned in, and his little hands wrapped around him, so that he could be close to him.
Then, leaning down, he took a light bite on his neck.
Although she is sharp and sharp when arguing and arguing with others, she is not good at showing friendship at all, since she can't say it. The only way to do it is to take action......
The cold medicinal fragrance lingered around her body, but as if she could ignite a fire, her little face gradually burned red, her heart stagnated, and her bite turned into a light kiss, and she couldn't help but murmur softly, "Shen ......"
Only then did he say a word, and his body turned suddenly, and the person had been under the heavy pressure of the doctor, although the fall was not small. But with his hand protecting the back of his head, it didn't hurt, but his body was pulled like this, and there was a sharp pain in one place. Shy and painful, he couldn't help but clasp his cuffs, bit his lip tightly, and endured a soft cry.
Yi Shen looked at her forbearance and shook his head secretly, firmly restrained her petite body, and then looked at her blushing little face. A kiss was lightly imprinted on the corner of her forehead, "Ah Worry's body has not recovered, don't make trouble." ”
Her body is so beautiful, and she looked emotional last night, I really want to see it again, but not to mention that her high fever only subsided, it was as happy as last night, presumably her body could not recover so quickly, it is better not to touch her.
She was relieved of her worries, her forehead ached, her whole body was sore, and she didn't know if it was due to the wind chill or because she was too crazy last night, or both...... Anyway, she doesn't feel good at all now, and it's hard to make a big move.
Seeing that she was no longer moving, the doctor breathed a sigh of relief, took half a cup of water and handed it to her, "Go to sleep." ”
Xie Wei drank obediently, and his hands were still clinging to him, undisguised his nostalgia.
Gradually, the eyelids were a little heavy, after all, this time it burned badly, and it was common sense to wake up for a while and be sleepy, so she slowly closed her eyes, wrapped her little hands around the person on her body, and murmured in a low voice, "Don't go......" She hoped to say goodbye to him in person when she woke up.
"Ahh Yi Shen shook her little hands that were gradually losing strength, and while she was not completely unconscious, he whispered in her ear, "Return to Dongting, Hutai is over, I will come to look for you." ”
"Hmm......" Xie Xie unconsciously responded, and then fell asleep with the wisp of medicinal incense.
"I'm sorry." Yi Shen picked her up and leaned loosely in his arms, but his eyes fell on the pane.
The tea was mixed with some calming medicines, and she was weak in her illness, so she didn't notice it for a while, so she naturally fell into the Tao...... I just hope that when she wakes up, she won't complain.
The doctor sat on her for a while, gently put her back on the bed, folded two layers of bedding, carefully smoothed the silk she had spread on the pillow, got up and dressed up in her clothes, and sat down on the front of the desk to write something.
When the pane dimmed and revealed a few bright lights, the doctor closed a silk letter on the case, turned around and stood beside the bed for a moment, and then turned to leave.
I can't stay any longer, and I have to take care of my illness for at least five days, and I really can't wait so long for Hutai there.
Before he entered the courtyard, Yingfu was alarmed, and chased after him, holding up a pair of pointed ears, staring at him puzzled.
"Stay and take care of Ah Wei."
As if she understood, she flickered, wagged her tail, and turned around and moved into the house.
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On the other side of the mountain road, there is a slightly rickety figure that disappears from time to time among the grass.
The sky is still a little dark, not to mention the shadows on the mountain road, and even the resident birds have not woken up.
Chu Yu looked back and saw that no one was chasing him, leaned against a tree and took a heavy breath, straightening his back.
Although she didn't want to taste the taste of fleeing the mountains and forests again, she didn't want to be a sacrifice for the family marriage, so she could only escape before she came out.
And...... Yesterday she also knew something terrible, which made her heart upset, and she just wanted to leave the sad place of Jiuzhi.
The road ahead is confusing, but there is no difference between staying and leaving. (To be continued.) )
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