When Gu Yunkai said this, there was sarcasm in his tone, without any concealment, and there was nothing to hide.

He is the son of Gu Dacheng, the hero who saved the entire city of Peizhou, the only son, and almost everyone knows this fact before they know him.

He had to live under this aura for the rest of his life.

Because he is Gu Dacheng's son, he was specially recruited into the army at the age of 14 and was trained by the army, and all good opportunities and conditions are inclined to him.

However, because he is Gu Dacheng's son, he must also be safe and sound, and he must be admired as a bright banner, like a trophy in a glass case, always shining golden, without a trace of dust.

So when his comrades-in-arms fought bloody battles on the battlefield, he was left behind, and very ironically as their representative went around to give reports on their behalf, receiving flowers and applause.

What qualifications does he have?! What kind of face?!

It's not that he hasn't resisted, he has also resolutely gone to the battlefield despite obstacles, but when danger comes, he is protected impenetrable, and there are even more people around him than the chief! Retreat even earlier than the chief!

He's a warrior, and he's going to fight with his fellow brothers! It's not to drag them back!

These experiences are a shame for him!

But the chief talked to him earnestly, "If you have an accident, I have no way to explain to the party and the people, no way to explain to your mother, and I am even more ashamed of your great father!" ”

His mother and sister pulled him and cried so much that he cried, "You are the only descendant of the Gu family, and your father kept reading your name before he died......"

He had to compromise, and there were only a few words left in his life - Gu Dacheng's only son.

Therefore, since he joined the army, all his training results have been the best, and he has to win the championship in every exercise, and he has to demand himself with the strictest and harsh standards in every move, word and deed. When he was mentioned, everyone gave him a thumbs up, worthy of being Gu Dacheng's son!

But who knows, this compliment is a mountain that will always be pressed on his body, except for training himself to be as cold and hard as cold iron, he can't bear it at all, and it will be difficult to move an inch.

Just like now, his comrades-in-arms are swearing to defend the territory at the border, but he is ordered to go home to accompany his mother for the New Year.

His comrades-in-arms' relatives were anxious, but his mother and sister were happily preparing for the New Year in their warm home.

Zhou Xiaoan's string of tears just now instantly made him feel ashamed, and he no longer had the courage to go home to face the joyful reunion that made him breathless.

So he was very happy to have a dumpling meal with the young brothers and spend the New Year with them, so that his heart would be more comfortable, and there would be a little false comfort, as if he could finally do his best for his comrades.

At least, he took care of their family. Let a child who is full of worries burst into tears and laugh, and turn worries into joy.

Zhou Xiaoan and Zhou Xiaoquan looked at several large plates of dumplings and meat dishes on the table, and they were a little embarrassed.

These are almost catching up with Xiao An's half a month's salary last week, which is a lot of expenses for anyone.

"Gu ...... Comrade Yunkai," Zhou Xiaoan was a little confused by Zhou Xiaoquan's Uncle Gu, "You don't have to be so polite, it's already good to eat a meal of dumplings, and we can't finish eating too much." ”

The window called again, Gu Yunkai nodded silently at the two, and went to bring a large plate of mushu meat, "Eat, Xiao Nian today, eat more." ”

I bought them all, but I couldn't return them, I didn't eat too much and waste, and their sisters and brothers couldn't afford to eat these, so they behaved too politely and pettily, embarrassing the uncle.

Zhou Xiaoan saw Gu Yun start his chopsticks, added a pork and celery stuffed dumpling to Zhou Xiaoquan, and began to eat it himself.

There are three catties of dumplings alone, and one catty of three kinds of meat fillings in this store, braised pork, stir-fried pork, back to the pot meat, mushu meat, tomato sauce and fish, and almost all the meat dishes on the menu have been ordered.

Obviously, Gu Yunkai doesn't often invite people to eat, and he doesn't have much research on eating, he only knows the expensive points to pick, but he doesn't know how to match nutrition. will not take care of the taste of the guests, with Zhou Xiao'an, a girl, there is not even a soup, let alone dessert.

Like his attitude towards acting and even walking, he is very selfish, as Zhou Xiaoan said, he will not consider the feelings of others, but it also faintly reveals his loneliness.

Yes, loneliness. Zhou Xiaoan can best understand this kind of loneliness that seems to be incomprehensible to the world, but is actually clumsy and overwhelmed.

She first started school life in junior high school, and her classmates exchanged snacks, and she took the Swiss handmade chocolates that she was reluctant to eat, but her classmates refused to eat them. She thought she was unpopular and was very disappointed.

Zhou's mother told her for a long time, and she realized that her classmates didn't dislike her, but they were educated, and they were afraid that their snacks would not be so good.

Since then, she has carefully observed how everyone gets along, and it took a year or two for her to slowly adapt to school life.

It was the most difficult time for her to grow up, and her family was proud of her, and they were very happy that she was able to get along well with her classmates and live a normal school life. Only she knew that every step, even a while, every minute and every second she had had a hard time.

So she understands this seemingly inconsiderate and somewhat rude Gu Yunkai very well, and even has some sympathy.

"Gu Yunkai, when I was a child, the school organized a hike, and the teacher thought I was ...... Well, when I was young, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to keep up with the team, so I persuaded my parents not to let me go that day. But I had my backpack ready, and I practiced climbing and using it for this day...... Crutch, I was so sad to hear the news that I cried.

Later my dad drove ...... The bike took me behind my classmates and followed them all the way through that hike. But I was still very sad and felt that I was isolated from the collective, and I felt uncomfortable when I thought about it, and I felt uncomfortable for a long time. Every time there is a group activity in the class, I will be scared, afraid that I will be isolated like that time. ”

Zhou Xiao'an spoke a little incomprehensibly, but his feelings were very sincere. Gu Yunkai and Zhou Xiaoquan both put down their chopsticks and looked at her intently.

It was also when she was in junior high school, and the teacher said that she was afraid that she would not be able to keep up with the team at a young age, but in fact, the main reason was that the parents protested, did not agree to take her, and even pressured the school to let her quit school.

Because she doesn't know who spread it, she has social phobia.

Are people with social phobia just autistic and introverted with communication disorders? No, that's just a performance aspect. Some patients also have symptoms of emotional instability, irritability, and even aggression when stimulated.

Although Zhou Xiaoan does not have these symptoms, modern knowledgeable and cautious parents do not think so.

Not now, and no one can guarantee when she'll have it. They don't feel comfortable with their children learning and playing with such a child.

A doctor's certificate? They don't endorse. If an accident happens, can the doctor take responsibility? How to be responsible?

These thoughts are understandable, but the malice and rejection around him almost forced Zhou Xiaoan, who was recovering, to a desperate situation.

So although Zhou Xiaoan can't fully understand the distress of Gu Yunkai not being able to go to the battlefield, she can understand the loneliness and loss.

"I know that this is just a trivial matter, and it can't be compared with your sadness, but I think I just can't participate in group activities, so I'm so sad that I'm still sad to mention it now, and you will definitely be even more sad, a thousand times more sad than me.

I don't know how to comfort you, my experience is to grit your teeth and just get through. You see, although I am sad to mention it now, I can still talk about it with a smile, and I am quite proud of myself. You're as good as my uncle, and you're sure you'll be able to survive it! (To be continued.) )