In the third year of Shanhe junior high school, a boy in the class pursued her, but she refused. The boy couldn't ask for it, so he spread rumors about her everywhere in the class, saying that her mother Yang Duo was a prostitute in Vietnam Street to support her.

Once she even said this in front of Shanhe, she couldn't bear it, so she grabbed the stool and smashed it at the boy, smashing the boy's left arm into a comminuted fracture, and lying in the hospital for a month.

This incident was very big back then, and the boy's father was the leader of the school, and he refused to give up and must be expelled from Shanhe. At that time, it was close to the juncture of the high school entrance examination, and once Shanhe was expelled, it meant that he could not take the high school entrance examination.

So, there was the scene that happened in the middle of the night.

That night, her mother sent her to her grandmother, but she didn't expect her to sneak back again.

At the age of fifteen, she hid behind the door, clenched her fists, and watched her mother be □□ under that scum, and her mother had to pay such a huge price just because of her impulsive actions. It was the most sad and painful moment in her life, but she was too young to even protect herself, how could she protect her mother?

Later, she was not expelled, but her mother fell off the stage while dancing because of the double pain of her body and heart, and she could not stand on the stage again for the rest of her life.

Despite the huge blow, her mother did not accuse her, but only said to her: "Tangtang, you should grow up faster than other children." ”

Oh, yes! She has to grow up faster than the other children, and she doesn't have any choice.

Shanhe knew very well in her heart that it was a lifelong pain in her mother's heart to not be able to appear on the stage again, although her mother never said it, but she could see it in her eyes. This incident has also become a hatred that can never be resolved in the depths of Shanhe's heart.

Later, she went to the provincial capital to study high school with the first place in the high school entrance examination, when the highway in Heting County was not built, and the meter-gauge train had been suspended, and the traffic was inconvenient, so she could only come back during the winter and summer vacations. However, every time she comes back, she has to go to the school to see the scum leader, so that she will have more motivation to persist and work hard.

After her mother's death, she spent a summer stalking the scum leader, filming and collecting a lot of evidence of his corruption, and then posted it on the forum, reported it anonymously, and finally successfully sent him in. That was the first time she had used the methods of the shady man behind her back, and it was since then that she learned to do one thing in front of her face.

However, she did not actively frame anyone in this way.

After Jiang Yu heard what she said, his heart was already shocked, and he was even more remorseful. He never knew what she had suffered, and at the beginning, he still accused her from above, how could he be so excessive!

"I'm sorry......" he hugged her tightly, his voice hoarse, and he didn't know what else to say besides that.

Jiang Yu was sad for the hardships she had encountered, and on the other hand, she was faintly excited, the woman he loved the most was actually a real girl! The experience of being a young child had cast a huge shadow on her heart, so that to this day, she still can't bear the touch of a man, how could she have an abortion for another man? However, this has become a heavy obstacle between her and him, how can she cross the past smoothly?

She buried her face in his arms and wept quietly. The smell on his body was fresh and pure, with a slight hint of shower gel, like the morning air. The generous embrace made her feel warm and reassured, and the original undulating love gradually calmed down. She reached out and hugged his waist, and said sullenly in his arms: "Jiangyu, I really want to hand over all the qiē to you, but ...... As soon as you take off my clothes and touch my body, I get scared. Do you still want such a me? ”

"What stupid things to say, don't want you, who else can I want?" He kissed her hair and said softly, "Don't worry, there is always a way to overcome it." ”

Shanhe is actually very unsure in his heart, the fundamental reason why the last relationship failed is also this. She always remembered the last words that the man said to her: "Tang Yi, every time I touch you, it's like I'm going to rape/rape you, no man can endure it for a long time." ”

Even if Jiangyu can endure it for a while, can he endure it forever? She didn't have an answer.

A few months ago, she took the initiative to dedicate herself to Meng Wutong, and she also had a little idea of breaking the jar, wanting to try to see if there would be such resistance again, but Meng Wutong didn't even touch him with a finger.

When the relationship between the two gradually calmed down, Jiang Yu whispered, "Do you want to go back?" I can lay the floor tonight. ”

Shanhe was moved by his thoughtfulness, but also sentimental about his own psychological problems. What should we do to overcome the fears that arise deep in our hearts?

The mobile phone rang at the right time, and it was my grandmother who couldn't wait for her to come home and called to inquire.

After Shanhe answered the phone, he said to Jiangyu: "Send me home!" Grandma didn't worry about me spending the night outside. ”

"Okay." Jiang Yu agreed, picked her up from the bed, and brushed her somewhat messy hair.

Shanhe looked at the carefully arranged qiē in the room, and a feeling of guilt inevitably rose in his heart. He must have put a lot of effort into preparing for this, but who knew that it would end up like this.

**

On the way back, Shanhe took the initiative to talk about Boss Zhou's slander of her abortion.

Three years ago, Boss Zhou's Hill Stew had just opened, and the business was very ordinary, so he wanted to annex the sugar restaurant and pull the business over. Shanhe had just returned from Shanghai and changed the name of the hotel to Meili Pan to take over the management. Boss Zhou wanted Shanhe to be his daughter-in-law, so the two restaurants naturally merged, but he didn't want Shanhe to refuse, so Boss Zhou held a grudge.

Shanhe was busy and tired, a little menstrual irregularity, and when he went to the county hospital to see a doctor, he was seen by Boss Zhou. Boss Zhou maliciously said that Shanhe went to the gynecology department as an abortion, so the matter spread.

Shanhe is a girl's house, this kind of thing is difficult to justify, and the beams of the two restaurants are getting bigger and bigger.

This society is always like this, and the gossip is often slandered by women who have already been victimized. And most women have no other way but to endure it silently.

After Jiang Yu listened to her, he controlled the steering wheel with one hand, held her hand with the other, and whispered: "It's okay, whoever slanders you again in the future, I will avenge you." ”

A burst of warmth flowed in Shanhe's heart, smiled at him, and nodded heavily: "Okay." ”

**

Jiangyu quickly sent Shanhe back to the community.

The two got out of the car and walked hand in hand towards the residential building, but stopped when they were about to enter the residential building.

Under the dim street lamp, a person stood there quietly, tall and tall, wearing a straight police uniform and gold-rimmed glasses, with an elegant appearance. His gaze fell on the two people not far away, and when he saw their hands tightly together, the blood on his face disappeared little by little.

Time seemed to stand still for a moment.

They just looked at each other, and neither of them spoke.

Finally, Meng Wutong raised his feet and walked over to them. He walked very slowly, step by step, with a faint sad look on his face, his eyes were extremely compassionate, and there was no trace of hatred, as if a god and Buddha could forgive a qiē.

Shanhe was a little nervous in his heart, and subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but was caught by Jiang Yu.

Meng Wutong stopped a meter in front of them, revealing an astringent smile, "You guys...... Together, ......"

It's like an inquiry, and it's like an emotion.

Shanhe bowed his head and did not answer. She knew very well that this moment would always come, but when it did, her mind was empty, and she didn't know how to react.

Jiang Yu calmly looked back at Meng Wutong, "Yes, we are together." Thank you Officer Meng for taking care of Shanhe in the past, and from now on, I will be by her side. "Love is like a battlefield, and one step back may give people an opportunity, so he must immediately swear his sovereignty.

And Meng Wutong, why didn't he lose at this point?

"Oh...... You are welcome. Meng Wutong's expression was a little ethereal and a little empty, as if he was being polite to Jiangyu, and as if he was hiding his inner loss. His gaze moved to Shanhe's face little by little, and asked softly: "Tangtang, are you ...... How are you now? ”

Shanhe slowly raised his head, met Meng Wutong's gaze, and nodded affirmatively, "I'm fine, Jiangyu is very good to me." Meng Wutong, thank you. ”

"That's good...... That's good......" Meng Wutong pulled the corners of his mouth open, revealing a far-fetched smile, "I'm just coming to sue you, I'm back to Heting, and I'll take over your brother's case again." Okay, so ...... I'll go first. ”

Shanhe suddenly felt extremely sad in his heart, took off Jiang Yu's hand, opened his mouth and shouted: "Meng Wutong! ”

Jiang Yu's heart contracted, why did she take off his hand?

Shanhe turned around, looked at Meng Wutong's back, and said sincerely: "Meng Wutong, I beg you, don't do anything for me again." If you can, I hope you can get out of here and go back to Shanghai, back to your loved ones. ”

Meng Wutong's mind was dizzy, and his body shook uncontrollably, but he quickly stabilized again. Endless pain swept over him, almost drowning him. He took a deep breath, pressed down countless bitter and sad emotions, and tried his best to say in a steady voice: "Don't get me wrong, I am an anti-smuggling policeman, and it is my duty to crack down on smuggling. With or without you, I will investigate this case. ”

After saying that, he stopped standing and strode away.

Shanhe and Jiangyu have been standing in place, quietly watching Meng Wutong's back gradually disappearing, until they can no longer be seen.

"Jiangyu ......," she said softly.

"Hmm." He took her hand again.

"I don't want to lie to you, I feel guilty about Meng Wutong."

"I understand." He just held her hand tighter.