Chapter 219: The entanglement of past and present lives
Yan Xun's sudden hug made Bai Xi's back stiff, he stood still, and his eyes were cold.
"Release!" Bai Xi gritted his teeth and said.
Yan Xun didn't let go.
Bai Xi slammed an elbow into his abdomen.
Yan Xun's abdomen was injured, and he had just healed, and the new meat was not painless, and he was bumpy along the way, which vaguely showed that the wound was stretched open.
Bai Xi's heavy elbow, Yan Xun's body instinctively curled up, he was so painful that cold sweat came down, and he completely let go of Bai Xi.
The teasing look on Bai Xi's face was gone, and he glared at him angrily.
"Ink Valley." Yan Xun endured the pain and called him like he did when he was a child.
"Shut up!" Bai Xi was furious, "Put away your appearance, I have nothing to do with you, we don't have the same bloodline, you don't give me a set!" ”
Yan Xun held on to the mountain stone next to him, and the sharp pain slowly faded a little after a while, and his face softened a little.
"We've always been brothers." Yan Xun was in too much pain, his voice was weak, and he couldn't breathe.
"Brother?" Bai Xi sneered, "We're not!" ”
When Bai Xi was driven down the mountain by the ancestor, he didn't leave immediately.
For every day he walked, he had to stop for two days, and he was waiting for his brother.
He thought that his brother would go to him as before.
"I'll always find you." This is what his brother said when he was a child.
Bai Xi has always been very willful, running as far as he wants, and his brother is always by his side to protect.
That time, his brother didn't.
It took Bai Xi a year to walk to the Peacock River. He left a mark along the way. Waiting for his brother, he was finally disheartened and left Middle-earth completely.
For a whole year, Bai Xi condensed countless resentments, and he hated his brother to death.
They were brothers who depended on each other, but the elder brother finally left him first.
"Can't we pass the grievances of our last life?" Yan Xun raised his eyes and looked at Bai Xi sadly, "I died once, and you also died." And what a big grudge. What if you want to be a stranger in this life? ”
Bai Xi turned his head in hatred.
He stopped talking, the grievances between him and Yan Xun in his previous life were too deep, and he never thought of laughing at them.
It can't be extinguished.
Born in the war, Bai Xi's parents were killed when he was two years old. It was Yan Xun who escaped with him in his arms.
Yan Xun is his reborn person.
Then. Yan Xun worked hard to raise him. Accompany him. What Bai Xi yearns for most in his heart is probably "stability".
After they killed the shaman, Bai Xi wanted to stay in that tribe forever. Walk with his people, that's his home.
Yan Xun was dissatisfied with the greed and killing of the leader, and he didn't want to help the abuse, he wanted to learn new techniques, so he had to go.
That was the first time Yan Xun ruined Bai Xi's "home".
Compared with those subordinates, Bai Xi cared more about Yan Xun, so he followed Yan Xun without hesitation and was displaced again.
Displacement is extremely painful for a child.
Yan Xun may not have felt that Bai Xi was very silent during those days.
They went to the Peacock River, and it took two or three months for Bai Xi to get used to the new place.
He made friends and even had his own pursuits, but Yan Xun was against it.
Especially when they killed slaves, Yan Xun was very angry.
Yan Xun's anger was incomprehensible to everyone. When slaughtering pigs and sheep, why didn't Yan Xun get angry, and when it came time to kill slaves, he would lose his temper?
Bai Xi even thought that his brother was deliberately looking for trouble.
Rao didn't understand his brother, and when Yan Xun said that he was going to leave again, Bai Xi still followed him.
Completely disconnected from the familiar place again, like a rootless duckweed, for Bai Xi, who has never had a hometown, is another pain that is torn apart.
Then, they arrived at Middle-earth, and finally entered the mountain gate of the ancestor after their hard work.
This time, it was the ancestor who wanted to drive Bai Xi away.
Bai Xi actually likes Batuo Mountain very much, and he also plans to stay here for the rest of his life, worship the ancestor as his teacher, marry the daughter of the ancestor, and watch his brother inherit the mantle of the master, and he assists him.
His life has his own plan, and he seems to have taken root.
Bai Xi's heart is warm and excited.
Soon, something happened.
Luoluo went down the mountain every month to visit the market, this was her only chance to contact with the world, the ancestor never stopped, but she didn't think that time she went down the mountain and met a son who was not a member.
The member's surname is Chen, and he is quite powerful in the city.
The kid was in front of the candy man stall, trying to pull Luo's hand.
Luoluo hid behind Daotong, and the first time he encountered this kind of thing, Luoluo cried in fright.
Bai Xi was studying law on the mountain at that time, and he couldn't go down the mountain without permission.
Later, he listened to Luoluo.
He was angry for a while, and when he went down the mountain, he killed the whole family of Chen Yuanwai.
Therefore, the ancestor decided that he was not right-hearted, and he also wanted to kill him to pay for his life, but Yan Xun knelt down to plead for mercy.
"Master, if you let him go this time, he will change it." Yan Xun knelt and kowtowed vigorously, and his forehead was broken.
Yan Xun's blood soaked the bluestone floor tiles, and the ancestor felt sorry for his apprentice.
The ancestor agreed not to kill Bai Xi, but just drove him away.
Bai Xi left Batuo Mountain, and the pain of leaving this time was stronger than the other two times.
Batuo Mountain was the place where Bai Xi first had a home, and he thought that he would be here for the rest of his life.
His brother, his first favorite girl, and his respected master are all here.
But they didn't want him anymore.
On the day he left, his heart was particularly heavy.
And Yan Xun didn't keep up, which made his heart even heavier, and he felt abandoned by his brother.
For the third time, he lost his "home".
He was looking forward to Yan Xun all the way, but he didn't expect it, and he was very disappointed.
When leaving, he promised Lu Luo that he would go to her in five years.
Sure enough, five years later, he returned to Batuo Mountain, but he was imprisoned by the ancestor's magic, and he couldn't go up.
His fall must have thought that he had broken his word.
Bai Xi was anxious at the bottom of the mountain, but he was helpless.
"I'm going to be stronger." That was the first time he felt small.
He pestered for two months, but made no progress, so he had to leave first, continue to go back to learn the Tao, learn more advanced techniques, and then come back to find Luoluo.
Unexpectedly, two years later, he heard that his brother had become a disciple of Lao Zu and married Lao Zu's daughter.
Yan Xun occupied Bai Xi's most extravagant life.
Bai Xi even doubted Yan Xun's original intentions at that time.
From that day on, he tried to forget about Mt. Yato. The period of his mind that once made Batuo Mountain his home became his shame.
But he doesn't blame Luoluo.
Luoluo won't be an accomplice, she's just a girl raised in the mountains, and she doesn't understand anything.
Bai Xi didn't go to Yan Xun again.
Later, Yan Xun came to find Bai Xi. As soon as he came, he first killed more than 40 of Bai Xi's fellow disciples.
Yan Xun ruined Bai Xi's life for the fourth time.
This time, he also took Bai Xi's beloved girl and completely insulted him.
Bai Xi lost his mind.
Yan Xun didn't think about killing Bai Xi, but Bai Xi didn't hesitate to kill him.
Bai Xi caught Luoluo.
He erased the memories and let her marry him. He wants to get back the life he fantasized about as a child.
Without that affectionate brother, he could only admit it, but he wanted to fall.
Luoluo is pregnant, Bai Xi rekindled hope for life, he thought that he could be completely stable in this life, and he would finally have a "home".
Home is both a fixed place and a fixed kin.
But Luoluo woke up and remembered the past.
She was used by a shaman, and she died three times in one body. She is to avenge Yan Xun, to put it harshly, it is Yan Xun who ruined Bai Xi.
Bai Xi completely lost his mind at that time.
This person, who has ruined his life again and again, now stands in front of Bai Xi and asks him: "Can the grievances pass?" ”
Of course not!
His hatred for Yan Xun has never disappeared, and he has not repaid Yan Xun for his nurturing kindness
Grievances can't be dispersed, and grace can't be dispersed, and these two things can't be let go.
——*——*——
The second is to ask for a monthly pass~ (to be continued.) )