Chapter 96, turning over and over
Yan'er's heart trembled slightly, but she was helpless. She was just one of his favorite concubines, and he could pamper her as well as others. And he is not the person she really loves in her heart. So even if he does it now, what does it have to do with her?
"Niangniang" Ming'er was stunned when she saw Yan'er listening to her words, so she shouted softly.
Yan'er came back to her senses at this time, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of her lips.
"Mother, are you alright?"
Yan'er shook her head helplessly, and then said softly: "I'm fine, the women in this harem are like flowers in the yard, blooming and falling, but it's all up to him." β
"Niangniang, don't think about it, the emperor treats you well, those of us who are subordinates, but we really see it in our eyes." Ming'er comforted.
Yan'er couldn't help but sneer.
"Niangniang, it's late at night, the slave and maid are waiting for you to sleep, right?"
Yan'er nodded, sighed, and said softly: "It's okay, the left and right can't change anything, it's better to sleep well." β
But how could she sleep this night? She tossed and turned, unable to sleep for a long time.
"Ming'er, did you come back with the jade?" Yan'er asked Ming'er who was guarding outside the curtain of the dormitory more than once.
"Hui Niangniang, not yet."
Ming'er didn't dare to deceive Yan'er, in fact, everyone knew in their hearts that Suiyu would not come back this night. But in the end, no one dared to tell SΓΉ Yan'er directly.
Since this Yan'er entered the palace, she has always been a special favorite, and now Ye Luxian has suddenly favored others, which is replaced by any concubine in the palace, it is inevitable that she will not be able to stand it.
After tossing and turning like this until the second half of the night, Yan'er finally couldn't control herself anymore and decided to get up and go to find Suiyu.
"Mother, you can't do this!" Ming'er hurriedly stopped Yan'er.
In fact, why doesn't Yan'er know that she can't do this? She obviously didn't like him, but when she knew that he was sharing a bed with other women, she still couldn't suppress the anger in her heart. She didn't love him. She must not love him. Even if you think so in your heart, your actions often can't deceive people.
"Niangniang, I know that you are bitter in your heart, but even if you are bitter. You'll have to endure it too! Ming'er took out a handkerchief and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Yan'er's eyes.
"Ming'er, I can't sleep, you can go out for a walk with me." Yan'er said softly.
Although Ming'er was worried about Yan'er's body, looking at the posture in front of her, Yan'er was destined to be sleepless this night. If she is forcibly left in Qinning Palace. Maybe not necessarily a good thing.
So she had to respond, and then took a thick cloak and put it on for Yan'er, called Xiao Linzi, a trusted eunuch at the door, to carry a lantern, and helped Yan'er out of Qinning Palace.
At this time, in the Chengqing Palace, the palace maid finished bathing and changing clothes for Suiyu, so she wrapped her in a thin blanket and put her on Yeluxian's couch.
Although she is in her early twenties, she was considered an old girl in that era, but this is the first time Suiyu has encountered such a scene. So there was a touching crimson on his cheeks.
Ye Luxian looked at the delicate and moving Suiyu wrapped in a thin blanket, but suddenly couldn't arouse any interest.
Did he do something wrong? He obviously only loves Yan'er, but at this moment, what is he doing?
She was now working so hard to conceive a child for him, how could he do such a despicable thing to hurt her?
He couldn't help but smack himself.
"Don't!" Suiyu was frightened by Yeluxian's actions, and hurriedly reached out to grab Yeluxian.
Ye Luxian looked at the poor beauty in his arms, but what he thought in his heart was the scene when he took 100,000 iron horses to Jinyang City to find her. That time, he really owned her. That kind of joy, he will never forget it at this moment in his life. And this inner pleasure. But it's not what this girl in front of her can give.
So, he broke free of Suiyu's hand and got up.
"Your Majesty!" Sui Yujiao shouted.
Ye Luxian didn't even look at Suiyu, and walked straight behind the screen. brought all Suiyu's clothes to her.
"Put it on! You're a good girl, I don't want to spoil you! β
His words plunged into Suiyu's chest like a sharp knife, making it hard for her to breathe in pain.
In fact, as early as when Yeluxian went to Xiao Mansion to visit Yan'er for the first time, Suiyu fell in love with this handsome and noble man. But later after learning that he had always liked Yan'er, she dismissed her thoughts about him.
Many times, she only dared to stand beside Yan'er and look at him secretly. Seeing him smiling at Yan'er and pampering Yan'er in every way, how could her heart not be sour? But even if she could only look at him from afar, she felt satisfied.
Until this afternoon, his strange behavior at the gate of Qinning Palace once again disturbed her heart. He pinched her chin and asked wickedly if she liked him. At that moment, she almost blurted out her inner thoughts.
But in the end, he is the emperor who is high, and she is just an unknown little maid, and the disparity in identity makes her still not speak after all.
She waited for his choice, for him to say that he would take her back to his bedchamber. At that moment, her heart jumped with joy like a child.
But just when she was about to greet his favor with the most beautiful moment in her life, Yan'er was still thinking about Yan'er in his heart. He didn't even want to look at her more, and even stubbornly refused her flattery and pandering.
Her heart was suddenly broken, and tears flowed down her face. I am so unbearable at this time, if it spreads out tomorrow, won't I be used as a laughing stock by the people in the palace?
Ye Luxian seemed to see through what Sui Yu was thinking, looked at her coldly and said, "I'm sorry, I really can't do it." But I read that you have served in bed today, and I have named you a jade beauty and lived in Fuye Pavilion. Are you satisfied? β
"Since the emperor has already decided so, why should he ask the concubines?" Sui Yu said coldly.
"It's not early, you should rest early!" After Ye Luxian finished speaking, he spread a quilt on the ground beside him, and fell asleep with his clothes.
At this point, Suiyu had no other choice but to blow out the candle and fall asleep slowly.
At this time, outside the Chengqing Palace, a person's heart was cold to the freezing point.
Yan'er stood stupidly like this, watching the lights in the hall being blown out, and the night wind ruffled her hair and cooled her heart.
The men of the emperor's family are really the most ruthless, one second they are still whispering love words with you, but the next second they are already embracing others.
Once upon a time, she hated him, hating him for cutting off her beautiful marriage several times. But she also unconsciously gradually developed feelings for him.
And at this time, she also hated, but she no longer hated him. She began to hate herself, hating herself for why she was so stupid to enter the palace in the first place, stupid to use the loneliness in this deep palace to exchange for the safety of another man. She hated why she didn't know why she cared about the ruthless and unrighteous man in front of her.
But when she understood, there was no turning back.
"Mother, let's go back!" Ming'er looked at Yan'er's dejected appearance and suddenly felt a little distressed, so she reminded softly.
Yan'er took one last look at Chengqing Palace, and finally listened to Ming'er's words and returned to Qinning Palace.
And this qiΔ, Xu Shoujing saw it in his eyes, even if he wanted to help Yan'er, but in the final analysis, the love of men and women was the emperor's own business, and those of them who were slaves couldn't interfere in any way, so he had to shake his head helplessly. I hope that this Concubine Xiao can figure it out as soon as possible and stop being angry with the emperor. (To be continued.) )