69.Part 69

Since the broadcast of the online drama, Kim So-hee's serialized comics have gained another batch of fans. Most of them know about this comic through guò web dramas, and they chase it in the hope of seeing follow-up readers.

There was no script to write, and there was no crew to follow, Kim So-hee was single-mindedly locked up in the house and drew manuscripts.

Since my uncle's brief return to China, the time they talk has become shorter and shorter. The fundamental contradiction was not resolved, but neither of them wanted to quarrel on the phone, so they could only avoid it.

But the problem is not solved, and when they answer the phone, the two of them are not as relaxed and happy as before, and they are not cautious in their words, for fear of touching other breaking points.

From looking forward to answering the phone every day, to now seeing the nervous tension and heavy mood on the phone, Kim So-hee looked at the photo of the two in the photo frame, and felt that he and she seemed to have reached a dead end.

Later, the time on the phone between the two became shorter and shorter. It wasn't until yesterday that Kim So-hee finally couldn't help but take the lead in speaking: "During this time, let's be quiet, I don't know what's wrong with myself, but I really don't like the current state." ”

On the phone, his voice didn't come for a long time, and Kim Su-hee was uneasy and confused: "I'll wait for you to come back, maybe we can all think about it at that time." ”

What could be more uncomfortable than having nothing to say between lovers, Kim So-hee couldn't think of it, but if it kept going like this, the consequences would not be difficult to imagine.

So instead of keeping a no-talk phone call every day, it's better to make time for both parties to think on their own.

However, when it comes to thinking alone, Kim So-hee is just completely buried in his work.

When Shin so-yeon called her to ask her out, Kim So-hee realized that she hadn't been out for a while. Picking up his hair, which had long been out of style, he finally went to meet her at a dessert shop not far from his apartment.

Now that she has a bumper harvest in career and love, Shin Xiuyan's good looks all show that this person is extremely happy, in comparison, Kim Su-hee is pale and unenergetic, and she looks like an otaku.

"What's the happy thing?" Seeing Shin so-yeon's happy appearance, Kim So-hee mobilized her emotions and tried to turn on the pleasure mode.

Shen Xiuyan looked at her like this and frowned: "If you are really unhappy, don't pretend to be happy." ”

Kim So-hee ordered two desserts and leaned lazily back in her chair. Seeing Shin so-yeon take something out of her bag and push it down in front of her.

"Wedding invitation?" Kim So-hee opened the gilded wedding card and saw Shin so-yeon's name written in the bride column inside: "You and your boyfriend have finally decided to get married?" ”

Shen Xiuyan nodded, picked up the cup and took a sip of juice: "The parents on both sides are urging us tightly, and we both feel that we should not find anyone else in the future." The early knot and the evening knot are all knots, and they are simply knotted, and the province is always urged to urge, and it is annoying to listen. ”

"Come and be my bridesmaid then!" Shin Xiuyan smiled and made an invitation: "I don't accept your gift money, just be my bridesmaid, I will prepare a unique bridesmaid dress for you, absolutely beautiful!" ”

Looking at this friend who he made after graduating from college, Kim So-hee smiled from the bottom of his heart: "Of course it's good!" ”

She is actually quite envious of Shin Xiuyan, who has a career and love, and has a good balance between the two. It's not like myself at all, and now everything is a mess.

"Why are you putting on a slump again? At these times, your online drama can be regarded as one of the most popular, which is pretty good! ”

Career is good, but love is not.

Kim So-hee put the invitation in her bag, picked up another small box and looked at it: "What is this?" ”

"Open it up? Guaranteed you like it. ”

Kim So-hee slowly opened the wrapper and saw that inside was a tube of velvet lipstick that had recently become a hit. She remembered this brand, and there was no counter in China.

"I went abroad some time ago, so I bought you this as a gift. Look at you today, the whole person is sluggish, and it looks better to apply this color. ”

Shin so-yeon handed her her small mirror: "Apply a little bit first, and then talk about why you are like this." ”

Kim So-hee looked at himself who was slightly dim in the mirror, unscrewed his mouth and applied a layer of red, and found that it did look much better.

Maybe it was because of the lipstick, but she was also a little lighter in her heart, and confided in Shen Xiuyan little by little about the recent period of time.

Originally, Shin Xiuyan casually ate the small cake a little bit, but after listening to what she said, she slowly took it seriously. Kim So-hee didn't want to get any help from her friends, she just wanted to say it.

Suing another person is also a way to organize one's thoughts.

"If I choose to go, it will help my career, but I can feel that it is very bad for my relationship. I've been like this for the past few months he's been busy abroad, and if it continues for another six months, I think I really won't be able to make it up. ”

Shin so-yeon looked at her current appearance and knew that Kim So-hee was a little too immersed in love at the moment, and asked, "So, where do you think your contradiction is?" Just because he doesn't approve of you giving up? ”

Kim So-hee stared at the pattern on the cup and couldn't help but ask himself why there was such a contradiction with him.

The long-term waiting, the loneliness when he was sick, the confusion caused by the distance, and the nature of his profession, etc., are the various elements that make up this bomb, and when it encounters a little spark, it will inevitably explode.

Kim So-hee said slowly: "I have always enjoyed the tolerance and guidance brought by this age difference, and now I am beginning to find out the problems it brings. ”

"I know he's doing it for my good, and if it weren't for this time of waiting, I would definitely choose to go. But it was because of the experience that I decided to give up, because I felt that I couldn't stand it. ”

"Could it be that I am the only one who is suffering during this time, and he can still work and live well? Do you even think it's okay to stay in this state for a little longer? He is always so calm and rational, but this is not the dominant in love! ”

"I even began to wonder if he liked me that much."

Shin so-yeon looked at Kim So-hee and smiled, "So don't you all say that men and women are not from the same planet?" Did you sue him about these? ”

Kim So-hee is silent, how should she sue him? Sue him and she thinks he's too sensible and doesn't seem to like her that much?

"Whether it's in terms of career or on love, there seems to be a big gap between me and him." Kim So-hee knows that even if this problem does not appear now, it will definitely pop up one day in the future.

During the love period, she was enthusiastic enough to follow him, chase him, and wait for him, but now, why did she start to feel tired?

Shin so-yeon patted the back of her hand: "Calm down, So-hee." When you start to feel tired and start to notice some problems between you, it is already a sign that you are starting to mature. ”

Kim So-hee took a sip of sweet juice, perhaps dessert really has the ability to make people happy, she let out a long breath.

"Actually, I'm thinking very confused right now."

"Then let me ask you, do you still want to be with your uncle?"

Kim So-hee thought of him, and thought of the barrenness of the content of the call these days. She was just a little tired, and she didn't know how to restore the atmosphere of the previous relationship between the two, which didn't mean that she wanted to part with him.

"I don't want to."

"Actually, I can also think of your uncle's thoughts, because of the age difference, he has to take care of his parents and boyfriend status. When you make some immature decisions, he has to think a little more than you do, and his starting point is to make decisions that are better for you. ”

"Didn't you always want to be worthy of him in the eyes of the public? For that purpose alone, you're going to have to pay a lot. Now this is just a small problem, if you can't even get over this, what do you have in the future? ”

Shin so-yeon remembered the former Kim So-hee, and compared to it, after being with Song Jong-ki, she really worked hard to follow him.

But the speed at which things are going to happen is much higher than what she is doing now.

A girl who has been creating a dream world by herself, she is squeamish and loves to play with her temper, but now she has to experience all kinds of ups and downs in love life for each other. She may be able to endure it for a while, but she needs catharsis after all.

"Come on, So-hee, I think your uncle really wants to have a very good result with you."

Kim So-hee thought of what he said before leaving, and through Guò Shin so-yeon's reminder, she seemed to be able to understand him a little. In fact, Song Jong-ki has emphasized the importance of communication with her many times, but she never seems to face it squarely, and likes to hide her thoughts in her heart.

said that he didn't want the other party to worry about distress, but he could only endure internal injuries by himself.

She felt wronged but didn't tell him, how could she blame him for not knowing anything.

"If you really want to know if he likes you that much, just ask him directly!" Anyway, in Shin Xiuyan's opinion, this national male god clearly loves his best friend.

Men, not all of them have hardships and tiredness hidden in their hearts, and if he doesn't say it, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love it. Kim So-hee is immature in love after all, so he doesn't understand his deeper meaning.

Kim So-hee remembered that he had asked to refuse the call some time ago, and the two of them had their own quiet thoughts, and suddenly felt as if they had done something wrong.

"In short, such a good person must be grasped in his hands, and I hope that one day I can show off that my best friend's husband is a national male god!"

Shin so-yeon picked up the cup and winked at her.

Kim So-hee told him, and he felt a lot more comfortable. But now the problem is again, at such a distance, the state between him and her is now, and there seems to be no way to solve it.

Shen Xiuyan couldn't see her unhappy look, and frowned: "If you don't know what to do, just don't think about it." Accompany me to choose a dress for skin care these days, and wait until one day when you think he can't think about it, make a phone call, and say that it will be reconciled in minutes. ”

Kim So-hee's love is hard to open in your heart, and Shin so-yeon can't understand it. Anyway, Song Jong-ki is a mature man, and there is nothing to worry about after a few days of suffering.