Chapter 186: The Past Is Like Smoke
The love injury on a rainy night completely crushed Park Jung-hyuk's seemingly strong, but actually extreme spirit. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
All this time, bad news hit him like an army of orcs.
And he has been struggling hard in this chaotic world.
The work was not going well, and as time went by, the shortcomings of "I Am a Singer" were more and more magnified, which made him exhausted his heart.
However, in such a situation, there are a lot of people who make stumbling blocks behind them, such as Jin Jiushan, Li Minhao, and Bi Jinhao.
It can be said that because of the choice during the strike, Park Jung-hyuk is suffering from backlash at this time. Whether he can survive or not, he himself is not confident.
But do you have to ask him if he regrets it?
He would have shaked his head in denial.
It's not that he's slapping his swollen face and becoming fat, but that he is in the world, doing something and not doing something.
Strikes were not what he wanted, contrary to his most modest ideals. What's more, there are still many people behind him who depend on him to survive.
It can be said that he was forced to this point by current events.
If he was just an inconspicuous little PD, or still AD and FD, then he would never be under such pressure.
But there is no way, he is the leader, so he naturally has responsibilities and obligations, and needs to do something for the people who follow him.
The things at work had already exhausted him, and as a result, T-ara's exclusion incident broke out like in his previous life.
Before he could feel sad about this matter and come up with a solution, Hyomin suddenly fell into the extreme.
This sister with a bad fate will always become a thorn in his heart, stabbing him all over his body when he is inadvertent.
Because of this, between the lover and the combination, it also forced Juli to a desperate situation.
Despite her deep love for Park Jung-hyuk, Ju-ri is well aware that T-Ara is undoubtedly more important in her life.
It's easy to say that it's easy to endure the pain and cut love, but how can people who don't experience it experience the pain?
Park Jung-hyuk understood Juli's choice, and it was precisely because of his understanding that he swallowed the evil fruit alone and chose to let Juli leave.
Since then, we have met passers-by, and our thoughts and worries can only be buried in the bottom of my heart.
All kinds of incidents combined finally broke Park Jung-hyuk's strength and made him fall on the bed in despair.
If it weren't for Kim Tae-hee's timely appearance and a night of heavy rain, it is estimated that half of his life would be lost.
After a night of high fever, Kim Tae-hee finally took proper care of him and woke him up at noon.
Although his eyes were open, he didn't have the slightest look. Lying on the bed sluggishly, looking up at the ceiling, Park Jung-hyuk even lost the ability to think.
This time the blow was too great and took a serious toll on his spirit. Without a long period of time, it is difficult for him to recover.
Fortunately, all the sadness, sadness and tears that should have been washed away by the heavy rain last night made him just silent and did not continue to collapse.
In the final analysis, weed-like people have experienced too much sadness, and their nerves are relatively coarse.
Just when his mind was in a mess, Kim Tae-hee walked in.
Seeing his pitiful appearance, all Jin Damei could do was sigh softly.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he reached out and shook Park Jung-hyuk's big hand, which was as hot as a volcano, but said nothing.
The woman's hands were soft and cool, and a clear spring soothed Park Jung-hyuk's dry, broken heart, allowing him to regain consciousness a little.
Turning his head, he noticed Kim Tae-hee's appearance.
Plain face, no makeup. But the face is like snow, more pure and lovely.
Her hair was black and shiny, and she didn't comb it carefully. It's just that I used a head rope to tie it up at will, which added a bit of laziness.
But this kind of temperament is far more charming than she has ever been.
What Park Jung-hyuk noticed the most was Kim Tae-hee's clothes.
That wide and unreasonable T-shirt, if there is no problem with his eyes, it should be his own, right? How did it run to Kim Tae-hee's body?
But this is the kind of Kim Tae-hee, who suddenly lost his divine and lofty temperament, and narrowed the distance between him and him.
"Ahem......"
Park Jung-hyuk was about to open his mouth to speak, but suddenly found that his throat was on fire, as if someone had roasted it with wormwood.
Seeing his appearance, Kim Tae-hee hurriedly brought over a cup of medicinal tea that had been brewed a long time ago. Not only that, but she is also ready to take matters into her own hands and feed Park Jung-hyuk to drink.
Such a move startled Park Jung-hyuk and hurriedly sat up. Although he felt powerless all over his body, he still didn't dare to accept Kim Tae-hee's service.
Such a sister, even if she sits next to her, makes people feel a lot of pressure. I don't know who will be so blessed in the future to get her pity?
If Park Jung-hyuk knew that it was this sister who was high up in his eyes, and he slept all night in his arms, what would he think in his heart?
A cup of medicinal tea went down, and the hoarse throat was finally a little old.
"Nuna, why are you here?"
Looking at the familiar environment at home, Park Jung-hyuk was still a little confused.
He fainted in the rain last night, and he had no idea what happened after that. Now my head hurts, and I can't recall much.
Either way, there doesn't seem to be any trace of Kim Tae-hee.
Isn't this sister filming in Nanyangzhou?
Kim Tae-hee smiled and deliberately teased him.
"Yesterday, it rained so hard. I thought, in such weather, there will definitely be poor kittens and puppies who are homeless. So I walked along the road and found one. ”
Hearing Kim Tae-hee describe himself as a kitten and a puppy, Park Jung-hyuk was not dissatisfied, on the contrary, his whole expression darkened.
That kind of situation was seen by this sister, from now on, can you still raise your head in front of her?
The hand that had been on the quilt slowly tightened, and the quilt was crumpled. The green tendons on the back of the hand are also protruding, and the blood vessels seem to be bursting.
Noticing Park Jung-hyuk's depression, Kim Tae-hee did not shy away.
She had already made up her mind yesterday not to let it go this time, and she would not play ambiguous and reserved. Then all the problems that should exist must be solved, and there will be no future troubles.
Since Park Jung-hyuk has a thorn in his heart, then it would be good for her to help him pull it out.
So looking directly into Park Jung-hyuk's eyes, Kim Tae-hee said directly and domineeringly: "No matter what, things are already like this." Whether you are sad, sad, painful, or regretful, none of them can be changed. Time still flows, life needs to go on, and living in the past does not do you any good. ”
Rational and cold words are like a sharp sword piercing into the chaos of Park Jung-hyuk.
So that he has nowhere to run but to face his own problems.
And all he can do is laugh at himself.
"Nuna, am I a jerk? It always makes things very bad, and many people are unlucky. ”
Kim Tae-hee put his smooth and round thighs on the bed and showed them in front of Park Jung-hyuk.
"yes, there's another victim here."
Only then did Park Jung-hyuk find out that Kim Tae-hee had injured his thigh and knee. Wrapped in a thick bandage, so much so that Kim Tae-hee frowned at even the slightest bend.
"Last night, in order to keep you from getting rainy, I fell down three times, and my whole body turned into a soup chicken. So, you're a nuisance and you're hurting me. ”
Hearing these unbeatable words, Park Jung-hyuk's eyes were full of guilt and self-blame, and at the same time, his head became lower and lower, obviously hit by Kim Tae-hee's words.
But Kim Tae-hee's purpose is naturally not this.
"But if you're a big problem, what can I do? Can't you be seen lying down the street in the rain, can you? So even if you are injured, you have to work hard, you endure the storm, and you still don't get you back? It's the same as your life, although it is not satisfactory, what other way is there but to go on? ”
After a pause, Kim Tae-hee's words were not finished.
"If you always live in the shadow of the past, then your future life will also be bleak. But how to get out, I can't help you, and no one can help you, so you can only rely on yourself. When she left, she didn't want you to live a decadent life, right? Since it's a choice made for the sake of mutual betterment, why not make yourself better? ”
Park Jung-hyuk suddenly raised his head, and for the first time in his life, he found that this sister's mouth was so powerful.
Compared with his self-proud poisonous tongue, Kim Tae-hee's words were even sharper, and he simply punctured all the pus on the wound and opened it to the sun.
But if you want to remove the pus, this is the most effective way.
Park Jung-hyuk struggled for a long time, and could only whisper: "Let me try, I will try to do it." ”
With this sentence is enough, Kim Tae-hee knows that he is not working in vain.
"Get up, I've made something. I don't have time to pretend to be pathetic, MBC has a call and needs you to rush over. ”
Park Jung-hyuk's heart was originally seriously traumatized, and if Kim Tae-hee had been persuading and comforting him at this time, it would only make him think about it all the time and find it difficult to extricate himself.
On the contrary, adopting this attitude of facing the wound head-on and inadvertently made Park Jung-hyuk suddenly relaxed.
Park Jung-hyuk got up from the bed, walked to the bathroom, and when he was about to wash, he saw himself in the mirror.
A face was thin with only skin left, so tightly wrapped around the bones that the cheekbones were about to burst into the sky.
In this way, the eyes appear larger, but they are extremely godless, hollow like a giant pit in the desert, vast and dead.
The lips are slightly bruised, and there is no trace of blood in sight, if this person is going to die in the next moment, maybe he will be believed, right?
This is a gloomy face, and what Park Jung-hyuk can do is to send a wry smile to himself in the mirror.
The world doesn't stop because you're in a good mood, and the earth doesn't stop because of what happens to you.
Even if I experienced an unforgettable lovelorn yesterday, I woke up today and still had a job waiting for me.
From today on, he has no fragrance to hug and no red face to talk to.
He was the only one left, and he had to face countless difficulties.
Goodbye beloved girl, I know you go in search of dreams.
I also have my future waiting for me, and I just hope that your choice will go smoothly and there will be no more pain like this. (To be continued.) )