49. Chapter 49
There is nothing about this sentence, and April doesn't know what he means by saying it. I suddenly remembered that I was forced by his majesty a while ago, and I ate a lot of food and had a great appetite. She thought in a trance, what he said should mean happy, she ate too much, so she looked good, and he also had a share of the credit.
Thinking like this, she silently lowered her head and said softly, "Thank you for your concern, you seem to be doing well." ”
Sometimes, she is used to simplifying complex things, she is doing well, and she has to praise each other. But she didn't know that this sentence was tantamount to plucking the feathers on the head of a hungry tiger. Because of his genes, his skin is very white, and even if he has continuous insomnia, there is no trace on his face. April's thinking is simple, but it can be heard in the ears of men, and it is undoubtedly provocative.
You see, I can live well without you, but you can't sleep without me, admit it, you can't live without me.
At this moment, in his eyes, the woman with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes has become an arrogant and arrogant woman, and she must have laughed at him in her heart, laughing at his weakness and insistence.
"Lin April, you're very proud, right?"
The man's hoarse, almost gnashing of teeth, sounded in his ears. She raised her head, and was about to say something, when a dark shadow flashed in front of her, and when she came back to her senses, the man had approached, and his right hand was firmly against her neck.
Even in his rage, he controlled his strength well, neither hurting her nor letting her get rid of him.
April was forced to crane her neck and face the angry man in front of her. Gu Qingyan was very angry, but the more angry he was, the more indifferent the expression on his face became, and he even showed an extremely cold smile and slowly approached her.
"Do you think that if I eat and drink for you, you can do whatever you want with me, huh?" In the end, a tail note was slightly raised, hoarse and sticky, and it seemed to be saying something nice about love.
The damp breath fell on his face, and April only felt cold all over, and his limbs began to stiffen in disobedience.
She squirmed her mouth slightly, and gently spit out three words: "I'm sorry." She had never thought of it that way, and she had always kept it in her mind that he had been so good, and it never occurred to her that she would ask him to give her anything. He helped her in the past, and she was grateful, worshipping him as a god, and did not dare to think of things that did not belong to her.
"I'm tired of hearing you say those three words." Gu Qingyan let go of her hand slightly, gently pointed upward, and gently stroked her face.
It was this face that appeared many times in his midnight dreams. The woman is 27 years old, not 18 years old, not 16 years old, and the green face in the dream has long coincided with the weathered face in front of her.
Before, he just felt disgusted, disgusted that he would dream of her, but later, he got used to dreaming of her, laughing at her in his dreams, and sarcastically mocking her. Later, he didn't even have the strength to speak to her.
He runs a huge business empire, and with talent and hard work, his career is very successful. When a person returns to the empty house, facing the coldness of the room, he can't help but begin to doubt himself, and then question himself. He proved himself to the world, but why was he still unhappy?
Until-
Ten years later, she appeared in front of him again.
"Lin April, I really don't know what to do with you?" As he muttered this, he had already reined in his feelings and slowly withdrew his hand. Since he met her, he has become more and more unable to control his temper, and he has begun to understand himself.
Why is it just a little thing, or even just a word, he will get angry and impulsively say something that goes against his heart.
April didn't know what was going on in the other party's heart, she just realized that her own savings made the other party feel tired after all.
I don't know what to do with her, then, she simply disappears in front of him. His smooth road was only a fork in the road, and as long as the road was filled in, he would not go wrong.
In the silent confrontation, the woman took the lead.
"Thank you for your care these days, I think, I can't stay here all the time to trouble you, I ......"
Gu Qingyan suddenly interrupted her words and asked calmly, "You want to leave?" ”
"Hmm." April answered softly.
She finally offered to leave. At this moment, Gu Qingyan suddenly had a feeling that the dust had settled. A few days ago, he had been thinking about whether to keep her, but when he really had to make a choice, he didn't hesitate anymore.
The entanglement of these days is really a little incomprehensible, since you can't understand your actions, then don't think about it. Isn't it just that with her by his side, his insomnia will be cured without medicine, it's no big deal, she is not irreplaceable. In the past, Xia Bai coaxed him, couldn't he fall asleep the same, but the time was a little slower and he didn't sleep so deeply.
Really, no big deal.
Since she is his poison, then, he has to get rid of her with cramps and bones.
I told myself over and over again, and my heart became calm. He looked intently at the woman in front of him, she habitually lowered her head when facing him, and when she lowered her head, she never noticed that he was staring at her.
"When are you going to leave?"
"In a few days, when I leave, I want to invite Xia Bai and Xiao Li to have a meal." The woman whispered, paused, and hesitantly added, "Are you going to come then?" "He seems to be busy and may not be able to spare time.
But when he heard this, it seemed to have some embarrassment.
Met the woman's hesitant gaze, he smiled, and smiled lightly, "In the near future, I should be very busy, and I won't go when the time comes." ”
"Hmm." April lowered her head again, her eyes slightly darkened.
The man didn't notice it, and then said: "I'm going back to the company early tomorrow morning, and I won't come back for a while, just call me when you leave." As he spoke, he paused for a few seconds and reminded lightly: "As for my personal call, I made it last time, and there should still be a record in your phone." ”
The woman nodded and said in a low voice, "I've already saved it." ”
Gu Qingyan was stunned for a moment, mumbled, and turned around and walked in the direction of the study.
Watching his figure slowly disappear in front of her, she still stood in place, staring in that direction in a daze, silent. Only when he stopped looking at her did she dare to secretly set her eyes on him. So, you can only miss it.
After standing for a while, she sat back on the sofa, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV, the funny soap opera was still playing, but she couldn't laugh when she watched it.
At dinner, Gu Qingyan came out of the study. Met April's gaze, he nodded lightly, "Let's eat." As he spoke, without waiting for April to answer, he strode over to the table and sat down on the throne. She paused on the spot, and walked over and sat down across from him.
None of them opened their mouths during this meal, and in the quiet space, there was only the crisp sound of chopsticks hitting the porcelain bowl. April ate some without knowing the taste, but had no appetite, and the man didn't react when he saw it, so he slowly put the dish into his mouth.
This night, April tossed and turned and didn't sleep well. In the dream, the man's questioning voice echoed over and over again.
Lin April, you are very proud.
She opened her mouth, eager to ask him what she should be proud of? But the man in the dream only left her with a sarcastic smile. When she woke up, it was only 4 o'clock in the morning, and she touched her forehead, and her palms were wet and a little sticky. After wiping the cold sweat from her forehead, she opened her eyes in the darkness and looked at the void in silence.
No more sleepiness.
But for more than half a year, I have experienced so many things, I met He Xu, reunited with Gu Qingyan, met Xia Bai and Xiao Li again, and then separated from Qi Yu. Going around and around, these people have nothing to do with her in the end, and in the end, she is still only herself after all.
With her eyes open until dawn, she got up, dressed and washed, and after simply tidying herself up, she pushed open the door and walked out. Walking to the kitchen, Sister-in-law Li was already busy, and the fragrance of the pastries was fermenting in the air, warm and satisfying.
Sister-in-law Li was a little surprised when she saw her standing at the door, and asked her while opening the steamer: "April, why did you get up so early, and breakfast hasn't been made yet?" ”
"I couldn't sleep, so I got up." April Warm Channel.
"Then I'll give you a cup of hot milk tonight, so you can sleep soundly."
April smiled and didn't speak. She didn't know how to say what she was going to do, and Sister-in-law Li was very good to her these days. She gave her the feeling of being like a mother, gentle and kind.
"Sister-in-law Li, is there anything you need my help with?"
"Sister-in-law Li is busy coming, you better stay in the restaurant and wait for breakfast." Sister-in-law Li put the small and delicate buns one by one behind the steamer and pushed April out.
Seeing that April was still not giving up, she crossed her hands on her waist and stopped by the door, "You just spare me, Mr. Gu will be blamed if he knows." ”
This sentence is almost her mantra, every time she scrambles for something to do in April, Sister-in-law Li will always move Gu Qingyan out.
But as soon as these words came out, they hit every shot.
Sure enough, April stopped insisting and walked away silently.
Half an hour later, when Gu Qingyan came to the living room with a sleepy face and saw the woman who was supposed to be sleeping appearing here, he was stunned for a long time. It was April who spotted him, stood aside, and said hello to him: "Morning." ”
“…… Early. With that, he walked over to the couch and sat down, his elbows on his knees, and rubbed his brow wearily.
He seemed tired.
A brief conversation was followed by a long silence.
When Sister-in-law Li brought the delicious breakfast to the table one by one, she was still a little puzzled, why did everyone get up so early today, should she get up half an hour earlier to make breakfast in the future?
After taking their seats, the two still maintained a quiet atmosphere and ate breakfast silently. When he was about to finish eating, the man wiped his mouth with a napkin, raised his lips and asked, "You...... Leaving today? ”
"No, I just can't sleep." April buried his head and drank porridge with his eyes down.
The man hummed faintly and said no more.
After breakfast, he walked to the side of the dressing mirror, unhurriedly tied his tie, and buttoned up his chic cuffs. He was used to doing this after breakfast, and the movements were skillful and elegant, and it was done in just a few minutes.
He buttoned a pair of dark purple cuffs today, understated and mysterious. April silently thought that he was doing this much better than she did, fast and good.
When he was dressed, he glanced over to the woman beside him with a wooden face, a glint flashing in his eyes, and after a moment he walked up to her and stared at her with a deep gaze.
The woman habitually wanted to avoid her gaze, and his low, indifferent voice rang out.
"Look up."
These four words froze April's dodging movements, and she slowly raised her head and met his gaze without hindrance.
What kind of gaze it was, thousands of rays of light flowed and jumped in his eyes, and finally, it fell silent, buried in a ruin.
"Lin April, goodbye."