Chapter 50: Xu Xian's Enlightenment
Jiang Donghuan turned around and pushed Xu Xian away for a distance, looking at her bright eyes, tenacious and confident look, and finally showed a smile that he hadn't had in a day.
"Should I say you're stupid? Or should you call you stupid? I know that it is destined to have no good results..."
"I'm neither stupid nor stupid, I just want to be stupid for once."
"Because you..."
Xu Xian lightly spit out these three words that made Jiang Donghuan feel extremely heavy, her expression was neither excited nor excited, and there was three points of perseverance in her calmness, which made Jiang Donghuan feel so dazzling.
Compared with the other party's courage to move forward and dare to face their own performance, what is the current self? Want to try to close yourself off from an ostrich?
Jiang Donghuan's pupils trembled faintly, but the cruelty of reality made him turn around again.
"But I don't want to hurt you."
"There are some things that you can't escape, and even if you dodge once, you'll face a second time."
Xu Xian's voice seemed to have magical power, making Jiang Donghuan's newly raised foot suddenly freeze in the air.
Seo Hyun stepped forward and continued: "At first, I thought it was a wrong choice to continue to get close to you, so I fled in Switzerland, so I ran away again when I faced Panioni, but after each escape, I always regretted that I couldn't hold on, and this time I didn't want to escape. ”
Seeing Kang Dong-hwan frozen motionlessly, Seo Hyun mustered up the courage to take another step forward and came to his back.
"So this time, even if I have bruises all over my body, I don't care, insisting on my debut is the most important decision in my life, I succeeded, and now it is the second time, I think as long as I persist, I will definitely succeed."
She reached out and grabbed Jiang Donghuan's arms and turned him around, looked at Jiang Donghuan's expressionless face and said: "Everyone will have fear in the face of the unknown, but escape is never a way, believe in me, believe in yourself, is our best preparation for the future, isn't it?" ”
Jiang Donghuan quietly looked at Xu Xian and then suddenly laughed out loud and said, "Ah, you have really read a lot of books, and the taste of your speech is different." ”
"You only taste when you speak!"
Seeing Jiang Donghuan's reaction, Xu Hyun immediately waved his hand in shame and slapped it on his body.
"I'm serious!"
"Yes, seriously." Jiang Donghuan nodded and pulled her to sit down and said, "So I'm going to have some serious things to say to you next, if you still insist after listening..."
Xu Xian blinked, relieved in her heart, the other party's appearance today was too weird, but since she had already made a decision, she couldn't choose to back down.
"I'm not the good guy you think I am."
"How can there be so many good people in this world, who can tell the difference between good and bad people? As long as the person who is good to me is a good person in my eyes, isn't it? ”
Xu Xian's unexpected answer made Jiang Donghuan stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and laughed twice, and spoke again: "Now I am very dangerous around me, so on the surface, you must not reveal the relationship between you and me to anyone, not even your parents, and even you can't show any love tendencies on weekdays." ”
Xu Xian blinked and said, "I originally planned to do so, after all, if you and Panioni really make it public, no one will bless us." ”
Xu Xian's eyes couldn't help but become a little gloomy, this was very different from what she had imagined, but who could tell the difference between right and wrong in emotional matters?
At least this moment was a decision she made after thinking about it for a long time, and Xu Xian has never been a person who gives up her ideas easily.
"Are you really this what you realize? Do you find it meaningful to maintain such a relationship? ”
"Where I think it makes sense, it makes sense." Xu Xian nodded stubbornly and said, "The feeling of physical and mental relaxation and pleasure when you are around someone is not deceiving, no matter what you are doing. ”
Xu Xian blinked and said, "I feel this way when I'm around you, and I still feel this way when I'm not thinking about you when I'm not by your side." ”
When Jiang Donghuan looked at Xu Xian and said this kind of words with a serious face, which made people curl up and numb, for the first time in his life, he felt ashamed to see people.
But when he had this thought, his heart was faintly shocked at the same time, although Xu Xian's words seemed to be a little unbearable, but isn't this also the case?
When his mood hits the bottom, who is the person he is most looking for?
Kim Tae-yeon
As the only person who knows about the existence of his dark side, he is the person he is most eager to see at this time, but unfortunately he was disturbed by Huang Meiying before he could be alone with the other party.
Seo Hyun's appearance was an accident, but the other party's actions also caused an unexpected effect.
At least I laughed, didn't I?
Kang Dong Hwan suddenly found that although he could not fully open his heart in front of her, he also felt comfortable and relaxed.
It was a sense of comfort that was faintly repulsed within his body, a feeling of subconscious resistance deep inside him, as if it was no longer something he could enjoy.
"Why don't you speak?"
Xu Xian looked at Jiang Donghuan's distracted appearance and turned his head curiously and asked.
"Ahh It's nothing. ”
Jiang Donghuan, who came back to his senses, looked at Xu Xian again, and his eyes were already faintly different.
"Where did you just go?"
"Speaking of..."
"Forget it, no matter where it goes."
Xu Xian couldn't help but wonder a little when he saw Jiang Donghuan waving his hand: "Don't you still have something to talk to me seriously?" ”
"No, those don't matter anymore."
Jiang Donghuan suddenly reached out and grabbed Xu Xian, pulled her to his side and said, "I have found something more important." ”
Xu Xian's face suddenly turned a little red, was he showing his attitude to himself?
But she didn't have time to be happy, and suddenly she seemed to think of something, frowning and looking at Jiang Donghuan.
"What happened before, can you tell me now?"
"I can't."
Seeing Jiang Donghuan directly shaking his head and refusing, Xu Xian was entangled for a while, and suddenly opened his arms and gave him a big hug.
"Then let's not talk about it."
Jiang Donghuan reached out and gently played with Xu Xian's hair and said, "Do you know what you smell like?" ”
"What?"
"Poppy."
Xu Xian was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Then I'll take it as a compliment." ”
Jiang Donghuan smiled and did not speak.
Isn't the current Seo Hyun like a poppy to him?
I know that I can't get close to it, but I am attracted to it and unconsciously indulge in it.
"I can't say it, but do you want to hear a story?"
"What's the story?"
"A somewhat boring and uninteresting story..." )