A pure and kind good boy, a heroic figure who sacrificed himself for a bird, how did he come to where he is today?

Tang Lin really didn't understand, what kind of wonderful role he played in Xiao Zibai's life, and the upright and brave protagonist in the original text of the guide zhì became such a ...... One...... Tang Lin couldn't speak, he stared gloomily at the tears that played an extraordinarily large role, and these tears were swirling in Xiao Zibai's reddened eyes at the moment.

And the owner of those tears is full of emotion and devotes himself to the acting career.

“…… Did the things I have been afraid of finally happen......" He raised his eyes and looked directly at Tang Lin, under the clear tears, his confused and fearful gaze did not seem to be false at all: "I have always ...... I'm afraid that I don't deserve you, I'm afraid that you just like me for a while, I'm afraid that you won't like me after you meet someone better than me, I'm afraid that I won't be able to protect you and give you the life you want......"

Xiao Zibai lowered his eyes, the tears finally slipped down, hanging on his eyelashes and crumbling, he bit his lip and smiled bitterly: "The thought of being with you makes me feel happy, but after being happy, I can't help but worry." ”

"I'm worried about losing you, Tang Lin."

Tang Lin suddenly didn't know if Xiao Zibai was performing now, Xiao Zibai at this moment didn't look like the young man who was as cold as a sword, the weakness in his body was so clear that Tang Lin felt distressed, Tang Lin reached out to support his shoulder, and clearly felt Xiao Zibai's body trembling.

He took a deep breath: "Tang Lin, since we have been together, I have fantasized about many, many futures, but there are you in every future, I can't imagine what life would be like without you......"

"Isn't it ridiculous? Originally, I never thought about the future. Xiao Zibai's voice sounded extremely dry, and he smiled with difficulty, with a heavy bitterness in every trace of laughter: "Until now, I met you...... My mind was full of the 'future'. ”

Tang Lin didn't know whether to believe him or question him for a while, he thought about it for a while, but Xiao Zibai spoke again. He closed his eyes and trembled almost silently as he spoke: "I won't leave you, so don't leave me either...... Good no good? ”

He doesn't look like he's acting at all now.

Tang Lin looked at him with scrutinizing eyes, but never spoke, and the atmosphere stiffened and cooled down little by little. Xiao Zibai finally opened his eyes in this suffocating silence, he looked at Tang Lin, bit his lower lip, and his eyes revealed some despair. This despair is so real, so real that Tang Lin completely forgets it, Xiao Zibai's series of twists is really a little too fast and abrupt.

…… Tang Lin didn't expect this, so he opened his mouth slowly.

"You say you like me? Well? Tang Lin raised his eyebrows and asked him with a smile, Xiao Zibai's face quickly turned white, and he was about to speak, but Tang Lin said bluntly: "Cultivators can live for a long time, you are only a teenager, what if you just like me for a while?" What if you meet someone better than me in the future and think I'm not worthy of you anymore? What if after being with me you find out that I can't give you the life you want? ”

Xiao Zibai immediately shut up: These words sound a little familiar...... He quietly shrunk his neck.

Tang Lin still didn't let him go, and continued to Xiao Zibai with a smile: "I have no father or mother, no power, and no money, the money is all given by my master and the Royal Beast Sect. I didn't have anything but a nice look, just an embroidered pillow and a belly full of straw bags. And you're good-looking, you're able to fight, and you're very good at cultivating—tell me, why am I with you? Why do you like me? ”

After some familiar words, Xiao Zibai's face turned red and white and red, and he almost looked like he was about to find a crack in the ground to get into, Tang Lin shook his head, grabbed him, pressed his lips lightly on his forehead, and whispered: "Fool." ”

As soon as the words fell, Tang Lin felt Xiao Zibai's body in his arms stiffen, and as soon as his doubts were born, Xiao Zibai said to him very quietly: "I thought you would kiss the lips." ”

Tang Lin: "??? ”

He suddenly had some bad premonitions in his heart.

And in the next moment, Tang Lin's premonition really came true, Xiao Zibai raised his head and looked at him with that familiar eager gaze...... lips.

Tang Lin understood it for a moment, and couldn't help but suddenly change color.

In a flash, he turned into a big feather bird, fluffed his wings and flew up, and after pecking Xiao Zibai's lips, he didn't forget to skillfully paste Xiao Zibai's face with his long tail feathers.

Xiao Zibai wailed through the contract: "Pain! Tang Lin didn't want to pay attention to him anymore. He flapped his wings directly and flew away, plunged into the familiar hut, regardless of the dust in the room, closed the door one step ahead of time, and just shut Xiao Zibai, who saw that the opportunity was not good, out of the door.

Xiao Zibai: ......

Rubbing his lips that were still in pain, Xiao Zibai finally realized at this moment what it means for people to die when they die, what it means to steal chickens and rice, and what makes people watching the sky...... He stayed for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to knock on the door: "Tang Lin, are you inside?" Tang Lin - Tuanzi? ”

Tang Lin ignored him at first, but Xiao Zibai still knocked on the door unremittingly, and his voice changed a little because he was in a hurry. Tang Lin was distressed and upset, and responded impatiently, and Xiao Zibai immediately began to apologize. In all fairness, he apologized very sincerely, but because of the previous example, Tang Lin's trust in him is infinitely close to zero, so when Xiao Zibai tried to persuade Tang Lin to open the door, Tang Lin snorted coldly and said slowly:

"In broad daylight, don't dream."

Xiao Zibai reacted quickly, he immediately cast a spell to cover the window of the hut, and then said to the house without changing his face: "It's already night. ”

Tang Lin looked at the window that had turned from thin light to black in a second, and gritted his teeth and said, "Since it's night, then you don't daydream." ”

Xiao Zibai: ......

He was finally completely blocked from talking, because it was his own death, Xiao Zibai didn't have the courage to break open the room and force in, after thinking about it, he could only sit cross-legged by the door of the earthen house. Next to Xiao Zibai is the wildflowers that were once planted at the root of the wall by himself, because no one has taken care of them all these years, they have grown wildly and wantonly, and the flowers and plants that were no more than knee high are now waist-high with Xiao Zibai, and he sat down on his knees like this, and almost the whole person was buried in the flowers.

The afternoon sun shone through the gaps in the branches and leaves into this small clearing, making Xiao Zi white and warm. His body was naturally cold, and Tang was worried that he would get sick because of it, so he always forced him to bask in the sun every afternoon. The end of his nose was the familiar fragrance of wildflowers, and the warm sun made Xiao Zibai a little dizzy, he tilted his head back, leaned against the clay wall for a while, and finally couldn't help but say, "Actually, I didn't completely lie to you." ”

Tang Lin in the room didn't answer, but Xiao Zibai didn't expect him to answer immediately.

He squinted slightly, staring at the shining sun in the clouds, and said to himself, "I do think you're good—you're good, and I'm not good enough, so I do...... It's true that I can't help but worry, afraid that I will lose you one day in the future, and I really can't imagine this...... Not even just imagination. ”

"For a while, I cultivated like crazy, and I cultivated desperately...... I don't like to cultivate, I just ...... I just like you, I want to be closer, closer, I want to be on the same level as you, and I want to protect you even beyond my measure. ”

Xiao Zibai pursed his lips, his lips were still aching, and the pain made him a little sober: "The first time I saw your human form, I knew that you were not something I could delusional. The clothes you are wearing, the materials are all I have never seen before, I once plucked up the courage to take you to buy clothes, those clothes are actually very expensive to me, and they are not something that an ordinary Lingshan disciple can afford...... I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't help but go. ”

"I want to get closer, I want to ...... At least it seems...... The gap with you can not be so big. Xiao Zibai said, smiling bitterly, his wry smile was completely real, Tang Lin could see Xiao Zibai's sea of knowledge through the contract, and it was a bitter gray.

"My clothes were brought by the demon clan after they transformed." Tang Lin explained in a low voice outside through the wall, Xiao Zibai paused for a moment, and said a little sluggishly: "Ah, is this so...... I should have guessed it a long time ago, but I ...... I didn't know ...... at the time."

He gently raised his hand to cover his eyes.

"You must think I'm ridiculous, don't you?"

"I'm always ...... I can't help but ask for love from you in every possible way, and I want to prove that you like me. The first time I kissed you, you didn't resist, I was so happy that I even felt ...... for a long time I think you really liked me, and I was very fulfilled during that time, really. ”

"But after a while...... When that kiss brings ...... How to say, satisfaction? In short, when the feeling of peace of mind that made me feel satisfied wore off, I couldn't help it again. I started trying to prove that you love me again, and I knew it wasn't right, but I ...... I couldn't get over that panic, and I felt very, very hopeless at the thought that you might not love me, that you might leave me......"

Xiao Zibai said with some difficulty, Tang Lin sighed silently, quietly changed back into a human form, and gently touched the wall: the other side of this wall is the position that Xiao Zibai is leaning on at the moment.

And Xiao Zibai was still half-covering his eyes, and said to Tang Lin in a tired voice: "I think you like me, I think you love me, but on the other hand, I keep trying to prove it, as if I can't get a sense of security if I don't do this......"

He shook for a moment, and finally let go of the hand covering his eyes, and changed his position to hug his knees: "I really like kissing you, that makes me feel that I am in love with you." ”

Xiao Zibai said softly, he closed his mouth and did not speak again.

Tang Lin in the room was silent for a long time, and finally pushed the door open.

Xiao Zibai heard a "squeak" sound in his ears, he subconsciously pursed his lower lip, and then let go because of the pain. His physique didn't seem to work very well in front of Tang Lin, and this wound hadn't healed yet.

"Does it hurt?" Tang Lin's voice was a little cold, and Xiao Zibai wanted to purse his lips again, but he resisted this urge and nodded hesitantly.

Then Tang Lin walked in front of him, held his face with both hands, looked at it carefully, and then pouted in disgust: "Originally, the lips were not very good-looking, but now they look even uglier." ”

Xiao Zibai was a little embarrassed, he was held by Tang Lin, and he didn't know what to do for a while, but Tang Lin slowly lowered his head and blinked gently.

A tear slipped from the corner of his eye and dripped between Xiao Zibai's lips.

Xiao Zibai subconsciously pursed his lips, and tasted the taste of Tang Lin's tears that seeped in a little bit, slightly salty.

The pain on his lips had completely disappeared, Tang Lin leaned towards him, and held his mouth with his own lip flap, after holding it for a while, he stretched out the tip of his tongue, rubbed Xiao Zibai's lips and kissed them for a moment, and prying them into Xiao Zibai's mouth. Xiao Zibai closed his eyes and sucked it gently, the ambiguous sound of water echoed loudly in the small glade, the sun was still warm, Xiao Zibai was immersed in sweet dizziness, and he could hardly tell whether it was a dream or reality at the moment.

Until he heard Tang Lin say in his ear through the contract, "I won't leave you, fool, I told you." ”

"You are the whole world to me."

Xiao Zibai felt that Tang Lin was hugging him, and the blood in his veins that had not been warmed up by the sun for a long time suddenly warmed up at this moment, so warm that the tips of his ears were red and his cheeks were hot. After their lips and tongues separated, Xiao Zibai couldn't help but lie in Tang Lin's arms, kissing him over and over again, from the side of his ears to his neck, and his cheeks were not let go at all, and Tang Lin hugged him, letting him kiss himself, and from time to time, he would kiss him back.

The wildflowers around them grew wildly, and the branches and foliage were interspersed to form a small pavilion, and under the leafy pavilion, the fine sunlight poured on their faces, and they playfully chased and kissed each other's faces.

Tang Lin's kiss was always gentle, while Xiao Zibai's kiss was a little intense, and outside this much dilapidated mud house, they hugged each other and snuggled up, kissing over and over again.

It seems like you'll never get tired.