22. Chapter XXII

Gu Ran still insisted on sleeping in the living room, Yang Zhai watched her tidy up the quilt, and calculated that since Gu Ran knew that she liked women, they had never shared the same bed.

Gu Ran lay down and saw Yang Zhai still standing at the door of the room, and couldn't help asking, "Why don't you go to sleep yet?" ”

Yang Zhai had a grudge on his face, "Ranran, do you really dislike me so much?" ”

Gu Ran was a little speechless, "When did I dislike you?" ”

Yang Zhai bit his lip, looking very aggrieved, "You don't sleep with me anymore!" ”

Gu Ran: "......" I really want to say to Yang Zhai, can you still pretend to be more pitiful? To be honest, she really admires Yang Zhai to the ground in the fifth body, this guy is now a scoundrel to a new realm! Since she couldn't communicate, she simply ignored her, Gu Ran slept face in, and couldn't hear the movement in the middle of the sound, thinking that she had gone back to the room, turned over, and saw Yang Zhai standing in front of the sofa bed at some point, she was really startled, Gu Ran patted her heart, and said in disbelief: "You don't sleep in the middle of the night, pretending to be a ghost and scary!" ”

Yang Zhai smiled and said: "I knew that you would be afraid to sleep in the living room alone, and now I give you two choices, either you go back to the room with me, or I will sleep in the living room with you." ”

Gu Ran was really defeated by her, I really didn't know what Yang Zhai insisted on so for, and he didn't bother to argue with her, "Whatever you want, you can do whatever you want." He turned sideways again.

When Yang Zhai got the order, he immediately kicked off his slippers, got into Gu Ran's quilt, wrapped his waist around her from behind, put his head on Gu Ran's shoulder, and let out a sigh of satisfaction.

Gu Ran had a knot in her heart, and when she was held like this, she couldn't help but stiffen her back, where could she still sleep, and she felt Yang Zhai's every move very clearly. She knew that Yang Zhai would not be at ease, Yang Zhai opened her hair and began to kiss her neck, the feeling of numbness made Gu Ran tense all her nerves, and then thought of Xu Su sleeping in her room, and she might come out at any time, as soon as she came out, she would see her and Yang Zhai's ambiguous appearance at the moment, and immediately had a feeling of taboo, her scalp tingled, and she whispered, "Yang Zhai, don't make trouble." ”

This situation also made Yang Zhai feel particularly excited, and gradually touched Gu Ran's door, Gu Ran never really pushed her away except for saying no, which made Yang Zhai's courage bigger and bigger, and the hand that was originally wrapped around Gu Ran's waist gradually moved up, and finally covered the two snow peaks.

Gu Ran's whole body stiffened, she didn't expect Yang Zhai to be so bold as to touch her...... It's embarrassing and shy.

Yang Zhai sighed with satisfaction again, he usually had a visual inspection, but he didn't expect that one hand couldn't hold it, although it was separated by a layer of clothing, but the feel was really not ordinarily good, and he pinched it hard......

If Gu Ran can bear it like this, then it is not Gu Ran, so Yang Zhai's fate is ...... Hit by an elbow......

"Gu Ran, what are you doing!" Yang Zhai immediately shouted.

Gu Ran said angrily: "You deserve it." ”

Yang Zhai snorted: "The most poisonous woman's heart!" ”

Gu Ran saw that she had been covering her heart, and only then did she realize that her hands were heavy, and she couldn't help but soften her tone, "Does it hurt?" ”

Yang Zhai said angrily: "What do you say? "Gu Ran is really a black hand!

Gu Ran subconsciously helped her rub it, and when she put her hand on the ground, she realized that Yang Zhai was in pain at all, and it was just on her right breast. On the room, it's embarrassing......

Yang Zhai was touched by her, forgot about the pain, blushed shyly, and whispered: "You can touch it if you want to, why be so tactful." ”

Gu Ran: "......" hand quickly retracted as if he had touched a soldering iron, and wanted to turn his back again, but Yang Zhai restrained his arm and could only face her.

There was only a small table lamp in the living room, and in the dim light, each other's faces were not very real, but Gu Ran liked this unreal feeling, it was too real, and she didn't dare to face it.

"Yes." Yang Zhai called her in a low voice.

Gu Ran knew that she had something to say, although she didn't squeak, but she lowered her eyebrows and listened carefully.

"Do you know what it's like to really like someone?" Yang Zhai asked her.

Gu Ran thought back to her several boyfriends, and even the most recent one had a vague impression, and even his betrayal felt so insignificant, in the final analysis, it may be that the relationship is too shallow, every love of hers seems to be very bland, "If you like someone, there must be something to appreciate and like about this person." Gu Ran said more pertinently.

Yang Zhai shook his head, "You don't need a reason to really like someone. ”

Gu Ran raised his eyebrows to look at her.

"If you like someone, you will like her, good, bad, when you are happy, I will be happy, and when you are sad, I will also be sad. Obviously you are by my side, but I still miss you so much, and I have you in my eyes. I am jealous of those who have come into your heart, and disgusted by those who have intentions for you. Of course, I really like you, I liked you a long, long time ago, whether you can accept it or not, you can't change my mind about you, I know I can't control your thoughts, but how I hope you can like me as much as I like you! In the dead of night, Yang Zhai's originally pleasant voice became more and more moving.

Even if she had understood Yang Zhai's mind before, but listening to her say it herself, it felt completely different, her best friend said that he liked her, which was enough to subvert her concept of love, and even made her begin to doubt what her feelings for Yang Zhai were. It is undeniable that Yang Zhai is irreplaceable in her heart, she cares about Yang Zhai's qiē, Yang Zhai's joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and every suitor around Yang Zhai, she also likes Yang Zhai very much, but this kind of liking has always been recognized by her as friendship. But how can there be such intimate contact between good friends, when Yang Zhai kissed her again and again, not only did she not refuse, but even had undeserved love, they are all women! What she can't accept is not Yang Zhai, but she can't accept two women together. She has long been accustomed to the rules of the game, and she has been able to jump out of the worldly box, and she herself will not be able to get over this hurdle, let alone their parents, their friends, and this society with very little tolerance.

"Yang Zhai, I'm sorry." Gu Ran ruthlessly rejected her again, "I really can't accept two women being together." ”

Yang Zhai's hopeful eyes dimmed suddenly, her face was like ashes, she had already broken her chest and held her heart to Gu Ran, but she was still rejected, Gu Ran really couldn't accept same-sex love, and the sense of despair surging in her heart made Yang Zhai cry like rain, the most difficult thing in this world is that in addition to not being able to wake up a person who pretends to be sleeping, it is impossible to force a person who doesn't like herself to like herself.

Yang Zhai took a deep look at Gu Ran, endured great grief, put away his tears, and said slowly: "It's me who bothered you, it should be me who said I'm sorry, I apologize to you for my previous reckless behavior, don't worry, from today onwards, I won't pester you anymore." Yang Zhai got up, leaving Gu Ran's back straight, this was her last pride.

Is this the result she wants? Gu Ran felt no more relaxed in his heart, but felt like he had been pressed against a big stone, almost out of breath, but the words he said were like water spilled, and he couldn't take it back, which was the best ending.

Xu Su, who has been standing behind the door, sighed leisurely, it hurts the most to fall in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, but how can you grow without experiencing this? In the end, it is my own daughter, and it is still very distressing to be injured like this. I can't help but feel a little resentful in my heart, if there is really a mother, there must be a daughter, born cold-blooded, hum! Xu Su forgot that she still let Gu Ran refuse Yang Zhai to refuse a little more completely, leaving no hope for Yang Zhai.