The skills of how to survive alone in a cruel world, Cheng Lingxi has mastered it very skillfully in later days.

She can ignore a lot of hurts, learn to be strong and struggle, become an adult, and keep moving forward.

But no matter what, I still can't forget my purest past.

A selfishness, evasion, lies and sincerity caused by Xiao Yunshen kept circling in her life, so that the poor girl who didn't seem to deserve love learned the most extravagant yearning for love.

That was her true heart that she didn't have time to embellish, and it was all the reason why she still didn't dare to face him.

She loved him all the time.

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Yixun is a company specializing in game development, and in addition to completing their own work, it is common for employees to privately engage in demos of some small games.

It is not unusual for a programmer like Cheng Lingxi who has a boring private life and loves to ponder.

But she still didn't expect that Xiao Yunshen would take her ghost thoughts seriously.

Despite his busy schedule, he still intermittently provided all the art materials that Lingxi needed.

After code optimization, the final effect of the mini game is very good.

So she patiently retouched some of the background of the story, but she really wanted to put the work on the shelves for everyone to see.

In the middle of the night, just as Cheng Lingxi was concentrating on the keyboard in front of her seat, a box of cute Häagen-Dazs was suddenly handed to her.

"Huh?" Lingxi took off her headphones and looked back.

Xiao Yunshen smiled, leaned leisurely to her table and asked, "Don't get off work yet?" “

Lingxi catches the ice cream: "I'll leave right away......"

Xiao Yunshen always wears a simple white shirt or t-shirt, and his smile is always sunny: "It's not good for girls to stay up late." ”

"It's not good for anyone to stay up late." Cheng Lingxi wanted to hint that he would also go home early, but he didn't want to be too presumptuous.

"What else is needed? You can tell me if I have time. Xiao Yunshen noticed that she was still playing her own little games on the extranet machine.

"Enough, enough, thank you." Lingxi never likes to trouble anyone, let alone burden him, and now that he has received a lot of favors, it is inevitable that he will be a little grateful that cannot be repaid.

"Eat quickly, although you will gain weight by eating it in the middle of the night, you are too thin." Xiao Yunshen knocked on the ice cream box.

At this time, Huang Hongyu passed by with a cigarette in his mouth and shouted: "Yunshen, don't tease the girl, come over for a meeting." ”

Recently, several of their leaders seem to be very busy, and they always get together in the middle of the night to discuss things.

"Teasing your sister, am I not waiting for you?" Xiao Yunshen turned around and followed him, disappearing at the end of the halo of the corridor.

Cheng Lingxi slowly held the can of ice cream on the table, although his fingertips were cold, he felt a secret warmth in his heart.

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Although Xiao Yunshen has never had a healthy/life of getting up early and going to bed early, the days after arriving at Yi Xun still brought him an unprecedented sense of exhaustion, and when he got home at two o'clock in the middle of the night, he took off his clothes all the way to the shower, and went straight to the shower to flush the smell of smoke all over his body during the meeting.

People who are immersed in art have their own views on the world in their minds, but recently, he who only likes to design and talk about aesthetics seems to have fallen into the whirlpool of company management contradictions, interpersonal relationships and development pressures.

After the helpless teacher Xiao took a shower, his spirit improved a lot, and he walked out with a bath towel around his waist, humming a song and walking to the kitchen to find beer.

As soon as he opened the refrigerator door, a faint greeting voice came from behind him: "Are you back?" ”

Xiao Yunshen was startled, covered the bath towel and turned around and scolded: ", why are you here!" ”

Lawyer He, who has been in the United States for many years, yawned: "I just arrived in Beijing today, and I have nowhere to go, so I will go home and pack up the house when I have a jet lag." ”

"Won't you say it in advance?" Xiao Yunshen was speechless.

"Who knew you were so busy right now." Lawyer He snatched the beer from his hand and drank it with a clatter.

"That's the way to work in a company, I can't help it." Xiao Yunshen found a bathrobe to change into, and then he regained his calmness.

"So, did you find your bun?" Lawyer He smiled cheaply.

Xiao Yunshen looked desperate.

Lawyer He coughed: "It's just a user profile, sometimes it's a little more direct, saving you a waste of time." ”

Xiao Yunshen looked at the obscene action of counting the money in his hand: "You are such a person, let me doubt your professional ethics." ”

"Cut, you look for the one with ethics slowly." Lawyer He sighed: "Actually, it's just a netizen, and if you can't get in touch anymore, it means that there is no fate, and you don't have to force it at all." ”

"I didn't force it, I just wanted to see how she was doing." Xiao Yunshen said.

"Oh, then why are you still single for five or six years?" Lawyer He is also anxious for his old friend.

"What do you think? I'm not looking for a girlfriend......" Xiao Yunshen took another can of beer and leaned over to him, raising his eyebrows: "Maybe I'm looking for a boyfriend." ”

Lawyer He squirted out a sip of wine and immediately ran away with a disgusted face.

Xiao Yunshen stood in place and smiled evilly for a long time, then gradually put away his expression and sighed.

Over the years, he has always had a pimple in his heart, probably really being let go of himself more and more.

Now that I have really entered Yixun, I am only one step away from the real information of Baozi.

The hanging heart is not so unbearable again.

Maybe going with the flow is the attitude he should choose.

When Xiao Yunshen was thinking nonsense, he habitually opened WeChat while drinking.

The nightlife displayed in the circle of friends was lively and lively, until a dusk photo taken under a lamp appeared in front of him, which brought him an indescribable silence.

It was an empty ice cream box, placed alongside a cute stuffed animal.

Cheng Lingxi, the owner of the photo, simply wrote, "Will I get fat?" ”

Xiao Yun didn't think about it, so he planned to reply, "I will definitely feed you fat."

But when he finished typing, he found that Huang Hongyu and Alex, who had also just gotten off work, were arguing messily below.

Huang Hongyu:, are you trying to get closer to your boss? Can you still watch it as a ball?

Alex replied to Huang Hongyu: Say as if you are very thin, fat boy.

Huang Hongyu: @灵西我俩谁瘦?

Alex: Make a face, no one can bear to hurt you.

Xiao Yunshen closed the phone without saying a word after reading it, and shook his head helplessly.

In fact, these people in the company are very powerful.

If the leader is willing to tease a subordinate, it is most likely because he intends to have a good relationship with her and wants to keep her to work hard for himself, otherwise he will never waste time in this move.

It's not scary at all, that's the rules of adult interaction.

Thinking that Cheng Lingxi was so needed, he felt very relieved as a spectator.

Approaching this girl, Xiao Yunshen did not have too complicated purposes.

He likes her cute and cute appearance, and he also hopes that kind and honest people can live well in this world.

However, kindness is never a weapon of survival, except for a skill, there is nothing that can really make us settle down.

Luckily, the girl was smart and capable.

She is a successful person who can survive without relying on any means, and is strong and upright.

In a certain way, this quality is enough to be seriously appreciated.

- Xiao Yunshen suddenly came back to his senses, and found that he was looking left and right for the fate of others, and couldn't help but show a slightly dazed look.

Perhaps it was because of the little girl's existence that he began to be less obsessed with tracking down the whereabouts of the buns.

Mr. Xiao understands very well that he is not missing buns, not missing a person, but missing a feeling.

And that feeling of disappearing for many years was miraculously sent to his side by Lingxi.