60. Chapter 60: Reincarnation
"What do you mean by his reincarnation IV? Are you sure those things are memories and not dreams? Shen An hurriedly asked.
"Benjun ......" Dream Eater hesitated for a moment and said, "Not sure ......"
"You're fooling me!"
"It's said that his dream is very strange, let Benjun watch it for a while! You've been here to get in the way! ”
"Then hurry up and see!" Shen An put the little white tiger on the table, walked to the head of the bed again, and put the fish scale water sword beside An Puyu.
However, suddenly, An Puyu opened her eyes and woke up!
"Shen An! Don't go! ”
An Puyu called Shen An's name and grabbed his wrist tightly.
Because he had just woken up from a dream, his pupils were dilated, and he squinted his eyes, as if he wanted to see the person in front of him thoroughly, but the hand that grabbed Shen An did not have the slightest strength.
"You're not allowed to go! No ......"
"An Puyu! You sober up! ”
If it weren't for the fact that An Puyu was injured to protect himself before, Shen An would have wanted to throw him a punch at the moment.
I couldn't wake up just now, but when Shen An wanted to peek into his dream, he suddenly woke up and became nervous.
"An Puyu...... Who is it...... I am...... Who? ”
The question blurted out seemed to have asked An Puyu himself, he covered his face, feeling that his mind was blurry, and all kinds of strange video clips poured into his eyes one after another, but there was no moment of picture that could make him feel at ease.
"An Puyu is you, you are An Puyu."
Shen An saw that the situation was not good, and was about to let Dream Eater send him into An Puyu's divine consciousness. However, An Puyu seemed to suddenly regain consciousness, and in a slightly hoarse voice, he hesitated to Shen Anyu in front of him: "An ...... Elder brother......? ”
"Yes, it's me, Xiao Yu'er, do you remember me?" Seeing that An Puyu finally woke up, Shen An touched his face with relief.
During the period when An Puyu was in a coma, Shen An could only feed him some liquid food, and even the pill had to be ground with a pestle first, and then dissolved with rootless water before he could take it. Now that An Puyu woke up, Shen An only felt that his face was yellow and thin, and he was much haggard than when he came.
The little white tiger who was watching the two of them on the table snorted twice dissatisfied, and saw that Shen An ignored him, so he had to quiet down helplessly.
"Of course I remember Brother An, how could I forget it......" An Puyu leaned her head on Shen An's shoulder and said, "Brother An, you are ...... Why I'm sticking with it...... I already knew about it a long time ago. Whether it's alive or the feeling of surviving, many things have long been meaningless......"
"Don't talk nonsense!" Shen An felt that the posture of the two at the moment was a little ambiguous, but An Puyu was still in a daze, and he was embarrassed to push him away, so Shen An gently stroked An Puyu's head like he did when he was a child and said, "But what else is uncomfortable?" ”
An Puyu quietly buried her face in Shen An's shoulder, and after a long time, she shook her head like a kitten rubbing her neck.
"Your wounds, I've almost taken care of them before, and there shouldn't be an accident." Shen An felt that An Puyu should have regained some consciousness, so he wanted to push him away. However, as soon as he made a move, An Puyu stretched out his arm and hugged Shen An.
"Brother An, I really know it's wrong, don't drive me away, okay?"
Shen An didn't expect An Puyu to mention this matter at this time, he could only fool around like a child: "Let's not talk about this first, okay?" Let's go back and sleep first, and then we'll talk when we wake up, okay? ”
An Puyu lowered his head and was silent, Shen An could feel that his shoulders leaning on his body were trembling slightly: "I don't want to sleep, I can't sleep, I have nightmares when I sleep." ”
When An Puyu said this, Shen Anxin's doubts became even greater, and he hurriedly asked, "What have you dreamed of?" ”
"I dreamed that Brother An, you were hunted down...... Dream that you want to protect you but can't...... I dreamed that Brother An, you said that you hated me, and you said that I ruined your qiqiē, but when I really left you, I found out...... I still can't save you, I still can't save anyone......"
Shen An listened to An Puyu's words full of despair, his heart moved, and he was about to comfort him, but An Puyu suddenly giggled.
In the gradually approaching night, An Puyu's laughter was particularly infiltrating, making Shen An have goosebumps, and after a long time, he finally stopped laughing, and his hoarse voice was low and deep:
"Anyway, it's just a game, so it's better to destroy it sooner."
"What did you say?"
Hearing the word "game", Shen Andong felt five thunderbolts, and a terrible thought suddenly came to his mind.
"There are some words, I have always wanted to talk to Brother An......" An Puyu didn't feel Shen An's stiffness like being struck by lightning, he continued to rub against Shen An, muttering to himself: "I know, there are some words, if you listen to them, you will definitely be angry...... I like you so much, but I will definitely be hated by you for my truest appearance...... Even so, I want you to know what kind of person I am. But sometimes, I'm afraid to let you know I'm like that...... Because even if ...... Even if I could change for you, that's not what I really am to you. My true appearance, my true thoughts, will definitely be hated by you......"
Shen An stiffly touched An Puyu's hair, and his movements were rigid and stagnant at the moment. He let An Puyu dream of those words that he didn't want to understand, hoping to lull him to sleep.
Shen An was so shocked that he didn't even know when the little white tiger jumped on his knees, and he was glaring at An Puyu with bared teeth.
"It doesn't matter, don't worry, I'm here now, I'm not going anywhere."
Shen An poured out the comfort, even he didn't believe it, but when An Puyu heard it, he breathed a sigh of relief as if he was about to be amnesty.
He no longer had to worry about being scared, he would be thrown into a world where no one cared.
Because Shen An is by his side.
After a while, An Puyu fell asleep again. Shen An laid him down gently, and put the fish scale water sword beside An Puyu.
Shen An made a straight face and ordered to Dream Eater: "Make it clear to this seat, whether what you just said is a memory or a dream." Shen settled for a moment, and finally ordered: "Also, what happened in his dream, after that, he will tell all of them!" ”
"What, you're not curious? Don't you want to know what happened in his four reincarnations? ”
"This seat...... There are other things. Shen An ignored Dream Eater, he picked up the little white tiger and left An Puyu's room.
He hurried back to his room, closed the door as soon as he entered, and collapsed on the back of the door.
Numbness, confusion and helplessness, taking advantage of the exhaustion of **, occupied Shen An's mind, making him feel extremely tired.
Shen An closed his eyes and let his body slide down the door panel, even though the body temperature of the little white tiger was still warming Shen An's body, however, in the dead of night and full of cold, Shen An's cold heart left him alone.
The four lives that are suspected of being reincarnated, the memories that complement themselves, the void spirit root that is suitable for practicing the Buddha's path, and ...... The phrase "game".
An Puyu ...... Could it be the ...... Yuanhui?
This thought that suddenly poured into his heart was like someone suddenly punching Shen An, and then grabbed his throat fiercely, making him unable to breathe.
In order to dispel the feeling of despair that could not breathe, Shen An suddenly opened his eyes, he had to call out someone he hadn't seen for a long time, he didn't want to see but had to see.
"Customer service, it's time to get out." Shen An's calm voice without the slightest fluctuation did not carry a trace of affection: "This seat may have found Yuanhui." ”