The car drove out of the school, and the worries in Yao Ruoyu's heart were gradually left behind as the distance increased.

Yao Ruoyu glanced at Yuan Mu, who was sitting upright. When he was with her, Yuan Mu rarely took the initiative to speak, as long as she Yao Ruoyu was quiet, the car was quiet, the dormitory was quiet, the office was quiet, and the dining room was quiet. It's so quiet that it's as if she's the only one there.

Yao Ruoyu asked: "I haven't seen you for a few days, do you miss me?" ”

Yuan Mu said: "I have thought about it. ”

"Thank you." Yao Ruoyu smiled.

Yuan Mu asked, "Are you in a bad mood?" ”

"What's wrong? Okay, thank you for your concern. But you and the time, what have happened to you these days? ”

Yuan Mu: "Hmm......" lowered his head and pursed his lips and laughed.

Yao Ruoyu couldn't help but smile when she saw her little girl's appearance, and asked, "You confessed?" ”

Yuan Mu's face flushed, and they confessed to each other.

Yao Ruoyu was surprised: "Really confessed?" That's fast. So you ...... now. Considered a couple? ”

Yuan Mu didn't think about the word "couple", since she understood her mind, all she wanted was to live with Sheng Fengshi, and she didn't think about how to define the relationship between the two people. Now listening to Yao Ruoyu say this word, Yuan Mu silently recited it several times in his heart, and felt that this word was good and very intimate.

Yuan Mu blushed and nodded: "Yes." ”

Yao Ruoyu looked at her distractedly, Yuan Mu was young, his cheeks were full, and adding a layer of pink was really good-looking, healthy and healthy. Yao Ruoyu said: "You like her very much." ”

Yuan Mu said: "I like it very much. ”

"That's good." Yao Ruoyu sighed inexplicably.

Yuan Mu heard the blessing and said thank you, but Yao Ruoyu just smiled and didn't answer.

The car was parked and the two took the elevator upstairs. Yao Ruoyu said: "Celebrate you and the time, today I have a treat. ”

Yuan Mu remembered Sheng Fengshi's instructions and agreed.

Yao Ruoyu said with a smile: "When people fall in love, they will be different immediately, and you are willing to let me have a treat." So in order to celebrate my successful reception for the second time, how about I invite it next time? ”

Yuan Mu looked at Yao Ruoyu with the eyes of an alien, what kind of logic is this?

"Okay, okay, I won't tease you, I'll talk about it next time."

The floor arrived, and the two walked to the dining room. Because it was Yao Ruoyu who invited a treat, Yuan Mu asked Yao Ruoyu to order, and he only ordered a cup of tea.

After the waiter walked away, Yao Ruoyu's fingertips tapped the table again and again, and then Yuan Mu also felt that she was not quite right, Yao Ruoyu actually didn't want to speak?

Yao Ruoyu glanced at her eyes and laughed, "What kind of eyes do you have?" Am I not learning from you, listening to the sounds of nature. ”

Yuan Mu said: "This is not nature. ”

"Then listen to the voice of life. Don't be more serious about this. Yao Ruoyu's tone was lower than usual, and she seemed a lot more stable, "I have only seen Sheng Fengshi before, such an extreme person. I thought she was an exception, but I didn't expect there to be you. I'm thinking, what is there in your world that attracts you so much that you can cut off communication with the outside world? I've been trying for the past few days, not communicating with the outside world and closing myself off like you, but I don't feel anything, except for the coldness. ”

Yuan Mu corrected: "We didn't close ourselves, I have friends, and I have friends at every time." ”

"Yes, you have friends. But between you and her, between the two of you, that's the real communication, right? So you break through the gap and walk together, you don't care what other people think of you, and that's already very ...... It's weird. You live in a society full of people, but you live as if there are no others. ”

Yuan Mu frowned when he heard this, and said, "I don't know what feelings you are expressing." Are you envious, or questioning? ”

Yao Ruoyu was dumbfounded.

Yuan Mu said: "Whatever you are, you can be a person." You can't want this and want that. You ask what is in our world, but in fact there is nothing, a blank slate, can you imagine you living in a blank space? Twenty years, forty years? You can't stand it, so you don't understand. What attracts us is this blank space, which is clean, so we live as if there is no one else, we only have ourselves. I was lucky to have her in my world and me in her world, and that's what we wanted. If we have all this and want to blend in with the crowd, we are greedy. ”

"You're right."

Yuan Mu reflected: She seems to have blocked Yao Ruoyu's confiding? As a listener, she was really unqualified.

Fortunately, Yao Ruoyu was only silent for a moment, and was willing to continue: "You and Feng Shi are together, and you won't go back to your hometown in the future?" ”

"I go back a few times a year, and I love the mountains."

"Have you ever thought about taking Feng Shi back with you?"

"Yes, it will be later."

"Take her to meet her parents?"

Yuan Mu looked at her strangely and said, "Take her to see the mountain." But if you want to live in my house, you will see my dad as well. ”

"What if your dad can't accept that you're with a woman?"

"Then I'll feel sorry."

Yao Ruoyu was stunned and asked, "Just a pity?" What if your dad was tough and wouldn't let him in at the right time? ”

"He wouldn't do that, at best he didn't see it."

Yao Ruoyu was puzzled: "You don't have a good relationship with your father?" ”

"Good. Oh, and probably not good by your standards. I have a ...... relationship with my family," Yuan Mu thought for a moment how to say, "We don't have that close ties with our families. ”

"Why?"

"Do you ask me and my dad?" Yuan Mu thought for a long time before he hesitated and said, "I may not have a way to make you understand." My dad doesn't express affection, but I know he loves me. I love him too, but ...... I'm me, he's him, you know? ”

"So you have lived with your father for the past twenty years, and you have distanced yourself from him?"

"Yes, our personalities limit us, and I don't feel the feeling of family closeness."

Yao Ruoyu asked, "Aren't you sad?" ”

Yuan Mu said: "It's a pity. But there's always something we can't do. ”

"I'm close to my family, so I can't come out." Yao Ruoyu smiled, and her eyes were vaguely vicissitudes.

"It's that you want to have an easy life in all areas of life outside of love, so you can't choose."

Yao Ruoyu was stunned and said with a wry smile: "My thirty-nine-year-old person is not as clear as your twenty-year-old child." Do you know what it means to come out though? ”

Yuan Mu hooked the corners of his mouth a little proudly: "The network is very developed. ”

"Okay, you're amazing." Yao Ruoyu smiled, suddenly sighed, and then put on a smile again, "Let's eat, let's talk after eating." ”

Yuan Mu nodded: "Okay." ”

Yao Ruoyu was unusually quiet during today's meal. Yuan Mu finished eating first, and as soon as he put down his chopsticks, Yao Ruoyu also stopped. Yao Ruoyu ordered a bit too many dishes, and some of them were not finished, Yuan Mu felt a little distressed about the food, but she paid attention to her eyes and didn't let Yao Ruoyu see it. Yuan Mu deserted a little and thought: After living with Sheng Fengshi for a few more years, she will definitely make great progress in daily communication, and she will not be so stuck and jerky when talking to people.

Yao Ruoyu asked, "Have you seen Teacher Yue, do you know that she is the mother of the time?" ”

"Yes."

"How much did I say to you at the right time?"

Yuan Mu replied briefly: "Teacher Yue was her high school political teacher and class teacher, but later changed classes at the right time. ”

Yao Ruoyu nodded in understanding, organized the language, and said, "I am in the same class as Fengshi High School. My mother is also a political teacher, and she teaches the same class as Teacher Yue, but Teacher Yue leads the students best, so my mother ranks me in Teacher Yue's class. Supposedly, we are all the teacher's children, so we should get acquainted with each other quickly, but I am familiar with the whole class, and I am not familiar with the time. I deliberately asked her the question, and she finished the question, without saying a word, and left me to the side and ignored me. ”

Thinking of the embarrassing experience of sticking a hot face to a cold buttocks, Yao Ruoyu couldn't help but sigh.

"If I didn't know that it was Teacher Yue's child, I would never have seen it. Teacher Yue treats the whole class equally, unlike some teachers, who take special care of students with good grades and ignore those with poor grades, so each of us respects her very much, she cares about students is really caring, at that time we all think that she treats students as their own children, including me. I don't even dare to compare my mother with Teacher Yue, for fear that I won't like my mother so much if it turns out.

"I told you before that I am the class flower, and I am the first in the class at the time, my mother, is a very traditional person, I think that students just have to study well, and it is useless to be popular, and it is not a good job to mingle with everyone. I often hear in my mother's mouth, 'You study with others, put all your energy into studying, and improve your grades', which makes my ears calloused, and every time she reads me, I think in my heart, 'Then why don't you learn from Teacher Yue, and improve your teaching level', haha, is it particularly unfilial? ”

Yao Ruoyu laughed. Yuan Mu also felt interesting when he heard these things, and was infected by Yao Ruoyu's smile, and followed the smile. However, Yao Ruoyu's laughter gradually subsided, and she sighed at the end, and the topic changed.

"After that incident, my mom never said to me, 'You learn from Sheng Fengshi,' not once. Did she sue you for why she changed classes? Sue sù, but certainly didn't go into details, right? It's really not the fault of the time. Yao Ruoyu said, "At that time, there was a girl in our class, in today's words, she is the goddess of literature and art, she usually has nothing to write some small poems and submit them to the newspaper for publication, and many boys in our school have a crush on her. I was at the same table with her, and I had a very good relationship, so she didn't avoid me. What does that girl like to do? She writes a love letter to the time every day. I appreciate her at every time, I will help her read poetry, and I have helped her change it a few times, but I haven't replied to a single love letter, I was curious to talk to her once after school, and I saw her tear up the love letter and throw it away.

"Our school has a discipline team, once I found a love letter in the drawer at the right time, and before opening it, I asked Mr. Yue if he wanted to educate privately, and Mr. Yue asked him to treat it fairly, and the discipline team dismantled the love letter. Later, I found out about the girl's head. ”

Yao Ruoyu fell into the memory, her face was heavy, and she couldn't help but clench her hands.

The girl's family wanted to send her to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, and the girl was scared and lied that Sheng Fengshi had seduced her first, and Sheng Fengshi admitted it. Then the girl transferred to another school, took a month off from school at the time of Sheng Feng, and then changed classes when she returned to school, and the school suppressed the matter. ”

Yuan Mu asked, "What did Teacher Yue do?" ”

"Nothing was done." Yao Ruoyu said, "But then I heard from my mother that before the incident, other schools came to poach Teacher Yue, and Teacher Yue was thinking about it, and after this incident, Teacher Yue refused there." At that time, when this kind of thing happened, both of them had to drop out of school, and the girl had a background at home, and she went abroad after transferring schools, what was there when she was in a good time? I guess the school suppressed this matter in order to keep Teacher Yue. ”

Whether Yao Ruoyu's conjecture is correct or not, only the person concerned knows.

Yuan Mu was silent, and Yao Ruoyu's narration sounded bland, but it made people dare not think deeply.

Yao Ruoyu found that the atmosphere was too solemn, and forced a smile and said, "But when you go back to school at the right time, it's still the first, isn't it particularly powerful?" I thought she was a god-man. ”

Yuan Mu was only distressed. She asked, "From the perspective of a bystander, what do you think of Teacher Yue?" ”

Yao Ruoyu thought for a while and said, "After a few years, I became friends with Fengshi, and once I wanted to persuade her to go home to see Teacher Yue, I said: 'How can there be parents in the world who don't love their children?' She didn't speak at the time, but the next time she came home she called me. I never dared to persuade her with this sentence again. There are really parents in the world who don't love their children. ”

After speaking, Yao Ruoyu suddenly smiled with relief and said, "You are right, I envy you for daring to be yourself openly." I also question you, why are you free to love each other? Regardless of the world, regardless of the hardships that may arise in the future. But for so many years, I have enjoyed the care of my family and the praise of others, and I dare not give up these, so I am not worthy of being like you. ”

Yuan Mu said: "If I can have a close family relationship, I also hope to have it." Feel comfortable with the people around me, and if I can do it, I'm willing to do it. It's not that you're unworthy, why aren't you? I think you're good. It's just that if you choose one path, you don't have to think about what would have happened if you had taken another path, and it would have been a lot less troublesome. ”

"I also know what you said, maybe I'm greedy by nature, I used to deceive myself, saying that I didn't want what I couldn't get, and when I found out that I actually wanted those things, I couldn't stop craving."

Yuan Mu had no way to persuade her, Yao Ruoyu was older than her after all, and her meager life experience was not enough for her to have the confidence to build for others.

"Don't talk about that, I'll send you back." Yao Ruoyu cheered up and said with a smile.

"Okay."

Yuan Mu now really wants to see Sheng Fengshi and shake Sheng Fengshi's hand, but Sheng Fengshi said that she has long since taken these past events to heart. Yuan Mu didn't want to add his subjective feelings to Sheng Fengshi, because Sheng Fengshi didn't need these. Yuan Mu just wants to see Sheng Feng tomorrow, and he still has a smiling face.