Chapter 32: Lily's Love
I thought that the bird couldn't fly the sea, because the bird didn't have the courage to fly through the sea, and after ten years, I found out that it wasn't that the bird didn't have the courage, but that the other side of the sea had long since lost its waiting. What is the love of two girls? It is a one-minute encounter in exchange for a day's expectation, a day of getting along in exchange for a year's longing, a year's love in exchange for ten years of waiting, and waiting is the end of no future.
It's easy to fall in love with each other but it's too difficult, and it's even more difficult for this special group, the love of two girls is called Lily, also called Lala. What is a lily? It is a pure spiritual love between young girls, maybe there is no hug, maybe there is no kiss, but it can also explain love perfectly. What is Lala? It is the advanced stage of lily, when the ignorant lily love rises to the fiery blending of each other, women know how to please each other better than men, and their love is lingering and sympathetic love is thrilling.
The most beautiful flowers always wither when they bloom most brilliantly, and this is the love of lilies. How much they want to keep the brilliance of that moment for eternity, just because of the incomprehension of this society and the discriminatory eyes of people, they extinguished the flame of their love with their own hands.
Once, naively thought that we would never be separated from each other, and that we would always be together, and after a few years, you said with tears in your eyes: "I can't live with you as a woman for the rest of my life." ”
The two equally bright smiling faces on the broken group photo tell their past, tomorrow I will marry you, tomorrow I will marry you, she gently hummed this girlfriend's favorite song to sing to her, today is the day of her girlfriend's marriage, but she can't see her wearing a wedding dress with her own eyes, and see her walk on the red carpet to happily accept the blessings of relatives and friends.
When Yuan Jia saw Qingqing for the first time, they didn't know each other, it was a small table tennis table in the north area of the school, because it was too remote, few people usually came, Yuan Jia heard someone singing, an English song, she didn't understand it very well, but the tune was tactful and melodious, and the singing voice was gentle and delicate, so that Yuan Jia couldn't help but want to see the people who were singing.
The first time I saw Qingqing, a girl with a vibrant smile as bright as the sun, she closed her eyes and sang a lyric with her heart, and then sang a few words, and found that the tone was not accurate enough, so she picked up the headphones and sang along while listening, and then took off the headphones and closed her eyes.
She didn't bother her, just watched quietly.
After returning home, she found the song sung by Qingqing on the Internet, closed her eyes and listened quietly:
neverknewicouldfeellikethis
I never thought it would feel like this
likei\-veneverseentheskybefore
I have never seen a blue sky
iwanttovanishinsideyourkiss
I want to dissipate between your lips
everydayiloveyoumoreandmore
My love is becoming stronger and stronger day by day
listentomyheart
Come and listen to the voice of my heart
canyouhearitsings
You can hear it singing for you
tellingmetogiveyoueverything
In me, pay a qiē for you
seasonsmaychange
Let the seasons change
wintertospring
Year after year
butiloveyouuntiltheendoftime
Until the end of time, my love will not cool
ewhatmayewhatmay
Anyway, anyway
iwillloveyouuntilmydyingday
Until life is extinguished, my love will not cool
The long hair blowing in the wind brushed her cheeks, and listening to this song, Yuan Jia seemed to be able to see the singing girl bathed in the hazy sunlight.
On the day she saw Qingqing again, she thought it was a favor from God, but she didn't know that Yiqiē was just a prank.
She made a splash at the Spring Games, finishing the women's 200m dash with a school-breaking time, when her fans cheered her on on the stage, and the race got everyone's blood boiling.
When she returned to the lounge, she unexpectedly saw Qingqing waiting in the lounge, Qingqing was wearing a ponytail, smiling brightly and movingly, she took a bottle of mineral water and handed it to Yuan Jia, Yuan Jia was stunned and took the mineral water bottle and said, "Thank you." ”
Since then, Yuan Jia's fan group has added a little fan, she is different from other fans, she loves to laugh, sing, and send lunch boxes to Yuan Jia, which adds a lot of fun to Yuan Jia's campus life. She also likes to pester Yuan Jia, sometimes wherever Yuan Jia goes, Qingqing will follow, Yuan Jia is not very good at expressing her feelings, but she is very glad that she can meet Qingqing, every time she comes home and hears that song, the corners of her mouth will rise unconsciously.
Their relationship is also getting better and better, Qingqing doesn't like to call her name like everyone else, she affectionately calls her Xiaojia, she often holds Xiaojia's arm and is coquettish, in the eyes of outsiders, they are like a real couple. Every time Xiaojia plays, Qingqing will stand in the stands to cheer for her, once Qingqing didn't come, Xiaojia actually lost the whole game, she already understands the weight of Qingqing in her heart. When Xiao Jia wins the game, Qingqing will be even happier than her, and Qingqing excitedly hugs Xiao Jia and leaves a kiss on her cheek.
A gentle kiss has touched my heart, Xiao Jia's heart is struggling violently, and finally she begins to compromise She has to admit that she is in love with Qingqing, she is an out-and-out homosexual.
But no one thought that the conversation on the basketball court was heard by Xiao Jia, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, it turned out that he had always been self-inflicted, and Qingqing's kindness to himself was just a prank? At that moment, her heart was as heavy as being filled with lead, and her feelings had reached a critical point of collapse.
When she saw Qingqing smiling at herself again, she felt that the smile was extremely hypocritical, but she couldn't scold her, Xiaojia silently made a decision in her heart that she would never pay attention to Qingqing in the future.
Qingqing looked at Xiao Jia just walking by her lightly, as if she didn't have zài, she was inexplicably a little lost, chased after Xiao Jia, grabbed Xiao Jia's arm and whispered, "Xiao Jia, what's wrong with you?" ”
Xiao Jia didn't speak, she shook off Qingqing's hand vigorously, and walked quickly towards her classroom without looking back.
Only Mu Ran's Qingqing remained, and she bit her lip and couldn't say a word.
After school, Qingqing waited at the door of Xiaojia's classroom, the bell rang, and the crowd rushed out of the classroom, Xiaojia saw Qingqing waiting outside the door with the crowd, she secretly slipped out of the classroom while Qingqing couldn't see it, and couldn't help but look back at Qingqing, who was still anxiously looking at the crowd, her heart was sad, she told herself that Qingqing was just acting, she just wanted to watch her jokes with others.
I hid like this for a week, and finally couldn't see Qingqing's figure when I got out of school, she said with a wry smile: "I didn't expect to stop playing so soon." ”
At noon, no one sent her a boxed lunch, so she was ready to go to the canteen to eat by herself, and suddenly she saw a familiar figure, Qingqing was standing there with a lunch box and a smile, she walked towards Xiaojia, "I know that you lazy guy must not have eaten yet, how about not messing with me awkwardly, okay, although people don't know what is wrong." She looked at Xiao Jia aggrievedly and said.
Xiao Jia didn't speak, "Xiao Jia, can you say something?" ”
Still didn't speak, "Even if I'm wrong, you have to let me know what's wrong." ”
Still didn't speak, "Yuan Jia, why don't you keep talking, I'll be really angry if you don't speak again!" ”
Seeing Qingqing's angry red face, Xiao Jia's heart was slightly moved, but she still couldn't help but speak.
"Okay, it's me who is stupid, I always pester you, I like you, I think you like me too, it's me who comes to you all the time to buy you food, I know that you hate me, I'm tired of me, and I still come to you with a dead face!"
Hearing the word like, Xiao Jia thought of the conversation on the basketball court that day, and felt more and more that she was being toyed with, and the most annoying thing was that she was still treating herself as a fool, so she grabbed the lunch box with Qingqing and threw it to the ground, and the food was thrown everywhere with a pop.
"Yuan Jia, you!" Qingqing looked at the food all over the floor, her pretty face turned red, anger and grievances all appeared in front of her, she bit her lip and tried her best not to let the tears flow out, "Why do you want to do this to me, do you know how sad I am like this, why do you torture me like this?" Well, since you don't want to see me so much, then I won't be in front of you again! ”
It wasn't until she looked at Qingqing's back that Xiao Jia realized what she had done? Even if Qingqing deceived her, she shouldn't lose her temper in front of her like this, because looking at Qingqing's sad expression would make her even more distressed.
It's been a whole month, Qingqing has never come to find herself again, Xiao Jia smiled sarcastically, that's okay, I don't have any feelings in the first place, this is obviously just a trap, why do I want to jump into it.
Just when Xiao Jia was sitting in the bedroom surfing the Internet, a knock on the door disturbed the whole bedroom, opening the door was Qingqing, she pulled Xiao Jia out without saying a word, at first Xiao Jia was unwilling, Qingqing said: "I have something to tell you, do you want everyone in your bedroom to hear?" ”
Xiao Jia looked at the roommates who were watching the show and nodded, and followed Qingqing out obediently.
They found a balcony to talk, and then there was the scene we saw at the ball.
When Qingqing climbed onto the balcony and was about to jump, a warm hand grabbed her, it was Yuan Jia.
She didn't understand that Ming Ming Yiqiē was just a scam, why Qingqing was so serious, was it really so important to deceive herself? The important thing is that she doesn't even want her life, Qingqing finally couldn't help crying, she hugged Xiao Jia tightly, at that moment she was really afraid that Xiao Jia would leave her alone.
It wasn't until Qingqing was tired of crying on Xiao Jia's shoulder that Xiao Jia spoke, and she sighed, "Qingqing, do you know why I ignore you like this, because I heard your conversation on the basketball court that day, and from the beginning you approached me just to test whether I was gay or not." ”
Qingqing heard Xiao Jia's words and raised her head to look at Xiao Jia with a look of disbelief, and then her face became even paler, and her big watery eyes showed incomparable remorse and despair, "It turns out that you already knew, it turns out that you already knew." She kept repeating such a sentence, "Qingqing" Xiaojia wanted to call Qingqing, who was a little mentally disturbed, but Qingqing didn't seem to hear it, she walked alone in the dim corridor. Xiao Jia looked at the lonely figure, she wanted to shout but couldn't shout, this is okay, she knows that she won't pester herself anymore, this qiē is a nightmare!
After a week, there is no longer anything to look forward to, why does my heart hurt so much, and what I still think of is what she looks like? Is this really the end of this qiē?
Xiao Jia was listlessly practicing on the playground, and a girl who was dressed a little fashionable and had dyed her hair blonde walked towards Xiao Jia.
"I'm Qingqing's friend, called Gao IELTS, I'm just here to speak on behalf of Qingqing." Gao Yasi's attitude was arrogant and cold, I really didn't understand what evil Qingqing was in, although I couldn't understand such feelings, but I didn't expect Qingqing to really fall into it, looking at her haggard these days, the people around her were distressed, she gritted her teeth, forget it, as long as Qingqing is happy.
"If you still care about Qingqing, come to her at this address this weekend, she will wait for you until 12 o'clock, if you don't come, she will agree to our boss's pursuit, you can do it yourself!" After speaking, he handed a note to Xiao Jia, "You'd better come, although I don't like homosexuality, but for Qingqing's sake, I don't want her to be more upset!" Gao Ya gritted his teeth and said word by word, and then twisted his waist and left.
Is this intimidation? Xiao Jia looked at the note in her hand, the handwriting on the note was beautiful, but there were a few places that seemed to be smudged, were they wet with tears?
The wind blows the song farther away, is the departure of the leaves because of the pursuit of the wind or the refusal of the tree?
Qingqing sat in the private room, she looked at the door of the private room from time to time, and through the glass on the door, she could see the people passing by in the corridor outside, would Xiao Jia come?
She wore a black tight lace skirt today, with long hair that went down to her waist, a melon seed face, delicate makeup, and a tight suit that outlined her hot figure.
"Qingqing, you are so beautiful today!" Fang Cheng held a glass of red wine, and under the reflection of the warm lights in this KTV private room, there was an irrepressible temptation all over his body.
"How about a drink with me?" Fang Cheng also took a glass of red wine in his other hand and handed it to Qingqing, "I don't know how to drink." Qingqing's voice was like a mosquito bite, but it was gentle in Fang Cheng's ears, "It's okay, you can drink as much as you want." Looking at the red wine in Qingqing's hand, Fang Cheng increased the smile on the corner of his mouth, and his greedy eyes seemed to be looking at his prey.
It's already 10 o'clock in the evening, Xiaojia hasn't appeared yet, Qingqing's mood is becoming more and more irritable, her grievances and sadness are held in her heart, she picked up most of the remaining half of the red wine on the table and drank it all, Qingqing is really not very good at drinking, and after drinking, she felt a little drunk.
Fang Cheng looked at Qingqing's ruddy face, narrow eyelashes, and his blurry eyes glowing with intoxicating waves, he waved his hand at Yun Muxuan, Yun Muxuan knew what he was going to do, he pulled Wang Yuanhao and Gao Ya who were still singing on the side, "Let's go, let's go have supper." ”
"Hey, I haven't finished singing yet? Won't Qingqing come with us? Wang Yuanhao was still a little inexplicable, "Let's go, Qingqing is here to accompany Brother Cheng, let's just help them take it." Yun Muxuan didn't wait for him to continue, and then pulled out.
Gao Ya glanced at Qingqing sitting there with some concern, but he didn't dare to say anything.
As soon as I opened the door, I met Yuan Jia standing at the door, "What are you doing here?" Wang Yuanhao looked at Yuan Jia and asked with an unhappy face, "She was called by Qingqing, and Qingqing is inside!" Gao Ya finally relieved himself when he saw Yuan Jia coming, and quickly pulled Yuan Jia into the private room.
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