74. Chapter 74
Jian Bai was taken aback by Song Cheng's exaggerated movements, and after reacting, he endured and endured, and finally couldn't help but roll his eyes indecently, "Do you want me to draw a three-eight line with you?" ”
Song Cheng held back for a long time before he came to the sentence, "It's okay"
Jian Bai seemed to be poked into laughter inexplicably, snorted, and half-threw himself on the hospital bed and laughed. After laughing for a long time, after her laughter slowly subsided, she suddenly felt strangely quiet in the ward, and when she looked up, she met Song Cheng's deep gaze.
"How... What's wrong? Jian Bai straightened up a little embarrassed, avoiding his burning gaze.
"Don't you ask me?" The boy's voice was not clear, and even a little hoarse, but it had the power to penetrate people's hearts.
The ward was quiet for a moment, only the faint sound of footsteps walking in the corridor outside, the distance between the two was a little close, and the breaths were deep and shallow together, which seemed to be hooked.
After half a sound, Jian Bai was the first to be defeated, and slowly exhaled turbid air before asking, "Then are you willing to say?" ”
"As long as it's you."
I haven't heard the simple white and black line of the second half of the sentence for a long time, and that's it? You should say a little more, hey, don't stop at this kind of place that can be misunderstood.
"The woman you saw just now is my mother, who used to be my father's mistress."
Jian Bai was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to react, and suddenly looked up at Song Cheng, only to find that his face was very calm. Seeing that Jian Bai looked at it, he didn't care, so he said it unhurriedly.
"Song Hengjiang is my father, he doesn't have the ability to be an official, and now this position is also for the Zhang family to find someone to get him up. Basically, it is named, with no real power, mainly for the Zhang family to run the company. ”
Jian Bai was silent, and Tianwang said that Song Hengjiang was just a dog of the Zhang family, and the original reason was here.
Song Cheng's voice has always been calm: "The company is in the name of his first wife, that is, Zhang Jingqiu, the eldest lady of the Zhang family. He provided money for the Zhang family, and the Zhang family provided him with power, and the right gave birth to money, and money gave birth to power, and they were tied together. ”
He paused, then suddenly chuckled and said, "Song Hengjiang has a talent for business, and the company is developing very quickly in his hands, so it stands to reason that this should be a good thing." It's a pity that people's hearts are not enough to swallow elephants. ”
The smile on Song Cheng's lips was clean. There was no resentment and no pain, as if it were not about his father, but about an irrelevant person. But Jian Bai had the urge to reach out and wipe away the smile.
Song Hengjiang was soon dissatisfied, but the money he made in the company could not fall into his pocket, how could this satisfy that man. Especially later, when the Zhang family had an accident, Zhang Jingqiu disregarded Song Hengjiang's wishes and mobilized all the working capital at that time, and almost bankrupted the company.
Because of this, in the end, the Zhang family was fine, but the two of them officially broke up. And it was also at this time that Song Hengjiang found my mother. Later, my mother became pregnant, but she didn't find out because she was too young at the time, and by the time she found out, it was too late. It's ridiculous, I'm obviously not expected by anyone, but I was born so by mistake. ”
The bandage on the boy's head had not been removed, and the pale complexion made him look even weaker. Looking at Song Cheng like this, Jian Bai suddenly felt a little distressed. This feeling is very strange, she is not a very emotional person, and even because of the experience of being bullied and suppressed in later lives, she is more cold-blooded than anyone else.
In the later life, she didn't feel anything, except for Lan Lun, she didn't believe that she cared about anyone.
This is very good, compassion and mercy have always been superfluous for that era of natural selection, and only indifference and strength can make her feel the laws of survival.
But this kind of indifference, which made her feel at ease, became an invisible wall when she returned to this world.
It made her feel isolated from the world she wanted to return to.
She was obviously involved in the things around her, but she couldn't put the slightest emotion into it. It's a terrifying feeling, like when you hear a joke from a friend and it's not funny, but you have to pretend to be laughing happily. Her acting skills are not superb, especially for the family who know her. She didn't want her mother and brother to worry, so she began to try desperately to integrate into the world, whether it was at home, in the school neighborhood, or even on the Skynet, she was desperately looking for her own sense of existence.
It's very tiring like this, especially since more than two months ago, after Lan Xin and Lan Lun fell into a deep sleep because of the number of upgrades, the only trace of zài in the future generations has also disappeared. This made her wonder more than once if she was sick and that everything was really just her imagination.
She can only live more seriously, and wants to use guò as a way to affirm her own existence.
It's a pity that it has had little effect, and everything except her family still can't touch her truest feelings.
Until today.
"Maybe there was some misunderstanding between you and your mother?" Jian Bai pressed down the love surging in his heart, and said again.
"Misunderstanding?" Song Cheng sneered, "When my mother and Song Hengjiang were together, it wasn't a misunderstanding. She knew from the beginning that Song Hengjiang was a family man, but she couldn't stop him from having a good skin and a generous shot. Later, when my grandfather found out about this, I had already given birth, and he was furious, and my mother was kicked out of the house by him on the grounds that he had corrupted the door. ”
It was hard for her to imagine what his mother would do when she was kicked out of the house, full of resentment but nowhere to go.
"My existence was soon known by Zhang Jingqiu, and the marriage was on the verge of collapse, and there was no chance to save it. Song Hengjiang was so unbelievable, but when he realized that the eldest lady of the Zhang family had divorce intentions with him, he was afraid. ”
"I guess he probably also knows that all his current Yiqiē was given to him by the Zhang family, and if he really divorces like this, he will really have nothing at that time."
In order to get the company, he naturally had to be ruthless. He poisoned Zhang Jingqiu and imprisoned her in the house. At this moment, Song Cheng's voice was still as calm as stagnant water, without setting off the slightest wave.
But Jian Bai was shocked, she didn't expect Song Hengjiang to be so ruthless, and she couldn't believe how good she could be to her children.
But it's a pity that Song Hengjiang is still a bad player, and when he thought that Zhang Jingqiu could sit back and relax when he died, he was found by a lawyer and took out a will that he had made, leaving all Zhang Jingqiu's property to Song Xiao. It's ridiculous, after so much effort, you can't get a penny. ”
Jian Bai had a hunch that she wouldn't want to hear the next words.
"Song Hengjiang naturally wants to kill Song Xiao immediately, but he can't afford the wrath of the Zhang family." Song Cheng turned his gaze to the already empty fish tank in the ward, "So I can only find a scapegoat, hoping to solve this trouble with their hands." ”
"You..." Jian Bai wanted to interrupt, but Song Cheng didn't give her this chance.
He turned his head and smiled lightly at Jian Bai, who was already stiff, "He is so smart, he naturally knows that his mother and me, who have no support, are the best candidates." ”
"It was because of this that my mother was finally turned positive." As if talking about something very funny, Song Cheng sneered, his eyebrows and eyes dyed with a smile, "But she is really stupid, for so many years, she has never found her position." Not only did he not torture Song Xiao as Song Hengjiang thought, but he also respectfully offered him. ”
"Song Hengjiang was so angry that he couldn't do anything, so he could only put his hope on me again. He began to compare me with Song Xiao in various ways, and bullied and suppressed me as much as possible, hoping to make my anger towards Song Xiao more intense, or provoke my mother's nature to protect her children, so that my mother and I could do something 'irrational', so that he could do things naturally.
How ridiculous, he still has hope for my mother, how can a person who has already enjoyed the envy of everyone be willing to live like a noble lady now, at this time she will only lower her posture and go down to the dust. Oh no, and press my head down by the way. ”
Jian Bai didn't know whether to be happy or sad. Is it glad that Song Cheng's mother did not fall for Song Hengjiang's scheme, or is it sad that Song Cheng was abused by his mother to this extent.
"And me? I'm not stupid either. Song Cheng closed his eyes slightly, his smile was still calm, "Song Xiao has the Song family behind him, it is easier to pinch me to death than to pinch an ant to death, how can I go against Song Xiao, so I can only pretend to be stupid and stunned, and make enough cowardly and humble gestures, just to be able to live to adulthood in peace and move out of this deformed home." ”
"Tsk, it's a pity that even so, he still won't let me go."
The room was silent for a while, and then fell into silence again, and only after half a sound did Jian Bai speak, "You... How do you know this? As soon as she spoke, her dry voice like a broken gong startled herself.
Song Cheng moved and handed her the water poured on the bedside table. After seeing her take it and take a small sip, she squinted her eyes and showed a harmless smile again, "You know what? In fact, I remember everything that happened when I was two years old, they thought I was too young to understand, and I was unabashedly ugly in front of me. Well... It's disgusting. ”
"A family is so big, as long as you pay attention to it, there will be clues, with age and personality disguise, I can walk around the house at will, after all... Who knew I would be this kind of monster? ”
Jian Bai didn't answer, nor did he move, just looked at the self-deprecating smile on Song Cheng's lips so steadily, and after a long time, it was not until Song Cheng moved his body a little uneasily that he suddenly got up and put the water cup in his hand on the bedside table.
Then he half-bent over and hugged him.
Song Cheng's head was pressed on Jian Baiqiang's shoulder, and his movements were very awkward, but he was intoxicated or obsessed with it. The hair that fell over his shoulders tickled his nose, and he couldn't help but take a few more breaths, and then bury it deeper without a trace.
Black hair hid the smile on his lips.
It seems that this move is the right move.
Sure enough, his Ah Bai is very smart and can't hide anything from him.
If it's because of the skin I'm wearing that you don't like, then tear it off.
Look, White.
Whether you want it or not, I have peeled off that beautiful fake skin, and let the filth inside appear before your eyes, and the rotten smell of the soul fills the tip of your nose. It's uncomfortable, isn't it?
But the packaging is torn, and there is no way to regret it.
Now me, you must like it too.