15. There are also here
Yuan Mu's eyes moved up from the pages of the book, looking at Sheng Fengshi. It's time to get off work, and the footsteps of the teacher who walked outside the door to eat together were intermittent.
Sheng Fengshi looked at the computer screen and kept fingers: "Are you hungry?" ”
"Not hungry."
"There are a lot of people going to the cafeteria now, and you are hungry and sue me."
"Okay."
"Look at your book."
Yuan Mu lowered his head obediently, but in his heart he was thinking about Yao Ruoyu's sentence "High school and a class at the right time", so to speak, they have known each other for 20 years and have a long friendship.
Sheng Feng asked, "Are you hungry?" ”
Yuan Mu came back to his senses: "No." ”
"Why are you in a daze?"
"I'm thinking, you and Yao Ruoyu have known each other for many years." Yuan Mu said.
"Yes, many years. Are you interested in her? ”
Yuan Mu shook his head: "I'm interested in you." ”
"Look at your book."
"Oh."
Yuan Mu lowered his head again, silently experiencing the intimacy in Sheng Fengshi's words, although it was only a little vague, it was enough for Yuan Mu to steal joy.
Half an hour later, Sheng Fengshi's work came to an end and he went to the canteen to eat with Yuan Mu. The level of the canteen of the University of Political Science and Law can be said to be outstanding, and students from other universities often come to play with friends and taste how delicious the "university cafeteria of other people's homes" is. The teacher's cafeteria is on the third floor, which is a little more expensive, and many students will come up to improve their food, but generally speaking, it is much quieter than the first and second floors.
Because Yuan Mu didn't have a meal card, the meal money would be paid by Sheng Feng Shi first, and Yuan Mu would pay it back later. When queuing up, Yuan Mu felt some scrutinizing eyes, and if he listened carefully, he could hear the words "Teacher Sheng" and "Teaching Assistant", Yuan Mu moved closer to Sheng Feng and asked, "Do you usually eat alone?" ”
"Hmm."
"I went to high school in Yi'an City, lived on campus, and ate alone."
Sheng Fengshi casually asked, "Don't you have friends?" ”
"Don't eat together. Didn't you have any friends in high school? ”
"Nope."
Yuan Mu nodded, not thinking it was strange to have no friends, but he was a little puzzled: "Yao Ruoyu? ”
"Then I went to the same university."
"University of Political Science and Law?"
"Yes."
Yuan Mu heard the refusal, and knew that the biggest possibility of asking again would be to be ignored, so he shut up neatly. Being able to ask a few answers is already a huge progress, and Yuan Mu is very content.
Sheng Fengshi ate quickly and silently, Yuan Mu was the same, the two of them ate almost at the same time, Yuan Mu followed behind Sheng Fengshi, put the dinner plate in the recycling place, and then hurried two steps and Sheng Fengshi side by side. No small talk, as always.
Yuan Mu can understand the whispers of others when they see her and Sheng Fengshi eating together, and some classmates once said to Yuan Mu that she always eats alone and looks out of place. Yuan Mu felt that there was no way to explain this matter, there was no need to explain, being alone was a personal preference, nothing more, if it would be considered unsocial, it was also a helpless thing, she didn't care much about what others thought. She also likes to go back to her room to eat, including eating in the carpentry room, just because it's more comfortable.
Yuan Mu tried to invite Sheng Fengshi to dinner before, but he reasonably failed, and today is a surprise. After eating a meal, Yuan Mu found that sure enough, two people eat warmer than one person, no wonder others like to be together, even if they didn't say a word the whole time, it was more interesting than her eating alone, Yuan Mu felt that the food was more fragrant. Yuan Mu thinks that with her and Sheng Fengshi's hearts, Sheng Fengshi must also have such feelings, so there is no need to ask.
"Do you want to take a walk?" Sheng Fengshi suddenly asked.
"Huh? Scatter. ”
Sheng Feng took her to the artificial lake. Wherever there are lakes and woods, there are always little couples, and today is no exception. The little men and women on the bench saw that the teacher was coming, and they didn't dare to put their hands indiscriminately, and they didn't dare to put their legs together.
Sheng Fengshi and Yuan Mu walked in front of the little men and women.
Walked through again.
Walked through the third time.
Finally gone.
Yuan Mu asked: "Do many people fall in love in college?" ”
Sheng Fengshi: "It's okay. ”
Yuan Mu thought to himself, I don't know if Zou Qi will have a boyfriend in college, if Zou Qi gets married and has a baby in a few years, then she will be an aunt. She missed Zou Qi's growth, if she can catch up with the growth of Zou Qi's baby, maybe she can make up for some regrets? Yuan Mu frowned and reconsidered it for a moment, feeling that this idea was not advisable. To miss is to miss, always trying to make up for it will affect the present, or cherish the time with Zou Qi is more realistic.
Thinking about it, Yuan Mu's brows also stretched.
As soon as he returned to the office, Sheng Feng Shi began to work, and Yuan Mu continued to read.
In the afternoon, a boy came to confide in his lack of motivation to study and seek help from a counselor. Yuan Mu sat still according to Sheng Fengshi's eye instructions, ostensibly reading a book, but in fact, his mind was there at Sheng Fengshi. Yuan Mu tried his best to ignore the boy's outpouring, and he forgot it when he accidentally heard it, this is a private matter, and she is not a real teacher, so it stands to reason that she should not listen to it. However, Yuan Mu listened carefully to every sentence of Sheng Fengshi: timely responses, short-term analysis, suggestions and encouragement in the process of the boy's confiding......
Yuan Mu was unconsciously drawn into the conversation, as if Sheng Feng was talking to her.
Seeing off the boys, Sheng Feng knocked on Yuan Mu's table with his knuckles, and walked back to his seat without saying a word. Yuan Mu felt embarrassed to be caught, and put down the pretending book: "You are so powerful." ”
"Thank you." Sheng Fengshi's face was indifferent, and he turned the pen in his hand.
"Teacher Sheng, can I do anything for you?"
"I can't."
Yuan Mu nodded: "Okay." ”
Soon it was time for the students to end the second period, and the two set off to visit the dormitory. Same as the previous time, Sheng Feng Shi went into the bedroom to talk, Yuan Mu waited outside the door, and when he arrived at Zou Qi's bedroom, Yuan Mu went in together, chatted with Zou Qi according to the topic planned on Saturday, and then continued to move from one door to another.
On the way back, Yuan Mu talked a lot.
"Teacher Sheng, do you like flowers?"
"I don't like it."
"It's not this kind of pruned flower, I mean the mountain, no one cares, it grows into a big tree, and when it blooms, the whole tree is purple-red, and a dozen trees are connected in patches, which is particularly spectacular. It's about to open. It's good-looking, do you like it? ”
"Sounds good."
"There's this tree on the hill next to my house."
"Hmm."
"I will go back to the village this weekend for the Qingming Festival, and the school will be closed."
"Oh."
"Would you like to check it out? It's not too far. ”
"No, I don't like to go out."
Yuan Mu was very calm, and then said: "I don't like to go out either. This is my first time in Huazhou, and it is more modern than I imagined, and I have gained a lot of knowledge. There are many opportunities in big cities, but there is no taste of mountains and forests, and I am not used to it at first, and I often miss Lianyi Mountain. ”
"And now?"
Yuan Mu smiled and didn't answer immediately, and the tender yellow spring flowers retreated from the feet of the two. Sheng Fengshi turned his head to look at her, and Yuan Mu said, "There are also things I like here." ”
Twist your neck back when you are in the limelight.
"Teacher Sheng, it's good to meet you."
Sheng Fengshi still didn't speak, she didn't know how to respond, Yuan Mu was too young, and even said that young people were suspected of subjectively closing the distance, using her age as a comparison, Yuan Mu was too young, still a child, although Yuan Mu's personality and mind often made her forget that Yuan Mu was a child. Sheng Feng didn't think about what would happen if their age gap was smaller, it was useless, they were twenty years apart, it was a fact.
"In the summer, the trees are all grown, and the mountains are layered with dark green and light green, and the mountains are the most beautiful at this time. Bring a hammock uphill to sleep for an afternoon, but there are mosquitoes. The saplings I planted in the spring also grew leaves, and the branches of the big trees next to them grew to block the sun, so the saplings had a hard time growing. At that time, the school was on summer vacation. ”
"What about autumn?"
"The leaves start to turn yellow, some turn red, and they fade slowly, so it's interesting to see the same tree every day. The year before last, a few people came to our village with cameras to film the process of changing the color of the leaves, and stayed for a month before leaving. When the weather is a little colder and all the leaves turn yellow, they begin to lose their leaves, and when you walk on the mountain, your feet are very thick and soft, and you will fall if you don't pay attention, but it doesn't hurt. The leaves are falling all the way, some are floating down, some are straight down, and the straight down ones are a little painful to hit on the head. ”
"Winter?"
"The evergreen trees have become so dark that all the leaves that should have been lost have fallen - not all, and some trees have one or two leaves left on them, which will hang for a long time. In these years, there was less snow, less heavy snow, and when I was a child, it snowed heavily, and the mountains were all white with no end in sight. You have to wear a hat to go up the mountain, and it is safer to have an umbrella, and sometimes it hurts when a ball of snow suddenly falls down from a high place. Yuan Mu showed a palpitating expression.
Sheng Fengshi smiled and asked: "Every year, you are smashed?" ”
Yuan Mu nodded.
"You like the mountains so much, you want to go back in the future, right?"
Yuan Mu shook his head: "Not necessarily." ”
"Why?"
"I haven't decided yet."
Sheng Fengshi didn't know if Yuan Mu was in her considerations, just thinking of this possibility, her heart turned upside down, and some unrealistic thoughts that were pressed should not have were thrown out of the water and placed naked in front of her eyes. Privately, she hoped that Yuan Mu would stay, but what about after staying? It's better to be a friend than a stranger, to be a partner......
Sheng Feng stopped her mood and didn't dare to think about it anymore, because she knew herself clearly, and if she thought about it any longer, she might lose control. If there is no possibility, don't think about it from the beginning, it will reduce a lot of troubles, and Sheng Fengshi has always done this, and now he will re-establish the defense line and continue to implement it.
"If I go back, the most reluctant person will be you, Teacher Sheng." Yuan Mu hung his head slightly, plucked up the courage to say, a little nervous, and a little embarrassed.
“……”
When it was prosperous, a sense of desolation surged in my heart.
"You can't bear me, do you?" Yuan Mu raised his head and asked.
"Hypothetical questions will not be answered." Sheng Fengshi said with a cold face. Ignorant young people, the most annoying.