Since she said it that day, Lin Shanshan has never "harassed" Qin Jian again, with a look of "I have let go".

But the thoughts about Qin Jian are getting more and more enthusiastic, sometimes I can't help myself when I think about it, I want to cry under the quilt, but my expression is in place, and my eyes are full of tears, but in the end, I can't cry, I just feel sad in my heart.

"What happened to you and Qin Jian? In the past few days, I haven't read the novel, the information has not been sent, and this mouth has stopped. ”

Li Lili raised her hand and flipped through a few small ancient sayings on Lin Shanshan's table, and sighed.

"I want to be happy!"

Lin Shanshan said, her heart began to feel uncomfortable again, pouting, frowning, full of depression, she couldn't wait to scream and go out for a few laps to be comfortable.

"Listen to you, sour!"

"Hush."

Lin Shanshan rolled her eyes, turned her head and fell back to the bed. After a while, he said sullenly

"Lily, I won't go to Qin Jian in the future."

Li Lili made a movement in her hand, then turned around and bent her legs and jumped, and the whole person jumped up and the bed thief came over

"Tell me, what's going on? What did Qin Jian do that people and gods were angry about? Are you really dead? This is not scientific! ”

Lin Shanshan didn't know who to talk to, there was only one Li Lili who had a good time around, and she had been holding back for so many days, Li Lili asked like this, thought about it, or turned over and sat up, combed her hair, and looked at Li Lili with a serious face and said

"I ask you, what if one day your little white horse doesn't remember what happened between you?"

Li Lili gasped violently, and was about to say two choked words, but looking at Lin Shanshan's sincere eyes, she swallowed the words that came to her mouth, and thought about it seriously before saying

"Forget jì, forget jì, forget jì, let's start anew, get to know each other again, maybe you will fall in love with me? This is an opportunity! Although the plot is a bit bloody. ”

Speaking of the back, Li Lili couldn't help but complain.

"What if, like in the novel, your little white horse is reborn, but you forget about this life and you?"

"Impossible! That's a novel, Shanshan, and you're in the play. ”

"Just assume it."

Lin Shanshan was a little anxious. Li Lili threw a reassuring look, thought about it carefully, and then said slowly

"Whether he forgets or not, whether he is reborn or not, he is still a little white horse! Whether it's in my memory or in the future, it's all one person! And I don't believe that I will forget the bloody things of this life, it has always been the same person, otherwise, it is not called rebirth, it is crossing! A crossing with an exact name! ”

After speaking, Li Lili's thoughts instantly pulled back

"Don't you like to see some kind of domineering president gentle doctor? Why have you been obsessed with rebirth lately? ”

There are not many libraries of this kind of novels, Lin Shanshan mostly uses her mobile phone to read them, and she even pulls Li Lili to run to the library less often.

However, Lin Shanshan didn't listen to Li Lili's words at all, and her mind was full of words towards Fang Cai.

No matter how you are reborn, the soul is still this soul, **is still the same**, how can there be no memory? Therefore, Qin Jian's words are likely to lie to himself.

Lin Shanshan carefully recalled all the details since her rebirth, and felt more and more that Qin Jian had deceived herself, if she didn't remember it at all, she couldn't have found out that something was wrong for so long, and the biggest problem still appeared in Jiang Xiaoyu!

Thinking about it like this, it was as if the haze in my heart had dissipated in an instant, and the whole person became relaxed and cheerful.

But in a tight moment, Lin Shanshan thought about it again.

I remember it, but I want to lie to myself, I just want to make myself die, right?

Or, Qin Jian, who had returned from rebirth, was thinking about Jiang Xiaoyu in his heart, and Qin Jian in the past actually had no other thoughts about himself? After all, although the two of them have played together since childhood, they have never said anything about it

"Are you going home for the weekend?"

"Return, I didn't go home last week and forgot to call, and I almost didn't have an accident."

Lin Shanshan was depressedly wrapped in the quilt and turned around twice before looking up at Li Lili and asked

"What about you and him? How's it going? ”

I rushed to find someone early that day, and came back with a smile on my face, even smiling when I heard that I didn't name it, it was about a good date.

Sure enough, at the mention of the little white horse, Li Lili couldn't help but laugh at once, and her eyebrows and eyes were full of sweet ripples.

"How can it be?! It's okay. ”

Looking at Li Lili's appearance, I am also happy for my best friend, it is a good thing to make progress! It's just that Li Lili didn't say much, so Lin Shanshan didn't ask much, and moved away from the topic to talk about going home.

******

I once read in a book that a professor surnamed Zhu said that habit is the need or tendency of people to automatically perform certain actions in a certain situation.

When he experienced it himself, Qin Jian knew that the most terrible thing about a person's body is instinct, followed by habit.

The formation of habits takes 21 days, and for Lin Shanshan, this theory does not seem to have any reference.

From that day on, Qin Jian never received a text message from Lin Shanshan, obviously it was the result she wanted, but when the time came, she would always grab her phone first and open the screen, and what was displayed would always be Jiang Xiaoyu's screensaver with a side smile on her face, and nothing else.

Only at this time, Qin Jian would regret it for a moment, but it was only for a moment.

"It's different when you're in love, looking at the phone from time to time, waiting for Xiaoyu's call?"

Xiao Ke came out of the bathroom shirtless, his hair still in the water, sliding down his neck and into his strong chest.

It's a pity that no one appreciates it.

Qin Jian unhurriedly locked the screen of his mobile phone, put it in his pocket, and asked

"I'm going home on the weekend, so I don't have to leave the door."

For more than a month, Qin Jian spent weekends at school, and Xiao Ke had to leave the door for people at night, so long, he suddenly said that he wanted to go home Xiao Ke's eyes rolled, and he suddenly raised his eyebrows ambiguously

"Oh~~ Are you really home? Or is it an appointment with the goddess? There are two days and one night, so take advantage of it! ”

Qin Jian got up and began to pack up his things, listening to this, he naturally knew who the "goddess" Xiao Ke was talking about, and he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart

"I love Xiaoyu and respect her! I hope you'll be able to respect her too! ”

Qin Jian said very seriously, but Xiao Ke's smile suddenly became a little embarrassed, and he laughed twice before nodding

"I see."

Since Qin Jian became weird, Xiao Ke couldn't understand Qin Jian a little, this kind of joke used to be played with Qin Jian, even if Qin Jian didn't talk to people very much, it was at most a serious denial.

Compared with his peers, Qin Jian is more like his own uncle, and even more mature and disciplined than his uncle.

However, thinking of Jiang Xiaoyu, Xiao Ke thought of the Lin Shanshan that Qin Jian often talked about, Lin Shanshan, who was still full of mouths in the past, and now turned his head to Jiang Xiaoyu.

However, in all fairness, Jiang Xiaoyu is indeed a man's favorite one, worthy of the title of the new school flower, as a man, Xiao Ke still understands.

The days of college can be peaceful and boring, but also colorful.

In Lin Shanshan's view, this day is like a vigorous day that suddenly returned to calm.

After class on Friday, Lin Shanshan returned home with her bag, and as soon as she opened the door, she saw two people sitting in the living room, and immediately smiled on her face

"Mom and Dad!"

"Coming back?"

When Lin Haicheng and Zhao Meizhi said this, they heard the sound and saw that it was Lin Shanshan who immediately got up and greeted them.

"Why didn't you come back early and not talk to me?"

After speaking, Lin Shanshan threw the shoes on her feet, grabbed the slippers and held a person's arm with one hand and said coquettishly

"Fortunately, I didn't know the prophet and went home early in the morning!"

Speaking of going home, Zhao Meizhi's face suddenly turned cold, and she raised her hand to pull Lin Shanshan's hand off her arm

"Lin Shanshan! You stand up for me, stand or not, sit or sit, what are you like? ”

Zhao Meizhi is a designer, the first thing to look at people is the image, she has been strict with Lin Shanshan since she was a child, since Lin Shanshan went to elementary school, the two couples began to run around and let go, fortunately, Lin Shanshan is also sensible, occasionally naughty and naughty Qin Jian can be subdued, and she has not bothered at all. Last week, Aunt Wu called to say that Lin Shanshan didn't go home and didn't call to say anything, her heart was empty, but fortunately, Qin Jian was sensible.

"Mom-"

Lin Shanshan obediently stood up straight in front of Zhao Meizhi, and shouted aggrievedly. Before Zhao Meizhi could say anything, Lin Haicheng on the side came out to protect her first

"What is going on, sit down and talk slowly, Shanshan hasn't eaten yet."

Lin Shanshan didn't dare to say a word, in terms of educating her children, Zhao Meizhi is the authority of the family! You can only stand in a proper manner.

"Didn't go home last week? What did you do? ”

"Last week, the mountaineering club had an event, and I went to Pingshan Mountaineering and camping."

Lin Shanshan said weakly, her eyes glanced at Zhao Meizhi from time to time, and then moved to Lin Haicheng.

"Don't go home or call back? Aunt Wu has been unable to get through to your call! ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Meizhi is very worried, this daughter has been playing like a boy everywhere since she was a child, but the Qin family has always been safe and stable, properly and properly, the phone couldn't get through last week, and there was no news from anyone, so she almost had to call the police!

"I went to bed late the day before, got up early the next day, and forgot about it for a while, and there was no signal from time to time in Hirayama. I didn't get a call from home. ”

Lin Shanshan said very seriously, and this is indeed the case.

"This is not only your mother talking about you, I also want to say you, it's okay, if there is anything in the future, you have to talk to the family first! Got it? ”

Lin Haicheng suddenly intercepted his words, Lin Shanshan knew that she had passed this level, and hurriedly nodded to assure

"Mmmmmmmmmmmm

Zhao Meizhi glanced at her husband angrily, one set up the platform and the other dismantled the platform, and the two fathers and daughters were really

Helplessly, he sighed

"Let's go to dinner, let Aunt Wu boil red bean porridge. The gifts for you are placed in your room, remember to send them to Qin Jian later. ”

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