April had never said so many words, Gu Qingyan stopped with a word, and the manuscript she had arranged in her heart couldn't go on, she suddenly stopped talking, her mouth opened slightly, and she looked more and more wooden and stupid.

The sound of the chair rubbing against the floor was heard, and then the sound of footsteps rang in her ears from far and near. The owner of the footsteps seemed to be thinking, walking and stopping, wandering around her, and the rhythm of the clattering seemed to step into her heart.

Finally, Gu Qingyan stopped in front of her, and the tall figure blocked in front of her, blocking the light source from shining on her. April raised his head and looked at the man standing in front of him in a daze, the dim light set off the edges and corners of his facial features, and his eyes were as cold as a cold star and as bright as a meteor.

"You know, I've always had a question in my heart, and only you can answer it. Now, you should sue me, why did you do that in the first place? The man's voice became softer and softer, and he murmured something close to love.

"I ......," April squirmed slightly.

"Huh?" The man leaned down and slowly approached her, the expression on his face was like a charm, exuding an astonishing temptation, "Sue me, I ...... It's been a long time coming. ”

The overwhelming smell made April a little panicked, and the smell of old books put the old time in front of her eyes. It was rotten, dirty, memories that should have been buried deep in the dirt.

April felt a little out of breath, she seemed to smell the rust getting stronger and stronger, she hadn't seen so much blood in her life. The old memories became clearer and clearer in her mind, and she closed her eyes, shook her head vigorously, and said sorry over and over again.

Something held down his head, and April opened his eyes, just in front of the man's magnified face. When did they get so close, almost nose to nose, warm snorts intertwined with each other.

April was stunned for a moment, and the next moment she suddenly reached out and pushed him away forcefully. Because he didn't have any defense, Gu Qingyan was pushed back a small step back to stabilize his figure. Oh, how did he forget that this woman's strength has always been great.

He glanced at her indifferently, turned around, and turned on the headlights in the study. Suddenly, the quiet room was brightly lit, even in the small corners. April's eyes were stabbed by the sudden bright light, and she couldn't dodge and stretched out her right arm to block the light, and her eyes were dark for a few seconds, and only when her vision became clear again did she slowly lower her arm.

His eyes were slightly raised, and three steps away from her, the man was clasping his fists over his chest, his eyes staring at her without flashing. It's that kind of gaze again, with a sharp blade hidden in his eyes, and he can tear her skin and bones away when he waits for an opportunity.

He just wanted an answer from her, but she didn't know what that answer was.

April slowly stood up, avoiding his piercing gaze, and said without hesitation: "I've bothered you for so long, it's time to go back, you...... Can you give me my ID. "They shouldn't have crossed paths ten years ago, as long as they knew they were okay, it was enough.

Gu Qingyan's eyes were cold, and he said with a sarcastic smile: "I am not interested in what is in that broken bag of yours." Since you care so much, I'll pay you back. With that, he turned and walked over to the desk and opened a drawer.

April only felt a flower in front of him, and the next moment, a sudden pain came from his chest. She subconsciously caught what he threw and looked at it, and it was not her brown cloth bag that was wrapped around her hand.

"Would you like to see what's missing inside?" Gu Qingyan on the side said coldly.

April was silent and whispered, "No need, thank you." ”

"Don't thank me, it's hard for me to be a strong man, so I insist on keeping you here." He laughed at himself, slowly put away the sarcastic smile on his face, glanced at someone who was quietly holding the package without saying a word, he endured it, and suddenly said: "Do you remember when you promised to do something for me?" ”

"I remember." The woman replied softly.

Seeing the other party's unhurried appearance, he felt hatred in his heart. hated her for doing that thing regardless of the beginning, so that he couldn't get rid of her shackles in his life. It is the shackles of the heart.

He suddenly changed his mind, "I'll do one thing for you." Lin April, I will give you a chance to make a wish now, and I will fulfill your wish for you. After a pause, he emphasized, "Anything is fine." ”

Since the woman was not going to say why, what could he do for her was to be regarded as what he owed her. After that, they did not owe each other.

Unexpectedly, when he said this word, which was almost equivalent to an oath, the woman just tilted her head and looked at him with a puzzled face, "You don't need to do anything for me, I owe you a favor, and what I said won't count." In the future, whatever you want me to do, I will do it for you. ”

She said it solemnly, and that serious appearance made him feel funny, and casually mentioned it, "What about killing, do you do it too?" ”

As soon as the words slipped out, he regretted it, but the words he said were like spilled water, and he couldn't get them back. His eyes were obscure, silently waiting for the other person's answer. It was only a dozen seconds, but he felt that it was a century.

The woman's expression was solemn, her expression was solemn, but her words were soft and slow, "As long as you ask me to do it, I will do it." ”

Although it was only a few words, he just knew that what the woman said was serious. Obviously not funny, but he laughed out loud after hearing her reply: "Haha, you ......" He stopped talking, just laughed, and the tears of laughter were squeezed out.

From beginning to end, April stayed quietly on the sidelines, watching him smile, watching him wipe tears from the corners of his eyes.

When his smiling stomach didn't hurt so much, he slowly put away his smile and slowly walked up to her. He just looked at her, with a focused and deep gaze, and the crimson and darkness of the sky intertwined under his eyes, forming a small hurricane.

He reached out and patted her face gently, softly spitting out two words: "Crazy." ”

From the confrontation at the beginning to the bleak ending at the end, this conversation broke more than just the superficial calm. Time is a huge chasm, they are no longer the original themselves, Gu Qingyan didn't understand why he was so obsessed with wanting an answer. After all, if you're finally able to start over, why get yourself trapped in memories of the past?

"It's too late today, you can leave tomorrow." Finally, he took a few steps back and slowly turned his back to her.

Leaving her back, silent and decadent.

With a snap, the room fell back into darkness, leaving only a small lamp not far away, flickering faintly. April watched as the other party put on his gold-rimmed glasses again, and the light source of the computer screen was cast on his frame, making it impossible to see his eyes.

Between them, that's it.

It had always been like this, she only stared silently behind him, not approaching, not touching, and living with good memories.

Parting is imminent, and this night is destined to be insomnia.

Therefore, when Gu Qingyan came to her room in the dark again, she was not asleep yet. In the days she was here, men came over almost every night, and the first few times she slept quite deeply, even when he came, she didn't pay much attention to it. But tonight she was still awake, so she didn't dare to make any big moves, for fear of waking him up from sleepwalking.

April slept facing the wall, perhaps in the dark, people would be more sensitive, she could feel the bed next to her sink slightly, the quilt was lifted, and someone got into the quilt.

The bed is very large, and it stands to reason that the two of them can cover the same quilt without touching each other, but the man habitually leans towards her, and April only feels that his back is warm, and his warm chest is sticking up.

Tonight, he should have drunk some red wine, and between his breaths, the hot and humid breath, accompanied by the sweetness of the red wine, sprayed on her neck, itchy and numb. The man behind him moved his body a little restlessly, as if he was looking for a relatively comfortable position.

April subconsciously held her breath and slowly tightened her arm against her chest. After a while, the man's breathing was relatively calm, and she dared to exhale quietly. A posture was maintained for too long, half of her body was already numb, she moved her arms slightly, and the indescribable soreness and numbness transmitted to the nerve endings, and she couldn't help frowning.

It was only when the unspeakable numbness subsided that she moved her body again and leaned back against the wall. She slept in a good position, and as long as she didn't touch it, she probably wouldn't accidentally wake him up. Even so, the sleeping man seemed to sense something and approached her again.

Later, April didn't dare to move her body anymore, so she let the other party lean on her quietly.

She thought about it a lot, and when she went back tomorrow, she would go back to the rented place to pack up her clothes, the house would definitely not be able to live, as for Qi Yu, they might only be suitable friends. In the past two years of companionship, she has long regarded each other as her own family, and she has always thought about their future, getting married, buying a house, and having her own children in the future, but these are all in the past.

Now, she's going to start anew, alone.

She thought about it, she didn't know how long it was, so long that she felt that it was as long as a lifetime. In the first half of her life, she was embarrassed and humble, and she was in a hurry in her life, and she could meet old people and old things, so she should be content. It's time for her to leave the city, a city full of memories that are both familiar and strange.

When the day comes, it's time for her to go.