When I was on the bus, the showers started to fall again, and when the rain was already dense on the bus, Sheng Fengshi and Yuan Mu each held an umbrella and said goodbye to the unsheltered place next to the bus stop. The street lamp was on, and the rain that passed under the lamp was briefly imprinted with light, and then returned to the ordinary, quietly rowing to the umbrella surface, and making a final soft sound: "Click! ”

Yuan Mu asked: "The weather forecast says that there will be rain tomorrow, if it rains, can we still meet tomorrow?" ”

"When it rains, it's gone."

Yuan Mu asked, "What if I want to come and see you?" ”

"Then you come."

"Okay!" Yuan Mu said, "I'll come tomorrow afternoon." ”

"Hmm."

Yuan Mu asked, "Can I bring vegetables?" ”

Sheng Fengshi: "Bring vegetables? What dish? ”

Yuan Mu said: "Vegetables, vegetables that can be eaten." And meat. ”

Sheng Fengshi asked, "You want to cook for yourself?" ”

Yuan Mu: "Is that okay?" ”

"Isn't my cooking delicious?"

"I want you to eat a little richer." Yuan Mulai ate tomato egg noodles twice, and she had reason to suspect that Sheng Fengshi dealt with the past when he was alone at home.

"Do you cook deliciously?" Sheng Fengshi also had doubts about Yuan Mu, Yuan Mu was so young, he didn't look like he could cook.

In terms of cooking skills alone, Yuan Mu didn't dare to boast, but compared to Sheng Fengshi, Yuan Mu felt that he was still a little stronger. "I have a few years of experience."

Sheng Fengshi wanted to say that he still had more than ten years of experience, but the taste varies from person to person, maybe the food he cooked did not suit Yuan Mu's stomach. Thinking so, Sheng Fengshi agreed to Yuan Mu's request: "Take it." ”

"Thank you." Yuan Mu was very happy, "What kind of food do you like to eat?" ”

"I'm not a picky eater."

"Okay." Yuan Mu saw the next car slowly coming, his heart swelled with reluctance, and he sighed, "Teacher Sheng, I don't want to be separated from you more and more. ”

"You should go back, it won't be safe if it's too late."

"I know. I'm gone, see you tomorrow. ”

"See you tomorrow." Sheng Fengshi stood in place, watching Yuan Mu walk towards the bus and close the umbrella, and suddenly felt a little reluctant in his heart. She turned and walked in the direction of home, and when the bus passed by, she couldn't help but look up, but she didn't see anything.

When I got home, Sheng Fengshi saw a message from Yao Ruoyu on my phone, asking if I would have time to eat together tomorrow. Return: noon. After a few minutes, Yao Ruoyu sent the time and address, but Sheng Fengshi did not reply to her.

After cleaning the house, he sat and rested when he was in the middle of the day, and soon received a call from Yuan Mu to report that he was safe.

"Teacher Sheng, I'm here."

"Okay."

"What are you doing?"

"I'm resting, on the couch." Sheng Fengshi held the mobile phone in one hand, leaning on the back of the sofa, his state was unusually relaxed, his voice was low and flat, and he was strangely lazy. Yuan Mu on the other side of the phone immediately listened to it.

"I ......," Yuan Mu said with a trembling voice.

"Huh?"

"I miss you." Yuan Mu said softly.

Through the phone, Sheng Fengshi also heard Yuan Mu's nervousness, and she even felt that she heard Yuan Mu's heartbeat, young and powerful, like a dense drumbeat, beating on her ears. Sheng Fengshi clenched her fists, trying to calm herself, but the touch in her hands was very soft, and she realized that she had been pinching the corners of her pajamas for a while. When it was a good time, let go and smooth the corners of the clothes, take the phone away for more than ten seconds, and then put it back to the ear. This time she could hear it clearly, only the sound of Yuan Mu's breathing was heavier than usual on the other end of the phone.

"Hmm." Sheng Feng Shi responded.

"See you tomorrow."

When Sheng Feng heard that Yuan Mu's voice had returned to normal, he couldn't help but think: Is it possible that one word of his own can make Yuan Mu's heart stable? Sheng Fengshi suddenly retracted his diffused thoughts and replied, "See you tomorrow." ”

Another discovery was made at the time of the event—her mind was now easily divergent. Hanging up the phone, she was in a daze on the sofa, suddenly felt the passage of time, immediately stopped wasting time, went to the study to choose a philosophy book, and gnawed slowly.

Yuan Mu saw that the weather forecast was very accurate, it really rained on Saturday, and it was moderate rain. It is not convenient to take the bus on a rainy day, so I took a taxi to the restaurant at the time of the event, much earlier than the agreed time. She waited while reading a book, and soon Yao Ruoyu came, sat down and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect it to rain so heavily today." ”

Sheng Fengshi only read one page, closed the book and said, "It's okay. You're early. ”

"Ah, I went out early, so I didn't have to listen to my mom nagging me not to go on a date." Yao Ruoyu called the waiter.

Both of them ordered good food, and the waiter added tea and walked away. According to the previous situation, Yao Ruoyu should have chattered at this time, but after a minute, Yao Ruoyu did not speak. First of all, it is very abnormal for Yao Ruoyu to be silent for so long, and secondly, Sheng Fengshi felt that Yao Ruoyu felt a little wrong with her today, so Sheng Fengshi first asked: "What happened to you?" ”

"No, I'll ask you to come out and listen to gossip." Yao Ruoyu said with a smile, Sheng Fengshi took a look, Yao Ruoyu's demeanor was no different from usual.

"How's your progress with your child?" Yao Ruoyu asked.

"Nature."

What is the answer? Last time, Yuan Mu said that you were holding hands, who took the initiative? Children take the initiative, right? How do you feel about her? Do you have any ideas for further development? Yao Ruoyu waited for the gossip with great interest, waited for a long time, and saw that Sheng Fengshi's expression was indifferent and had no meaning to say, and said suspiciously, "At the right time?" ”

Sheng Fengshi asked, "Do you care about me, or do you care about Yuan Mu?" ”

"I care about it. You are my friend, and Yuan Mu will also be my friend in the future. Yao Ruoyu smiled brightly.

Sheng Fengshi said: "Don't talk today, just leave after eating." ”

"Why are you like this? How many years have been friends, and they refuse to share any gossip, it's too stingy. Yao Ruoyu complained, "You communicate with me, I can help you, like you stuffy and don't say anything, can Yuan Mu understand your thoughts?" You call this 'Note Orphan', have you ever heard of it? I've never met a better single person than you. ”

"She understands."

"Even if she understands that two people don't communicate will slow down the progress of many things, what if there is a misunderstanding between you? It didn't matter what you wanted to be single before, but now you're about to be with another person, you're about to be together, do you want to do mime for decades to come? ”

"We have communication."

"Heart-to-heart communication? Who are you fooling? Do you have the ability to tell Yuan Mu for the rest of your life, do you like her, see how long she can last? ”

"Yao Ruoyu, control zhì love xù." Sheng Fengshi frowned and stopped.

Yao Ruoyu was stunned for a moment, and finally quieted down.

The first course is served, and the waiter announces the name of the dish.

Sheng Fengshi said: "I think it is better for you to confide. ”

"Heh, confide in what? Is it annoying for me to be urged by my mother every day to cultivate a relationship with my 'boyfriend' and get married early? I've long been used to it, it's a piece of cake. Yao Ruoyu always had a smile on her face, that smile couldn't be taken off like a mask stuck to the skin, she turned her head to urge the waiter to serve rice, and when she saw her neck lines, she thought: I'm not young anymore.

Yao Ruoyu's love is unstable today, if Yao Ruoyu is willing to confide, then the problem is not strict, but now this situation is beyond Sheng Fengshi's expectations.

For Yao Ruoyu, all she can do when she is in a situation is to provide advice, and it is not up to her to decide whether Yao Ruoyu listens or not, nor should she decide. A person can only make her own choice, and Sheng Fengshi can't bear the result of Yao Ruoyu's choice, so she will never make a choice for Yao Ruoyu, and even Jian Yì She just said it simply, because she is unwilling to carry the weight of other people's lives. This is freedom, the freedom that she enjoys for many years when she is in full bloom, and this freedom is the essence of which she will always bear only the weight of her own life.

In the end, Yao Ruoyu still did not choose to confide. When Sheng Feng looked at her impeccable smile and delicate makeup, he didn't feel good in his heart. She wanted to help Yao Ruoyu, but she was used to watching coldly.

When I got home, I couldn't recover my mood yet. She really wanted to meet Yuan Mu. She thought that if there was a person between her and Yuan Mu who could play the role of the sun and dispel the clouds, that person should be Yuan Mu. Make a call when it's time to make a call.

"Teacher Sheng? What's up? ”

"Here you go."

"Now? Good. You wait for me, I'll go grocery shopping first. ”

"Don't buy it, you come, let's go out and buy it together."

"Oh...... Good. ”

"Stay safe."

"I see, you wait for me."

"Hmm."

Sheng Fengshi put down her mobile phone, feeling much more comfortable, and suddenly thought that this seemed to be her first time calling Yuan Mu. There will be more exceptions in the future, Sheng Fengshi looked down and smiled, she had no doubt about it.

Yuan Mu came quickly and brought a bag of vegetables.

When Sheng Feng opened the door, she saw the environmental protection bag in her hand, the green onion was too long to fit in, and a few centimeters of green came out.

Yuan Mu explained: "I borrowed it from the kitchen and will pay it back when I go back. The umbrella blocked the upper body at most, Yuan Mu rolled up his trouser leg that was a little wet, exposed a section of his ankle, took off his shoes and socks, and dried his feet with toilet paper before putting on his slippers.

Sheng Fengshi looked at her ankles twice and said, "I'll take a pair of pants and you can change them, and then change them when you leave." ”

"Okay." Yuan Mu stood in the middle of the living room and waited, and soon came out of the room, holding a pair of soft-looking house pants in his hand.

"The ...... that has been worn" Sheng Fengshi didn't understand why he said this, whether he knew it at a glance, why just say it? Sheng Fengshi handed his pants to Yuan Mu: "Go to the study to change." ”

"Okay." Yuan Mu took it with both hands very solemnly and walked to the study.

As soon as she entered, Yuan Mu saw the bookshelf behind the desk, which almost occupied a wall as she thought. Yuan Mu walked to the bookshelf to read the title of the book, and when she saw the book she had also read, she felt happy. Yuan Mu put the house pants on the table and took off the pants on his body. After changing, Yuan Mu saw the wooden box she gave to Sheng Feng on the corner of the table, and suddenly a strange feeling surged in his heart. This feeling was a little familiar, Yuan Mu stared at the spotless wooden box, and suddenly remembered.

When she finally returns to the mountains and breathes clean air after many days of school, she will have this feeling - her body is completely relaxed, as if it has become a tree, a leaf to merge into the surroundings, and the senses that are usually confined are free to extend infinitely, without restraint, without guard, without anyone else, and without "me".

That's the feeling of "going back".