Chapter 304: Persuasion
"You!"
Xia Xue'er suddenly came back to her senses, and knew what the other party was going to do in an instant, and struggled with her wrists, but she was imprisoned by the other party. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"Senior sister, I'm sorry, I'm offended!"
Zhang Jing said this while catching her pulse, but the next second he looked at her with a shocked face, and his mouth was half open in disbelief.
"You ......"
After a while, he found his voice again, and at this time, Xia Xue'er calmed down, retracted her hand, and lowered her eyebrows to arrange her wide sleeves.
"I hope Senior Brother Zhang can understand my hard work in doing this, and this matter will end here!" Calmly spit out this sentence.
Seeing that she was so calm and indifferent, and there was no twist or turn in her tone, Zhang Jing frowned unconsciously, is this still the love he knows who loves Su Qiai, and Xia Xue'er is alive and dead? Is this still the stubborn and brave junior sister who never admits defeat?
What did she go through to make her heart so dead, that even the child's biological father could abandon it!
"But this kid ......"
"It's just my kid!"
Without waiting for Zhang Jing to finish speaking, Xia Xue'er suddenly looked up at him and said such a sentence, her tone was firm and did not allow anyone to question it!
Zhang Jing was shocked by her like this, and she didn't say anything for a long time. And Xia Xue'er's eyes were not as sharp as before, and after a while, Fang Cai said again: "The past is the past, if the broken mirror cannot be reunited, and the passing water cannot be returned, he and I will never be able to go back to the past." We have all understood the truth, can't the senior brother still see through it? ”
If Su Qi didn't know her true origin, she could still deceive herself to be his little sister and his little wife. But now all this is no longer a secret, she is just an impostor woman from nowhere in his eyes, a female liar who uses other people's good memories to deceive warmth! Why be together? She didn't want her child to be a lock, a lock that forcibly held his father and mother together, and had already been deceived once, so why bother with another moral kidnapping?
Zhang Jing misunderstood the meaning of her words, thinking that she was complaining that Su Qi did not come to her, and that Su Qi had abandoned her for so long in this deep mountain and old forest. So he hurriedly explained: "I think you have misunderstood, my junior brother has not stopped looking for you in the past few months, and you are almost in the sky!" The reason why he didn't come together this time was because he was seriously injured, and he finally picked up a life, and his body couldn't help this long journey! ”
When she heard that Su Qi had never stopped looking for her, Xia Xue'er was only shocked, but she was immediately relieved, but when she heard that Su Qi was seriously injured, her heart still inevitably pinched, it hurt very much, and she was about to lose her breath. This feeling of suffocation has occurred a thousand times before, whether in dreams or in reality.
Half bent over, one hand supported the table, the other hand grabbed the neckline, the two willow eyebrows frowned together, and the forehead and the tip of the nose were covered with fine beads of sweat in an instant.
Zhang Jing was shocked when she saw this, and hurriedly helped her sit down, and immediately wanted to reach out to check her pulse, but she avoided her.
"I'm fine, don't look at it!"
Bursts of heartache only hurt when she thinks of him, Xia Xue'er knows that this is a heart disease, a heart disease that cannot be cured! She could only stop thinking about him.
"Senior brother, I have never begged anyone, today I want to ask you for something."
She held her head with a pestle, but she still turned her face sideways to look at Zhang Jing, her lips had lost their bloody color, and there were beads of sweat on her forehead, her tone was softer than before, but she was still so unswerving!
Zhang Jing held his forehead with one hand, looking helpless, he really couldn't figure out why these two people were torturing each other so much! Shouldn't love be together? Not to mention already having children!
"He is the father of the child and has the right to know."
"And then? Do you continue to torture each other like this? ”
Xia Xue'er looked at him and asked along with his words. Zhang Jing was speechless by her question for a while, and seeing this, she then said: "Love needs a price, and I can't afford this price, and he may not be able to bear it!" ”
"Just like what I said just now, no one can shake off the fate that I was born with, and the marriage with the royal family is my fate, even if it is not the princess of Qi, it will be some other princess. It's not that I haven't struggled, but is it useful? In the end, I had to go back to the original track, and I was covered with bruises, and the gains outweighed the losses. ”
Xia Xue'er paused, remembering the butterfly that had used all her strength to come out of the glass bottle, and couldn't help but feel a burst of amusement. The dream was given by herself, she created a dream for herself, and worked hard for this dream, but in the end, the dream was still broken, and it was no one else who broke her dream, it was herself, the dreamer!
She was in the wrong position from the beginning, she regarded herself as the real Xia Xue'er, as the junior sister he grew up with since childhood, and even she was not satisfied, not only wanted to be her junior sister, but also wanted to be his lifelong companion, and wanted to get long-lasting love.
Because she is a fake Xia Xue'er, because his sweetness and her sweetness are based on deception. So they will come to the situation they are today, in fact, it was doomed from the beginning.
Even if it is finally confirmed that he loves her, so what, there will always be a soul between them, a shell, and if they can't go back, they can't go back.
"What was he like in the past, and what kind of life is he living now? Senior Brother Zhang, you are his brother and his best friend, so naturally you can see it very clearly, and you will not know the reason for such a change. ”
Although these words were plain, they were the most convincing, and Zhang Jing couldn't help but fall into deep thought.
Su Qi didn't like to communicate with people when he was a child, before Xia Xue'er entered the teacher's door, he was his only friend, and over the years, he has also watched the two of them grow up, and it is indeed something he never thought of to get to this point.
Maybe that's the case, feelings are like drinking water, cold and warm self-knowing, no matter how sorry others look at, they shouldn't interfere indiscriminately, the only thing that can't be relieved is this innocently implicated child!
"And what about this kid?"
After being silent for a long time, Zhang Jing asked. Does she really want to live alone with children? In this mountain? Or will she return to Beijing with Mu Xuanlong? If you choose to go back to Beijing, then this child ......
"Does he know the truth?" (To be continued.) )