Chapter 61, greedy for life and afraid of death
The most terrible thing in this world is indeed the human heart!
Since she found the token dropped from Yelu Chengfeng's body on the street that day, Yan'er has been even more sure of the correctness of this sentence. In the more than nine years since she traveled here, she thought that she had never offended anyone, but why did anyone always want to kill her? She just didn't understand.
"Bang bang." There was a sudden knock on the door.
"Who?" Yan'er, who was still pondering, came back to her senses and asked.
"It's me." The sound of folding flowers sounded outside the door.
Yan'er hurriedly got up and opened the door and welcomed the folded flowers into the room.
"Why did Madame come to see Yan'er in person today?" Yan'er knew that Fold Saihua had always loved her, so she said jokingly.
Zhe Saihua looked at Yan'er, as if she had a lot to say, but she didn't know how to speak, so she hesitated for a while.
"Madam, if you have anything to say, don't worry too much." Yan'er's temperament has always been straightforward, and she doesn't like to hide it.
"Yan'er, then I'll just say it?" Zhesaihua was still a little hesitant.
"Say, it's fine." Yan'er smiled heartlessly.
Zhe Saihua got up lightly and said slowly: "I want to ask, what is the relationship between you and Yu'er now?" ”
Yan'er didn't expect Zhisaihua to throw such a sharp question as soon as she opened her mouth, and she forgot how to answer it for a while. In fact, a discerning person can know the friendship between the two at a glance. But if it is really investigated, even she herself does not know how to define this relationship.
Lover? But before this, she was already the concubine of the Liao Emperor.
Friend? No, because she and Yang Ningyu already have a skin-to-skin relationship.
She hadn't thought about it for a long time, she felt that as long as the two of them had the same heart, it would be fine. But can the things of this world really go as they wish?
Zhi Saihua saw Yan'er's hesitation, and probably guessed seven, seven, eighty, eight or eight in her heart. So he spoke again: "Yan'er, it's not that I blame you, but your current identity is special, if one is not handled properly, I am afraid it will cause an uproar." ”
"I understand, but Brother Yu and I do really love each other. I don't want to go to the Liao country to be a concubine at all, I just want to stay with Brother Yu for a long time. Yan'er was reminded by the folded race flower, and her feelings suddenly became a little excited.
"But in the current situation, if you are with Yu'er, I'm afraid it will be more than lucky!" Zhe Saihua sighed helplessly, in fact, how could she not know her son's true feelings for Yan'er? It's only to blame that they met too late, and they met the right person at the wrong time, leaving only a sigh. She couldn't understand this truth better, how could she let her son set foot on his old path again?
Hearing this, Yan'er suddenly felt a churning in her abdomen, and she was very uncomfortable.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhe Saihua asked with concern.
Yan'er retched a few times, then shook her head slightly, and said with an embarrassed face: "It's okay, probably because I suffered from the wind and cold last night, just rest for a few days." ”
Zhi Saihua looked at Yan'er's reaction, and suddenly felt bad.
"Have you and Yu'er already had sex together?" Zhesaihua asked tentatively.
Yan'er blushed suddenly, Mo said that in ancient times, even in modern times, premarital sex was still not accepted by many people. Although the two of them are in love with each other, this is not a glorious thing in the end.
Zhi Saihua watched Yan'er's reaction and confirmed her conjecture immediately.
"It seems that this qiē is fate!" Zhe Saihua sighed, originally she wanted to persuade Yan'er to leave Yang Ningyu, but now that Yan'er has her own grandson in her womb, how can she still do ruthless things?
At this time, Yan'er also realized where the uncomfortable feeling came from just now, and gently put her hand on her lower abdomen. She couldn't tell whether she was surprised or delighted at what she was feeling now, but she suddenly had a strange feeling that there was another little life in her body, what a miraculous thing. This is what it's like to be a mother!
"Things have come to this point now, and we can't continue to drag it on. You'll go with Yu'er tonight and come back when the wind passes. Zhe Saihua understood very well what it meant for Yan'er to be pregnant with Yang Ningyu's child, so she decided to let the two of them go out temporarily to avoid the limelight.
"Madam, let's go, Yeluxian will definitely not let you go." Yan'er said worriedly.
"The most important thing right now is not us, but the child in your belly. Promise me that you must keep Yu'er's child no matter what. "Zhesaihua told Yan'er again and again.
Now Yan'er's situation is the same as that of Zhesaihua back then. Back then, she married Yang Ye with Xiao Siwen's flesh and blood, and only she knew the hardships and sufferings. She really doesn't want her descendants to follow the same path as herself, not to mention that Xiao Siwen only has a son like Yang Ningyu, even if she tries her best, she has to preserve Xiao Siwen's last bit of blood.
Yan'er wanted to say something more, but was blocked by Zhe Saihua: "This matter, except for you and me, don't tell anyone about it again." ”
"Can't even Brother Yu say it?"
Yu'er was anxious and couldn't hide the words in her mouth. If you want to give birth with peace of mind, don't sue him for the time being. Otherwise, if this matter reaches the ears of Yeluxian, you and the child may not really be able to live. ”
Yan'er nodded obediently, she was not a person who was greedy for life and afraid of death, but now that she had a little life in her body, she couldn't joke with the child in her belly, not to mention that this child was still the only bit of blood in the Xiao family.
"You rest for a while, I'll go and inform Yu'er, let him pack up, and you will leave late at night." After finishing speaking, she left the room.
The other side of the Yang Mansion.
"Your Majesty, a qiē is ready, just wait for the emperor's order." Yelu Chengfeng said respectfully to Yeluxian.
"Good. You step back first, and listen to Hou Zhen's orders. ”
Ye Luxian looked at the Yang Mansion that was silent at this time, and suddenly felt a trace of unbearability in his heart. He was not a cruel person, but if he didn't take certain measures now, then Yan'er would probably never return to his arms. He and she never seem to meet at the right time, and they will always miss out. He still remembered the first time he saw her, she smiled and smiled, but for a moment, she stole his heart. But later she was delayed by the death of the first emperor, and she had already married someone else. Now he finally found her again with great difficulty, but her heart has been occupied by others. Is he destined not to get her in this life? No, he was not reconciled. He is the king of a country, and the entire Liao country is his, let alone this woman. So if he wants to get her, he must get her!