W&X Recording Studios.

"I said, is it really okay for you to come and record a song? Don't force it. ”

Qingliu was adjusting the angle of the headset, listening to my worried question, smiling and patting my head, "It's okay." Lying in the hospital every day is really about to suffocate, isn't the movie about to be made, and the song has to be recorded quickly. I've listened to the tune a few times, it's not very difficult, and I should be able to record it soon. ”

"Don't be so confident," I said by hand, "after all, I still have this oil bottle to record with you." ”

Qingliu thought that I had no musicality at all, and probably felt that this was a serious problem, so he couldn't help pinching the bridge of his nose, and said with a headache, "Your company is really ready to let you go?" ”

"I can hear from your words that you don't trust my singing skills." I smile.

In the past, when I said this to other things, Qingliu would be very anxious to deny it, saying that she believed that I could do it. But only in terms of singing, she resolutely stuck to the bottom line, and after hearing me say this, she nodded in agreement.

I lowered my face, "What's the solution, it was originally decided to sing with you." But now that she's in prison, she won't be able to catch up with the recording. The company's minister Liu had inexplicable confidence in me, so he thought that I could do it, and praised me as if there was nothing in the sky and in the earth, and the people below didn't dare to say anything, so he really agreed to let me go. Ahhhh Definitely!! I was a little frantic and began to come up with bad ideas, "Why don't you sing it for nothing?" Although she is always very improper, she should have no problem singing, right? ”

Qingliu smiled and adjusted the microphone to a distance about the same height as mine, "You should come." It's really not good to tune in the later stage, and it's good to be able to sing the last song in my life with you. ”

I kicked her lightly, "Less!" What the last song of life! Don't you dare! ”

Qingliu didn't hide, took my kick, rubbed my hair, didn't give me any guarantees, put the lyrics on the shelf in front of me, "Let's familiarize yourself with the lyrics first, there is no too much difficulty in the part you sing, just remember the basic tune." ”

I shook my head, "I don't understand." ”

"You can hum this sentence to me first, the tune of this lyric is 'I believe ~ it's the gear of fate-' come and sing it."

I glanced at the lyrics and sang confidently, "Talent-belief-fate~luck gear-"

Hearing my crashing tune, Qingliu remained silent and continued to instruct me, "It's 'only 'I believe ~ it's the gear of fate-' Let's do it again." ”

I nodded and sang earnestly, "I believe it's the gear of fate~"

Qingliu, who has always been good-tempered, turned slightly dark, "Again, listen carefully, it's 'only to believe~ It's the gear of fate-'." ”

"Talent ~ letter ~ is the cog of fate ~ "

Qingliu put down the lyrics and looked at me with a smile, "Shallow, have you ever heard me scold?" ”

I automatically took two steps back and made a gesture for the interview," Ms. Yoke, the singer, expressed her displeasure to reporters. ”

Qingliu took a deep breath and smiled helplessly. After the initial consultation, Ms. Qingliu said that she would finish recording her part first and then help me record it.

I agreed, and sat down and listened to her record.

Her voice was so beautiful that it was the gentlest and cleanest voice I've ever heard, and she was the best at gently lowering her voice, and every word she sang was inexplicably sentimental, even if you didn't know where it came from.

The name of the song is "The People Who Can't Be Together", which appeared as the ending song and trailer of the movie, and the lyrics were written like that.

Especially the sentence: "So much so that in the end I found out that \ the people who couldn't be together in the end \ are better than never seeing each other at first." ”

I don't know if it's too much into my own feelings, but I seem to hear the tremor in the depths of her voice.

She finished recording quickly, and the recording engineer looked like he had never seen the world, took Qingliu's hand and shook it, as if he had never heard such a beautiful original sound, and asked her several times if she had signed a contract with the company, if she was not willing to sign with W&x Yunyun.

Qingliu refused, in the end, he was also an insider, and his words were not leaky, and he didn't make people angry. The recording engineer left regretfully, and before leaving, he glared at me fiercely.

I really have the constitution of an inexplicable lying gun [smile.]

It's my turn to sing, in fact, I don't have any special music idiots, most of the time, I can hear whether others are singing out of tune. But when it was my turn to sing, the situation was a little more delicate, and my most prominent problem was that I could never tell when I could get in.

It means that the same music sounded, and the other people sang along with the music, and I was still in the same place, looking confused, what point did they hear before they were sure that they could enter at this time, why can't I hear it?!

For this reason, I don't know how many times I have been ridiculed by the pot head and Yikebai :)

The clear stream marks me when the voice goes up or down, when it goes into the chorus, and when it comes back to repeat the tune. I remember the hard work, and it was not easy for her to teach.

When the song was barely recorded, the faces of the two of us were not very good-looking, and Qingliu sighed, "Fortunately, KTV was not popular in our high school days, otherwise I probably wouldn't be able to live now if I sang with you every day." ”

I quickly replied, "Maybe I'll kill all your cancer cells." ”

After I finished speaking, I wanted to smoke myself, why don't you open which pot to mention! Qingliu was slightly stunned, but then smiled gently, "That's what I said." ”

Dine.

During her treatment, she couldn't touch the oily food, so I took her to a porridge shop next to the company, which was not a big place, and the food was delicious and clean.

"How's your body?"

She stirred the purple rice porridge, melted the sugar in the porridge completely, and smiled, "It's good." ”

I pouted, "You're always fine." When I was in high school, I didn't tell anything. ”

"What did I tell you? It's not good, it's still not good. ”

As soon as I heard this, I became anxious, "Who said you can't be better!" ”

She laughed again and whispered, "Shallow, don't be angry if I say something. ”

I looked at her crooked eyes, and somehow, I felt a little bad in my heart.

"I don't want to be treated anymore."

There was a sudden pause in my heart, as if there was a pause for a moment, and it took me a while to ease up. "Why?"

"It can't be cured." She smiled, the corners of her pale lips and pale and emaciated cheeks, no matter how you look at it, it makes people feel sad.

"Who said that medicine is so developed now......"

"I know my body best, shallow, I don't have to work hard. It's really incurable. She seems to be gentle, but her stubborn appearance makes people have no way at all.

Tears immediately fell from my eyes, and I covered my eyes and said quickly, "Do you want me to watch you die?" ”

Instead of wiping my tears, she pulled out a tissue and put it on my hand, her whole body was pale, and her already thin arms were now more like skinny bones.

"It's getting more and more painful lately." She spoke, without a painful look, as if she was telling something that had nothing to do with her, "My hair is also falling out so badly, every time I can't sleep at night when I feel pain, I think, how many places in this world have I not been?" Sunsets in the Sahara, Nicolagua Falls, Santorini in Greece, these places that have always wanted to go, have never been. Shallowly, I feel that instead of spending the rest of my days in the hospital, I would like to finish the rest of the road that I have not traveled. Maybe during the trip, my body healed? Isn't it often reported in the news? ”

"I'll go with you!" I said immediately.

She smiled lightly, didn't say a word and seemed to be trying her best, "It's enough to have your words." ”

I opened my mouth, not knowing what else to say.

"If you're gone, will you still have contact with me?"

"How about sending you a postcard?" She said earnestly, "Everywhere I go, I'll send you a postcard." ”

"Really?"

"Really!"

***

After a few days, after the recording was all settled, I dropped her off at the airport with the general manager. She dragged a simple suitcase, carried her most precious guitar, and wore a big hat to cover her hair, and the scene was very similar to the separation seven or eight years ago, whether she was going to leave or I was going to see her off.

But this time it's a little different.

I vaguely knew that I would probably not see her away this time.

It could be seen that the general manager admired her and respected her decision, and after a few words of instruction to pay attention to her body, he stepped aside and let the two of us speak.

Qingliu always smiled, this person and the general manager are really two extremes, one will not laugh if he dies, and the other will laugh if he can't die. She stretched out her hand, "Come, hug." ”

"Can you not hug it?" From the moment I knew she was leaving, my voice never had a normal voice, and I kept crying.

Seeing that I didn't move, she put down the guitar, took a few steps towards me, and hugged me tightly in her arms, "If you don't hold it this time, you won't have to hold it in the future." ”

"If you don't leave, I'll still be able to hug me!"

"Shallow." She whispered, an unshakable persistence in her voice.

"It's my choice, haven't you always supported my choice?"

I wiped my tears and looked at my head again and again, "Yes, always support, Qingliu, I will always support your choice, go wherever you want." But the clear stream......"

"Huh?" She responded.

"If, I mean if. You really can't hold on anymore, just give me a call and I'll look for you wherever you are. ”

She didn't speak, and I just felt a hot drop of liquid dripping onto my shoulder.

After a while, I heard her hoarse reply, "Okay." ”

She said, "You too, you have to be happy." ”

I nodded.

"All your misfortunes have all passed, there was me before, and now there is Wen Yan, she is better than me, and she can accompany you for a long, long time."

"Okay, don't talk about it, let's go."

"You have to be happy, whether you want to film or work as an assistant in the future, happiness is the most important thing."

"Well, I know, you, you go quickly."

"It's good to know, I'll leave immediately, and I'll hug you again." She hugged me harder.

After a moment, she let go of her hand, and a gentle smile returned to her face, "Then I'll go!" ”

"Hmm."

"Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

The general manager walked over and gently shook my hand.

We watched in silence as she left.

Again, watch her leave.

Her emaciated, lonely body faded into the gate.

The moment she boarded the plane, she seemed to turn around and smile at me again, still gentle, as if I had seen her for the first time more than ten years ago.

Goodbye, Clearstream.

(End of text)