In the afternoon, the two of them went to class together, and when they were in class, Li Lili's pocket was "buzzing" The vibration sound came, Lin Shanshan followed the sound and looked over, Li Lili took out her mobile phone, looked at the caller ID, frowned, and decisively pressed the hang up button.

Lin Shanshan glanced at it, it was a string of numbers, but she didn't take it to heart.

After a while, there was another "buzzing" commotion, and after a few shocks, he was hung up by Li Lili again.

"Who?"

Lin Shanshan asked in a low voice, and the latter sighed

"Who can we, we met someone's mother to block us this morning."

"Sun Bomo."

Lin Shanshan nodded clearly. But didn't everything be explained in the morning, why did you call again?

The phone rang again, and then she turned off her mind and sent a message, Li Lili glanced at it, and saw that Lin Shanshan looked curious, so she simply handed the phone to Lin Shanshan, and Lin Shanshan glanced at it

: Lily, I want to talk to you.

Lin Shanshan couldn't help laughing

"Not coming back?"

"If you don't go back, it's a waste of money."

Li Lili replied coldly, Lin Shanshan gave Li Lili a thumbs up with admiration, Lily is mighty!

After a while, another message came, and Li Lili didn't even look at it.

Although Lin Shanshan was curious, she didn't say more, after class, Shi came to pick up Li Lili on a date, Lin Shanshan and Zhu Xuemei went to dinner, talking about the morning, Zhu Xuemei was also embarrassed for a while

"That mom of Lily's ex-boyfriend is kind of like the people we have there."

"Where?"

"Actually, there are a lot of people like Lily's ex-boyfriend's mother in our place, we are patriarchal there, women don't have a high status, once there is any problem with a man, it must be caused by a woman, very ignorant."

Zhu Xuemei said and paused

"It's pathetic, too."

Lin Shanshan lowered her head and took two bites of rice Well, today's eggplant beans are still very flavorful~! Braised and stir-fried

"Therefore there must be something hateful about the wretched! Lily is very decisive, this point, I am not as good as her, Sun Baimo just wants the prodigal son to turn back at this time, and her mother can break her neck back with her bare hands. What's more, Lily didn't accept it at all, and now it seems that she and Shi Yan are still very good. ”

"Well, Senior Shi is good."

Zhu Xuemei nodded heavily.

The two were eating and gossiping about the little sister Li Lili, just like other students, like drops of water falling into a cauldron called "life", and they couldn't tell each other apart.

At the same time, in the country of M, pain, struggle, chaos, and then gradually calming down, this is the process of emotional changes that Qin Jian has to face every day.

And this is not the hardest, the hardest is the post-hypnotic world

In the bathroom, Qin Jian sat on the toilet lid a little decadently, lit a cigarette in his hand, and didn't smoke it, just pinched it, as if he could calm himself down by smelling the smell of nicotine burning.

This is the first few days since he came to Country M, Qin Jian can't remember clearly, but Qin Jian knows the truth he wants to pursue, and he is so close that he can even guess the ending!

But at this moment, I wanted to retreat, but the familiar bone-eating thoughts almost collapsed

The cigarette kept burning until it was hot, Qin Jian took a deep breath, got up and lifted the toilet lid, threw the cigarette butt in, pressed his fingers lightly, and disappeared with the whirlpool

Turning around and walking out of the bathroom, just a corner, I saw a blonde beauty lazily leaning against the wall at the door

"Smoking again?"

But I don't want to, but when I open my mouth, I speak very positive Mandarin.

"Nope."

Qin Jian couldn't see joy or anger on his face, and he spoke very calmly, the black under his eyes was as thick as ink, and he couldn't help but be amazed by the fact that he was embedded in this good-looking face.

If you weren't married, you wouldn't be able to help it.

"Well, you don't."

Dani stood up straight, spread her hands, and said very indifferently, after speaking, she looked down at the watch on her wrist and said with a smile

"It only took you ten minutes to calm down and improve this time."

"You do this to every patient?"

"No, I'm only like this to you, it's the first time I've met someone with such a messy memory, and I'm still a patient who can't find the beginning of his memory. Tomorrow remember to go to Professor Ender for a regular check-up, do you have a number of your current situation? ”

Dani and Qin Jian walked out side by side, and Qin Jian was silent for a moment before speaking

"Most of the memories have been sorted out."

"That is, most of them remember?"

Dani couldn't help but smile. The latter nodded

"Hmm."

"Be careful on the way back, don't forget it tomorrow with Professor Ender."

As he spoke, he turned around and entered the elevator, while Qin Jian walked in the opposite direction in the direction of the gate

Different from the crowded street scene in his country, Country M is more of a tranquility, which makes people very relaxed, but Qin Jian's mind at the moment is like a new world, there are stories, they happen again, and they will multiply

Every memory is like a corner of the world, in order to completely piece together a big world, everyone's mind is a big world, complete, magnificent.

However, Qin Jian's big world is a chaotic splicing of fragments, disorganized and ambiguous

Professor Ender once said that your memory is always there, just like a poker that has been washed or even dusted, and what you have to do is wash the dust away, take the cards out one by one, and rearrange them until they form a complete hand. And the process is painful

At that time, Qin Jian didn't take it to heart, although he didn't know whether it was true or not, but Qin Jian always remembered the feeling of death, what was more terrible than death?

Later, Qin Jian learned that what was more terrible than death was to take the initiative to feel death again and again, to take the initiative to return to the past, those who still remembered, those who did not remember, and the chaotic memory fragments were rearranged again and again in memories and sleep

And today, that's the last thin layer left

Qin Jian knew that as long as he raised his hand, he could pierce it, but with this hand, Qin Jian didn't have the courage

Now his mind is full of things about Lin Shanshan, every time he thinks of the time when he was "reborn and returned", Qin Jian not only regrets it, but it is more complicated, he still hurts the little girl he raised single-handedly.

This was something that had never been thought of before, and this accident came and caught everyone off guard.

Qin Jian shook his head and strode towards the accommodation

Back in the small villa, there was no one in the house, and Qin Jian didn't care, Zhao Meizhi's friends had already helped Qin Jian a lot, but he also had a lot of his own things to deal with, and there were fewer opportunities for the two to meet during this time.

Go back to your room, take a shower, change your clothes, make yourself a cup of coffee, open a chair on the balcony, just drink a cup of coffee quietly, don't think about anything, and your mind begins to empty and empty infinitely

This is also what Professor Ander tells him to do every day, but since Qin Jian's condition gradually improved, he has never really let go, and his brain seems to be not knowing how to rest, and he is constantly combing himself

No matter how mellow the coffee in his hand is, no matter how pleasant the scenery is, Qin Jian's mind has never been easy

During this time, as the memories of this life gradually became clearer, and the memories of the previous life gradually moved away, Qin Jian suddenly said: It turns out that more than ten years have passed since the events of the previous life

Memories are updated and metabolized over time, when Jiang Xiaoyu and Zhou Chen's entanglements gradually faded away, the memories of Lin Shanshan in this life are like vivid images replaying in her mind, the way she laughs, the way she fakes crying, and the way she plays a scoundrel Whenever Qin Jian thinks about it, her heart will instantly soften

Don't know what she's doing now? The sky must be dark in my country by now, right? Shanshan loves to sleep and has loved to lie in bed since she was a child

At this time, I must still be quietly curled up in the quilt and sleep well

Rumo's eyes seemed to throw down a stone, rippling layer by layer, no longer full of thick and heavy, like a pool of soft water, softening the condensation of the eyebrows.

If there was a mirror, Qin Jian would definitely see the corners of his mouth that were unconsciously raised.

I really want to say that Lin Shanshan really loves to sleep, and according to her usual habits, she should still sleep soundly, but she was directly woken up by a phone call from Li Lili.

As the president of the mountaineering club, Shi Yan's daily morning run is essential, and Li Lili, as the wife of the president of the mountaineering club, occasionally gets up early to go on a date with Shi Yan in the morning.

Lin Shanshan touched the phone in a daze, and couldn't open her eyes to look at the electric person, so she pressed the answer button directly, and couldn't say "Hey", but in the end it was a hoarse and lazy sigh.

"Lin Shanshan, tell you! I met that divorced guy at school! He has a really good memory, and he even recognized me and asked me if you got up! I guess I'm going to look for you later, you have to have a number in your heart! ”

"Huh?"

Lin Shanshan's brain reacted a little slowly, and she didn't understand the meaning of this sentence in detail, so she lazily said "um" again, and as soon as the phone hung up, the whole person fell asleep again