Since the reunion, Park Jung-hyuk has always had great respect for Kim Tae-hee.

Stemming from the memories of his predecessor, Kim Tae-hee has an incomparable status with him.

It was this woman who gave him one of the few comforts in his troubled youth.

Her gentleness, her confidant, and her care made Park Jung-hyuk feel that there was still sunshine in his life.

To put it mildly, the young Park Jung-hyuk was not crushed by life and survived bravely and tenaciously, thanks to Kim Tae-hee's intervention.

So Kim Tae-hee is the god in his heart, which cannot be slandered or blasphemed.

Facing Kim Tae-hee, Park Jung-hyuk was always cautious. I'm afraid she'll be angry, I'm afraid she'll be sad, I'm afraid she'll be hurt, I'm afraid she'll leave again.

But people's feelings are not static, especially with the perfect integration of Park Jung-hyuk's soul and the steady rise of his social status, his feelings for Kim Tae-hee are also quietly changing subtly.

He liked the woman, and even though he didn't say it, she didn't respond, but he knew it well.

He believes that Kim Tae-hee will be able to know as well.

Originally, there was a very calm relationship between him and Kim Tae-hee, and maybe it would continue like this.

But Son Ye-jin's intrusion made the relationship between the two begin to complicate it.

Park Jung-hyuk still remembers the tears of Kim Tae-hee on the Han River.

That made him feel that this woman still had her own in her heart.

Otherwise, why would she cry when she saw herself with another woman?

After his relationship with Son Ye-jin ended, Kim Tae-hee seemed to be a little more enthusiastic about him than ever.

This kind of behavior is very small, and people who are not sensitive will not notice it at all.

Fortunately, Park Jung-hyuk is such a person. So he silently remembered it in his heart and rejoiced in his heart.

But as time passed, Park Jung-hyuk sadly found that all his feelings seemed to be his wishful thinking.

Kim Tae-hee is like the most clever fisherman, hanging the most delicious bait on the hook.

And he is the stupid fish who is attracted by the bait.

No matter how hard he tried, the bait was always in front of him, but he never tasted it.

He tried too hard to catch up with the bait. As a result, after a long time, he felt tired.

The reason why he didn't resist Sun Danfei's temptation today should be regarded as a kind of self-abandonment for him.

Park Jung-hyuk is actually not a person with grand ideals, and all the efforts he is making now are the result of being forced by life.

The long-term ordinary life has made him accustomed to being a little rich and peaceful.

Kim Tae-hee is certainly beautiful, but he is also close at hand. But the distance between the two sides is difficult to cross, and Park Jung-hyuk has worked hard for so long and can't see any hope of getting closer.

It made him kind of give up.

When the obsession with Kim Tae-hee is not so strong, Park Jung-hyuk finally begins to examine his own life.

This is also the reason why Kim Tae-hee was angry with him today, and he did not choose to endure it and completely explode.

How long are you going to hang me?

I am not a slave to your feelings, I am a person with a complete personality.

Since you're so high, I might as well lower my head and enjoy the scenery at my feet.

But Kim Tae-hee is Kim Tae-hee, and she is still the most irreplaceable goddess in his mind.

When Yiren's tears burst out of his eyes, he still broke his self-righteous defense.

There was silence in the car for a while, except for Kim Tae-hee's continuous sobbing.

She really didn't expect that Park Jung-hyuk today would be so violent and barbaric and would do such a thing to her.

At this moment, she was unprecedentedly disappointed. I really didn't expect that the man she loved would be such a person.

But before her concept was formed, Park Jung-hyuk's words made her extremely stunned.

Park Jung-hyuk laughed at himself, but his expression was extremely miserable. The most heartbreaking thing is his eyes.

For there is not a glimmer of hope in it, and it is as gloomy as this gloomy sky.

"What are we like this? Is it just so confused? Miss Kim Tae-hee, isn't it fun to play with other people's lives? ”

The first time Park Jung-hyuk said such heavy words, it was also a whipping of his heart.

Kim Tae-hee was stunned, but he couldn't withstand the hurt of his heart.

"Junghyuk, why do you think that? Am I doing something wrong? ”

Park Jung-hyuk's tears finally couldn't be held back, "I don't want to call you a slave, you should understand my mind." If you don't have a place for me in your heart, tell me explicitly. My life is miserable enough, and I don't want to run on a path where I can't see my goal. ”

Kim Tae-hee had already cried and had a face, and his trembling hands couldn't help but caress Park Jung-hyuk's face.

"Don't you understand my intentions? Don't you understand what I'm doing this for? You're not the only one working hard, who should I tell about the pain in my heart? ”

She finally couldn't hold it anymore, and the crying voice became louder and louder, completely losing her former elegance.

But her accusation was like thousands of sharp arrows that were shot at Park Jung-hyuk's heart.

"Why are you in front of me again? I was about to forget my youth, but you just appeared. Do you know how much distress your presence has caused me? ”

Kim Tae-hee touched a handful of tears indiscriminately.

"I always thought that you would appear in front of me again, it must be the arrangement of fate. Since God has destined us to be together, I will admit it no matter how big the price is. But the steps that I have tried to approach alone have been particularly difficult because of your stop. Don't you really understand my heart? ”

Park Jung-hyuk was equally excited.

"I've been trying, but I'm so tired. Your mind is wrapped in layers of fog that I can't see, touch, or distinguish. I was like a fish in the deep sea, with only the glittering dot in my eyes. Keep swimming, swimming, chasing and chasing, only to realize that it was just bait you threw down. I'll chase it, and you will take a little, but I will never be able to catch up. ”

It's been more than two years since Christmas 2006 when we met again. This is the first time that the two have opened their hearts and faced their feelings.

But Kim Tae-hee's words gave Park Jung-hyuk an unprecedented shock.

She looked at Park Jung-hyuk stupidly, and the sadness in her tone made heaven and earth moved.

"I kept pulling the bait in the hope that you could run faster, faster. That way, you'll be closer to me, won't you? ”

After saying that, Kim Tae-hee slammed the car door and rushed out.

Park Jung-hyuk sat in the car, watching Kim Tae-hee's hair flutter in the wind and then disappear into the building.

As if time had stood still, Park Jung-hyuk sat still. If it weren't for the fact that a pair of eyes could still move, some people would believe that he was dead.

The sun is accustomed to the joys and sorrows of this world, and will not sigh for it. The indifferent footsteps did not stop for a moment, waking up the moon's sleep.

When the sky was hung with a curtain of stars and a fiery red tassel, Park Jung-hyuk tried his best and smashed his fist on the steering wheel.

The pain of broken bones and tendons penetrated into his heart, and it made him feel that he was still alive in this world.

Slowly looking up, Kim Tae-hee's home still has no lights, just like his inner world.

Park Jung-hyuk ignored his unconscious hand and leaned heavily on his seat.

"Kim Tae-hee, Kim Tae-hee, you are really a phoenix above the nine heavens. Obviously, he flies so high and flies so proudly, but he still drags ordinary people like me to run desperately. Do you want me to be as fast as I can and fly to the same level as you? ”

Forget it, don't want to.

At this moment, Park Jung-hyuk is extremely tired, for the world, for himself, and even for love.

He started the car slowly and slowly drove away.

And behind him, Kim Tae-hee stood helplessly by the window, watching him go away.

The phone in his hand, after several hesitations, still did not dial.

Pearl-like tears slid down to the floor, shattering into thousands of grains of sorrow. She could only murmur to herself, and Coco's heart didn't know who to tell it to.

"Junghyuk, I'm sorry, that's all I can do. I hope you don't get discouraged and run faster. Nuna is not young anymore, and I can't afford to wait for you too many years. I really hope to be able to spend a lifetime with you hand in hand in the most beautiful season. ”

With that, she lost all her strength and slowly sat down on the floor.

The haggard face was buried between his arms, not letting his grievances be seen by the world.

This night, Park Jung-hyuk was drunk and unconscious.

In his chaotic mind, the two thoughts of persistence and abandonment clashed miserably.

For a moment the east wind overwhelmed the west wind, but soon the west wind overwhelmed the east wind again.

He couldn't see his heart well in the midst of all this turmoil.

Ask the world, what is love, and teach people to live and die.

Obviously, God gave him more reincarnation, but did not give him the freedom of arrogance.

The sensitivity and fragility imprisoned in the depths of his heart are still affecting his fate.

No one told him where he was going, and no one told him what to do.

Even if he is as brave as a dragon, he is trapped in this great web of emotions and is powerless to break free.

He didn't know that when he was at war between heaven and man, Park Jung-hoon suffered all night.

Although there are five big and three coarse, he can still see that his younger brother is very sad.

Even if you can't explore the reason for his sadness, it won't help, but as his older brother, the best thing for Park Jung-hoon to do is to be by his side at this time.

Seeing his younger brother's hideous face, he said inaudible dream words. One moment gritting his teeth, the next moment crying silently, Park Jung-hoon once again felt his incompetence.

If you work harder, you can let your brother have a good life.

Don't run around at work every day, tired like a dog.

When you are sick and tired, injured and in pain, you have to **** your own wounds, grit your teeth and continue to go.

This should obviously be his responsibility as an elder brother, but he can only stand by and watch him go on a rampage alone.

The sad Park Jung-hoon had tears in his eyes and held his brother's hand tightly.

It seems to be said to Park Jung-hyuk, and it is also like a cheer-up for himself.

"Brother, bear with me a little longer. My brother is about to succeed, so you won't have to be so tired then. When your brother succeeds, if you have any dreams, just say it, and your brother will do his best to help you complete it. ”

This gloomy night has stirred up a lot of worries in the world. (To be continued.) )