When I got home, I sat on the sofa and rested. I didn't walk much, but my heart was more tired than ever.

Yuan Mu found the tea leaves, boiled water to make a cup of black tea, and waited until the water was not too hot before putting it in front of Sheng Fengshi and sitting with her. The mouth of the cup danced with heat, and the posture was graceful, and it quickly dispersed into the air, replenishing a little humidity that was not worth mentioning.

Sheng Feng asked, "What kind of person is your mother?" ”

Yuan Mu said: "Gentle and tough people." She seems to be smiling, I can't remember her face, but every time I think of her, I think she's smiling. After she divorced my father, she took Zou Qi to live in Yi'an City, and after finding a place to stay, she called home and asked my father not to contact her for the time being. We haven't heard from her since then. My dad thought she had a new family and didn't want to bother her and didn't talk about her in front of me very often. I know my dad still loves her, but he never knows how to express it. ”

Sheng Feng held the cup in her hand, and her palms felt a little hot, but this was exactly what she needed now.

"I had bad dreams last night. The content of the dream is not important, and I think about it day and night. The last time I saw my mother was during the Chinese New Year last year, and if she doesn't have an accident this time, I may visit her again during the next Chinese New Year. I am not familiar with her, and the whole thing I know is: she puts her work first, and she ignores family affection. ”

Sheng Fengshi took a sip of black tea, which heated her throat to stomach, and she continued: "I remember from the time I can remember to my forty this year, and the period when I remember her the most was when I was in high school, she was my political teacher and also the head teacher. Before and after, I didn't see her much every day, she worked in her room, I read in my room, and after my father died, I talked to her less.

"When I went to high school, I realized that she was so eloquent, her lectures were interesting, she cared about every student, understood each student's family situation, and taught her according to her aptitude. I've heard that the class she leads, regardless of their grades when they enter the school, will be the best in their grade by the time they graduate. However, this period ended early. ”

Sheng Fengshi felt that the tea was not hot enough, put down the cup, held Yuan Mu's hand, and put his palms together. Yuan Mu picked up the kettle with his other hand, filled the cup with water, and the heat danced on top of the cup again. I watched it for a while, and my mood was much more relaxed.

"In my sophomore year of high school, she knew that I had a 'disease' of homosexuality — which had not yet been removed from the list of mental illnesses — and asked me to change classes and cut ties with me. After that, I stayed at my grandparents' house until college. After work, I would visit her once a year, sometimes only once every two years. I don't know what family means to her, my concept of the word 'family' was established much later, my family, it is me. ”

Sheng Fengshi's hand was suddenly clenched, she turned her head to see Yuan Mu's serious eyes, smiled and said, "In the future, there will be you." ”

Yuan Mumo held Sheng Fengshi's fingers, his movements were full of pity, and gently smoothed the ripples in Sheng Fengshi's heart.

"I was so surprised to meet you." Sheng Feng said with a smile.

The flow of time suddenly lost its sound, and the heavens and the earth shrank, as if there was only one room left. The two men stared at each other, their eyes could only put each other down, and they couldn't tell who was first and who was last, they slowly approached, their eyes drooping, and with a cherished heart, their lips touching their lips, soft as fresh petals. With a gentle kiss, Sheng Fengshi's whole life was deeply touched. So lucky, look no further.

After separation, Yuan Mu's cheeks were crimson, and his eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, which made him look even brighter, obviously very nervous, and he had to stubbornly look at Sheng Fengshi.

"My heart feels like it's going to burst out of my chest." Yuan Mu looked ignorant.

Sheng Fengshi smiled and said, "No, don't worry. ”

Yuan Mu nodded, and after a while, asked, "What about you?" ”

Sheng Fengshi replied to her with the same serious attitude: "When I just finished kissing, I was very comfortable and my heart beat slowly. Now it's gradually speeding up. ”

Yuan Mu lowered his head shyly.

Sheng Fengshi's eyes were gentle, and he raised his hand and kneaded Yuan Mu's ears. Yuan Mu's ears twitched and did not move. Sheng Fengshi touched it for a while, let go of his red ears and asked, "Do you want to read?" ”

"Look."

Sheng Feng brought two books, and the two of them read quietly on the sofa shoulder to shoulder. The pages of the book turned over the fanned wind, blowing away the once preset trajectory, and the direction of life changed unconsciously.

The dishes brought by Yuan Mu yesterday were enough to cook a meal, and at noon, Yuan Mu was busy in the kitchen, cleaning the house when it was sheng. When wiping the dining table, Sheng Fengshi looked up at Yuan Mu's back, lowered his head and continued to do housework, calculating in his heart what things to add, and preparing Yuan Mu to come often in the future.

This time, Yuan Mu won the job of washing dishes, but he was not idle when he was in the limelight, and things could not be done as long as he wanted to. The two sat down and discussed what to eat for dinner. There is no food in the fridge, and if you want to cook it at home, you have to go out to buy groceries in the afternoon. Sheng Fengshi suddenly thought of what Yuan Mu didn't finish talking about yesterday, and asked, "Do you want to go out?" ”

Yuan Mu glanced at the sky outside the balcony. In all fairness, this kind of weather is not good, she mentioned yì like that yesterday more because she wanted to meet Sheng Fengshi, but so many things have happened since yesterday and today, she doesn't want Sheng Fengshi to be too tired. After thinking about it, Yuan Mu said, "Let's rest at home today." I went grocery shopping and came back to make it. ”

Sheng Fengshi saw her intentions and nodded yes.

When two people who don't talk much stay together, they naturally can't be lively, but fortunately, they enjoy the tranquility when they are in full bloom. In the past, when I was at home alone, I read books and watched movies in my spare time, and time passed quickly, and the meaning of doing these things was basically to pass the time. What kind of perception, what kind of experience, there is, but it is really insignificant. But these things are very different when two people do them together. Sheng Feng felt that they were not passing the time, but savoring life, and their realm was suddenly raised.

After eating in the afternoon, when the harvest was shining, Yuan Mu took the book from here and went back to the carpentry room.

Sitting on the bed in the dormitory, Yuan Mu recalled the experience of the past two days, half of his heart was extremely steady, falling steadily on the ground, and the other side was always floating up, about to fly to the sky. Her mind was full of sheng feng, and when she thought about it a little, her face turned red and her hair was dizzy, and Yuan Mu thought, she should be too happy. Who else could make her feel such great happiness? No, Yuan Mu is very sure that there is no one else.

The next morning, when Yuan Mu was still waiting for the grand meeting at the gate of the community, the two went to school together after meeting. Walking on the road, Yuan Mu suddenly remembered Zou Qi, she hadn't thought about Zou Qi for more than two days, almost left it behind, Yuan Mu thought silently: I forgot Yao Ruoyu before, and now I can even forget Zou Qi, her memory is really not as good as before this time.