CHAPTER XV

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The rain fell even harder, as if the whole world was splashed with a layer of white rain mist. The wind blew and the rain hit the stagnant water on the street, causing a splash.

The street became deserted, Xu Yichen held up an umbrella, and through the thick rain and fog, he vaguely saw the thin back running in the heavy rain.

He frowned slightly, and his steps began to disobey, and before long, he appeared behind her.

When Xia Liangshan raised her head, she saw Xu Yichen holding an umbrella for her. The moment they looked at each other, his eyes lit up, his eyes were full of smiles, and even his voice became gentle, "Xia Lianglone, don't be angry, okay?" ”

Xia Liang ignored him, walking in the rain angrily, but he was pulled into his arms again.

Facing him with a smile and a somewhat cold gaze, Xia Liangliang's eyes erupted with flames, "Xu Yichen, what do you want?" Give someone a slap and a sweet date? Who do you think you are? Are we acquainted? ”

Xu Yichen was obviously stunned for three seconds, and then said unhurriedly: "Xia Lianglone, then how can you be considered very familiar?" Cuddle hug hug hug is very familiar? Kiss on. Is the bed familiar? ”

Xia Liangshan wiped the rain from his head fiercely, and almost gritted his teeth and yelled at him: "Phew! Stinky rascals! ”

Xu Yichen sneered and looked at her with a sneering face, "Okay, I'll let you know what a real stinky rascal is today!" ”

Before Xia Liang could calm down, he stopped her in his arms, and his kiss fell domineeringly on her cold lips, along with his warm breathing. Xia Liangshan struggled hard, but in exchange for his more intense kiss, Xia Liangshan simply bit his lip with his teeth.

At that moment, a screeching sound of brakes pierced the sky, tossed and turned for a moment, and then disappeared into the rain.

It wasn't until Xu Yichen's lower lip was dripping with a trace of red blood that he slowly let go of her.

There was a "snap", the loud slap seemed to be more piercing than the thunder, and there was still a touch of bright red on Xia Liangliang's lips. Under the umbrella, her eyes were red, her eyes were filled with a layer of mist, and her voice became choked, "Xu Yichen, why are you doing this to me?" Why!! ”

His eyes darkened, and then he pretended to smile relaxedly, "Xia Lianglone, I just want to do this." ”

At the moment when the lightning and thunder roared, Xia Liang disappeared into the heavy rain without looking back.

He looked at her thin back, and her three-dimensional face was so beautiful under the lewd invasion of the rainstorm.

The sunset dyes the clouds, and the wind blows the leaves.

When Xia Liangshan walked into "Meet the Peach Blossoms", it was already dusk.

The wind stopped, and so did the rain.

The bar was quiet, Peaches sat alone on the bar, drank the remaining half bottle of wine, her expression was dull, when she saw the cool silence of Xia Liang, who was dressed as a wolf, she was stunned for a few seconds, her expression was shocked, and a little evil, "Woman, being forced. Rape? Come on, which bastard did the hack on you! Don't call the police yet, blackmail him for money, blackmail him for bankruptcy! ”

"Down. Flow! Xia Liang gave her a blank look, then turned around and walked to Peach's room and changed into clean clothes.

Momoko looked at her and sighed heavily, "Xu Er bullied you again?" ”

mentioned Xu Yichen, Xia Liangliang was angry and anxious, so he told Peaches what happened that day.

After hearing this, Peach's face was calm, and then she laughed again, and the effect of alcohol led her tongue to be obviously knotted, "Liang Lonely, don't blame my sister for not reminding you, Xu Er, this man, is very scary." You must not fall into it, don't die in his hands in the end, sister, I can't collect your body. In these years, funeral expenses are also quite expensive. ”

At that moment, Xia Liangshan was almost crazy, but was replaced by a sneeze.

After a day of rain, she seemed to have caught a cold. Her head began to feel groggy, and soon she fell asleep.

Eventually, she was awakened by the sound of a heated argument next door.

A hoarse man yelled hard, "Lao Tzu lost the bet again, you have to give me money today!" If you don't give money, Lao Tzu will kill you! ”

After a short silence, Peach's voice was crying, "I have no money, I really don't have any money, I don't believe you can turn it over!" ”

The air seemed to freeze, followed by a heavy cracking sound and the unbridled curses of men.

With Peaches' scream of "Ah", Xia Liangshan hurriedly pushed open the door and saw Peaches lying on the cold floor, her clothes were disheveled, her face and arms were full of fine scratches, and there were faint blood stains on the corners of her mouth.

At that moment, Xia Liangshan seemed to understand something. Stepping on the shards of glass on the ground, Xia Liangshan helped Peaches to the sofa.

After being silent for a long time, Momoko wiped away her tears, and her voice was calm as if she was telling someone else's story.

"His name is Ah Fei.

I met him when I was a teenager, when I was in my second year of junior high school, smoked every day, drank heavily, and was a bad girl in everyone's eyes.

Maybe I watched too much, at that time I was bent on finding my own rivers and lakes, and I was happy with a group of friends every day, so uncomfortable. That's when I met him.

He's a tough guy and a well-known gangster in our town. When I was young, I thought that such a boy was too handsome, and when someone bullied me, he carried a machete to avenge me, and my shortcomings in the eyes of everyone were actually advantages in his eyes.

I thought I was so lucky that I finally found a sense of identity with someone, and it was a great feeling.

So at dusk, he said to me, Peach, you come with me, let's get out of here, the outside world is wonderful, I will take you to the rivers and lakes together, you have to believe that one day, we will break out of the world!

So, a fool like me, was easily moved by his bold words. On that day back to Nantian, as soon as it was dark, I got on the train to Haicheng with him.

And so, when I was defenseless against him, he quietly sold me to Crooked Neck.

You know what it feels like? How do you feel like being deceived by the person you trust the most, but powerless to resist?

Since then, for the comfort of this man's life, I have learned to steal and lie everywhere, I know that this is wrong, but I only believe his words.

Once a man falls, it is so easy. For his sake, I even lied to a man's feelings and finally ruined that man completely.

But what did I get in exchange? What I got in exchange was Ah Fei's endless troubles, and in exchange for him sleeping in front of me, one woman after another, until I was mentally numbed by his torture.

Of course I have a troubled conscience, and this uneasiness causes me to have nightmares every day, and I often dream about those people, those people I have hurt, especially the man. But what can I do? Cool and silent, I can't turn back. ”

……

After listening to Peach's story, Xia Liang was silent for a long time, and such an awkward stalemate made Peaches a lot easier.

She smiled bitterly, "Liang Lone, you know that I am a very unbearable person, but you must never have expected that I am far more unbearable than you think, right?" ”

Xia Liangshan hung his head, and the lines of his face became more and more cold and stiff. She suddenly turned her face sideways and looked straight at Peach, "I don't want to say how unbearable you are, but in my eyes, black is black, white is white, I know that those unbearable pasts are irretrievable, but Peach, I don't allow you to continue to fall, I don't allow you to be played around by that man like a fool anymore." If you can go back, we're still friends. ”

After saying that, she left without looking back.

Peaches opened another bottle of wine, looked at the stubborn back outside the window, she smiled, and couldn't help but sigh: "It's good to be young, as long as you are still young, your imagination of this world is at least beautiful." ”

In the past, Momoko also felt that in her rivers and lakes, black and white, the standards of good and evil were easy to divide.

Only now did she understand that the rivers and lakes she wanted were too far away, and she was destined to become a rootless duckweed, floating in the gentle and hideous water.

24

In the dead of night, Shen Liangye washed photos in the dark room, and in the red light, the white paper gradually showed a blurry but clear image.

A thin layer of rain and mist appeared on the photo, and in the haze, a young man with a beautiful face was kissing a girl in a panic.

"Summer is cool and lonely." He gently stroked the smooth surface of the photograph and couldn't help but mumble to himself.

The moment his memory awoke, he thought of her again.

The picturesque breeze town, the girl with a smile on her eyebrows, the pool of river, the fire.

Also, the woman who completely disappeared into his world.

His head began to ache faintly, he lit a cigarette casually, and with a "click", a small fire lit up, and the moment the smoke filled, the painful memories that made him come to his face.

He took a deep breath of his cigarette and remembered what the doctor had said to him that afternoon.

"Actually, your brain is already recovering. So, according to common sense, you won't have intermittent amnesia and wake up, there is only one possibility. ”

The doctor paused for a moment, "I can't rule out the possibility of a split personality." ”

The doctor explained; "The so-called split personality is when a person independently produces a memory area somewhere in the brain, forming a new person, and this new personality will occupy the person's body at a certain time, and the main personality will sleep during this time period, and there will be no memory of this time period."

That is, a lot of times, you're deliberately avoiding some memories, but because you're too deliberate, your mental effects transform you into another personality. When you happen to have a desperate desire to recall the past, you may return to yourself because of someone who impressed you, or because something happened to trigger your memories. ”

At that moment, he was silent for a long time, "Is there still a possibility of healing?" ”

"Of course."

"How can I be cured?"

"Time, and somebody, or, somebody."