Zhang Liu didn't answer Cui Shangkun's question immediately, but said, "If other people hear you, they may think that President Cui is crazy." ”

Cui Shangkun didn't respond to Zhang Liu immediately, but picked up a fork and forked a piece of beef.

Shaoqing, Cui Shangkun put down the fork in his hand, supported his forehead with his left hand holding the wine glass, slightly imitating the dim light of the bar, and Cui Shangkun, who still had a polite smile on the corner of his mouth, had a deep shadow on his facial features, but there was some unpredictable love in his eyes, and Cui Shangkun, who was smiling, said: "Am I crazy?" I'm not crazy, I think you can give me an answer. As he spoke, Cui Shangkun stretched out his hand, and there was a wave of energy gathering in his palm, which was an energy ball mixed with evil qi and incense and a little demonic qi.

Zhang Liu looked at the energy ball, and the corners of his mouth tightened slightly.

seemed to sense Zhang Liu's nervousness, Cui Shangkun waved his backhand, the energy ball scattered, Cui Shangkun smiled and said: "Okay, don't be so nervous, it's okay if you don't want to answer me so quickly, I have a treat today, and it's a sin to be a host to make the guests uncomfortable." Raising his glass, he said, "Eat meat, drink, let's talk about some light topics, by the way, you didn't say it just now, how old are you?" ”

Zhang Liu felt very uncomfortable, this was an uncomfortable feeling that the rhythm was controlled by others.

It is true that Zhang Liu has lived a long time, but this does not mean that he is more shrewd than Cui Shangkun, a person who has been rolling in the business for so many years and is in the prime of life, on the contrary, because he has lived for a long time, the touch in some aspects is more blunt, in secular terms, the older he is, the more he dares to speak, the more direct he is, because the "old man" already has the capital not to be careful, so Zhang Liu, who has long been unaccustomed to playing this trick, put down the fork in his hand with some impatience and said: "If you have something to say." ”

Cui Shangkun also saw Zhang Liu's expression, and he was not angry, smiled, put down the wine glass in his hand, and said, "Straight to speak?" Okay, then you can explain to me, what's wrong with me, right? I know I'm not crazy, but if I were someone else with a little weaker nerves, I would have been driven crazy by these if I wasn't crazy. ”

When he said this, Cui Shangkun's voice was very soft, and he was laughing, but there was a faint edge in his eyes, and the whole person's feeling became a little cold, which made Zhang Liu subconsciously lower his eyes and didn't dare to look at the other party, obviously, all kinds of changes during this time really caused a lot of trouble to Cui Shangkun, and Cui was obviously a little angry about this.

has a keener perception of the strength of spiritual power than ordinary people, Zhang Liu can of course feel that after he inadvertently leaked a large amount of cultivation, evil qi and a trace of demonic energy to Cui Shangkun, Cui Shangkun, who was already very strange, has a stronger mental power at this time, and in addition, although it was unintentional, after all, he accidentally threw the "nuclear waste" to Cui Shangkun, so Zhang Liu, who was slightly weak-hearted, was slightly short of breath opposite Cui Lao Er in front of him.

Raising his hand to support his chin and blocking his mouth, Zhang Liu glanced at Cui Shangkun opposite, and was hesitating how to speak, but suddenly froze.

Behind Cui Shangkun, "Cui Shangkun" was standing there, looking at Zhang Liu, laughing.

Holding the wine glass on his forehead, Cui Shangkun's face, who always looked a little bit like a leisurely state at home, suddenly changed, he looked behind Zhang Liu, and suddenly a person flashed out with a very idle step - looking at him smiling and teasing "Zhang Liu".

Cui Shangkun tightened the corners of his mouth slightly, this was the first time he saw "Zhang Liu" without being in a dream.

For a moment, the two people looking at each other across the bar were like opposite mirror images, which was originally a conversation between two people, but at this time it seemed to have become a party of four people and two pairs of "twins".

"You asked him to finish eating just to figure out what happened? Don't have any other ideas? On Zhang Liu's side, "Zhang Liu" stepped forward and pressed against Zhang Liu's waist sitting in front of the bar, wrapped around Zhang Liu's shoulder, gently hooked Zhang Liu's chin with one hand, and looked at Cui Shangkun with a very exaggerated and distorted expression, "Zhang Liu" grinned and said, "What a beautiful face, don't you think about it at all?" ”

Cui Shangkun's whole person was tense, his eyes were very cold, and he looked at "Zhang Liu" coldly.

"Zhang Liu" seemed to be familiar with Cui Shangkun's anger, opened his mouth, and slowly licked Zhang Liu's beautiful and white chin like a white jade Guanyin with a blood-red tongue, and slowly licked the beautiful neck along the chin, and looked at Cui Shangkun with blood-red eyes and smiled viciously, and said: "Coward, coward, coward......"

Sentences of cowards, like echoes, continue to pour into Cui Shangkun's ears from all directions, slowly put down the wine glass in his hand, Cui Shangkun's back is very straight, and the whole person is on the verge of anger and strong self-restraint, but under the rage, Cui Shangkun knows that he is hiding a trace of the deepest fear rooted in his youthful memory, that fear is buried deep in his heart, no one knows except him, but the "Zhang Liu" with a pair of blood-red eyes on the opposite side knows, so "Zhang Liu" is laughing, In a soft voice: "Coward, coward, coward......"

The long-ago memory was turned over, it was a summer day, the weather in the imperial capital was very dry, at that time he was the child king of the whole compound, in the school was the teacher's favorite and headache of the top few smart students in the regular examination class and troubled, at that time, the country had just opened, and a lot of novelties came in outside, rock music, Teresa Teng, pop music, etc., and ...... Families like theirs were always the first to come into contact with these novelties, and he remembered that day, one of his usual buddies who played well pulled a bunch of their brothers mysteriously into a corner, and took out a cardboard picture album with bare blonde women in it......

He looked at the silly drooling of the buddies around him a little strangely, and he didn't understand why it looked like this, he didn't feel the slightest feeling when he looked at those women, but his heart skipped a beat at the picture album holding the strong man who wore only a little fabric.

That night, he dreamed of some of the shameful things that a young man of his age would dream of, but not a woman, but a man.

When he woke up, he looked at the stickiness in his pajama pants and turned pale.

The troublemakers in the compound have been quiet and silent since that summer.

It was also in that summer that in a courtyard a few streets next door, there was a "scandal", a couple of men were found kissing by their parents, and then one of them called Qin Xuan cried and accused another boy named Wang Shu, saying that Wang Shu forced him, Wang Shu, who was accused, gritted his teeth and didn't say anything, when the adults and teachers asked, he took all the responsibility on himself, and admitted that he forced Qin Xuan, and finally Wang Shu was sent to a mental hospital, and later, the news came out that Wang Shu committed suicide in a mental hospital, Qin Xuan, the boy of Wang Shu who cried and accused, was sent to study abroad by his parents.

Fear, unspeakable fear.

That Wang Shu's mother, Cui Shangkun is not an acquaintance, but he has seen her pick up Wang Shu from school from afar, he remembers that the woman looked at her son with a very gentle gaze, but it turned out that she looked like a very loving and gentle person, but it turned out that the loving mother would cry and send herself to a mental hospital as a son, it turned out that liking a man was such an unforgivable sin.

Many years later, Cui Shangkun grew up, went abroad, at home and abroad, worked hard and ups and downs, and naturally understood that it was not a sin, but this society could not tolerate heresies that were different from ordinary people.

Unlike most people, it's a sin.

Cui Shangkun knew that the day after Wang Shu committed suicide in a mental hospital, he told his mother that he wanted to be a soldier, his mother disagreed, his father was furious, and Cui Shangkun, who knelt on the ground and was beaten by his father's crutches over and over again, straightened his waist, and Cui Shangkun, who was gritting his teeth, didn't realize that his eyes were like a lone wolf forced into a desperate situation, and there was a ferocity of dying back.

In fact, at that time, Cui Shangkun thought very simply, he couldn't stay at home anymore, stay any longer, if he was exposed one day, he didn't know if he would be sent to a mental hospital by his mother, who also looked very loving?

In the face of difficulties, some people beg for mercy and compromise, and some Jedi fight back, and Cui Shangkun belongs to the latter.

The old man's crutches may hurt when he hits his body, but it must be much stronger than going to a mental hospital and dying, and in the end, the old man softened, and the old man, who had never been the same at home, softened in front of Cui Shangkun's stubbornness.

In the entire Cui family, no one does not admire Cui Shangkun, Xu is from that time on, the Cui family began to look at this Cui second child differently - in the Cui family, dare to argue with the old man Cui and call it a win, only this one!

However, the Cui family at that time didn't know that Cui Shangkun, who had such courage and courage, was fighting for his life, and he was trying to survive.

When he was in the army, he was very "independent", he didn't speak much, and he was deep, but his business was really good, and he was thoughtful and decisive. Moreover, because he is "alone" and deep, it seems that people have a very difficult feeling of being messed with in the city, and with the relationship between Master Cui, he went all the way up until he met an acquaintance.

Until he met Qin Xuan in the army.

Qin Xuan has already married and has a wife and son.

When he was transferred to their troops, Qin Xuan introduced himself to everyone, and when his eyes moved to Cui Shangkun, he lit up slightly.

Then, on a night when only he and Qin Xuan were on duty, the other party quietly came up and climbed his fingers, smiled secretly and proudly, and said, "I know you too, it's better to ...... us."

He turned his head and beat Qin Xuan half to death with his fist, he was promoted by special forces, Qin Xuan was transferred to civilian work, not his opponent at all, covering Qin Xuan's mouth, directly unloading the opponent's arm, beating people half to death, Cui Shangkun, who really had murderous intent in his eyes, stared at Qin Xuan, and whispered in the other party's ear: "Wang Shu is dead, he committed suicide in a mental hospital." ”

Qin Xuan's face turned pale in an instant, and Cui Shangkun said in Qin Xuan's ear: "Shut your stinky mouth, stay in your one-third of an acre of land, if I hear you talking nonsense, even if it is a word, I will shake out all the things you did back then." ”

Opening Qin Xuan's mouth, the trembling Qin Xuan trembled and said, "You shake out my affairs, and you can't hide your own affairs......"

Cui Shangkun looked at Qin Xuan with a sneer and said, "What do I need to hide?" I can't find the slightest problem with my background, what about you? Can you stand up to scrutiny? Empty words, if you bite me, who do you say the leader believes? If you want to be ruined, you can mess with me. ”

Qin Xuan finally recuperated from his injuries in bed for more than two months, and reported to his superiors that he had accidentally fallen, and applied for transfer after the injury was healed.

In this game, Cui Shangkun won, but he felt disgusting, extremely disgusting.

Wang Shu is dead, this Qin Xuan is still alive, and he is still alive and well.

If it is a sin to be different from the public, then betrayal, betrayal, and indirect death of an innocent person should be rewarded? Because this man is "lost"? A person who cheats on women, cheats on marriage, cheats on his wife and seduces other men behind his back, shouldn't he be punished?

Disgusting, disgusting.

This feeling of nausea made Cui Shangkun lose interest in everything overnight, including his career, his current promising future, he applied for retirement from the army, and the leaders, including the instructors, took turns to talk to him, but it couldn't change his firm attitude, at that time he only had one thought, that is, he wanted to go abroad.

There's always a place that's not like that, there's always a place where it's not a sin to be different.

In order to go abroad, he fell out with the old man, made the old man so angry that he was hospitalized, was slashed by the eldest brother, and served the old man in the hospital with the bed and urine until the old man was discharged, and then he left a letter and went abroad.

It must be said that his family background played an invisible role in many times, and in that era, it was not easy to go abroad, but he applied for a visa abroad, even if he didn't find a relationship, it didn't take a lot of effort.

He has done everything he has done when he has worked hard, working part-time, washing dishes in a restaurant, working as a waiter, working as a warehouse manager, and doing everything, but these physical hardships are nothing compared to the inner torment when he was in China.

Work, work, work, work, desperate work.

He finished his architectural engineering degree, saved a sum of money, and had a son who was born to a surrogate mother, and then he decided to return to China and return to that battlefield that belonged to him.

No matter how good the United States is, it is not his country.

At that time, he had already realized that in the United States, no matter how hard he played, he was just an engineer, and when he returned to China, he could create an infinite future.

After returning to China, the first job he found was to move bricks and work as a coolie on the construction site, to understand every detail of the domestic contracted construction of buildings, to every migrant worker to the construction company.

Desperate, desperate, desperate, if you don't fight, you may not die.

For countless days and nights, he dreamed of Wang Shu, Wang Shu's fate seemed to be in him, if he was not strong, he would die, and if he was not strong, he might die if he handed over his fate to those who even had or really loved you.

This qiē is his Cui Shangkun's past, the past that he buried in his heart with a strong will and a deep enough city.

Nobody knows.

It's just a pity that I can't hide "Zhang Liu".