103.Chapter 103

One day when chatting about four months ago, Qiwen hugged Yu'er and smiled at him: "I didn't think it yet, but now that the child is born, I feel that I have to raise him no matter what, not for you, for myself, I also want to raise him." So I'm sorry, if you have three longs and two shorts, I can't be willing to martyr you. ”

There has always been no taboo in talking between them, and the emperor looked at his son for a long time before he smiled bitterly: "It's better to be a mother." I don't dare to say that if something happens to you, I will live for my son. In this way, you should pay more attention, if something happens to you, I will be martyred, and then my son will be left alone. ”

Now I know that it was not a joke. At such a moment, he would really choose to live and die with her.

Qiwen's eyes were wide open, full of unbelievable thoughts. Complete? What kind of consummation is this! The consummation I have been pursuing, that is, he died with me? I worked hard for a long time, fought for a long time, endured so many grievances, and suffered so much, how could it be such an ending?

- How can this be the end!

She cried out frantically: "What nonsense are you talking about! It's insane, you two are born insane! You died with me, what should Yu'er do? Can this madman be expected to keep him alive? I want you to live, and for my son, I want you to live! ”

He looked at her steadily, his face no longer showing the slightest bitterness and sadness, only the love and pity in his eyes, and the tenderness was infinite. He slowly drew the saber out of his hand, his eyes were still looking at her, and he raised his voice: "Qiu Yu Wang Zhi listens to the order!" ”

Qiu Yu and Wang Zhi, who were nervously guarding the door of the building, didn't understand whether he was telling the truth or a strategy, so they had to respond: "Yes." ”

"After the matter is over, the two of you immediately convened the six ministers on behalf of me to draft the edict, today because of the remnants of the Chang bandits into the palace to make a rebellion, the guide zhΓ¬ Chen Concubine Zhao was killed, I am sad to die, self-martyrdom, the country needs a long monarch, I left a testament, the emperor is located in Tan King Bai Yuanying, and set up his eldest son as the prince, and my son Bai Shuyun is the king of Qin, handed over to the queen mother to raise herself. I hope that all the ministers will do their best to assist the new emperor and strive for the prosperity of Dayan! ”

The crowd was stunned.

Although his words were concise and to the point, they were already comprehensive, and if the two of them were the emperor's henchmen, even if there seemed to be a loophole in the facts, the ministers of the six ministries would probably accept it directly. The son of King Tan is the crown prince, and the crown prince is the king of Qin and then handed over to the queen mother to raise, which seems to be not a foolproof strategy, but after King Tan succeeded to the throne, he blocked the mouth of the world and confirmed that he did not seek to seize the throne, and he must try his best to ensure the safety of the emperor's parents and sons, and will not do anything stupid to cut the grass and eradicate the roots but destroy his reputation. Of course, this is based on the premise that King Tan can still recover his normal sanity.

It seems that the emperor has really arranged the aftermath, just waiting for Concubine Chen's self-sacrifice and martyrdom. The guards and Yu Linwei were all shocked, and Wang Zhi and Qiu Yu were also speechless, not knowing how to answer.

Looking at him, Qiwen also quieted down, unable to tell whether she was angry, unwilling, desperate, or moved at the moment.

Some people may think that a man, or an emperor, would lose all his thoughts because he saw the woman he loved die, and he wanted to be martyred, it was too weak and too weak. And in fact, how can a person who really devotes himself to and loves others not be weak and strong enough?

can really say "even if she dies, I can live strongly", or even "even if we break up with her, we can still be friends", it's just that we don't love deeply enough.

The real love is deep, that is, she will be regarded as the world, and without her, the sky will fall, and it will be boring. Especially at this moment, if he wants to see her about to die with his own eyes, he will naturally really think, I don't want to live anymore, I want to accompany her!

For the brother of King Tan, he has never completely drawn a line with him in his heart, but has been sincerely looking forward to reconciling with him, and there must be resentment towards him at this moment, but knowing that he has become so extreme, it is because of affection, knowing that he is the same temperament as himself, knowing that his love path is so tangled and painful, knowing that he is suffering from such a torment, he can't help but want to sympathize with him, pity him, and even understand him, and it is difficult to treat him completely as an opponent to truly hate.

At this moment, he was helpless, and instead of seeing Yuan Ying and Qiwen die together, he would rather accompany Qiwen to die together and leave the rest to Yuan Ying, which is not so difficult to understand.

As he said, for the sake of the Bai family's foundation, they are two brothers, and one must live.

His personality is very different from that of an emperor in the traditional sense, and this is reflected in many ways. In the nearly three hundred years of the Great Yan Dynasty, there has long been a saying that their old Bai family is in love, whether it is the emperor or the prince and the prince of the county, there are many people who love beauty and do not love the country, and it is okay not to meet in a lifetime, but if you meet someone you love, you will love the dark world, and you will not hesitate to sacrifice a qiΔ“.

Now they are two brothers, one seeks to seize the throne to save his sweetheart, and the other decides to die because his wife is dying, which is in line with the rumor of their family, which is not so bizarre.

Between the quiet glances, Qiwen was also confused. Is it her luck or misfortune to meet a man who can't live without her, would rather give up the emperor's throne, and die with her in disregard of her infant parents? Should she be resentful or moved?

"Sure enough...... So. ”

In the silence, Qiwen heard the Tan King beside him gently spit out these four words, and then with a seemingly nonchalant laugh, he let go of the arm holding her and slowly stepped aside.

"Sure enough, as long as I kill you, the second brother will be self-defeating, and if I only need to kill you, I can get it at your fingertips." His face was full of depression, as if he had gone through excessive exertion and was completely unable to support it, "It turns out that what I have worked so hard to get can come so lightly." ”

As he spoke, he turned his gaze lightly downstairs, "That's right, for the sake of the Bai family's foundation, we brothers must live one." The one who can live...... How can it be me? ”

No one could have imagined that on the verge of the collapse of his sanity, what finally touched him was his sense of responsibility for the family foundation - where do I have the mental strength to govern the world now? That's it, for the sake of Dayan World, let's keep you alive......

The blood-stained dagger finally fell from his hand, and rolled twice in the air before falling long and the red pine floor, as he leaned over and fell out of the railing.

"Yuan Yingβ€”" The second brother's shout sounded hoarse, but it seemed to be far away, and it couldn't really be heard......

"It's a shame that such a nice little look......"

It was as if I had returned to my childhood in an instant, and I listened to the nurses outside the curtain and the palace maids on duty in the middle of the night, "I was born to kill my mother, such a hard and ominous seed, and the queen dared to raise it." ”

"The queen is the life of the true phoenix, so naturally I am not afraid, but we have to be careful."

Then there was a burst of echo.

No one could have imagined that a three-year-old child could sleep so lightly, and no one could have imagined that he could fully understand these words when he was only three years old.

The small body shrunk into a ball in the curtain, helpless as if the sky had fallen.

It turns out that no matter how respectful and smiling people are on the surface, they may look at him like this behind their backs, and they are all afraid that he will bring bad luck to them.

Since he can remember, he has not dared to believe the kindness of others, and he has not dared to speculate on the benefits of the people around him. His mother seemed to be the person who cared most to him and was closest to him, but she never really understood him, never approached his heart.

To everyone's surprise, for many years, he was the most cordial and dependent on the second brother who was robbed of the limelight by him. Perhaps it is people who are lonely in their hearts that are more likely to understand each other and cherish each other. On the surface, they are not very close, but he has always known that the second brother treats him sincerely, and he is the only person around him who does not need to bother to speculate and be suspicious, and can be trusted wholeheartedly.

Unexpectedly, this trust will change its flavor one day, just because he has feelings for a girl. In the years when true love was extremely scarce, this affection almost became his lifeline, and unconsciously it has evolved into a deformed obsession......

Perhaps I should have died a long time ago, and if I had died long before I was born, my mother would still be alive today; If he had died at a young age, the second brother would have been able to live happily; If she had died a year earlier, she would still be alive......

I was really sinful, really ominous, really a disaster, and I wasn't wronged.

What we are doing now is nothing more than what should have been done a long time ago, and what we are making up for now is a debt that we have long owed and cannot be made up......

After these few thoughts flashed through my mind, it turned into a void, just waiting to be closed. Unexpectedly, his body slammed into a slam, and he stopped falling and froze in mid-air.

Qiwen can't tell what kind of mentality she has, this person has done so many bad things, she has long hated him, she has long had the heart to kill him with her own hands, she was stabbed by him just now, she was so badly injured, she was so painful that she could faint almost at any time, seeing that he was finally full of evil and was about to die, she should be happy, and she should help someone who fell into the well.

She couldn't explain why she reacted when she saw him fall out of the railing by jumping forward and grabbing him by the sleeve.

At that moment of lightning, there was no room for rational analysis at all, it was completely an instinctive reaction like a conditioned reflex. Even when she saw that she was grabbing his sleeve, the first thought that popped into her head was: Should I let go?

It seems that I am really kind by nature, and I sympathized with him and forgave him just by listening to his logical and far-fetched self-confessions, and I couldn't bear to ask him to die.

It shouldn't be! Didn't I be quite decisive when I stabbed that Japanese man to death with my own hands?

These thoughts did not last long, and soon they were all replaced by a simple thought: how could this girl be so heavy!

Qiwen crouched on the fence, endured the pain of the wound and stretched out her left arm, and pulled his sleeve tightly with both hands.

Seeing him look up, she gritted her teeth and didn't dare to relax a little, but said in her heart: Don't look at me, I don't have the kind heart to save you. It's all for him, and it's also for Sister Zhining, they definitely don't want to watch you die like this, for their sake, I also want to save you.

Especially him, if he sees you die like this, he will definitely leave a lifelong regret in his heart. I don't want to leave a permanent scar between me and him because of you.

Therefore, you should live to atone for my sins!

The terrace was nailed only of wooden strips, the fence was so thin that it was not designed to withstand such force, and in recent years, the craftsmen have neglected to maintain it, and the joints at both ends creak and are about to break.

Warm droplets of liquid fell under his eyes and slowly flowed down his jade-like cheeks. It was her blood, and the blood soaked through his clothes, dripping down, drop after drop, drawing a few small red plums on his face, and flowing down like candle tears.

The so-called dying of a person, his words are also good, and when all thoughts are discouraged and he is determined to die, it is also the time when he is most likely to reveal his pure nature and pure heart.

He blinked, his cloudy and dim eyes gradually cleared and brightened, and there was a clear voice left in his heart - it seems, wrong, really only me, bad guy, really only me, only I deserve to die, knowing this, why bother to involve others?

Qiwen only grabbed the sleeve of his coat in his hand, and wanted to grab his arm, but because his strength had reached the limit, he didn't dare to risk moving again. At this time, the chest and abdomen were resting on the railing, and it was as if the whole body was about to be cut into two, and when I heard the sound of the fence, I was even more anxious, and I was anxious to come to help, but at this moment, I felt that the body of the king of Tan fell a little.

It turned out that it was he who ripped open the placket tie under his ribs with his other hand, and then went to untie the jade belt around his waist, which was already the last link that fixed the piece of drag on his body.

He still looked up, a smile on his face. It was a gentle smile that hadn't appeared on his face in a long time. Just like the day I first met, I looked at her condescendingly on a white horse, and sighed with a smile: "Yo, I'm still a beauty." ”

had the intention to sue her, but in fact, he claimed to intend to get her hands on that time, although it was a bit serious, but it was not a word.

His feelings for her have always been complicated, and even he himself is difficult to explain. That may not be admiration, not love, at most it can only be regarded as appreciation, no matter what, he is really envious that the second brother can have her.

In the past, he intended to kill her to seek the throne, and it is a deformed obsession to insist on killing her. He actually never hated her, but he should have liked her.

I've done so many bad things to her, I guess I can't be trusted if I say it, let alone it's too late now.

In the increasingly sharp creaking sound of the wooden fence, only a soft sound of "da" was heard, and he had already unfastened the buckle, ripped open the entire jade belt and threw it aside.

The jade belt made of the green jade plate knocked on the eaves of the blue glazed tiles, and there was a series of crisp sounds, the jade was broken, and the tiles were not complete, and the two blue and blue fragments were mixed together, and the pieces fell.

Qiwen saw that his robe was about to fall down, and she was so anxious that she opened her mouth to scream, when she suddenly felt a strong force grab her shoulder and push herself behind her. The Emperor had swooped up from the side, pushing her away as he struggled to reach out his arm and grab at the Tan King, who had fallen from the railing.

The railing joint was completely destroyed by his force, and the whole fence fell outward, and the emperor still leaned out and grabbed it regardless of it, and it was because the railing was reversed to make room for him that he was able to grab the arm of the king of Tan, and in the danger of using too much force, his fingers almost penetrated the sleeves of the close-fitting shirt and buckled into the flesh of the king of the lake, but without the railing to cover it, his body lost its support, and then fell down together.

Seeing that the second brother completely ignored the collapse of the railing and still rushed to the rescue, King Tan was shocked: I am really a disaster star, in this way, wouldn't even he be killed? The two of us died together, who should be in charge of this country......

And the emperor was by no means a reckless impulsive move, and when he rushed upstairs, he was closely followed by Qiu Yu and Wang Zhi and others. Then the men stepped forward in time, grabbed him from behind, and finally dragged both of them up.

The crowd was stunned, Qiu Yu, Wang Zhi and others stood up, and Qiwen, the emperor and the king of Tan all sat on the terrace and gasped.

The emperor saw a little wet blood stains between his fingers, and he didn't know whether it was caused by scratching Yuan Ying's arm or Qiwen's blood flowing on his body, and then looked at Yuan Ying who was sitting in front of him, and his shock calmed down for a moment, and the anger in his chest raged uncontrollably.

"Slap" hit him hard, and hit King Tan to the ground, and blood oozed from his nostrils and lips, which coincided with the blood stains that Qiwen dripped on his face.

The emperor still couldn't get rid of his hatred, so he grabbed him by the placket of his clothes and pulled him up, and threw him to the ground.

Qiu Yu watched from the sidelines and pondered anxiously: The emperor just tried his best to save the third prince, and now he seems to be going to kill him with his own hands, should I persuade or not?

Wang Zhi hurriedly stepped forward and persuaded: "Lord is angry, now I have to do my best to heal my mother's wounds." ”

As soon as he heard this, the emperor and the king of Tan, who was holding in his hand, both turned their heads towards Qiwen.

Qiwen was stimulated by this series of emotions and lost a lot of blood, so she had already leaned against the wall and fell asleep. The red blood still spread slowly along the wooden floor of the terrace.

The face with his eyes closed, white as rice paper.