21. You can't help yourself

When I returned home, Sheng Feng had nothing to do, sitting in a chair in a daze.

On the phone today, what was the sentence that Yuan Mu didn't say? Sheng Fengshi suddenly wanted to call and ask. It's just an impulsive thought, and that impulse is fragile and breaks at the slightest poke, far enough to pose a threat. So the idea is not destined to be implemented, so it's safe. Sheng Fengshi thought about it for a while, if she called at this time, how would Yuan Mu react? Will you stutter? Will you blush with excitement, your heart will beat faster, your breath will be short, will you want to cry?

Sheng Fengshi suddenly realized that he had laughed out loud, and he was stunned for a moment, feeling that he was really inexplicable and very boring. She looked for a book to read, trying to calm herself down, turned a few pages but couldn't get into the state. This night was wasted, and she didn't do anything, did anything, didn't do anything, didn't do anything, and didn't do anything until she lay in bed, her face was still full of incredulity. She couldn't remember the last time she wasted a few hours last year.

This feeling is not good, nor is it bad, but the heart will be empty, and it will be more clearly perceived that she is independent.

It is very fast to adjust when it is in full bloom, and the rhythm of life that has been cultivated after so many years of single life is not something that can be broken lightly. When you get up from sleep, your heart is full and full, and from morning to night, you will not be free for more than half an hour at a time. One of the most important skills you need to live alone is to find things to do for yourself and arrange time to do them, so that each day will be much easier.

On the morning of the last day of the holiday, Sheng Fengshi was washing dishes after breakfast, and his mobile phone rang in his pocket. She answered the phone and waited for Yuan Mu to speak.

"Teacher Sheng, I'm leaving."

"Have a nice trip."

"See you in the afternoon?"

"Okay."

Both sides were silent, and when Sheng Feng heard a noisy voice on Yuan Mu's side, thinking that Yuan Mu was young and didn't have much travel experience, he reminded: "Take care of the bag, don't take money in a crowded place." ”

"I see, thank you, Mr. Sheng."

"No thanks."

Sheng Fengshi held his mobile phone, saw the unwashed dishes in the sink, the foam burst one after another, and let out a faint cry, and the sound was urging in his ears. Sheng Fengshi asked, "What did you say the last thing the day before yesterday?" ”

"I'll tell you again when we meet today."

“…… Good. Knowing that Yuan Mu didn't say it, she wouldn't ask, and Sheng Feng was a little annoyed.

"I want to say it to you in person. Mr. Sheng, the car is driving, and I will call you when I arrive. ”

"Hmm." Sheng Fengshi hesitated and thought: Why don't you hang up the phone like this? After a few seconds, the phone was still working, and Yuan Mu seemed to know that she still had something to say. Sheng Fengshi self-enlightenment: She is such a big person, so she can't get along with a little girl.

"Yuan Mu, be careful on the road, I'll wait for your call."

"Good! Goodbye Mr. Sheng! Yuan Mu finally hung up.

Continue to wash the dishes when it is in full swing.

The pockets have not been used since the jacket was bought, and they have been kept flat and obedient until yesterday, just like a fake pocket decorated, and today I put a mobile phone, and the pockets have become loose, and I don't know if I can return to the way it was before after washing once. Sheng Fengshi found out that she had made many cases for Yuan Mu, and she always found out after the fact. About the feeling of liking a person, is that you can't help yourself.

Sheng Feng sighed, when she encountered emotional problems, she couldn't tell whether her natural rationality solved more troubles or created more troubles.

Near noon, Sheng Fengshi began to wander frequently, simply paused the movie, and waited for the phone call.

When the phone rang, Sheng Feng felt a sense of relief that she could finally eat.

"Teacher Sheng, are you at home?"

"Yes, is there something wrong?"

"I'm sorry I came here without your permission, can you come out and meet me?"

Sheng Fengshi was stunned: "Where are you?" ”

"At the gate of the compound." Yuan Mu hurriedly said, "If you're not happy, I'll leave now, okay?" ”

Sheng Fengshi has never been a soft-hearted person, and what she is unwilling to do, who will put pressure on her is not negotiable. Do you want to see Yuan Mu when you are in the limelight? She thought.

"Wait five minutes." Sheng Feng hung up the phone, changed his clothes and went downstairs.

After running around on the road for a long time, Yuan Mu's coat was a little wrinkled, his hair was a little messy, his face was slightly haggard, his eyes were shining, and the closer he got to Sheng Feng, the softer his heart became. Sheng Fengshi has always believed that there is no point in being liked: she will not be happy - because what others think of her has nothing to do with her; It doesn't create a sense of accomplishment - because her worth doesn't need to be reflected by others. But being liked by the people she likes, and being liked so simply and intensely, it is difficult for her to control herself to be indifferent.

Sheng Fengshi stood in front of Yuan Mu, only one step away, looking at the pure joy and satisfaction in Yuan Mu's eyes, and wanted to ask: Why? But what she actually asked was, "Have you eaten it?" ”

"No, what about you?"

"Nope."

Yuan Mu invited: "Do you want to go to the cafeteria to eat together?" ”

"Come to my house." When it was prosperous, he turned around and led the way.

Yuan Mu was stunned and immediately followed.

There were no spare slippers at home at the time of the event, so Yuan Mu could only walk around in socks. It is said to be walking, that is, taking off your shoes from the door and walking to the living room, and then sitting on the sofa motionless. Judging by his intuition, Yuan Mu definitely didn't want her to go anywhere when she was in the middle of the day.

"Sit." Sheng Fengshi said to Yuan Mu.

Yuan Mu nodded.

Sheng Shi went back to his room to change clothes, and then went to the kitchen to cook somen noodles.

There is no TV in the living room, and there is a painting hanging in the place where the TV should have been placed. Yuan Mu turned his head and could see a corner of the kitchen, but he couldn't see Sheng Fengshi, so he had to sit upright and prick up his ears.

Not long after, Sheng Fengshi walked from the kitchen to the dining room with a bowl of noodles, Yuan Mu stood up, made eye contact with Sheng Fengshi, and walked over. Sheng Feng Shi went back to the kitchen and brought a second bowl and took two pairs of chopsticks. Fortunately, there are spare chopsticks, otherwise Yuan Mu would have to use a fork today.

The restaurant was not deliberately separated, a square table, two chairs, Sheng Feng and Yuan Mu sat opposite, and ate without making a sound.

Sheng Feng Shi made very ordinary tomato, egg and green vegetable soup noodles, this pot of noodles used up the few ingredients left at home, no accident the next time to cook at home is next weekend, when Sheng Feng will replenish the refrigerator. Most of the time, she eats in the cafeteria, and her cooking level is limited, Yuan Mu tasted it, it was decent, and there was nothing to praise, but she just ate very fragrantly, and quickly ate all the soup, and wanted to eat another bowl.

Sheng Fengshi looked at Yuan Mu's empty bowl in surprise, looked up at Yuan Mu's expectant eyes, and said apologetically: "There are only so many." ”

"Oh." Yuan Mu smiled embarrassedly, "I'm not too hungry." I am happy to be able to eat your food, so I want to eat more. ”

"Hmm." Sheng Feng lowered his head and ate noodles in a hurry.

Yuan Mu didn't dare to keep staring at Sheng Fengshi, he tried to restrain himself, and turned his head to look away after looking at it twice. After finishing eating, Yuan Mu asked, "Can I wash the dishes?" ”

"I can't." Sheng Fengshi said, "You go." ”

"Are you mad at me?"

"No, I'm not used to having people at home. Are you okay? ”

Yuan Mu was a little disappointed and said, "I've made the bookmark, and now it has a taste, I'll give it to you when the smell is gone." ”

"I thought you were going to give me a leaf vein bookmark?" Sheng Feng asked.

"Leaf vein bookmarks last a long time, but they don't look as good as intact leaves." Yuan Mu was happy again, and Sheng Fengshi took the initiative to ask her, should she be looking forward to the gift, "I'll invite you to dinner in the afternoon?" ”

"Hmm."

"I'm leaving, goodbye Mr. Sheng."

"Goodbye." There was no consciousness of sending off guests during the event, so he cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks to wash.

Yuan Mu walked out of the community and stood at the bus stop waiting for the bus. This noon, the mood went up and down, and the change was too fast, and she was a little at a loss. This feeling of special vitality of the heart is very novel, and it is fundamentally different from the calm and calm of the heart when doing carpentry, but she is in a state of confusion at the moment, and she can't say what the difference is.

After getting into the car, Yuan Mu received a call from Yao Ruoyu and was slightly surprised.

"Hello."

Yao Ruoyu seemed to be choked for a moment, and only spoke after a few seconds: "Yuan Mu, why is your tone so rusty?" Didn't you save my number? ”

"I saved."

"Oh...... I know what you mean, you just don't know me well. Forget it, when are you going back to school? I'll find time to eat with you. ”

"I'm in Huazhou City."

"You're back? Why don't you tell me, I happen to be free today. Going out to eat in the afternoon? ”

"No, I'll have dinner with Teacher Sheng in the afternoon."

"Yo? Have you learned to take the initiative? What are you going to eat? ”

"Eat the cafeteria."

"Oh...... Just-in-time request, right? ”

"Yes."

"And where are you now? Do you want to come out to play in the afternoon, and I'll send you back when you eat, don't worry, I won't stay to eat with you. ”

"I'm in the car."

"You're not there yet? Did you eat at noon? ”

"I've eaten it. I've arrived. ”

"......" Yao Ruoyu was silent for a moment, "Please forgive me, I didn't understand." Please describe what you did at noon, and there is no result in asking this question. ”

Yuan Mu said patiently: "I went to Huazhou City at noon, had dinner at Teacher Sheng's house, and now go back to my residence." Do you understand? ”

"You wait! What did you say? Are you going to Mr. Sheng's house for dinner? Did you go to the house at the right time? ”

"Hmm." Yuan Mu didn't understand why Yao Ruoyu was suddenly so excited, as if she was about to pounce out of the phone and shake her shoulder.

"You're going to the house? Her community? Her house? ”

Yuan Mu tried his best not to hurt Yao Ruoyu's self-esteem and asked, "You still don't understand?" ”

A sudden burst of exclamation erupted on the phone. Yuan Mu asked nervously, "What's wrong with you?" Do you want to call the police? ”

"What kind of police, Yuan Mu! You've won the lottery! No, I can't sit still, where are you, I'll look for you now! ”

Yuan Mu politely refused: "I took the car for a long time and wanted to rest, do you have anything important?" ”

"Very important! Of vital importance! If you don't see me, I might burst my veins! Don't say I'm going to drive, you send me the address, you know? ”

"But I want to rest......"

"What a rest! Never let people into her house at any time, you know? I've been friends with her for 20 years, and I haven't been there once since she bought a house. I don't care, you send me the address right away, I'm already out of the house, see you in a moment. ”

Yuan Mu looked at the "Call End" displayed on the screen and frowned in distress. This person doesn't seem to be mentally stable, do you want to report to Teacher Sheng?