73. Chapter 73
Except for the time when He Ya returned to her hometown to get married, Song Yan had never seen her cry so sadly, and for a while, she didn't know how to comfort her.
Or, in fact, He Ya didn't need comfort, because she knew that these were her own choices, and all she needed for the moment was an audience, someone who could listen to her quietly.
Regret it? She didn't know it herself, but she really didn't want to go back to the life that was looked down upon by others, made people shout and drank, and couldn't even guarantee the most basic dignity.
She wanted to get ahead, she wanted to make that damn man regret it, she wanted to shatter the eyeballs of the people who used to look down on her......
Originally, He Ya's ex-husband also bought a 200-square-meter house for her parents, but it was still written in his own name, but now He Ya divorced him, and the two had to move back to the original small house of more than 90 square meters in the town.
They are just ordinary working-class people, as good-looking as others, and even far more vain and pedantic than ordinary people, and the fact that they were kicked out by their in-laws is like a slap in the face, slapped their old faces.
A few days ago, there was a lot of uproar on the Internet, and they called not to comfort, but to condemn:
"Does marriage mean divorce? Why don't you discuss such a big matter with us? Do you think you are a fairy, can you, a divorced woman, find better conditions than this? You don't know what it's like outside now, I'm poked in the back when I walk outside with your mother! What a sin, we have lived most of our lives in our duty, but we are restless when we have a daughter, and we have to go out to do drama when we have a good life......"
The pressure of the past few days has made He Ya miserable, and after hearing such words, she was like a sharp knife poked into her chest, and she couldn't breathe in pain.
She broke down at that time, holding the phone and crying in the toilet, "Give me a way to live, please!" When you asked me to marry, I married, you yourself were happy, happy, and your face was bright when you said it, but did you think about me? Have you asked me for so long, has anyone ever cared about my feelings? I live there better than die, you know! ”
Her father was about to get angry, but her mother hurriedly grabbed the phone and persuaded her, "What did you say, this child, whose life is not like this?" When the shovel still touches the edge of the pot, the husband and wife fight is not the bedside fight bed and? Don't be content, there is no shortage of food or clothing, and there is nothing wrong with your expensive wife who doesn't have to worry about anything, outsiders don't know how to envy it. What's wrong with him having a little one outside? Which man is not like this, it means that he has the ability! ”
Her own father and mother can say such things, He Ya is almost desperate, if she is not unwilling, she really wants to wipe her neck with the fruit knife on the coffee table outside!
Listening to He Ya's words as if he was roaring, Song Yan also felt that sadness came from it, and even faintly gave birth to a kind of luck:
Rather than having parents like that, I might as well be left unattended like I am now.
really responded to Li Yan's words, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and no one should envy anyone.
Under the domination of such complex feelings, when he returned to the set to film, it is not difficult to understand Song Yan's unprecedented explosion of acting skills.
She struggled to support herself in order to run this big family, but her husband not only didn't support it, but he even raised a lover outside, how could she endure it? !
"How are you," she stared at her red eyes, pointing to her husband, who had been with her in the past, and trembling all over, "How dare you! ”
I give so much, how can you do this, how dare you do this! Aren't you afraid of God's wrath?
Su Ping and they just secretly applauded in the back, but it was bitter for Xu Yuan, who was face to face with Song Yan, and the young man clearly felt anger, grievance and pain from the eyes opposite, these feelings were too strong and too heavy, like a big mountain pressing straight towards him, making him unconsciously stumble backwards.
"Stop!"
Su Ping shouted to stop with great regret, Xu Yuan came back to his senses, and was surprised to find that a thin layer of sweat appeared in his palms.
He never knew before that just one person's acting skills could bring such a big shock to people.
That kind of look, that kind of look seems to have some indescribable penetrating and infectious power, which can be conveyed directly from one person's heart to another's heart!
The makeup artist wanted to go over to touch up Song Yan's makeup, but as soon as he got close, he felt uncomfortable, and then looked at Song Yan, it seemed to be a living collection of negative feelings, which made people subconsciously want to escape.
"Don't disturb her," Su Ping whispered back to the makeup artist, "You go back first." ”
For an actor, acting skills are naturally the top priority, but how to get it is a matter that can only be understood and cannot be spoken.
Even if you ask the big winner of the red carpet of an international film festival, he may not be able to give a certain feasible answer.
It's like a mist in the air on a winter morning, cold and drifting, sometimes you can feel it, but when you really want to grab it, it always slips through your palms and fingers.
Rich experience, extensive knowledge, delicate emotions, and meticulous observation......
There are many elements that make up acting skills, but often when you have them, you still can't pocket them.
Perhaps, it is a kind of inspiration, a fleeting flash of inspiration, some people may not be able to touch it in their lifetime, but some people may be able to become gods with a single understanding!
And right now, Song Yan, who looks like he is in a daze, is experiencing an unprecedented explosion of thinking.
The memories of more than 20 years exploded in an instant, like flying snowflakes constantly rolling in the mind, and all kinds of foreign information blended with each other, and finally formed a huge torrent, unstoppable.
She seemed to have pierced the membrane that had been blocking her face, and then a new world with a broad field of vision, questions that she had not been able to figure out for a long time, and insights that she could not comprehend, all came to her face at this moment, scrambling to enter her brain.
If you really want to describe it, it seems to be very mysterious, but this kind of thing has happened solidly, Song Yan knows that he has not changed much, but somewhere is solid and different.
Those who gave birth to you and raised you may not be real relatives; Those who hate you and hate you are not necessarily the real enemies.
Yesterday's events cannot be traced, what is gone can never be returned, and even if you barely get it back, you can't guarantee that it is what you keep beautifying with your imagination in your mind.
What does the storm out there mean, I'm still me after all, whether it's now or in the future, as long as I always move towards the goal I set out at the beginning, that's enough.
On this day, Song Yan completed a transformation from acting skills to soul, which can be called earth-shaking.
This transformation may not be noticed by others, but Su Ping and Xu Yuan are very clear.
The former's eyes were vicious and tactile were keen, and Song Yan just stood in front of the camera, and he unconsciously raised his eyebrows, "Oh." ”
Because the latter is directly responsible for the play, he has vaguely noticed that Song Yan is different when he speaks every day, but he can't say it specifically, but as soon as he really turned on the machine, he felt the pressure that words couldn't describe again.
If the acting skills of the two could barely be listed on the same level before, then now, Xu Yuan has been completely suppressed.
Laymen may not think about it so carefully, but veterans in the industry know it at a glance.
When filming the same scene with Xu Yuan, as an audience, you often ignore Xu Yuan as the actor, and just stare at Song Yan alone, as if she should be the protagonist, the only protagonist. This is just a one-man show for her, the land under her feet, the sky above her head, but it is her stage for her to play to her heart's content.
When you come back to your senses, you suddenly realize, oh, yes, the one next to you seems to be the male protagonist.
This is not a deliberate disregard, but a subconscious act that is completely out of one's control.
After a few days, Su Ping considered it again and again, and convened a meeting with the core members of the working group, which mainly focused on the editing of the protagonist's scenes in the later stage and the adjustment of the angle of the next shot.
If this continues, the actor may really become a soy sauce party.
At the meeting, opinions were broadly divided into two groups:
Through guò post-editing and lens fine-tuning to ensure the hero's sense of survival;
Go with the flow, the male protagonist's soy sauce is soy sauce, anyway, when I wrote the script, I planned to create a strong woman, at this time, if the acquired processing is hard to give the male protagonist a sense of zài, it is not beautiful.
After three days of heated discussions, Su Ping finally made a final decision:
Abandon men and protect women.
Because Song Yan's shots are too exciting, especially after she had an epiphany, she is like a fish in water, the more she shoots, the smoother it becomes, basically a high-quality one, if it is just to balance the so-called relationship between men and women, it is a pity.
But even so, the male protagonist is still Xu Yuan, because he has the most roles in the male role, and he is the one who can best promote the transformation of the protagonist's personality......
As a direct result of filming too smoothly, Song Yan suddenly found that he had a lot more free time!
The work that was originally expected to be ten hours a day was unconsciously compressed to seven or eight hours, and she actually had the leisure to eat on time, not only that, but occasionally she could care about the preparations for the film festival and the direction of domestic entertainment gossip......
It's Xu Yuan, the young man doesn't know why, he suddenly fell in love, the dark circles under his eyes were obviously aggravated, not to mention, there were also girls in the props team who secretly said that the costumes were bigger.
On this day, Song Yan was having breakfast with Huang Xin and them, and saw Xu Yuan's assistant running to his agent's side in a panic and whispering a few words, and then the two returned to the room together.
Song Yan had a good relationship with Xu Yuan, and he couldn't help but be a little worried when he saw this scene, but he couldn't go over and ask immediately, so he touched Huang Xin and asked in a low voice, "Do you know what's going on?" ”
Compared with the gentle and introverted Yang Lin, Huang Xin is more shrewd and capable, and she is also a must for all aspects of the relationship.
"I know a little bit, but I don't know if it's that one," Huang Xin first sold a little, and then bit her ear with her, "I heard that Xu Yuan has been under a lot of pressure recently, and he has suffered insomnia all night, and he has lost his hair." ”
"Huh?!" Song Yan was taken aback, his eyes widened, and he hurriedly looked around again, making sure that no outsiders heard before he said, "Who did you listen to, don't slander people casually, how old is he to lose his hair?" ”
Hair loss is the top killer, which makes a series of handsome men and women change color and avoid it.
Regardless of men and women, what kind of appearance can they talk about if they can't even protect their hairline?
"Don't talk nonsense," Huang Xin said, "I'm a good law-abiding citizen, and I never do bad things like destroying other people's reputations." I listened to the girl who was in charge of the hood, and when I returned the hood in the past few days, Xu Yuan's wig could always comb out a lot of hair. ”
Because it is a Republic of China drama, the hero's hair is a little long, but Xu Yuan's own hairstyle is the kind of small short hair full of thorns, but the hair grows very slowly, so he has to wear a wig.
Seeing that Song Yan was still a little suspicious, Huang Xin pointed to the black sesame paste in front of her again, "Really, I have observed, his assistant has always served him black sesame paste these days, and I smelled the smell of He Shou Wu when I passed by his room the day before yesterday." ”
Black sesame seeds and He Shou Wu are all good things for hair nourishment.
Song Yan glanced at her with a smile, "What kind of nose do you, I really wronged you in this business." ”
You should be a detective, girl!
After communicating with Huang Xin, Song Yan observed quietly for a few days, and she didn't know if it was a preconceived relationship, she really felt that Xu Yuan's hairline seemed to be a little behind......
They are friends now, and it stands to reason that she has to condolence when a friend encounters difficulties, but this matter is embarrassing, and a bad condolence will turn into a lively one.
She can't run over and say, Hey Xu Yuan, I heard that you have lost your hair......
The two of them pretended not to know, and the other pretended to be fine, until the opening of the Linde Film Festival was imminent.
Seeing that it would not work if it continued like this, it would be miserable if he came back from abroad and was told that Xu Yuan was taken to the zoo as a panda.
Taking the opportunity of the crew's dinner, Song Yan asked casually, "Lao Xu, have you considered transformation recently?" It's a good smoky makeup. ”
She didn't dare to mention the hairline at all, so she had to use the dark circles that everyone could see as an introduction, hoping to have the effect of throwing stones and asking for directions.
Xu Yuan was stunned at first, and then touched his face and smiled, "What kind of smoky makeup, don't tease me, I haven't slept well lately, I often stay up late, my work and rest are irregular, and I am a physique that is prone to dark circles and eye bags, that's all." By the way, do you have any tips for dealing with dark circles? ”
Song Yan thought for a moment and shook his head, "I guess you've tried all the conventional methods, I don't have big dark circles under my eyes, and I don't usually pay much attention to this aspect." This kind of thing has to be done both at the same time, both inside and outside, right? Since it is the dark circles under the eyes of insomnia, if you find out the cause of insomnia, it is estimated that it will be a matter of course. ”
Xu Yuan let out an absent-minded sound, fiddling with the rice grains in the bowl for a while, as if he was thinking about something.
After a call, Song Yan also wanted to give up, after all, this matter involves someone else's **, if the other party doesn't take the initiative to speak, it's really not good for you to ask casually.
It is estimated that when Xu Yuan counted the rice grains in his bowl almost three or four times, he finally tilted his head to look at Song Yan and asked, "You teach me how to act." ”
It's not an exaggeration at all, when he heard Xu Yuan say this, Song Yan's hairs all over his body were as if he had been electrified, counting down the roots.
Her smile must be ugly without looking at it, "Big brother, don't be funny, don't you talk so roundabout, right?" ”
Xu Yuan is a few years older than himself, if this word spreads outside, he can destroy himself with any processing.
She herself quickly made up the gossip title first:
"Song Yan plays a big name, claiming to teach you to act in minutes"!
…… Ask for a way to live!
"Friends?" Xu Yuan blinked, his face full of puzzlement, "Why do you want to be friends?" Or are you unwilling to teach me? ”
He grew up abroad, his thinking and language are very direct, and he doesn't detour when he talks to his friends, either he doesn't say it, or he says it in the end, but Song Yan forgot about it.
"Are you really?" Song Yan looked at him a few times and found that he was really very sincere, and his eyes were full of openness.
"Why not?" Xu Yuan shrugged, then picked up the bowl and ate the first bite of rice today, chewed it clean, and said, "I think you have the qualifications." ”
Being praised so bluntly, Song Yan was inevitably a little embarrassed, "I still have to call you brother." ”
"But in terms of acting, you are a senior," Xu Yuan said immediately, "and you also know that I didn't receive formal, professional acting training, and I couldn't figure out how to think about it in many places, which was also the result of thinking about it for a few days." Of course, I'm just asking for your help, and the final decision is up to you, and you have no responsibility or obligation to help me. ”
"Of course I'm willing to help you." Song Yan said almost without thinking, "But I'm afraid I'll have to wait a few days, because you know, I'm going to go to the film festival early the day after tomorrow, and I'm going to have an interview tomorrow." ”
"Of course it's no problem," hearing her say yes, Xu Yuan was already very happy, and immediately nodded with a smile, "Thank you, you are such a helpful and good girl!" ”
The problem that had plagued him for many days finally vaguely saw the solution, and Xu Yuan's whole person relaxed, and even the dark circles under his eyes seemed to fade a lot.