39. Chapter 39

New year, new atmosphere.

This sentence is quite ironic for the Ning family.

At noon on the first day of the Lunar New Year, the family courtyard was quite lively, the uncle and aunt were basking in the sun in the courtyard, all of them were some old professors and their families, and the children also came back with their grandchildren, and they were having fun in the courtyard.

Ning Zhongwen sat alone on the sofa in the living room, he didn't even turn on the TV, the curtains were wide open, and the warm winter sun shone down, but he only felt that the room was deserted. The phone has been held in my hand, and I have been dialing a call over and over again, since last night.

The other party has not answered, and the voice prompt has changed from unanswered to unreachable, and then to turned off, but he still insisted.

Dong Lanqing booked a plane ticket overnight, her visa had not expired yet, and she could leave at any time, so she had already gone to Norway, her brother's house. Ning Zhongwen remembered that when she married Ah Lan, she was opposed by all parties, her father was a well-known painter at that time, her late mother, who was also a famous calligrapher, and her brother's auction house had a pivotal position in the art world and cultural relics.

At that time, the Dong family was preparing to immigrate with their family, and Ning Zhongwen and Dong Lanqing were in the stage of talking about marriage, in order to marry him, Dong Lanqing left her family, stayed in China, and married him.

They spent a very sweet and romantic couple of years in the world of two, don't look at Ning Zhongwen is old and serious, he was also a very romantic person when he was young, and he was very urged by the family at that time, and the old man wanted to hug his grandson and let them have children as soon as possible. At that time, there were not many people who thought about the world of the two, and their thoughts were not understood, and there were many people who speculated that one of the two was infertile, and in the gossip, the two walked their own way and lived their own small life.

When Ning Siyin came to this world, his parents were dead. When they don't have children, they enjoy the world of two, and after having children, they also enjoy the happy time of the family. There is no conflict, he has always felt that when to do something, Dong Lanqing has always planned well.

Dong Lanqing does not have too many ambitions in her career, but she has always attached great importance to his ambitions, she has not contacted her family for a long time, in order to get through the relationship with him, she contacted her father and brother abroad, and finally he got the quota as he wished, joined the delegation, and went to Shaanxi.

It was the first time they had been separated since they got married.

Ning Zhongwen's face seemed to have aged a little overnight, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were moist, the man didn't flick when he had tears, carefully calculated, most of the tears he shed in this life were for Ning Siyin, and he had never done such an ordinary thing as tears.

He thought he loved her enough, but when he thought about it, he was less than one-ten-thousandth of what she had done to him. Dong Lanqing is a person who looks playful and willful on the surface, and has a big article that does not match her age, but in fact, she is as careful as a hair, and everything is well considered, and she even chose to grieve herself in the whole family after learning that he was cheating.

He felt that he was really not human!

Now that his wife is far away from him, and his daughter is avoiding him, he is to blame.

Ning Siyin was in the hotel, holding a bowl of beef noodles, and pulled out a smile at Deng Ran, "Wow, there are still people selling beef noodles on the first day of the first lunar month?" ”

Deng Ran patted her on the head, "Do you think it's easy to find, aunt and grandmother, I am familiar with my face, and I begged the uncle at the school gate to cook it for me," he said and sat down next to her, his tone suddenly became gentle, "Hurry up and eat, silly sound, I haven't eaten all day." ”

"Ranran, thank you."

"You rest and rest, or go home and see, uncle and aunt are afraid that the situation is not much better, especially aunt, resentment has been held for so many years, suddenly released, it is estimated that it will be very uncomfortable, in fact, uncle, hey I am not talking to uncle, put aside this matter, uncle has been in this situation for so many years, to the family, to you, to the aunt is also nothing to owe, I sometimes envy, you have a father like uncle, always thinking about you, thinking of you, since things have happened, time can not go back, ask things clearly, There may be other things in this, I don't think my uncle is a casual person, even if something like that really happened, now I can only calm down and talk about it, how to solve it"

Picking up the depressed Ning Siyin on the overpass last night, Deng Ran felt so distressed when he thought about it. She's a dead friend, who grew up together in open crotch pants, has never seen her like this, as if she has been drained of her essence, and the whole person is only left with a pair of skins, seeing her running over, she also pretended to pull out a smiling face, "Ranran, do you bring your ID card?" ”

When she arrived at the hotel, she collapsed on the bed, Deng Ran stood by the bed and looked at her, she closed her eyes as if she was asleep, but the tears that suddenly fell from the corners of her eyes revealed her mood.

Ning Siyin only felt at that time that the water valve that had been held all night had finally been broken, and the tears in her eyes could not be controlled, and they poured out.

When she was tired, she lay on Deng Ran's shoulder and said a word.

narrated intermittently, but Deng Ran still heard it clearly. A call was made to the family, and she stayed with her.

"Yes, I'll be home tomorrow."

Ning Siyin spoke very quietly, as if she was talking to herself.

As soon as the words came out, Deng Ran paused, blaming himself for being quick-mouthed, there are some things, it is better not to face them well for the time being, this stupid girl can't bear the burden of too many problems.

Ning Siyin looked at her and smiled slightly, "Did you say Cheng Ziyi?" ”

Deng Ran was surprised that she could still calmly say that person's name.

"I'll forget about him."

In the quiet room, only the sound of Ning Siyin's noodles was left, and she raised her head and praised, "Hmm~ It's so delicious, Uncle Li's noodles still taste like when I was a child, it's so good!" ”

Deng Ran looked at her smiling face and became more and more worried.

There were several phone calls from home, urging her to go to her uncle's house for dinner tonight, so Deng Ran left some money for Ning Siyin, and left after explaining everything in detail.

The door clicked shut, and the amplitude of the corners of her mouth disappeared at the same time, and she put the noodle bowl next to the bed, and began to be in a long daze.

She remembered that night in Japan, she shared all the sweetness of love with Deng Ran, and also shared the bitterness of the pursuit process.

Deng Ran repeatedly emphasized how important a girl's innocence is, and repeatedly told her that since her heart can't be controlled, her body must be controlled, and she agreed.

But Ran Ran, the heart can't be controlled, how can the body?

She fell asleep, didn't sleep all night, at this time her head was eroded by sleepiness as soon as she touched the pillow, and she slept until nine o'clock when she called to remind her to check out, she said a "continue the room" and continued to sleep. When I finally returned to the family home, it was already the afternoon of the third day of the Lunar New Year.

It took courage to open the door, I don't know what the situation is at home, but there is a hearty laughter in front of her, she was stunned, this voice is quite familiar to her, it is Pei Xinyang.

"Yinyin is back, and I didn't go to the door for the New Year, so I came over." Aunt Qin was the first to see Ning Siyin standing in the hallway, and hurriedly walked over and led her inside.

Ning Zhongwen's eyes were a little evasive, and he pointed to the food box on the table, "You see how much Aunt Qin loves you, she brought her own beef jerky, this beef jerky process is really complicated." ”

"There's nothing good about the New Year, so I'm embarrassed to come over to pay New Year's greetings, if Yinyin likes me, I'll bring some in the future."

The two went back and forth, but the two young people were silent, Pei Xinyang was bumped on the arm by his mother, and then he spoke, "I haven't seen Xiaoyin for a long time." ”

"Well, I haven't seen you for a long time, Brother Pei is really getting more and more like a big boss." She smiled, but it was at Aunt Qin.

"Xinyang, this kid, I saw it before, and when he grows up, he must be promising!" Ning Zhongwen spoke while looking at Ning Siyin's expression.

"What's the point, it's just pretending to be majestic, in front of us, they are still children."

"How old the child grows, in our eyes, they are all children, this is reasonable."

"They have grown up and have their own lives, and sometimes they are really reluctant, and I panic when I think that in the future, if our family Xinyang finds a daughter-in-law I am not familiar with, I panic."

"Who is Shinyang talking to?"

"That's not true, it's just to give him a vaccination, and if you want to find it, you have to find a cute and kind girl like our Yinyin, so it's good."

"Haha, this is to promote my girl, if my girl can find Xinyang like this, I, as a father, will laugh and blossom."

"We can't say this for sure, it still depends on the children's own creation."

"That's right."

Ning Siyin sat on the side, calmly watching the two singing, Pei Xinyang looked like he couldn't help but laugh, and suddenly interjected, "I don't know what Xiaoyin's plans are after graduation, can I arrange a number for our company now?" ”

Before she could think about how to answer, Ning Zhongwen said excitedly: "Xinyang's company, foreign company, top 500, welfare, and someone to take care of it, it would be great if we Yinyin could work with Xinyang." ”

Aunt Qin also accosted, "I heard that your company is setting up this department?" ”

Pei Xinyang smiled, "Yes, our company originally, there were large-scale projects to outsource project management or short-term hiring, so that the cost will increase, now the company undertakes more and more large-scale projects, thinking that the company can set up a separate project management department in the company, which is completely compatible with Yinyin's major, and the newly formed department is more work, but as a veteran level, the future promotion or something will be more smooth, with Yinyin's qualifications, how can it be management in the department." ”

"Just graduated and became a manager, it sounds very good, Yinyin, you think about it?"

Ning Siyin just wanted to tell Ning Zhongwen at this time that he was really a layman, and if he studied project management, there was no non-management in his work.

She looked at the expectant eyes of the three of them, and still nodded, "I must consider such a good opportunity, after all, I still have a year to graduate now, right?" ”

A visit to the door ended with the guests and hosts enjoying themselves, sending the two away, and the corners of Ning Siyin's mouth drooped down as soon as he came to the door, "Where is my mother?" ”

"Went to Norway."

Silent.

"Do you have anything to tell me?" She stood on the edge of the sofa and looked at Ning Zhongwen, who bowed her head and was silent.

He slowly raised his head, looking at the same eyes as his daughter looking at the enemy, he couldn't bear to look at it, he could only avoid it, he stared at the upper of his slippers, and slowly spoke, "It's what your mother said, I'm sorry for her, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for our family." ”