Chapter 236 is full of holes

Obviously, her heart, which was already full of holes, was poked a few times by her again, and it hurt to death, but she still had to endure the pain to help her, just because she didn't want to see her sad appearance, and treated herself cruelly because of this. But, Li Ruiyan, do you know? You are doing something that no matter how much you pay, you will not get anything in return, but you are still working tirelessly, and you are willing to do it, why bother you?

"Tell me, then, what can you do?" Ye Wei was finally willing to face Li Ruiyan and turned to look at him. However, Li Ruiyan would rather she hadn't turned around. At the very least, he can still deceive himself and sue himself that he didn't take a fancy to Ye Wei. But now, it was too late, and the moment she turned around, he already knew that he couldn't escape her clutches. From the moment she turned around and stared at herself, Li Ruiyan's heart had been beating violently, and the rhythm was speeding up more and more, as if she couldn't stand Ye Wei's eyes. However, Ye Wei didn't do anything, she just turned around and looked at him.

Li Ruiyan sighed dejectedly, it's just that, if you fall in love, you fall in love, so why not? Anyway, from the beginning, he knew that his feelings for Ye Wei were abnormal, but he had never thought about love, otherwise, he would have understood his thoughts. It's just, will it be too late to understand now? Li Ruiyan looked at Ye Wei's eyes full of worry about Lian Xunqin, and couldn't help palpitating, fantasizing about how good it would be if Ye Wei's eyes were on him, but unfortunately, this was just a luxury for him.

"You're really funny, you haven't told me anything, what can I give you? After all, I don't know anything, you want me to be a dead horse as a live horse doctor, at least let me know where and where, right? Li Ruiyan looked at Ye Wei and was silent for a few seconds, smiled, and said. At this time, no one can catch the slightest trace of love in his eyes and in his words, because he has buried this feeling deep in his heart.

It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, although it's been two years since I've known her, but there's really not much time to get along, and in this few time together, he can also fall in love with her, it's really a ridiculous joke. Originally, it was impossible for him to fall in love at first sight.

However, Ye Wei broke his very firm idea, after all, if it wasn't love at first sight, how could he explain that after two years of not seeing each other, he was able to recognize her from the beginning of the meeting? How can you explain that after the meeting, her figure will appear in his mind from time to time, disturbing his thoughts and making his heart very unstable all the time?

And in the subsequent relationship, the feelings for her are in the gradual sublimation, the appreciation of her kindness, the affirmation of her perseverance, and the highest appreciation for her perseverance. However, it is clear that she has seen all these behaviors of her, why is she the one she has her eyes on? Maybe it's because that person is her, it's the one who is the most hard, the most unsurvivable, and wants to give up the instinct to survive, that clear and beautiful voice rings in her ears, and that undoubtedly gives me a motivation to survive in this dirty world.

However, at the beginning, she didn't take her special feelings for Ye Wei seriously, and even thought that it was just an impulse to pollute her world and make her no longer simple. And he missed a lot because of this, and it also made her impression of herself extremely bad, and now Li Ruiyan regrets it to death, but he can't say it, because he feels that he can't change Ye Wei's impression of him at all.

Ye Wei didn't know about many of the thoughts that passed through Li Ruiyan's mind, in fact, even if she knew, Ye Wei would pretend not to know, after all, it was not a good thing for her. You must know that Lian Xunqin is a person who is easily jealous, if he knows that the person he saved before is now in love with her, he will have to be drowned in vinegar.

What's more, although she and Li Ruiyan have not officially made friends, they can be regarded as friends when they get along in these days. At the very least, Ye Wei already regarded him as a friend, but if this friend suddenly sued her and he fell in love with him, it would only be embarrassing for her. Because she doesn't know how to get along with him at all, if the words soften, it is likely to be misunderstood as interesting to get along with each other, so what she can do is to separate the distance between each other, that is, she will be far away from him, so as not to cause bad things.

Li Ruiyan should be glad that his intentions were not very obvious, otherwise, he would lose even the opportunity to contact Ye Wei. Now Ye Wei regards him as a friend, so she is getting along with him a little carelessly, and she is not afraid that her words will hurt and affect him. However, if Li Ruiyan changes his identity, the situation will change, the relationship between them will become awkward, and the distance will become farther and farther away, Ye Wei is not a person who can be conquered with time, her heart has always been on Lian Xunqin's body, it has never changed, and she will not be moved by the company of others, and they will be together.

"That's right, confused." Ye Wei knocked on her head and said, when she got up in a hurry, she forgot everything, and she didn't know if she hadn't told him what had happened, even if he had great ability, he wouldn't be able to fantasize about it, so he made things clear.

"Are you saying he's scared of your departure, just because he sees you standing under a tree, thinks your temperament in this dress is going to float away from this time, and then he becomes like this while he says it?" Li Ruiyan summarized what Ye Wei said and asked rhetorically.

"Eun, I don't know why he became like this, he was fine before, but in a blink of an eye, he became like this, and there was no warning at all. It looks like he's in a fantasy realm, but I just can't pull him out of the illusion, what about you, is there anything you can do after listening to it? ”

Ye Wei couldn't wait to look at Li Ruiyan, hoping that it would be able to point out a clear path for herself, so that she would not take a detour and delay Lian Xunqin's treatment time.

Li Ruiyan looked at Ye Wei's eagerness, and his heart became more and more uncomfortable, why did he have to think about saving his rival now? It's really inexplicable! He was muttering in his heart, but his mind was spinning rapidly, trying to come up with an idea, after all, he couldn't resist Ye Wei's expectant and pleading expression. (To be continued.) )