Xiao Chengqi was wearing a bathrobe and water in his hair, standing in the living room, holding a note left by Gu Xi in his hand.

There are a few words written on it that are very scribbled and messy,

"When you are young, love and sex are at your fingertips, nothing is rare, and understanding is rare. I love him, even if he becomes an eighty-year-old man, I will love him. You don't know me, you don't know me, you're a stranger to me, don't see me again. ”

Xiao Chengqi read the note many times, the water in her hair, dripping down drop by drop, she was still holding him just now, extremely obedient, this time she turned her face ruthlessly, are women born actors?

He rushed to Gu Xi's bedroom, looked around, and saw that the wardrobe was not closed tightly, he pulled it open, and there was obviously an empty piece inside, it should be that she hurriedly pulled off a few clothes.

Women's clothes, all women's clothes, his eyes froze, and he pulled away the clothes on the right, revealing a few men's shirts.

His hands trembled, and there was a monstrous flame steaming, and he felt a pain in his temples for a moment.

I don't know if it's "my own" or another man's.

He pulled off the shirt, it felt familiar, the fabric was kind, his own!

Take a breath of relief, and then I feel as if I am alive.

He took off his bathrobe and raised his hand to put on his shirt, light and natural, ironing fit, this is his clothing.

His expression also became stern and awe-inspiring, he was not 18 years old, and the life he had experienced since he was 16 years old was the same as that of any 18-year-old boy.

He turned, pulled down another pair of pants, and slipped the note into his pocket.

Rummaged through the cabinet a few times and found underwear.

Men's underwear has not been opened.

He took a box, and when he opened it, he thought to himself that he had never lived here before.

Otherwise, you must have your own washed underwear.

He touched the shirt on his body, and felt that the shirt was old and very contradictory.

When he put on his pants, he took his belt, and when he tied the belt, he thought of her hanging her head earlier, untied his pants, and asked softly, "Isn't it uncomfortable to wear like this?" ”

He smiled, knowing that it would not work hard, so he simply used the beauty trick to run away.

He put on his pants, looked in the mirror, wiped his face with Gu Xi's towel, swept the electric toothbrush, took it out again, looked at it, and put it back with satisfaction. Turn around and hold your pants.

This thing made him a little embarrassed, and he didn't know what to do for a while, it was obviously not appropriate to throw it here, but it was not appropriate to take it home.

He thought about it, boiled the water himself, and simply began to wash. The pants on the outside can be sent to the dry cleaners, but you can't let others know about it.

Well...... Except for her.

He washed his clothes, and he didn't know if to hang them on Gu Xi's balcony.

When she comes back and sees it, she will be angry.

It's not appropriate to throw it away for yourself.

He searched in Guxi's bedroom, trying to find a laundry bag, but found the diary on the bedside table.

I flipped through a random page and it said, "I don't want to wonder if you're really not coming back...... Now I'm glad I still have a job, but if I don't have a job, I don't know how to live this day by day. Zhao Xuan: They are really cheap, now they want to be an e-commerce, Qian Xiaole wants to be a catering group, and they all need my help. Each of them had a plan, as if they were in the fast lane and racing against each other. I have to comfort myself every day, it's okay, I help them, they benefit the employees, I can be a helpful person without you by my side...... Cheng Qi, Cheng Qi, Cheng Qi ......"

He turned a page, followed by a whole page of Cheng Qi's name.

The feeling of a heart attack came again, and he closed the notebook, feeling that his heart was really stuck.

There is not a word that says missing, but the pen is missing, and her world is so lonely without the person who understands her.

No wonder, she understands his loneliness.

Touched it in his pants, the note inside was crumpled into a ball, he unfolded it again, and at this moment, looking at the note was different.

She must be very desperate in her heart, and often wants to give up altogether, but if she wants to give up, how can she live, so she can only deceive herself. In the dead of night, she must have been in pain, knowing that the person who shouldn't have appeared might never appear again.

So she was afraid to see herself, and she couldn't help seeing herself.

He closed his eyes, and he could even feel her mood, and when she held herself in her arms, she must have felt a sense of guilt that bordered on cheating.

The feeling is so strong and obvious.

He opened his eyes...... The anger is gone.

She just didn't understand, she felt like she was just a stranger, but she didn't understand how he felt about her.

Without that memory, I wouldn't be that person!

What's more, he loves her so much.

He put back in Retrospect's journal and didn't look at it again. I went to the kitchen again to look for it, but I didn't find the laundry bags, and I found some fresh-keeping bags. And he put on his own clothes.

Before leaving, he flattened the note, spread it on Gu Xi's dining table, and added a few more words.

Then pressed it with the gift box he brought, moved the position several times, walked to Gu Xi's bedroom, and took the photo on her bedside table, wanting to take it away, but he was afraid that she would be angry.

He didn't know why he was so afraid of her, so he kissed Gu Xi on the photo frame, put it down, and was still reluctant.

When he left, he was still thinking about how he could like someone so much, he had never known that someone could make him like this.

The note was left on the table, and there was a row of handwriting of flying dragons and phoenixes.

******

Gu Xi sat in the car and didn't speak all the way.

It's not okay to mess up.

is obviously a person, with the same appearance and eyes, and he likes her so much. How much wisdom and courage does it take for her to force herself to withdraw.

Cheng Qi is still waiting for her, with the same memories as them.

Or he won't come back, she shook her head, picked up her phone, and dialed a number.

After a long time, the opposite side was passed.

She asked, "Dr. Fan hasn't come back yet, has he?" ”

It was early morning on the other side, and the person who answered the phone obviously hadn't gotten up yet, and after a while he said in a vague tone, "No." After you called last week, I tried to contact again, but I couldn't reach at all, and there was no phone signal on the other side. I will definitely let you know as soon as there is news, I know you are in a hurry. ”

Gu Xi raised his hand and rubbed his forehead a little sorry, "You go to sleep first." ”

Hanging up the phone, she held back the tears that flowed down her mind, Dr. Fan was the person who hypnotized Cheng Jin last time, this person's hypnotism is very powerful, she once heard Cheng Qi say, this person sued Cheng Qi, Cheng Qi's situation, if it is a last resort, it can be handled as a case of dual personality.

When the doctor came back, he could at least find out if Cheng Qi was still there.

But people who have the ability have a lot of quirks. He heard that Gu Xi had seen the holy relic, so he became very interested in the holy relic, he went to Africa before Cheng Qi's accident, and there is no news until now.

Gu Xi took out his phone and looked at the clean screen.

She didn't leave a mobile phone number for Xiao Chengqi, and she didn't know what would happen to the child?

Won't it be sad.

But all things are not as good as Cheng Qi's life and death. If he really disappears, leaving only a young child, even if he and Cheng Qi once loved her the same, she can't forget the past.

Gu Xi was upset and really didn't know where to go.

"Is there something wrong with you?" Su Xiaodong asked her suddenly.

Interrupting Gu Xi's "self-inflicted troubles", she shook her head and said, "No." ”

Su Xiaodong handed her a bottle of water, "You haven't been right lately, I think you're in a very bad spirit, and you occasionally wander during meetings." ”

Gu Xi drank the water slowly, thought about her recent work status, and said, "It's nothing, maybe it's too tired." ”

"You have too much work, they are looking for you for catering groups, and they are also looking for you to do e-commerce, and they don't see if you have so much time and energy."

Gu Xi smiled and said, "Helping others can save yourself, I help them, and I am happy." ”

Su Xiaodong said, "Why do you suddenly want to go back with me?" ”

"Go back and see my grandmother." Gu Xi looked out the window, "Qingming didn't go." My grandmother should miss me......"

The car stopped downstairs, Gu Xi's house was dusty, and she hadn't come back for a long time.

When she was standing downstairs, she thought that more than two years ago, Cheng Qi suddenly appeared and gave her the biggest surprise in her life.

Su Xiaodong's mother was not there, he went home and walked around, and as soon as he called, he said to Gu Xi, "My mother went back to the village to visit the door, and I just sent you to see your grandmother, and I went back to pick up my mother." ”

Gu Xi went up the mountain alone to sweep the grave, the trees did not change, the stones did not change, and her grandmother was still in the place where there was no tombstone.

Gu Xi stood there for a long time, talking a lot to her grandmother, and her mood improved.

When she came down from the mountain, there was barren grassland below, and she hadn't built a factory at this time, so she didn't have a big pit where Cheng Qi was buried.

It was getting dark, and she suddenly thought that this time she didn't build a water plant in Pingcheng, the last time she was 25 years old, she was helping the village to attract investment, and this time it was obviously different, she was 25 years old, and now she is trying her best to help Zishan them start a business, so isn't the trajectory of life different?

She went to Su Xiaodong with mixed feelings.

It was dinner time, and the smoke around her was curling and the smell of food wafted around, and she felt a little hungry.

Everyone made an appointment to meet at the office of the village committee, when Gu Xi's grandmother was still there, she often came when she was a child, and when she walked, it was already completely dark.

The lights were bright inside.

Su Xiaodong was sitting around the table with everyone, it was very lively, as soon as he saw Gu Xi, he said, "I can't ask me about this, I am with Gu Xi, this is now our President Gu, you can ask her." ”

They were all acquaintances, Gu Xi was pushed to Su Xiaodong's position to sit, and Su Xiaodong pressed her shoulders and sat her down.

Gu Xi said, "What's the matter?" "I saw that the village chief on the other side was also there.

"The village should engage in investment promotion." Su Xiaodong smiled and said, "Let me help draft the terms, I don't understand." You can help take a look. ”

Gu Xi took it in a daze, looking at the thick paper, the terms on it were nondescript, "Who drafted this?" ”

"Everyone is working together," the village chief said with a smile, very enthusiastic.

Gu Xi said, "This first article will not work, the clause must be drawn up through the lawyer, you see......" she said to the village chief, "If you dare to have a little problem, there will be endless trouble later." ”

A woman's loud laughter came from outside, "I'm not going to eat, I'm making buns!" ”

With a loud voice, the woman entered, carrying a large basket in her hand. It's the village chief's wife.

As soon as the white coarse cloth covering the basket was lifted, the white fat bun was revealed, and the village chief hurriedly took one and handed it to Gu Xi, "Eat and say, eat and talk." ”

Gu Xi lowered his head and was still looking at the terms, took it, and put it on the table.

Between the lightning and the fire, like a thunderbolt across the night sky.

She suddenly realized that this scene was a familiar one, as if she had experienced exactly the same one.

She was stupid, looking at the buns on the table, at the village chief, at Su Xiaodong, and at the people around her...... The replay of the familiar scene petrified her.

Dreams and reality, in fact, is there something wrong with her memory, she has never experienced helping the village committee to attract investment, what she experienced is just such a fragment?

Her whole being was in shambles.

I can't think of a clear past, let alone remember whether it's true or false.

In the end, all the mess calmed down, and she could only remember for sure that the day she met the holy relic, what she had seen was the picture just now.

At this moment, she was sad and happy.

Happily, maybe a qiē is really before the repetition.

Sadly, maybe Cheng Qi is really gone, she will die of amnesia in the future, get to know the little guy now, and then have a sadomasochistic relationship with him.

Two days later, Gu Xi returned home exhausted.

She was already numb, and felt that maybe she should accept the fact that Cheng Qi would not come back.

He came and went, and so he came and went.

Everyone's story does not necessarily have a beginning and an end, maybe he and she just thought it would be sweet, but in fact it would not be a sweet story.

When I got home, even the "uninvited guests" left.

She was a little happy, but also a little lost.

There was a beautifully packaged gift box on the table, and she walked over and saw a note pressed under the box, which read, "Xi, you know how difficult you feel, you provoke me first, so you are mine, no one wants to take it away." ”

Overbearing, stingy tone.

The kind and crazy handwriting of her is full of sweet words that hook her soul.

Gu Xi took the note and sat down in the chair dejectedly, she couldn't even cry.