7. Know it

After Yuan Mu wrote two full lessons of "Heart Sutra", Sheng Fengshi thought that the question of how many little girls there was in Yuan Mu's character was worth discussing.

In the afternoon, when I went to class in the first or second sessions, Yuan Mu sat alone in the office and carved wood, this piece of wood began to carve from the first time I saw Zou Qi go back, and the progress was very slow, and now the figure of the villain has come out.

Yuan Mu likes to do one thing slowly. When the things that need to be done have been done, his hands are empty, and his mood is very relaxed, at this time, Yuan Mu will want to do one thing slowly: carve a strange small animal, grind a Zen necklace, or the little man in his hand. Slow, is the rhythm of Yuan Mu's heart, when doing something slowly, Yuan Mu will feel that the heartbeat slows down, the wind slows down, the time makes the sound of fine sand blowing, and it also slows down, and it slows down, and the rhythmic tapping sound of the wind chimes suddenly comes from afar, and the eyes "see" the petals and leaves are gently pushed by the wind, and the shallow fragrance is like ink falling into a water cup, stretching freely, and then slowly stirred by the wind, rotating and scattering, and there is a fragrance everywhere.

Yuan Mu lowered his head and carved for half an hour, stopped, took a sip of water, and turned his neck to look at the office.

When he returned to the office in the morning, Sheng Fengshi said that Zou Qi might come to hand in the form, and asked Yuan Mu if he would come in the afternoon, but of course Yuan Mu would come. In the afternoon, when Sheng Feng opened the door to Yuan Mu and went to class, Yuan Mu felt in his heart that this was a sign of trust.

Yuan Mu walked to the Wen JiΓ n cabinet, looked at the desk and office chair, and imagined what it would be like to work here when Sheng Feng. It's so beautiful, Yuan Mu thought to himself. Behind the chair is a large bookcase, the upper half of which is made of glass doors, through which you can see neatly arranged books and texts, Yuan Mu glanced at it, it was all related to work, and he stopped looking at it. Only a few Chinese and foreign novels were placed vertically in the grid in the lower right corner, and Yuan Mu carefully looked at the spine of the book, and she had read two of them.

Yuan Mu suddenly had an idea: Teacher Sheng should have a bookcase the size of a wall in his house. After a second, Yuan Mu had another thought: some of the books in the bookcase she had also read.

There was a knock on the door suddenly, and Yuan Mu immediately turned around and said, "Please come in." ”

In Yuan Mu's vaguely expectant gaze, a girl in a white dress with long curly hair walked in, and Yuan Mu and the girl were stunned.

"Oh, Teacher Shuangzhou Sheng has a class. Forget it, it's the same for everyone. The girl sat down automatically with an indifferent expression, "Hello Teacher Yuan." ”

"Hello."

The girl sat on the big sofa, and Yuan Mu had to sit on the small sofa. To be honest, Yuan Mu likes this single sofa a lot, and he feels quite comfortable to sit on it a few times. The girl in front of him, Yuan Mu, met yesterday afternoon, it was Zou Qi's roommate, Yuan Mu asked, "Do you have anything to do?" I can relay it for you. ”

"No, I said, just listen." The girl's face is always faint.

Yuan Mu took her a glass of water, sat down and gestured: "Please speak." ”

"I feel that life is very boring, I am not talking about my life, it is life itself, being born without notice, being asked to live according to the rules, there is no point."

"Hmm."

"Do you agree with me?" The girl was surprised.

Yuan Mu shook his head: "That means I'm listening." As for your statement, I've seen something similar. ”

"So I'm not the first to think so." The girl was slightly stunned, "Then the question I am thinking about now, many people have already thought about it?" ”

Yuan Mu nodded: "It's possible." ”

"......," the girl frowned, "it's even more boring." ”

Yuan Mu said: "You can read more books, although it is reading other people's thinking, but it will help you a little." ”

"Really?" The girl reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth, "I'll go first, don't tell Teacher SΓΉ Sheng that I've been here, goodbye, teacher." ”

"Oh, goodbye." Yuan Mu sent her away, sat back in place, recalled the conversation just now, and felt that he had interrupted the girl's confession, and he was not sure if this was right.

Although the girl said that she didn't need to sue Teacher SΓΉ Sheng, Yuan Mu considered that she was not a real teacher, so she should still report it. When Sheng Feng came back from class, Yuan Mu told him about it.

Sheng Fengshi heard it and said: "That girl's name is Yang Wanxin, and you will see her again at the Thursday class meeting." You did very well. ”

Yuan Mu pursed his lips and smiled.

"But," Sheng Fengshi said, seeing Yuan Mu looking at him nervously, a certain psychology was satisfied, "You help me work, according to the agreement, you will not be paid." ”

Yuan Mu made a false alarm and said, "I'm willing to help, if you need it." ”

"I'm very confident in my ability to work. What are you nodding? ”

"I'm also very confident in your ability to do your job."

"Okay." Sheng Feng shifted his center of gravity forward and prepared to get up.

"Teacher Sheng, are you in charge of four classes?" Yuan Mu suddenly asked.

Sheng Fengshi fell back into the sofa: "No, I'm in charge of two, and the other two classes of the law major are in charge of Mr. Du in the office next door." ”

"An office for two?"

An intriguing smile appeared on Sheng Fengshi's face.

Yuan Mu understood, excellent does not need to be spoken.

When the center of gravity is in full swing, it moves forward.

"Teacher Sheng, do you have any urgent work?"

Sheng Feng fell back into the sofa again, knowing that he couldn't avoid it today: "No." ”

Unexpectedly, what Yuan Mu said was not what she envisioned, but a very serious thing: "I want to improve the relationship with Zou Qi's parents, although they have agreed that I and Zou Qi recognize each other, but we will always have to deal with each other in the future, if we have a good relationship, Zou Qi can also be comfortable." ”

"Well, that's a reasonable request." Sheng Fengshi thought for a moment and said, "Usually Zou Qi's mother will participate in or organize public welfare activities from Monday to Thursday, but from Friday to Sunday, because of traffic congestion and large flow of people, she usually won't go out." Zou Qi goes home every two weekends, and Lawyer Zou picks her up from school on Saturday morning and sends her back on Sunday afternoon. This week is bi-weekly, and you can go to Zou Qi's house on Friday afternoon. ”

"Do you have Zou Qi's mother's phone number?"

Sheng Fengshi picked up the mobile phone on the coffee table: "You remember, but don't call in advance, because it is very likely to be politely refused." There is a class cadre meeting on Friday afternoon, and after the end, you go directly to Zou Qi's house, and Zou Qi's mother will let you in. ”

"Okay." Yuan Mu saved the number.

Sheng Feng asked, "Still have questions?" ”

"What book have you been reading lately, can you recommend it to me?"

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Yuan Mu stared at Sheng Fengshi as if he didn't see Sheng Fengshi's helplessness, but Sheng Fengshi was very sure that Yuan Mu knew it.

"The Old Man and the Sea."

"Re-reading? I also read it. ”

"Yes."

"I recently watched Bambi."

"What?" Sheng Fengshi wondered.

"A fairy tale book, brought by the chef's youngest daughter when she came to play." Yuan Mu explained, "She said that there is also a version of the movie. ”

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Yuan Mu persevered: "Mr. Sheng, which movie have you watched recently?" ”

"'Shawshank.'"

"Salvation? I've seen it too. Have you been revisiting old works lately? ”

"Yes."

Sheng Fengshi's interest was aroused, and she wanted to see how long Yuan Mu could last.

"Teacher Sheng."

"Huh?"

"I know what you're thinking." Yuan Mu said with a smile.

"......" Sheng Fengshi's temples jumped suddenly, and his face sank, "Yuan Mu, do you remember what I said yesterday?" ”

"Maintain a respectful attitude towards you." Yuan Mu responded without pressure, "I also know that you are not angry now. ”

Sheng Feng has no choice but to take her, and it is not a good thing that the tacit understanding is too much. "And what do you want?" Sheng Feng compromised.

Yuan Mu looked at Sheng Fengshi's eyes and said very seriously: "I think you treat me like I do to you, you don't avoid or hide." ”

"And then? Become a 'heart-to-heart' friend? Sheng Fengshi asked, "Do you know why I avoided and why I hid?" ”

"I don't know."

"Isn't it too much for you to make demands of me without knowing my troubles?"

"Do you have any troubles, can you sue me?"

Sheng Fengshi said: "I have no bitterness. I just don't want to be friends with you. ”

"Oh......" Yuan Mu was a little relieved, and looked at Sheng Fengshi blankly.

"Yes, I know we're like-minded, and I can even see what you're thinking by looking into your eyes, and so do you, but I don't want to be friends with you. I reject the birth of this friendship, and I want us to get things done. ”

Yuan Mu lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

Sheng Fengshi waited for a long time, thinking that Yuan Mu would not speak anymore, so he stood up and walked towards the office area, and when he was halfway there, Yuan Mu's voice came from behind Sheng Fengshi: "I want to fight again." ”

Sheng Feng suddenly froze in place, and for a moment she seemed to lose consciousness, and when she came back to her senses, she heard two words come out of her mouth: "Whatever you want." ”

As soon as the words were spoken, Sheng Fengshi sighed in his heart, what an ambiguous response. In the depths of his heart, he actually had expectations for Yuan Mu, which really shouldn't be.

Sheng sat down. Yuan Mu glanced at Sheng Fengshi's side face and didn't dare to stare at it. Because of the blow, Yuan Mu had no intention of carving the villain, looking at the coffee table in a daze.

Twenty years may be just the beginning from the perspective of a lifetime, but for Yuan Mu now, it is all the life experience so far. In the past twenty years, Sheng Feng Shi was the most beautiful person Yuan Mu had ever seen, and Yuan Mu had an intuition that there would be no more beautiful people in the future. The "beautiful" that Yuan Mu thought in his heart was a feeling that was completely subjectively determined, and it didn't even have much to do with appearance, and Yuan Mu never evaluated the beauty and ugliness of others by his appearance - in the past, Yuan Mu thought that beautiful people looked just average in the eyes of most people, but when it came to the appearance of Sheng Feng, Yuan Mu thought it was also very good-looking, so Yuan Mu felt that Sheng Feng was the most beautiful, in other words, Yuan Mu had the most feelings for Sheng Fengshi.

What's worse is that the word "most" is not compared from several similar items, but when Yuan Mu saw Sheng Feng, he clearly knew in his heart at first glance that this person was the "most", and there was no comparison. But now the man says he doesn't want to be friends with her?

Thinking of this, Yuan Mu's heart hurt.