"Hey, I'm Ji Ran, where are you now?"

"I'm on the way, you tell them to eat first, don't wait for me, it's a bit of a traffic jam."

"Oh, okay."

After saying this, he stopped for about a few seconds, and Ji Ran thought that the other party would hang up the phone first.

"Let them eat first, and I'll pay when the time comes." If it was left in normal times, Ji Ran might feel that he had taken advantage of it, but his opinion of Shen Yue was a bit big recently, which made him feel that this person was deliberately showing off.

After Ji Ran entered, the classmate sitting on the edge of the door quickly asked how it was?

"He said that there was a bit of a traffic jam on the road, and it might be late, so let's eat first, and then he will pay for it."

These words have obviously been processed by Ji Ran, and everyone knows it.

When Shen Yue spoke, he was the kind of person who could be angry, and he had a very angry temper, and it was estimated that he could fight directly if he said a few words, so Ji Ran had nothing to do in the middle to neutralize it, so he avoided a lot of unhappiness

Fast.

Shen Yue said that it would arrive in a while, but the fact was that they were all half-eaten, and Shen Yue arrived.

"Shen Yue! You're finally here! Hurry up, come and sit down, and leave a place for you. Shen Yue, who the squad leader saw before Ji Ran, stood up directly and beckoned Shen Yue to sit down.

Shen Yue didn't hesitate, he walked over directly, he glanced at Ji Ran, and then said sorry to everyone, it's late.

Everyone doesn't care about anything, it's not like just now, whoever comes late will drink a few more glasses of wine, from this it can be seen that Shen Yue was like in everyone's eyes when he used to go to school, anyway, he is all kinds of characters who can't be provoked.

The squad leader's enthusiasm for Shen Yue, Ji Ran could see it clearly, but he remembered that the squad leader said that Shen Yue was his customer, so in this case, it would make sense.

Although the atmosphere was not as lively as it was at the beginning, I still finished dinner with a great success.

Before leaving, because Ji Ran said that Shen Yue paid, everyone was a little hesitant at first, but in the end, Shen Yue went out first, and everyone followed one after another, it turned out that Shen Yue had already paid when he came.

After eating, they said that they were going to sing, and the place was not far from where they ate, and it was only a few minutes away. Although Ji Ran likes to sing, he rarely goes to K songs with others, so the level is a little erratic, at least he thinks so.

The squad leader booked a presidential box, which was very large and could accommodate more than 30 of them.

After sitting down, many colleagues began to order songs, and the squad leader first took the lead in drinking beer, and then sat on the sofa. He sat with Shen Yue, Ji Ran looked at the two of them and said very happily, originally planned to sit farther away, but then heard the squad leader ask Shen Yue about the next list, I don't know if it has been settled.

Ji Ran remembered that the squad leader seemed to have told him about it.

"It's not up to me to decide on this, it still depends on the quality of your goods."

"The quality must be no problem, isn't the one you signed last time all good?" As he spoke, the squad leader pulled out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.

"No, I don't smoke." Shen Yue didn't give the squad leader this face.

"Oh, it's good not to smoke, it's true that smoking is not good for your health, but like us, smoking has become a means of communication." The squad leader didn't feel embarrassed, but neatly put the cigarette away.

"Your company's development prospects are not good, I think you should think more about yourself." Ji Ran completely let go of his steps after hearing this, and he glanced at the squad leader's expression.

But because of the light, he couldn't see it too clearly, but he felt that the other party seemed to be flustered.

"I think it's okay now." After the squad leader finished speaking, he didn't continue to look for topics, which made the atmosphere a little awkward.

Maybe he also felt this, and the squad leader casually made an excuse and went out.

Originally, someone was looking for Ji Ran to sing, because he didn't want to sit there alone with Shen Yue, so he agreed, but after singing a few words, no one asked him to continue, Ji Ran was a little excited to sing, and felt very hot, so he took off his coat, and his whole face was red.

With lively music and colorful lights, it's easy to get restless.

But there are exceptions, such as Shen Yue, who has been sitting in the dark, Ji Ran thought that he would leave in a short time, but he didn't expect to persist until now.

At the end of the song, everyone dispersed, and Ji Ran went directly to take the bus because his home was relatively close.

Ji Ran didn't see Shen Yue when he went out, Shen Yue moved early and didn't live in N City, although the house seemed to be still there. At that time, Shen Yue had just left, and he would go around his house if he was fine, and now that he thinks about it, he is also depressed how could he be like that at that time.

Ji Ran is very familiar with this bus, and he took this bus to the school back then.

Shen Yue followed the bus until the man got off, he sat in the car and looked at the familiar place, the lights turned on and off, and then he turned his head around.

Looking at the familiar scene in front of me, it seemed that the only change was that the place had become smaller.

Shen Yue closed his eyes and all that came to mind was the memories of that time, and before he was reborn, he almost survived on those memories.

Because after Ji Ran left, he couldn't sleep well.

At that time, he had been with Ji Ran for three years, almost half-out of the closet, he was usually the kind of person who didn't want to express too much, his whole heart was on work, Ji Ran's family gave Ji Ran a lot of pressure, and his parents seemed to know a little about their affairs

Yes, Ji Ran mentioned it to himself, what he said at the time was, then come out. Ji Ran was very dissatisfied with his attitude, which was a little better at the beginning, but in the end, various contradictions arose. Thinking about it now, I was so confident and conceited at that time that I felt that Ji Ran took my feelings for granted.

After that, the breakup proposed by Ji Ran became a matter of course.

He clearly remembered the last few words that Ji Ran said, "I don't know if you really like me, I have been thinking about this question for a long time, and I haven't found the answer until now, let's break up, you seem to be able to live well alone." ”

"I don't, you know that sometimes I don't know how to express myself, you know, I like you, maybe I don't do enough, but please don't go."

In the end, Ji Ran still took all the things that belonged to him, and Shen Yue at that time thought that he would come back in a few days, he had never really blushed, and he quickly forgot all the unhappiness. It's just that that this time he really didn't plan to come back, so Shen Yue went to look for him.

He didn't expect Ji Ran to be like that for him, he usually didn't feel it when he was at home every day, and suddenly left, as if his heart was empty, he was a little muddy every day, he couldn't concentrate on doing anything, and all he thought about was why that person didn't come back? How could he just be gone? Did he really want to leave him?

The reconciliation that followed was not very smooth.

He knew that Ji Ran's family was urging him to go on a blind date, and Ji Ran had compromised a few times, although he just looked at it and made a appearance, he still couldn't control himself, he felt that he didn't completely control Ji Ran within the scope of what he could control. He couldn't watch Ji Ran with others, he thought he would go crazy.

One day after that, he received a phone call saying that he was asked to prepare a sum of money and send it directly to a certain location, otherwise he would tear up the ticket. Shen Yue's whole body was covered when he heard Ji Ran's voice, and he had to make his voice sound less flustered. He could only stabilize himself by holding the phone with both hands, and his little thumb and ring finger began to tremble uncontrollably.

I haven't seen him for so long, and now I actually see him in such a situation? He hammered his heart twice hard, trying to calm himself down.

"Why do you think he's worth that much?" This is what Shen Yue said after thinking about it. Why would he want to bet? Why would he do this?

"Not worth it? Not worth living together? Aren't you a? He smiled proudly, but not for long.

"Cohabitation? It's just that you didn't do your job well, and those who know will find out how many times I've been to him, and it's true that he's my classmate, but how much can a classmate be worth? If you don't believe me, you can ask for yourself. ”

Ji Ran heard Shen Yue's words on the phone, and he admitted it at the time, just playing with Shen Yue, gay man, playing too much, but he still pretended to ask Shen Yue to save him, after all, they have been playing together for so long.

In order to make this play more realistic, Shen Yue also bargained for a long time, and in the end it was really successful, and Shen Yue was a little relieved.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Yue called the police, and took the money to the place they designated, along the way, he didn't know if he was glad that he didn't have a car accident, obviously sometimes he couldn't better control the steering wheel.

The plan seemed to be much smoother than Shen Yue imagined, and when Ji Ran appeared, he felt that it was enough, that was enough, what could be more expensive than what was lost and recovered.

At that moment, he knew that Ji Ran had forgiven him, the moment he rushed out of the warehouse, the kind of surprise he saw in his eyes.

It's just that this joy didn't last long, and when the gun rang out, Shen Yue felt that it was not only that person who fell, but also his own heart, and felt that this qiē was all fake. He kept shaking Ji Ran's, and whispered in Ji Ran's ear and shouted, "Ranran, wake up, okay?" I'm here, don't you sleep, okay? I'll never be like that again, I'll tell you everything, I won't do what you don't like, I'll set you free, you can do whatever you want, can you wake up? I beg you, will you wake up? Don't sleep, please......"

Shen Yue said that he really felt that Ji Ran was just sleeping, he was fine, and he would wake up after calling it. The hot liquid dripped onto the back of his hand, and he didn't feel numb at all.

It wasn't until a week later, at Ji Ran's funeral, that he suddenly realized that the man was really gone, and he would not be able to see it in the future.

Shen Yue originally opened his eyes when the street lights outside were still on, he touched the sweat and tears on his face, and he couldn't calm down for half a day, although this matter has passed for so long, but every time it appears in a different form in his dream. He glanced at the time, and it was just after three o'clock.

Shen Yue took out his mobile phone, there was only one number stored in the phone, he dialed that number as usual, and it took a while for the other side to answer, and then fed in a confused voice.

Shen Yue didn't speak, just listened to the other party's impatient scolding of neurosis, and then hung up the phone viciously, and then continued to look at the school gate not far away.