45. Section 45
"I'm still in the cold wind, waiting for you for hours."
She closed her mouth after saying this and looked at me with the corners of her lips pursed, a gesture I was familiar with and only showed up when she was angry or happy. No matter how much water went into my head, at this time, I knew very clearly that she was angry.
But.
Dig it, where are you so angry!!
Just told An Ran Qing in front of me, am I not you! Laugh at me for having short, thick claws, aren't you? So it's supposed to be me who is angry, why is β‘it you who is pretending to be depressed now?
I was angry when I thought that I hadn't even had dinner and had been frozen by the river for a long time, so I said the most wrong sentence in the first half of my life, I said, "Who made you wait?" I never wanted you to wait. β
As soon as this sentence was finished, the general manager's face turned white again, and this time the whiteness was not like the kind that was blown by the cold wind just now, but like it was hollowed out from the inside out.
I immediately regretted seeing her like this.
I used to have this problem, I got angry and didn't choose to say anything, but once I vented it, I immediately regretted it.
So after hesitating for a few seconds, I was ready to apologize.
"I didn't ...... just now"
"Exactly." The general manager suddenly smiled, even if this smile did not make people feel happy, her tone was extremely cold and unfamiliar, just like me standing in front of me, a stranger who had nothing to do with her.
"Huh?" I was stunned.
She repeated, "Exactly." β
I don't know if it's because the wind is too strong, but her delicate eyes seem to blow into the sand, and they slowly turn red.
"Exactly." She said it again, this time softer than the first two, and I would have missed it if I hadn't been so focused on hers.
But after listening to it, I'd rather miss this sentence.
"Well, I'm not going to wait any longer," she said. β
***
I've heard a lot of things that make me sad.
For example, "Oh, you're talking about Xiang Qianqian from the next class, the one who died of his mother?" Don't pay attention to her, that person is very withdrawn, don't play with her, she has no friends, there must be some kind of mental illness. β
For example, "I said shallow, how did I hear someone say you like girls, hey, how can you do that?" How did our generation have a girl like you who has a ruined reputation! β
For example, "I'm embarrassed to write this scum writing scum plot scum brain hole?" It's embarrassing to open a paid chapter like this.,Why is the face so big? The author came out to write an essay before graduating from elementary school, which is really admirable. β
Another example, "Shallow, I'm sorry I'm going abroad, the domestic environment is not suitable for my study and development." Ah, you don't have to come with me. That, Yuanyuan and I have already applied to a good school. β
But.
However, now all these words that have broken my heart do not add up to this sentence "It's just right, I'm not going to wait any longer" makes me sad.
I guess I'm really unlikable.
***
When I woke up the next day, I was told two things.
First, all of her commercial performances in Japan were unilaterally canceled, and the company that was still negotiating contracts also withdrew their contracts overnight, and the final result of the director's performance in Japan was basically over.
I expressed sympathy and sympathy, but she didn't seem to care, so I asked her what the second thing was.
Speaking of the second thing, Ye Kebai obviously has a look of schadenfreude.
"Wen Yanhe returned to China safely."
When I heard the name of the general manager, my eyelids jumped, and then an inexplicable feeling of suffocation blocked my chest.
"Gone? She's gone? β
"Well, let's go, she didn't tell you last night? I saw her waiting for you around the corner. "Or Bai Le said, "When I left, my face was very bad, An Ran kept holding on, a little staggering, don't say it, I feel so good when I see her so bitter!" After speaking, Ye Kebai also hummed the song and writhed a few times.
Next, I couldn't hear what she was saying, but I felt a buzzing sound in my ears, and the sound continued and tended to become more and more severe.
I wish I could be like in a romance novel, where the protagonist faints when she's sad or trying to escape something, and when she wakes up, it's all over.
But I couldn't, and the more I tried to fall headlong, the more conscious I became.
The more conscious I became, the more I understood one thing - I lost someone who was good to me.
I can also look at my depressed appearance, think about the events of last night, and guess the change between me and the general manager. She patted me on the shoulder, took me in her arms, and whispered, "Although I hate Wen Yan and am happy that your relationship is broken, if you want to cry, cry." Come on, Xiang shallow, cry out like a man. β
Even if my heart is sad at the moment, I want to laugh when I hear this nonsense.
"Can you be normal, why am I crying like this?"
Yi Kebai said, "Don't force yourself if you can't cry, in fact, you should feel happy." β
"Happy what?"
"Leaving Wen Yan, you can throw yourself into my arms! I'm much more interesting than Wen Yan, I can't be a straight face, right? And I'm not busy with work, I'll accompany you wherever you want to play. I'm not a star who is not a popular star, and I am rarely recognized when I go out to play, and we will not be watched......" In the end, Ye Kebai felt a little bitter, probably sad for his acting career.
I pinched her noisy mouth and said with a headache, "Don't make a fuss, I'm so annoyed now, you just shut up." β
Ye Kebai really closed his mouth, hugged me again, and patted me lightly on the back.
"But," I said suddenly, "can you lend me some money?" It may take a lot. β
"No problem, how much?" Vouch for.
"About a million."
Ye Kebai immediately got up and walked out, pretending not to hear.
I laughed angrily, "I'll pay it back, we can make a note!" β
Or Bai is still striding out, not believing my words at all.
In the blink of an eye, she had disappeared at the end of the hallway.
I sighed. Slowly packing my luggage, wandering around Japan these days, I bought a lot of delicate knick-knacks, which I originally wanted to give to the general manager and the pot head. Now it seems that it can't be sent.
The paper door was suddenly pulled open.
You can also struggle, "What are you borrowing money for?" β
I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized what I meant by Ye Kebai, and hurriedly said, "Since I left the general manager, it would be too embarrassing to still live in N City, and I want to buy a house in S City, so maybe I can completely cut off contact with her." β
"Why do you have to buy it there?" Thinking of the housing prices in S City, it can also be quite painful.
I said, "Because that house is my old home." β