Dong Haoyang took the wine glass for a moment.

It's just that he regained his naturalness in an instant, and smiled indifferently, "I haven't married a wife yet." ”

There was a hint of almost invisible joy in Tian Yi's eyes, and he opened his mouth to speak, but was blocked by Dong Haoyang's next words.

"Three years ago, my grandmother and mother were already watching each other for me. It's just that their grandfather died suddenly, and they dispelled this idea. And now that the three-year filial piety period has passed, my grandmother and mother naturally brought up the matter again. ”

"I'm afraid it won't be long before you can drink my wedding wine, Brother Tian."

The joy in Tian Yi's eyes faded little by little with Dong Haoyang's words.

In the end, there was a bitterness left in vain.

"Then congratulations."

Dong Haoyang chuckled, but did not answer Tian Yi's words, "Brother Tian should stay a little longer when he returns to Beijing this time, right?" ”

Tian Yi suppressed the bitterness in his heart and nodded, "That's true, this return to Beijing should stay for a while, the war outside the customs has been settled, and there will be nothing for the time being." ”

Dong Haoyang raised his glass and said happily, "That's good, you can get together with Brother Tian more later." ”

"It's not early today, and it's time for me to go home."

"Brother Tian will talk about it another day."

With that, Dong Haoyang arched his hand to Tian Yi and got up to leave.

Tian Yi got up to see him off, but he didn't leave with him, but returned to the dinner table and drank alone.

He was only sixteen years old when he left the capital last time, and now he is twenty-four years old.

Eight long years passed quietly, or fighting on the battlefield, or looking down at the border. Jin Ge Iron Horse, in the silence, he couldn't help but miss a certain place in the capital

Person.

A handsome boy who is suave and suave.

The pair of peach blossom eyes that seemed to be able to speak often appeared in his dreams.

It's not that he doesn't know about his refusal, but he still can't let it go, and he just wants to confirm it again and fight for it one last time.

Tian Yi smiled bitterly and poured down a glass of wine, the hot feeling burned from his throat to his stomach, but he couldn't get rid of the depression in his heart.

At the border, he could also drink openly, but then he always had some hope, and now, the last trace of thought was quietly extinguished.

People say that they drink to eliminate their sorrows, but he feels that the more he drinks, the more bitter he feels in his heart.

asked Xiao Er to bring a jar of wine.

The food on the table didn't move a bit.

It wasn't until there was some ghosting in front of his eyes that Tian Yi felt that the bitterness in his heart was no longer there, and he suddenly laughed.

"Brother Tian", a figure appeared in front of Tian Yi's eyes.

Tian Yi shook his head, squinted his eyes and carefully distinguished, and only said after a while, "...... Dong Zhe'an? ”

"It's me," Dong Zhe'an's voice couldn't hear a trace of waves, and he sat down in the seat next to him, "I'll drink with you." ”

Dong Zhe'an poured wine for Tian Yi, and at this time, Tian Yi had changed from a two-fingered wine glass to an open bowl. With the action of pouring wine, a lot of wine spilled out, wetting their clothes.

The smell of alcohol alone already makes people feel a little drunk.

"Do you know, I've been thinking about him for eight years", Tian Yi held down the wine jar with one hand and said with a smile at Dong Zhe'an, and it could be heard that he was completely drunk in his words.

"During the eight years I was at the border, as soon as I got off the training ground, my mind was full of him."

Tian Yi smiled bitterly, "It's not that I don't know that he doesn't like me, but there is always a glimmer of hope in my heart." I knew that I was not worthy of him, so I fought hard to kill the enemy at the border pass and worked hard to earn military merits. ”

Dong Zhe'an didn't have a trace of expression on his face, just listened quietly.

"I've always had a hope, I've always wanted to come back and ask him again. And now, when I'm back, I know that this is really my own extravagant hope. ”

Tian Yi raised his head and took a sip of wine, and the wine flowed from his mouth down his neck to the placket of his clothes.

He didn't seem to feel anything.

"Haha, it's time to put an end to my thoughts."

"It's time-", Tian Yi's voice became lower and lower, and his whole body was lying on the table.

The bowl of wine gurgled in a circle, and was held by a hand on the edge of the table.

Dong Zhe'an drank the last bit of wine on the table expressionlessly, and then propped up Tian Yi, who had already fallen asleep, to an inn not far away.

"How many rooms do you have?"

"One, bring some hot water."

Dong Zhe'an calmly paid the money and helped Tian Yi upstairs.

Both of them had a strong smell of alcohol, and Dong Zhe'an took off Tian Yi's clothes and helped him scrub his body.

Looking at the sleeping Tian Yi, Dong Zhe'an's expression was dark for a moment.

――――

The next day.

The headache after the hangover made Tian Yi couldn't help frowning.

His eyes closed again, and he rubbed his forehead with both hands, trying to alleviate the headache.

After a while, he slowly eased up.

As soon as he looked around, Tian Yi couldn't help but be stunned, and his mind suddenly went blank.

He was now in an unfamiliar environment, with no one else in the room.

And he was naked, and his bed was a mess.

This-

The implications of this scene are obvious.

But it obviously made Tian Yi a little unbelievable.

Tian Yi, who had been on the battlefield for a long time and did not change his face, was a little flustered at this time, and he beat his head vigorously, hoping to remember something.

It was only a moment before he remembered a few fragments from his somewhat chaotic mind.

After Hao Yang left, he drank stuffy wine alone and met Dong Zhe'an.

He sent his drunken self to the inn and helped him scrub himself.

Tian Yi had an ominous feeling when he thought back to this, and he had an urge not to think about it.

Tian Yi's face was a little pale.

After Dong Zhe'an helped him lie down, he actually ......

Unexpectedly-

He couldn't imagine that he could do something so beastly!

He could recall Dong Zhe'an's violent struggles, groans of pain, and the bruises that covered his body.

That one by one is the evidence of his own crimes!

Tian Yi slapped himself hard.

The scorching pain could not hide the intense guilt in his heart.

He couldn't imagine how Dong Zhe'an had endured the pain and fled here after being so humiliated.

The man who once admired him as a brother was so insulted by himself.

He looked at the wolf bèi's unbearable bed.

Extraordinarily glaring.

――――

"Brother Tian?" , Dong Haoyang looked at Tian Yi, who was wearing some stubble and looking extraordinarily wolfy, and was a little surprised, "Why are you here?" ”

Tian Yi turned his head a little embarrassed, avoiding Dong Haoyang's gaze.

He really didn't have any face to see the person he had been thinking about for a long time.

Tian Yi's heart was bitter.

"I'm here to find Zhean, is he there?" , Tian Yi asked this sentence with some difficulty, and his voice was dry.

Dong Haoyang looked at Tian Yi's expression and paused, but didn't ask much, "He should be in his house now." ”

"I'll let someone take you to him."

Tian Yi nodded and followed the subordinates called by Dong Haoyang.

During this period, Tian Yi didn't look at Shangdong Haoyang, and even when he left, he didn't say any hello.

The servants led him to the house of Dong Zhe'an, and then departed.

Tian Yi hesitated for a long time, took a deep breath, and then mustered up his courage and knocked on the door.

"Knock, knock, knock"

"I said it, I'm not hungry, you can go", Dong Zhe'an's voice came from inside, extremely dry.

Listening to the words that seemed to have wasted a lot of strength before he spoke, Tian Yi's heart ached.

If it weren't for himself, how could he have fallen to the point he is now!

Tian Yi's eyes were red, and he couldn't wait to slap himself to death!

“…… It's me."

Tian Yi originally wanted to call Dong Zhe'an's name, but he pressed it in his heart.

He felt that even calling him by name was an insult and a hurt to him.

There was silence in the room.

After a while, a sentence slowly came out of it.

"I don't want to see you"

Tian Yi clenched his fists tightly, and his nails were firmly embedded in his palms.

Even if I feel remorseful in my heart, I can only say one sentence.

“…… I'm sorry", Tian Yi said in a low voice.

Tian Yi waited quietly outside, waiting for the final judgment on his sins.

Suddenly, there was a dull sound in the room, like the sound of something heavy falling to the ground.

Tian Yi was in a hurry, opened the closed door suddenly, and broke in.

After seeing the figure falling to the ground, Tian Yi's eyes suddenly turned red.

He hurriedly stepped forward to help Dong Zhe'an up, but he was pushed away violently.

At this time, Tian Yi also saw the shocking bruise on his naked neck.

Tian Yi immediately swallowed his words of concern and sat on the ground dejectedly.

“…… I'm sorry."

He could only repeat this sentence in vain, and nothing else could be said.

Dong Zhe'an forced a smile, "It's nothing, I know you're just drunk." ”

"I know you've always treated me like a brother, and this time it wasn't out of your will."

Listening to Dong Zhe'an's words, Tian Yi did not relax in the slightest.

The guilt is even stronger.

No amount of words can hide his ugly and criminal deeds.

"You don't have to feel guilty", Dong Zhe'an smiled sadly, "Yesterday was also a thought of mine." ”

"You don't like me in the first place, and even if I show my heart, it's impossible between us."

"Although yesterday was an accident, it also made up for my regrets."

Tian Yi was stunned.

My eyes slowly widened.

My heart was full of shock.

Does he mean liking himself?