Chapter 184: Two Worlds
For several days, I was obsessively guarding the gate of Yang's Mansion. (Fengwu Literature Network http://www.qiuwu.net.)
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Some fashion as flower sellers, and some fashion as travelers drinking soy milk, for fear of attracting the attention of others, deliberately put their beards on their faces several times, pretending to be unkempt beggars. As a result, I forgot that this avenue was not even allowed to enter ordinary carriages, let alone called Hanako. It's just that I didn't expect the officials here to be so leisurely, and this kind of trivial matter can alarm them, so they actually took me to Fuyin, but fortunately, I was released after half a day inside.
Seven or eight days have passed, and I have never seen Uncle Feng and Yang Xiuyi advance and exit at the door, and I have not used much of my entanglement, I really don't know what to do.
Lying on the soft couch of the inn, touching her hungry stomach, she complained about the wooden statue of Song Shibai for a long time, turned around and put her wooden statue on the desk, and sighed on her back: Alas, if you want to know under the spring, you can do it, and conjure up a few friends in the rivers and lakes for me, what is the son of Yi Fan, the girl in green with two knives, full of evil, and the heinous crimes, just give me food, I am almost starving to death, if I have no money, I will really be a beggar sleeping on the street tomorrow......
After finishing speaking, he sat up: Why did I forget your Dugu Tao, that kid also came to the capital. The general's son, it shouldn't be difficult to ask, why didn't I think of asking him for help a few days ago.
I hurriedly put on my boots, straightened my clothes, and just ran to the door, but someone slammed the bedroom door open from the outside, and almost hit me on the nose.
There were six unreasonable officials who came and demanded that I hand over my household registration as soon as I entered the door.
There are two kinds of household registration in Dahan, one is decent, and the other is for orphans like me who have no parents and six relatives and don't know where their hometown is. My original household registration was done in Xuancheng, because Tian Chujiu was notorious, and later Yang Xiuyi helped me remake a household registration called Crescent Moon.
Although I didn't know what these six officials asked me for my household registration, I still obediently took it out. They clearly wanted me to take the household registration, but I took it out but didn't look at it, and directly pulled me up and pulled me out: Go!
I was shocked. Twist your wrist desperately: what are you doing!
Be honest with me! Move your feet again!
I didn't break the law or do anything wrong, so why take me away! Who the hell are you?
You are suspected of fraudulent household registration and have been accused of selling fake goods, and you will be sent out of the capital on the same day, and we will send someone to send you back to Qiongzhou Mansion Yin for custody!
I scolded angrily: You fart! You don't even know how to know that the household registration is fake! And I've only sold flowers, where did the flowers come from! What's more, it hasn't been sold!
They didn't listen, and my arm hurt: come with us obediently, otherwise you're not welcome!
No matter how stupid they are, they understand that they are not good, and the so-called household registration is just a rhetoric.
I looked out the door: Oh my God! Someone robbed!
While they were looking back, I kicked the right officer in the crotch. The elbow struck the shoulder of the officer on the left. At the same time, he smashed the teapot and cup on the table against their heads.
Hurriedly ran to the bedside. I wanted to grab a few pieces of clothing, but the rest of the officials quickly followed, so I had to turn around and run to the window, and move the wooden statue that Eighteen had given me in the air. Carefully tuck into your arms and jump down.
The third floor is not high for me, and if I fall down, I basically break my leg, and it's all over the place, and it's good anyway. But this time I was unlucky, I fell on a towering stone platform, vomited a mouthful of blood, and my wrists and foot bones slammed on the sharp edges and corners of the stone platform, and tears of pain fell straight down.
The passers-by around me jumped several big steps in fright, and I hurriedly wiped the blood. Stumbling to his feet and running forward.
The officials shouted at the window: Catch that woman! She's a bounty repeat offender! Catch her and get a reward!
I ran around the bustling streets in a panic, not having time to count the number of people following me. I was extremely panicked in my heart, but my identity was exposed, as the most notorious criminal in the world. If I were caught, I would have my head cut off.
The more I ran, the more aggrieved and uncomfortable I became, and the tears of anger fell straight down.
Dead Yang Xiuyi, dead bastard, dead bastard! If I knew this, I would have come to the capital of bullshit, and if I knew this, I would have taken revenge with She Yi!
I don't know how long I ran, but I was tired and sat in a deep alley, panting and wiping my head in cold sweat. There was no one behind him, which shows that these children of the capital are really pampered on weekdays, so they don't run.
I sneered at them in my heart, but when I think about it, it's a good thing for me.
After a little relief, I climbed up against the wall, and suddenly there was a wet feeling under my nose, and a string of blood slid down, and I hurriedly raised my hand to wipe it off, but it flowed more and more. I was scrambling to rub my hands, helpless and prostration, I was afraid that I would die like this, but now my head doesn't hurt, my chest doesn't hurt, and I don't hurt anywhere.
While wiping the blood, he walked around the alley, thinking about what to do next. Although Yang Xiuyi was about to go crazy with anger, he would never die before he saw him. That's right, find Dugutao! Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that the sky was full of clouds, full of colors, dead Yang Xiuyi, see how I clean you up!
I don't have a good brain, so I often think differently from others, and I think that if I have a nosebleed, I should keep my head down, and I will be fine if I have all the blood that should be shed. And most people in the world look up and want to get the nosebleed back, which always makes me feel that there is snot and boogers in the nose that flows back, so I don't want to die.
So I walked with my nosebleed and my eyebrows down, and because of this, when I turned a corner, I didn't notice someone in front of me and hit my head on it.
raised his head dissatisfied, and said angrily: Long eyes! Didn't see anyone coming...... Uncle Feng! It's you!
Uncle Feng was dressed in plain clothes and green shirts, with a cool appearance, followed by four tall men in dark and strong military uniforms, all expressionless.
My wolf bèi appearance made Uncle Feng shake his head helplessly twice, and took out a handkerchief to pinch my nose: You little girl is really fierce, she clearly hit someone else, and she is still scolding over there.
I grabbed his arms excitedly: Uncle Feng, how is Yang Xiuyi, is he injured, is he okay now?
The hand that wiped my nosebleed for me paused slightly, and he nodded: Well, the young master is fine.
I was overjoyed, and took him by the hand: Take me to him!
He raised his eyes to stare at me, withdrew his hand, paused, and shook his head: Girl, Uncle Feng can't take you there.
I was stunned: What?
His eyebrows twisted slightly. Didn't speak.
I pursed the corners of my lips: Don't worry, he is just sick, I won't be willful with him......
He interrupted me loudly: "Girl, have you forgotten all those thoughts you used to think about?"
I didn't come back to my senses for a while: Huh?
He put his hands behind his back, his eyebrows and eyes were slightly closed, he looked at the long alley behind me, and said slowly: Girl, the young master shoulders a lot of responsibilities, and it is not as easy as you. He must no longer run around with you. Messing around everywhere. Now and in the future. Don't even come to him.
The breeze blew at the entrance of the alley, and the chill was so biting, I shivered, looked up and said: So. He didn't have amnesia, did he really not want to see me?
It's me who calls the shots.
He turned his eyes to stare at me, a pair of shrewd and sharp, even cold and emotionless eyes made my heart sink into a deep cold pool, almost breathless.
Why?
His expression was stern, and his voice was aggravated: Every time the young master goes out with you, he comes back with a serious injury, and he is almost dying. The last three months you went missing, do you know how Madame survived? You used to be so sensible. Why is it so incomprehensible now? And came to him on purpose?
But Uncle Feng, in the past, didn't you still persuade me to let go of the burden in my heart and not think nonsense......
He frowned and looked at me fixedly. The gaze borders on cruelty.
I thought about it, bit my lip, and smiled: I know, I was just a short-lived ghost at that time, and now I am not only a short-lived ghost, but also a short-lived ghost with a strange background, a bad background, and a monstrous vendetta...... At that time, even I didn't know the blood feud on my shoulders, and if I had been sensible, I shouldn't have dragged him into the water......
Girl, go back to Qiongzhou, or go to Pingxiao to find your master.
I raised my head and looked at him: Uncle Feng, you knew that I was here on the first day, I have been pretending to be crazy and stupid in the past few days, you have seen it in your eyes, those officials were called by you, and the passers-by who chased me just now were also stopped by you, if it wasn't for my nose bleeding, you wouldn't have come out to see me, right?
He took a deep breath and nodded slightly.
So, he didn't know I was coming...... My eyes were sour and uncomfortable, and I smiled at him, okay Uncle Feng, I know, I'm leaving.
Eager to leave, I really didn't want to cry by myself, I turned around to leave, but my wrist was grabbed by him: girl.
I didn't dare to look back, and tried to calm down as much as I could: Well, what's wrong?
A heavy money bag is stuffed: take this and use it on the road.
I suppressed my voice: Uncle Feng, we have known each other for so many years, don't you know me, I won't ask for your silver even if I am exhausted. What's more, I still have it now, so don't worry, I'll go to the master."
Closing his eyes, the pain in his heart intensified, he withdrew his hand and wanted to go quickly, he stopped me again, and hesitated: Girl, will you hate Uncle Feng?
Tears finally fell out, and I choked and shook my head: No, I know that everything you do is for his good, and you know what is best for him...... So I believe in you, and I will support you in whatever you decide...... If you think I shouldn't be with him, then I really shouldn't...... So I'm leaving.
Holding on to a smiling face, I turned my head and saw his distressed and sad expression in my tears, I whispered: Uncle Feng, actually, in fact, you should know about me, I just came this time to know if his injury is healed, really, I don't plan to pester him or anything, since, since I know that he is well, I, I'm leaving, I will write to you secretly.
Girl......
Tears crackled and fell, and my chest was soft and stiff, threatening to kill me.
I raised my hand to wipe away my tears, and my nosebleed on my face, and squeezed out a smile that must be extremely ugly: By the way, don't tell him that I have been here, if he wants to marry other daughters in the future, don't let me and Master come to drink the wedding wine, it's best, it's best not to let me know...... In addition, take care of him, his temper is really bad, and you have to take care of yourself, take care of yourself, when you are old, you have to walk carefully with old arms and legs, don't fall out of bed when you sleep at night, you are going to be crippled, no one can take care of him, and he can't do without you......
He didn't speak, his eyes reddened.
I think this is almost the way to say goodbye, the overwhelming sourness and bitterness are about to overwhelm me, I sobbed and couldn't speak, but fortunately there was nothing to say at this time, and I raised my hand and waved twice: I'm really gone.
Turning around, his voice sounded behind him: Girl, wear more clothes.
Nodding, tears pouring deeper and harder.
How embarrassed I was to sue him, I deliberately wore so little, just to leave a good impression on Yang Xiuyi's parents. But it's useless, no matter how good or well-behaved I want to be, it's useless. Uncle Feng must think that I am very ignorant, very disobedient, and very nonsense, so I shouldn't be with Yang Xiuyi.
wiped away my tears and walked forward step by step, clearly with such a heavy pain on my back, as if I had weighed a thousand pounds of rock, but it was really strange that I could be held up so straight.
Raise your head, the sun is a little bigger.
Look down, the stones over there are so beautiful.
Turning his head, the capital is the capital, and the alleys are more magnificent than Xuancheng.
Shrinking my head, the wind is really cold, I can't stop for a while, I still have to hold my chest and stomach, how can you let me pretend to be chic.
Thinking about it here, thinking about it there, trying not to feel sad and powerless, but after turning a corner, I couldn't help it.
Squatting on the ground against the alley wall, burying his head in his arms, crying heartbreakingly, but he must bite his tongue and lip to prevent himself from making a sound.
The chest of the wood statue in his arms hurts so much, it hurts like he is ripping meat, if he digs out his heart and it doesn't hurt, how good it would be.
It would have been nice if I had never been picked up by Master.
If I weren't a crescent moon, that would be great.
But it can't be, I am her, after grief, after crying, I have to get up and wipe away my tears, and use the life my aunt gave me to find out the murderer for my father and mother's people, and avenge my hatred.
But actually, why should I be sad, there is nothing to be sad about.
I was originally a person, and I have always been a person, and I have never thought about who I really rely on or rely on. I can be very independent, very autonomous, can sleep in the wilderness overnight, can be penniless, can be alone, for such a me, what can be sad.
Wiping away my tears and climbing up the wall, this pretense of strength didn't last long, and when I took a step, it crumbled with tears welling up again.
It's always like this, it's easier said than done, just like I often say I want to gouge out my heart, but I never really do it.
Another breakdown made me cry.
Yang Xiuyi, I love you, I really love you, infiltrating the flesh and blood of the texture, bone marrow, heart, vein, and flesh, unable to extricate themselves, difficult to eliminate, unless life is over, it will be endless.
But what's the use of love, what's the use of me, I will only pull you into danger again and again, watching you die for me but helpless.
I didn't want to let go, I really didn't want to, but I had to.
This time, I really left.
At this point, it is really the end of the world.