Cai Wei didn't know for a while whether to admire Concubine Shen's unruly, thoughtful, and decisive decision, or whether to tear a tear of sympathy for Concubine Jin, but if she could have a thought, she wouldn't end up harming others!

But what about Qin Fei? Even though his life was saved, when he suddenly knew that the mother he had called for fifteen years was actually not his biological mother, and his mother-in-law, who had always disliked him, was his real mother, and he had lived in this lie for fifteen years, how broken should his heart be at that time?

She hugged him tightly, her voice trembling slightly, "Ah Fei, you must have been very sad when you suddenly heard these words!" ”

Qin Fei buried his head deeply in her green silk, and after a long time, he said: "Yes, my mind was as messy as thousands of wild horses roaring by, leaving only a mess of wolves. just kept echoing a sentence, "She's lying to me, what she said is all fake, she's lying to me......"

"I didn't believe what she said at the time, I didn't look like her at all, I asked her to show evidence, either to say that she got the birthmark in some secret place on my body, or to have a blood test with me?"

"But she actually said that she had no evidence, and she would not take a blood test with me, because that would be inaccurate. The only evidence is that she saved me itself, if I were the Jin's own son, she wouldn't have risked saving me, as for the Jin family deliberately lied to me that I was her son in order to retaliate against the Jin family, she was even more disdainful, if her biological son was really killed by the Jin family, she would have taken the son of the Jin family to pay for her life, how could she wait until now. ”

Although Cai Wei and Concubine Shen have not been together for a long time, she knows that she is a soft person on the outside and strong on the inside, resolute and decisive, if her son is really killed by the Jin family, she will definitely take revenge immediately, tooth for tooth, blood for blood. But she believes more in the ability of Concubine Shen, and she will want to save her son's life from the beginning and make herself invincible, rather than trying to take revenge after being slaughtered.

Looking at Qin Fei's current situation, he couldn't accept it for a while when he first heard this secret, but later he still believed what Concubine Shen said, could it be that the fact that Concubine Shen was her biological mother was really unacceptable to him, so he chose to leave Beijing and wander outside for three years?

She hesitated for a moment, and was about to ask him, when he continued: "I was speechless by her, and I stayed for a long time before I remembered to ask her why she had sued me for this, and suddenly put this secret in front of me after fifteen years of hiding it from me?" Do you want me to recognize her as my own mother, and then turn against the Sun family, so that I can avenge her two biological sons who died early, and then snatch the dragon chair back? ”

Although Cai Wei didn't know the intention of Concubine Shen to tell him this secret, she felt that she had chosen the time very well, if it was a few years earlier, Qin Fei was still young, and he might not be willing to believe it, if he couldn't hide it, it would only be harmful and useless. If it is a few years later, Qin Fei's temperament and temperament will be fixed, and it will be a little late.

It's a pity that what Concubine Shen didn't expect was that although she thought that she had picked a person who was neither early nor late, Qin Fei was also a person of half an age, but he still couldn't bear such a secret, and he actually ran away from home for three years.

"Then how did Concubine Shen answer you?"

"She said that I was thinking too much, and she didn't sue me for this to make me recognize her as a mother-in-law, and then go to take revenge and grab the throne or something. The reason why she reluctantly replaced me back then was to save my life, as long as I could live peacefully for the rest of my life, she would be satisfied. She said that there was too much blood on that dragon chair, and that she didn't want me to sit in that bloody seat anymore, and that it was far more important for me to live in peace and joy than to take revenge. ”

"She told me the truth just to let me know my true identity, I am the only concubine of Prince Yide, whether I believe in the identity of my sister-in-law or not, since I am the concubine of Prince Yide, I can no longer live in this world like this, and I don't know if I am conspired and calculated."

Qin Fei sneered a few times, and slammed his fist on the bed, "But I'd rather she never told me to know!" At that moment, I really wished I was the concubine of the Jin family, and I had nothing to do with her mother-in-law! ”

Although Cai Wei suffered some pain after the death of her parents, compared to the pain Qin Fei endured, what was the small suffering?

She never lost her father at birth, and she was never exchanged for someone else by her biological mother. When she was young, she was favored by her father, but her mother didn't treat her as well as her two brothers, but she was never as indifferent and ruthless as the Jin family did to Qin Fei, and even when she didn't know that her son had been replaced, she still treated her only son like that. And his biological mother could only treat him coldly and disgustingly as a "concubine" in order to save his life.

Although Qin Fei has two mothers, he actually has no mothers.

Cai Wei knew that Qin Fei must have a very deep pain in her heart, but she had no shortage of love since she was a child, no matter how smart she was, she was afraid that she would not be able to understand how deep and painful the pain in his heart was, she could only hug him tightly and let him feel the warmth on her body, knowing that he was not alone at the moment, and she was by his side.

"I lay in the Yingchuan Mansion for several days after I was beaten that day. In those days, Concubine Jin never came to see me once, and she never came back from the Cheng'en Mansion at all, so she only cared about going to the palace to clear herself, so as not to be burdened by me, a sinner who dared to rob women with the emperor, and begged the Empress Dowager Sun not to blame her. ”

"Originally, I was a little disappointed that she didn't even look at me as a mother, and she still ignored her son when he was beaten like this. But when my grandmother said that she was my real mother, I suddenly didn't blame her at all, and she was not my own mother, so why should she treat me well? Besides, I've become a wreck! ”

"As for Sun Xuemei's deception and betrayal of me, what is it? She's just a pawn being used against me, and it's my own stupidity that got into the way of others. She never really liked me, so where did the betrayal come from? ”

"Compared to what my grandmother did to me, the things they did to me were nothing. Yes, I know that my mother-in-law is for my good, she will exchange me to the Jin family in order to let me survive, she hopes that her son can live a long life, but for me, rather than growing up from my mother who can't get any maternal love and affection, it is better to be like the king of Dongchuan, although he went early, but when he was alive, he could get his mother's love in every way, although his life was short, but he did not come to this world in vain. ”

"My mother-in-law doesn't know how much she loves the child who died young, I don't know if she is trying to cover it up, or if she treats the child as me, or because she knows that the child will not live long, she is so good to him, better than to my third brother. Later, I often thought that although the king of Dongchuan only lived for more than two years, he lived every day in a honey pot, and was pampered by his mother, but I, although I lived longer than him, I don't know how many days, but every day of my life was soaked in yellow lotus water, and I often didn't know why I lived in this world......"

"That was before," Cai Wei hugged him and said softly: "Ah Fei, those are all in the past, now that I am by your side, I will love you, respect you and protect you, I don't know if I can dispel all kinds of clouds from your past, whether I can make your future days as sweet as honey, but I am sure that what awaits us in the future is still the bitter water of Yellow Lotus, and you are no longer alone, I will accompany you to soak in it, we will share weal and woe, no matter what, we are together." ”

Qin Fei used all his strength to press her into his arms, eager to embed her in his body, and become one and never separate.

"This is what you said, since you want to accompany me, then you have to accompany me for the rest of your life, and you are never allowed to leave me again, even if you want to talk doesn't count, I will never let you leave me again."

"How could I leave you? Ah Fei, I can't accompany you through all the sufferings you suffered before, but in the future, as long as you don't let go of my hand, I will always be by your side forever. ”

"Until the end of your life!"

Lips and tongues intersected, and after a lingering moment, Cai Wei panted and pillowed in Qin Fei's arms, while drawing circles on his chest with her little fingers, while asking him a question that he had wanted to ask for a long time.

"Ah Fei, you tell me honestly, when did you fall in love with me? Why do you like me? ”

No one will fall in love with another person for no reason, Qin Fei was infatuated with Sun Xuemei when he was young, not for her unparalleled beauty, but for the care and warmth she treated him like a sister. And what about her? It was her father who was kind to Qin Fei, but she never did anything to warm Qin Fei's heart, how did he like her and then fall in love with her?

Qin Fei's lips rubbed lightly against her earlobe, thinking about the scene when she first met her, the fate between her and him was much earlier than she thought. At that time, he was full of envy, jealousy and hatred for the girl who was held in the palm of his father's hand, but later, he ......

"Do you want to know? I won't tell you! ”

"You-" Cai Wei might as well that he would reply to her like this, and she was so angry that she wanted to turn around and ignore him, but she was hugged by Qin Fei.

He chuckled and whispered in her ear, "Don't be annoyed, I can't sue you?" But not now, when we are seventy or eighty, at least sixty years together, when we get married, let's pretend to be the bride and groom again, drink another round of wine, and then we will lie on the bed, and I will hold you in my arms like this......

"At that time, I will tell you when I was attracted to you, and when you will tell me when you liked me, this is called...... Well, don't forget the original intention! Do you think it's good? ”

When Cai Wei heard him say this, she thought of a pair of white-haired old men and old ladies lying on the marriage bed in wedding dresses sixty years later, and said the love words of their youth, and couldn't help but beat him with a smile and said, "You can figure it out!" ”

Although she was dissatisfied with his refusal to sue her now, she also understood that he was changing his way and wanted to be by his side.

Sure enough, I listened to him: "Awei, you have to ask me once a year in the future, otherwise this king is busy, and I'm afraid that I will forget it when the time comes!" ”

Cai Wei pinched his waist, "Let's not mention this matter first, and we are not in a hurry, but there is something close at hand, this is about to dawn when I see the sky, does Your Highness still want to send me to that distant and safe place?" ”