Chen Ran sat on the bed with his knees crossed, staring at the dark shadow in the opposite corner.

"It's the third time, or don't you want 'me'?" The shadow suddenly spoke, but the tone was exactly the same as that of an adult Chen Ran.

Chen Ran continued to hug and did not say a word.

Shadow continued, "When you were first born again, you didn't want me, and you missed the opportunity to be blessed in this world. ”

"Ten years ago, the opportunity was better, you still didn't want me, you made an appointment with me now, what do you say now?"

Chen Ran had red eyes, shook his head and stopped, and after a few seconds, he shook his head again, tears fell like droplets of water hanging on a thread, he opened his mouth, looked up and said, "It's better to make a decision for me!" ”

The shadow swayed in the corner, "Don't be stupid, you are Chen Ran, I am just a memory you don't like, how to make your decisions." ”

……

"Well, time is running out." The shadow hid in the corner, staring at her secretly, as if it was going to devour her in the next second.

Chen Ran wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, his eyes stared at his fingertips, rubbing and rubbing, the expression on his face changed, and he suddenly became resolute and cowardly.

"You go, I don't want you anymore." Chen Ran closed his eyes and finally spoke.

"Haha, idiot." The shadow rose three feet high, and the entire space was shrouded in 'her', as white as day, and in a blink of an eye, it became black that covered the sky.

"You love him so much, he treats you like that, you love him so much, cowardly, cowardly, incompetent...... You don't think about your parents in your past life, think about them, you shouldn't, you shouldn't! ”

Chen Ran, who passively poked his heart to distract himself, his eyes were all red, his face was as pale as paper, his shape was like a shadow, his spirit was extremely broken, and he trembled and screamed, "You don't understand, you don't understand, he never deceived me from beginning to end, he never said he would love me in his previous life, it's me, it's me who forced him, I deserve it, I deserve it...... What position do I have to take revenge on him! ”

The Shadow hovered around her and asked, "What about this life, you think he pretends to love you." ”

Chen Ran's momentum from the collapse suddenly fell into a lifelessness, hugged his knees and shrunk back into a ball, and he couldn't deny it with straight eyes, "I don't know." ”

Whenever she gave birth to make him a little sad, her whole heart hurt like a sieve.

She cried and laughed and asked, "I feel sorry for hating him, and my heart will die directly if I retaliate against him, is this revenge on him or revenge on myself?" ”

"Perhaps, I owe him a few lifetimes, and this life is to be repaid with my life, what's the point? Why do you want to come back again, the past life is not enough? Why do you want to come back again, the past life is not enough...... Why, why ......"

Chen Ran, who shrank more and more, muttered to himself to the point of being stupid, and a sigh that came out of nowhere broke a qiē, "The fate is not extinguished, I have never cherished, and the fate is extinguished and forced again, all of them are idiots." ”

The shadow suddenly turned into a shadow, and he pointed to the sky and shouted angrily, "Pointing fingers, I want you to do a lot of things." He looked back at his cowardly self and sneered, "Since you want to make a joke, live ignorant as you wish." ”

"What's the matter, you said she was going to wake up soon, how long will she have to wait?" Lu Cheng angrily asked a child beside him who was less than the height of his waist.

The child's face was angry, and he looked at him as impatient as he looked at the enemy, "You ask me, who do I ask, there are so many tricks, why are you in a hurry, you deserve to bear it?"

Since he fainted that day, Chen Ran has been lying groggily in bed for a week, and Lu Cheng, who is impatient and about to go crazy, can't take care of any calm and composed, and he only knows that he has no brains to quarrel with him.

"Didn't you say that she doesn't have memories of her past life, what is this, you are so capable that you can bring both of them back, why can't you let her wake up now."

"Bullshit, what do you know," Mao Xiaodao jumped on the sofa angrily, trying to meet his eye level, but unfortunately it was still a lot worse, "If it weren't for me, you would have been able to have today, and she would have died early, and she might even have the heart to kill you." ”

Lu Cheng listened to his words, pressed his head irritably, and fell on the sofa in a daze, it was too late when he realized that he loved her in his previous life, and after neglecting her for a long time, he no longer had the confidence that he could have her again under the premise that she kept the memory of her previous life.

During the week she was in a coma, every time she was slightly awake, the look in his eyes was indifferent to the coldness, and he resisted his contact for no reason, what it meant, for the first time, he was too cowardly to guess the truth.

But in any case, he didn't want to see her lying on the bed like the last period of his previous life, seeing her like this, he actually thought about it, if he could see her healthy and safe in this world, whether it was by his side or not, what did it matter.

Pray for a qiē, only hoping that she will wake up.

"What do you need to wake her up?" Lu Cheng looked up at the ceiling weakly.

Mao Xiaodao looked at him showing weakness, and then he had a sad mentality, if it was a thousand years ago, he could have begged someone to let her go, why wasn't he willing to give up.

He sat cross-legged on the couch and asked in a low voice, "What if she comes back with memories of her past life?" ”

Lu Cheng didn't have to think about it at all, and said directly, "She can do whatever she wants, and I am willing to bear any consequences." ”

"That's a nice thing to say," Mao Xiaodao habitually sneered, just turned his head to think about it, but smiled miserably, "It's not." ”

……

Chen Ran woke up from the chaos, the room was peaceful, he looked up and looked around, but he didn't see anyone, but when he turned to the right with his side face, he found that there was a sea outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

Someone came in from the door, carefully pushed the door, and looked at her on the bed at the first glance when she entered the door, and the two looked at each other.

Chen Ran saw the corner of his eyes in a trance, what was wrong? Why is he sad, and where is she?

She tried to stretch out her hand, trying to pull him to her side, but he looked at her hand that was only slightly raised, stunned, delusional, sad, weak, and did not step forward for the first time.

Chen Ran couldn't understand his feelings, tilted his head, frowned, and said, "Lu Cheng, I heard the sound of the waves, where is this?" ”

……

"Unexpectedly, I woke up on an island in the Caribbean Sea, why are you so bad, don't wake me up."

Chen Ran was hugged by him and sat on a naturally formed reef in the middle of the sea, surrounded by sea water, the sea and the sky were connected, and his eyes were full of blue, and the world was silent except for the sound of nature, as if only she and him were left.

Lu Cheng kissed her forehead, pressed his cheek against her, and his voice was so soft that it was about to burst into water, "Well, I was wrong, I will wake you up next time." ”

Chen Ran raised his eyes, his hand touched his forehead and bounced, "Why did you suddenly become like this, you can't stop saying that I was wrong, and I didn't say anything about you." ”

"Yes," Lu Cheng stared at her eyes tightly and said, "I know it's wrong, don't say it next time, okay." ”

Chen Ran glanced at him strangely, turned his head, looked at the sea and sky in the distance, and said with a smile, "I really don't understand you, I like to talk about it." ”

Lu Cheng tightened the person in his arms, not as calm as he was on the surface, but in fact the agitated emotions overwhelmed him again.

He knew that she loved him, but he never realized how much he loved, he felt guilty about her in his previous life, and he doubled and overlapped in this life, and he was afraid that he would not be able to pay it off in his life and life.

He admits that he is afraid of her recovering the memories of her past life, that kind of harm is not something he can taste in this life, the hardship makes him cringe, he can't see the future clearly, it is the pain he can't bear, whether it is selfishness, helplessness, repentance, he just wants to come back, he wants to be with her, not to waste time.

And being able to forget jì is the easiest way to reach his happiness.

"You eat less, eating more barbecue is not good for children." Chen Ran took away the tenth string of meat skewers from Mao Xiaodao's hand, and asked Lu Cheng to give her the cold corn wrapped in tin foil, "Let's eat this." ”

"Don't eat it," Mao Xiaodao childishly pushed away the corn on Lu Cheng's plate, and when he turned his head to look at Chen Ran, he looked childish again, "Then roast me a enoki mushroom, it's the kind of meat slices rolled up." ”

Since there are only a few people who come to the island, it is Lu Cheng who cooks for them these days, and no one can bake the effect of a seafood feast with a simple barbecue stall set up casually.

Nothing more than freshly baked mushrooms, corn, skewers, shrimp, oysters and a few grotesque fish.

"Forget it, I made you a delicious tin foil mushroom soup, just one minute, you smell it, is it all umami." Chen Ran moved the tin foil mushroom soup that had been stewed from the beginning to the present to the middle of the fire, and while recommending it to Mao Xiaodao, he also lowered his head and smelled it, and praised, "I'm really a genius, I thought of mushroom soup when I saw mushrooms, but I didn't expect to get started." ”

"Tsk, maybe I still have something unique in cooking," Chen Ran smiled at Lu Cheng triumphantly, "Otherwise, I'll cook dinner, it's hard to say that I can make a table full of Han people." ”

Lu Cheng was grilling fish in his hand, and when he heard the words, he glanced at Mao Xiaodao indistinctly, but he didn't want to, Mao Xiaodao was still coaxing over there, "Okay, okay, I want to eat a real seafood feast, foie gras roe, geoduck, sea urchin tuna, lobster, hot spring eggs, assorted seafood rice." ”

Chen Ran looked at Lu Cheng suspiciously, "...... Can children eat this? ”

Lu Cheng shook his head very happily, "He has a weak temper, and he has eaten too much oil in the past few days, so it's better to drink some white porridge to hang on his stomach." ”

"Scrape the stomach of a ghost," Mao Xiaodao angrily threw a bunch of mushrooms on the ground, "Which eye can you see that I am small." ”

Don't be Lu Cheng this time, even Chen Ran looked people up and down.

Mao Xiaodao jumped off the chair with a gloomy face at that time, crossed his waist and said loudly, "Lao Tzu is going to sea, prepare a boat for me." After shouting, he ran on a few inches long little short legs.

Chen Ran stood up to chase him, but was stopped by Lu Cheng and motioned for her to look ahead.

It turned out that after Mao Xiaodao ran out, Lao Liang, who was on the island together, also chased him out.

"Don't worry, someone is watching." Lu Cheng said.

Chen Ran raised his head and stared at Mao Xiaodao uneasily, "He's still a child, now when he goes to sea, it'll be fine." ”

"He's not your average kid."

"Oh," Chen Ran's attention has been on Mao Xiaodao at this time, what Lu Cheng said, she also responded casually, seeing that the only pier on the island has gathered three people, including Lao Liang, she followed Lu Cheng out to sea yesterday, knowing their abilities, seeing that they are all there, her heart is a little more stable.

"What did you just say?" When I came back to my senses, I remembered what he seemed to have said just now.

Lu Cheng looked at her, and then smiled, "What else do you want to eat, I'll make it for you." ”

Chen Ran glanced at the food on the grill plate, originally she liked to eat barbecue meat, especially under such beautiful scenery, but for some reason, since she woke up, she had lost interest in meat and greasy food, and always felt that her stomach was not suitable for these.

"I'd better drink the mushroom soup, it's nutritious for the stomach."

“…… Good. ”

Lu Cheng sat down and carefully opened the tin foil, the fragrance of mushrooms came out of his nose, seducing people's appetites, but the remaining two people around him were not on these, one was thinking about his thoughts, and the other was looking at the seaside in the distance, paying attention to the other person.

After she woke up, many things were changing imperceptibly, and it was estimated that even she herself might not be clear, and he who got along with her day and night was the one who felt it the most.