Chapter 029: As long as he wants, she's still there
readx;?? Xun Jiu felt strange, he hadn't seen the moon since he entered the Nine Palaces, but he didn't expect her to appear at this time. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Purple Pavilion
Tayue's face was not very good, a little pale and weak, and there was a little more pleading in his eyes when he looked at Xun Jiu, "Princess, can you let your subordinates go with you?" ”
Xun Jiu pondered, she suddenly remembered that before in the palace of the King of Shu, Ah Zi told her that Tayue was very likely to have feelings for Yu Yinchen.
If that's the case, then does Tayue hate himself who stabbed Yu Yinchen?
Xun Jiu's eyelids jumped, he came back to his senses, looked at Tayue, and asked expressionlessly, "What did you do in the past?" ”
Tayue didn't expect Xun Jiu's eyes to suddenly turn cold, just like the phoenix breath five hundred years ago, she shrank a little, and said: "When I didn't find the princess, the national teacher was half of the master, and now that he is injured, I should go to visit." ”
Xun Jiu was not moved by her words, but just looked at her repeatedly, and suddenly asked, "Do you know how Yu Yinchen was injured?" ”
Tatsuki bit the corner of her lip and stopped talking.
In fact, she didn't know at first, because Yu Yinchen was injured on the first day in Miao Jiang and left the next day, and all the secret guards didn't find out what was going on.
Tayue knew that the reason for Yu Yinchen's injury was just now, Xun Jiu and Fan Yin were talking in the front hall, and she took the opportunity to ask the direction of the little boy of the Nine Palace, and asked the reason for the national teacher's injury.
It was the boy who had just told her.
Tyuki found it unbelievable at the time.
Even though Yu Yinchen is not her real master, she has the grace of cultivation for her, and she can be regarded as her mentor, the princess treats the national teacher like this, so that she can't find anything to say, she only feels that her heart hurts terribly.
On one side is the master, on the other side is the cultivation teacher, the master stabbed the master with his own hands, and the moon was in an awkward position, at a loss.
As soon as Xun Jiu looked at the expression of stepping on the moon, he understood that this girl must know that it was Yu Yinchen who she stabbed with her own hands.
His eyelashes fell, and Xun Jiu said lightly: "If you want to go over, come up, but I can say it first, if you dare to do something to me for Yu Yinchen's revenge, I won't let you go!" ”
Tayue's originally pale face directly turned white, and she knelt on the ground all of a sudden, her face sincere, "Master Mingjian, my subordinates have no intention of betrayal." ”
Xun Jiu glanced at her coldly, "Only you know if you have any different intentions, I said, there is never a shortage of people around me, if you are tired of staying, you can leave by yourself." ”
These words made Tayue feel like a thorn in his heart, it turned out that for such a long time, the master did not trust himself.
She knelt on the ground, made a bow, and her face had calmed down, "The loyalty of the subordinates to the master can be seen by heaven and earth, whether the master believes it or not, the subordinates will not leave, unless they ...... I die. ”
Xun Jiu hooked his lips lightly, and his eyes were full of meaning, "Then do you want to go over to see Yu Yinchen?" ”
Shaking his head, he stepped on the moon and said, "I hope the master will come over with a word of greeting." ”
Xun Jiu bowed her head, this is the style of a killer, she is not a person who can't see the moon and cares, but she cares about an extraordinary person.
When Ah Zi told Xun Jiu that Tayue was likely to have feelings for Yu Yinchen, Xun Jiu felt that it was okay to do that, it was always good for multiple people to care about Yu Yinchen.
But now, she has changed her mind.
The moon is her own person, the deeper her feelings for Yu Yinchen, when Yu Yinchen dies, the deeper the moon will hurt.
Rather than immerse her in an unrequited love that will never be possible in the future, it is better to give her a warning now.
Xun Jiu thinks that she is not a good person, and she can't match this impossible marriage.
She was an executioner, and all she could do was kill the man who gave her a chance to be born again.
Taking a deep breath, Xun Jiu waved his hand, "You go back, you can't take any action without my order in the future." ”
"Subordinates obey." Step on the moon and get up, clenching your fists and arching your hands.
Ruan Mianmian began to row the canopy boat.
After Tayue left completely, she said: "I always thought you were innocent and lively, but I didn't expect you to be so cold-hearted. ”
Xun Jiu curled his lips indifferently, "Even if you say that I am a demon from hell, I will not refute it, because I am not a good person myself." ”
"I see." Ruan Mianmian gave her a thumbs up, full of sarcasm, "I've never seen someone like you, except for those you care about, you just turn a deaf ear to other people who care about you, and you have to try your best to hurt them, don't you see others good?" ”
Xun Jiu looked at Ruan Mianmian, his eyes showed a bit of loneliness, fleeting, and sneered, "Five hundred years ago, I was a killer, five hundred years later, even if I changed my skin and identity, but the cold-blooded in my bones has not changed at all, you are right, I am cold-hearted, I only care about what I care, I don't care about me, and I even want to trample on it at will." ”
Ruan Mianmian didn't expect that Xun Jiu would not be angry, and he would admit that he was not a good person so calmly.
After paddling hard, Ruan Mianmian threw the oar to the side, walked in and sat down opposite Xun Jiu in a huff, his brows furrowed tightly, and his eyes seemed to be about to breathe fire, "You woman, are you really heartless?" ”
finally couldn't help but say what he had been trying to say, "Do you know that on the way we came to Minguo, Yu Yinchen was in a high fever, and he kept shouting phoenix breath in his dreams, even in his dreams, he wanted to protect you, but what about you?" ”
The more Ruan Mianmian spoke, the more angry she became, she simply stretched out her hand and grabbed Xun Jiu's collar tightly, and asked in a cold voice, "How did you treat him?" ”
Xun Jiu's face was expressionless, and a trace of mockery swept up on his lips, "Hurt him five hundred years ago, hurt him five hundred years later, what I can give him, except for harm, there is nothing else." ”
Ruan Mianmian let go of Xun Jiu's collar, squeezed his fist hard, and looked at the posture, almost hitting Xun Jiu.
Xun Jiu maintained his original posture and expression, as if everything was not worth mentioning in her eyes.
Five hundred years ago, Yu Yinchen's life and death followed, she was willing to sacrifice at the last moment for her rebirth, five hundred years of infatuated waiting, because she used the soul forbidden technique to kill the king of Miao Jiang regardless of her serious injury, which attracted backlash.
All his goodness seemed to be worthless in her eyes.
Because...... All she could do was kill him.
"Xun Jiu, don't make me hate you!" Ruan Mianmian clenched her teeth, "I always thought that you and my senior sister were from the same world, and you had all the intelligence and reason she had, but it wasn't until today that I found out that you were so ruthless!" ”
Xun Jiu didn't care at all, and raised his eyes to look at her, "King, I am a person who should be hated, and please don't be stingy with hatred." ”
Ruan Mianmian stomped her foot hard, snorted coldly and went out to row again.
The two soon reached the shore.
Xun Jiu did not hesitate at all, went ashore and went directly into the cabinet.
Ruan Mianmian had been following behind her, and her hateful gaze almost poked Xun Jiu into holes.
Xun Jiu didn't have to look back to know that Ruan Mianmian must have wanted to beat her very much at this moment, and when she walked around the corner of the escalator, she turned around and glanced at Ruan Mianmian, who was standing in place for some time, and urged, "Fang Cai has been shouting to come, why don't you leave now, if you don't come up to relieve me from the siege, what will I do if the West Palace embarrasses me later?" ”
At this time, Ruan Mianmian hated Xun Jiu's indifferent face the most, she glared at her and roared, "This king is not going, what do you like, anyway, it has nothing to do with me!" ”
Ruan Mianmian couldn't hide her anger, shook her head, walked out and squatted on the shore.
Xun Jiuyu shook his head with a smile and continued to climb the stairs.
The attic is octagonal and exquisite, and the design inside is also very exquisite.
Xun Jiu remembered that this was five hundred years ago, Fu Yanzhi personally ordered people to make it out for Fengxi to escape the summer heat.
Even though his footsteps were like a lead hammer tied, Xun Jiu still had to climb up step by step.
When I reached the top floor, I met Nishinomiya Yoshito on the corridor without accident.
His face was cold, his eyes were smiling, and when he looked at Xun Jiu, his body was like being wrapped in ice and snow, so cold that people could feel the chill when they stood a foot away.
"Palace Master, don't come unharmed."
Xun Jiu stood still, looking at the person opposite, his face was pale.
"Xun Jiu." Nishinomiya Liangren's eyebrows provoked a little ridicule, "Why do you still have a face?" ”
Xun Jiu smiled, "How did the palace master know that I brought my face today?" ”
Nishinomiya Liangren's eyes darkened, "You don't play tricks in front of the palace master!" ”
Xun Jiu's smile deepened, "Don't forget, I am your ancestor, it is disrespectful for you to talk to me like this, beware of being struck by lightning." ”
Nishinomiya clenched his fists, and his face became gloomy and gloomy.
"I'm not here to quarrel with you today." Xun Jiu slowly walked over, "I want to see Yu Yinchen." ”
"Don't you think about it!"
Nishinomiya Liangren squeezed out three words between his teeth, his face was twisted and hideous because of his anger, and he looked extremely terrifying.
"Why are you stopping me?" Xun Jiu's footsteps didn't stop, she knew that she was not the opponent of Xigong Liangren now, but she didn't want to give up because of this, if she couldn't see Yu Yinchen, she would definitely not leave.
"Why?" Nishinomiya Liangren repeated her three words, his face full of mockery, "Then why did you come to see him?" ”
Xun Jiu frowned, his voice was cold, with a terrifying aura, "What do I have to do with your personal grudge with him?" ”
"Oh, what a 'personal vendetta between you and him'." The ridicule in the corners of Xigong Liangren's eyes was even worse, and in an instant, he pulled out a cold sword with a cold light out of nowhere and stabbed straight at Xun Jiu.
Xun Jiu stood still, his face unchanged.
The cold qi at the tip of the sword carried a powerful spiritual power, but it reached Xun Jiu's heart in a moment, and just as he was about to pierce it, there was an even more powerful spiritual power in the oblique side, which quickly blocked the movements of Xigong Liangren.
Nishinomiya Liangren was shocked by this force, pinched the wrist of the long sword and felt a pain, the long sword fell to the ground with a "clang", he covered his chest and took several steps back, a mouthful of blood spurted out, and his face was extremely pale.
Fu Sheng got up from the shore, stepped on the water, and after a while, he floated to Xun Jiu's side, staring at the Xigong Liangren with a cold face, and slowly opened his lips, "The woman of this king is not something you can touch casually." ”
The corners of Nishinomiya Liangren's mouth curled up a desolate smile, "Why, bullying me for not having as good spiritual power as you?" ”
Fu Sheng hooked his lips shallowly, and his long arm gently wrapped around Xun Jiu's thin shoulders, "This king is just protecting his own woman." ”
Holding on to the carved railing, barely supporting his crumbling body, the Xigong Liangren's eyes were cold and silent, and his mockery was unabated, "Your husband and wife's five-hundred-year love debt, but let an innocent person repay it, should I regard you as His Royal Highness the King of Great Yan Qin, who is iron-blooded, or should I treat you as an unscrupulous supporter of revenge?" ”
Fu Sheng's face was slightly gloomy.
"Ah Sheng, don't meddle in this matter." Xun Jiu tilted his head and looked at Fu Sheng, "I'll solve it myself." ”
Fu Sheng frowned, his thin lips pursed, "If I didn't come just now, Xigong Liangren would kill you directly." ”
"He didn't dare." Xun Jiu looked at Xigong Liangren firmly, his tone was cold, and his eyebrows were light, "I said, this is my personal grudge with Yu Yinchen, and outsiders are not qualified to interfere!" ”
Fu Shengfeng's eyes were heavy, "Do you really want to take the risk alone?" ”
Xun Jiu bowed his head, "It's not a risk, it's just that I want to say something to him, what I owe him will not be repaid in eternal life." But in this world, no one can convict me because of this, the joy of the two is called love, wishful thinking is called unrequited love, there are so many unrequited love in this world, if the party who is paid is sentenced for not being able to respond, then there are more sinners in this world. ”
After speaking, Xun Jiu's cool eyes looked at Xigong Liangren fixedly, "I'm not wrong, I'm not guilty, I'm just ...... Deep in debt. ”
Nishinomiya's lips moved, but he didn't know what to say for a while, but he looked back, and his blue eyes added a bit of darkness.
Xun Jiu continued to be expressionless, "You paid so much back then, didn't Baili Changge not respond?" Do you dare to say she's wrong? Is she guilty? ”
Nishinomiya was stunned.
With a sneer, Xun Jiu looked away and looked at the verdant lake below, "If you don't know love, don't swear in front of me how great love is, I'm not a good person, I can't see the kind of greatness you say, and I'm likely to tear it up with my own hands." ”
Xigong Liangren slowly raised his hand to wipe away the blood from the corner of his mouth, and slowly spit out a sentence, "Xun Jiu, you are crazy!" ”
"That's better than you're stupid." Xun Jiu sneered mercilessly, "What is love? You tell me, is it love to keep giving? Those of you who only know how to give, have you ever thought about the feelings of the person who is being given? You think it's good for each other, but you have ever thought about it from the other party's standpoint, the more you give, the more guilty she feels, and this guilt accumulates over time, which will become a kind of pressure, overwhelming her, and in the end, the pressure will evolve into a demon. Is it love that you drive a living person crazy like this? ”
Nishinomiya Liangren trembled, the muscles of his mouth trembled, but he couldn't find the words to refute her.
With a sneer, Xun Jiu's eyes became more and more cold, "Xigong, in your cognition, do all your efforts have to be rewarded?" So there are more people who like me in this world, how many shares do I have to divide myself into to repay their so-called 'love' and so-called 'like' one by one? ”
Xigong Liangren's thin lips were bitten, and what Xun Jiu said was like a hardened steel knife, slashing his wounds that had not healed easily, dripping with blood and extremely cruel.
Fu Sheng was also stunned by Xun Jiu's words.
From the time he realized the big wedding to the present, it was the first time he had seen her speak in such a cold tone, but every word was reasonable, which made it impossible to refute.
"Ah Sheng, you go back, I have to solve today's matter by myself." Xun Jiu once again spoke out to drive people away, and the eyes that were originally full of rippling waves were dead and silent today, as if they were frozen.
Fu Sheng didn't plan to accompany her to see Yu Yinchen, he was just worried about her safety, and now that he saw her expression, he suddenly seemed to understand the despair and struggle in her heart.
"Okay." Fu Sheng bowed his head lightly, and turned his eyes to look at Xigong Liangren, "Let's go!" ”
Xigong Liangren originally wanted to make the last insistence to stop Xun Jiu from going in to see Yu Yinchen, but before he could speak, Fu Sheng's cool voice had already sounded, "Your happiness is to support her happiness, this is love." Nishinomiya, don't be fearless and insistent, in this love triangle, my wife is the biggest victim. I think you will understand these truths, just like when you let go of Baili Changge. ”
"Say no more! Shut up! Xigong Liangren interrupted Fu Sheng's words in a cold voice, slowly raised his eyes and glanced at the two of them, and one of them flew down the attic and stepped on the river to the other side.
Downstairs, Ruan Mianmian suddenly saw the Xigong Liangren flying to the opposite side, her eyes suddenly widened, and she followed with a flying body.
Seeing the two of them walking away, Fu Sheng turned his gaze back and glanced at Xun Jiu dotingly, "Jiujiu, let's go in!" ”
Xun Jiu glanced at him gratefully, nodded, and went straight to the room where Yu Yinchen was.
The room was filled with a strong smell of herbs, Xun Jiu walked to the room softly, and saw Yu Yinchen sitting on the head of the bed, hearing the voice, he raised his head slightly, and his beautiful amber eyes were no longer as bright as they used to be, adding a little darkness.
"You may be seated." Reluctantly pulling the corners of his mouth, Yu Yinchen raised his hand and motioned for Xun Jiu to sit down, obviously knowing that she would come in the dispute between the few people just now.
"Your ...... hurt" Xun Jiu sat down on the circle chair in front of the bed and asked softly.
"It's okay." Yu Yinchen shook his head slightly.
He is a man who does not die, and there is no need to worry about this kind of problem at all.
Xun Jiu knew what he was saying outside just now, and Yu Yinchen heard it, but this man didn't react, and he looked like he was nothing, which made her a little stunned.
The atmosphere immediately fell into an awkward situation.
Yu Yinchen kept his head down, not knowing what he was thinking, Xun Jiu looked at him for a long time, and finally spoke, "Can you sense when it will have an attack?" ”
Closing his eyes, Yu Yinchen slowly shook his head, "I don't know." ”
"Do you have a pattern with every seizure?" Xun Jiu asked again.
"I don't know." His eyes were still closed, and the darkness on his face was even more obvious.
Xun Jiu was a little unbearable, and he didn't plan to continue to ask.
Yu Yinchen, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly said: "Tell me, once you have an attack, what will happen?" ”
Xun Jiu was stunned.
Slowly opening her eyes, Yu Yinchen looked at her, "You're here for this last time, aren't you?" ”
Xun Jiu pursed her lips, she didn't know where to start, from the beginning to the end, she didn't want Yu Yinchen to know about the existence of Fu Yanzhi.
"I don't know what happened during the seizure, but I can sense that this will be my last." Yu Yinchen said unhurriedly, "Aren't you still unwilling to tell me the truth?" ”
A sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth, Xun Jiu's eyes were cold, fixed on him, "Yu Yinchen, the last time, I will kill you, this is the truth." ”
Amber's eyes shrank slightly, he seemed to be incredulous, but in an instant, he showed a look of relief, and the corners of his mouth turned up, "Then, before I die, I want to know the reason." ”
Xun Jiu's face was cold, "I'm fed up, that's the reason, I'm fed up with you blindly being nice to me, which makes me feel pressured and overwhelmed, I hate this feeling, I hate you." However, the reason why I want to kill you is because of your assertiveness, so that I will not be able to conceive in my life. ”
Yu Yinchen thought that his heart would only hurt so much when he had a monthly attack, but at this moment, hearing her words, he began to feel pain, the pain in the bone marrow, the pain was so painful that it was difficult to breathe, the pain was so painful that it was difficult to suppress, his face was pale and fragile, as if a gust of wind could blow it down.
He had never asked for extravagance, never longed for her to reciprocate to him, but never thought that she would hate himself like this.
Such a result was not what he wanted.
The kid ...... It was used by him to divide the soul and regenerate the phoenix's breath.
Yuan Xiu said that once he did that, Feng Xi would never conceive a child again after he was reincarnated.
At that time, his eyes were full of letting Feng Xi be reborn, who would have thought that if the reborn Feng Xi knew the truth, he would hate him and resent him because of it.
This day has finally come!
His eyes gradually moistened, Yu Yinchen's good-looking eyes turned red in an instant, and his voice was hoarse, with an extremely pious apology, "I'm sorry." ”
Xun Jiu almost used up all her courage to hold back the tears and not let the tears fall, she turned her head away from looking at him, got up and walked to the window, with the help of the cold wind outside, the crystal in her eyes, and the cruel words continued, "You only say sorry now, what's the use, do you know, if I don't have children, what will I lose?" ”
Yu Yinchen was already choked up and speechless.
Xun Jiu sneered, and then roared, "Yu Yinchen, it was you who ruined my life, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be what I am today, without children, I would lose love, lose my family, and the last person would die alone, five hundred years ago, you knew that I had a lifetime agreement with him, you knew that I cared about him, even if I was reincarnated, I would only be with him, you knew that you would never have a chance, why should you decide for me on your own?" Do you know how important children are to me? ”
Yu Yinchen's heart was desolate, all of this, it turned out that he was wrong?
"If it weren't for you, I might have slept underground with Fu Yanyi, I couldn't live together, I could always die together, but your thought decided my whole life, a miserable life, do you think I will be grateful to you for giving me a chance to be born again? You are wrong, I will not be grateful to you, on the contrary, I hate you, I hate your self-righteousness, I hate you for making me fall into the suffering of reincarnation in the world again. ”
As if the only remaining half of his heart had been crushed by a thousand catties of boulders, Yu Yinchen clutched the painful position of his heart, his facial muscles twitched because of the pain, he rolled off the bed, rolling in pain, and the whole person lay on the ground, his pale handsome face was facing the direction of Xun Jiulin's window.
He stretched out his hand, wanting to grab the figure, wanting to tell her that this was not the case, that he had not considered that Feng Xi would be annoyed by not having children after being reborn, and that he had never had a chance.
However, as long as he wants, she is still there.
He didn't want that little junior sister who was playful and cute on the outside, but black on the inside, to disappear into this world forever, and he couldn't bear the loneliness, desolation and pain of never seeing her again.
Yes, he admitted that he was the one who held her in three steps, knelt down in nine steps, and knocked on the Moon Palace to ask Yuan Xiu to be reborn for her, and he was the one who advocated to use her child as the rebirth soul of Fengxi, and he was also the one who promised to wait five hundred years to bring Fengxi back to the Jiuju Palace to unlock the soul of Huahua.
Everything is his own decision.
The hand that stretched out to grab her hung down weakly, Yu Yinchen rolled in pain, and tore the placket of the heart with both hands, wishing that he could directly pull out the remaining half of his heart to relieve the pain.
Xun Jiu knew that he was in terrible pain, but she didn't look back, she didn't even say a word of concern, her godless eyes looked at the green lake below, her lips were almost biting blood, tears kept rolling in her eyes, she tried to blink her eyes, trying not to cry.
"Feng Xi ......" Yu Yinchen was like a lost child, his voice was hoarse and helpless, "I'm sorry, it's my self-righteousness that hurt you, it was I who made the decision to satisfy my own selfish desires, it's me who is not good, I just want you to come back to life, but I haven't thought about your feelings, if you want my life, I can give it to you now, as long as you can relieve your hatred." ”
Xun Jiu's eyes were hazy with tears, he raised his sleeves and gently brushed away the tears, turned around, and his cold eyes were like an impersonal machete in the executioner's hand, fixed on him, "I will definitely take your life." ”
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