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Chu Qingluo looked at his awkward appearance and couldn't help but laugh secretly.

Since her 'amnesia', Chu Yifan has not appeared once. He didn't come when she was admitted to the female officer and fainted and lost her memory, he didn't come when she did the ceremony, and he didn't even show up when she was a female official of the sixth grade...... It is estimated that this time the Shaw Brothers did not pry her eldest brother in the mansion, and forced him to get closer to him with a thin skin, which can be regarded as quite embarrassing for him.

"Okay, when the eldest brother is fine, come back and walk around with the Shaw family, my mother and I are looking forward to you coming back often." Anyway, no matter what this Shao Brother's temperament is, Chu Qingluo is very happy that her eldest brother can go back to the house from time to time.

"Listen, what did I just say? The third sister likes to have a happy family, am I right? Chu Yilin smiled heartily, revealing a row of bright teeth, and then turned to wink at Luo Lifei and said, "Just like before, feel free." ”

Luo Lifei glanced at him, and patted him on the arm for no reason.

Chu Qingluo looked at the two of them with a smile, and the more he looked at them, the more he felt that they were a natural pair. Fortunately, Chu Yilin's prodigal son turned back at that time, otherwise he would have really missed the good fate.

Chu Yifan saw that the atmosphere had become so lively, and Chu Qingluo, who had not seen him for a few years, had become as informal as Chu Yilin, and he couldn't continue to say a bunch of big truths to disappoint the fun, so he simply let them ......

At the beginning of dinner, when Ziyan and all the uncles were seated, and Grandmother Chu also arrived, it was Uncle Sihan who took Chu Yinuo to invite her old man.

It is rare for a family to reunite together, and Chu's mother is very happy, which is much happier than feasting guests. During the banquet, almost everyone toasted with Chu Qingluo, which was regarded as a joy.

The reunion dinner lasted until Hai Shi, and after sending these people away, Chu's mother had the opportunity to go to Ningxiang Courtyard to chat with Chu Qingluo alone.

"Qingluo, I don't think you're very happy, don't you?"

Chu Qingluo smiled and did not deny it. "I can't hide anything from my mother's eyes."

"Mother knows that you have suffered a lot in the palace, if you really can't hold on...... Don't hold on any longer, just resign and go home, anyway, the family is not short of your rations. ”

Chu Qingluo glanced at Chu's mother amusedly, and deliberately pouted in protest: "Look at what my mother said, I will make money to support my family." ”

"Oops! I mean, even if you don't do anything, your mother can still raise you to be fat for nothing! ”

Looking at Mother Chu's serious face, Chu Qingluo was suddenly moved, put her arms around Mother Chu's shoulders, and leaned her head over: "Sure enough, it's still the best mother-!" ”

"What's good, so what are you going to do? It is said that the high place is not cold, and the position of a first-class female official must not be easy to sit. ”

"Alas-" Chu Qingluo sighed lightly and said, "This is also different from person to person, some people are like sitting on pins and needles, and some people are happy to do it." Unfortunately, your daughter and I are the ones who sit on pins and needles. ”

Chu Mu glanced at her thoughtfully, and said decisively: "Then don't think about it, just ask Ming'er to try it with the saint." After speaking, he was afraid that it would be inappropriate, so he continued to add: "But you have to pretend to be pitiful, just say it...... You are still young, and it is difficult for you to take on heavy responsibilities; Or...... To say that you are seriously ill is really more than enough to do it. ”

"Mother thought it through." When Mother Chu said this, Chu Qingluo nodded frequently on the side, but in the end, she gently patted Mother Chu's shoulder and comforted: "This matter, don't bother my mother, I have my own plans." ”

“…… All right. Chu Mu thought about it and asked another question she was more concerned about: "Besides this, you tell me honestly, are you ...... Still thinking about Gongsun Yu? ”

"......" Chu Qingluo was stunned for a moment and did not answer.

"I can see what's going on in your heart." Chu Mu said: "You, that's it, even if this person comes in, you will be hanging there." Gongsun was like this at the beginning, and it was almost unharmed, and now that the Seven Princes are coming, it is estimated that it will be the same. ”

“…… I didn't think so. Chu Qingluo was embarrassed, she took back the hand that was on Chu's mother's shoulder, and stared at her fingers.

She really didn't have any ideas now, her mind was blank.

"Of course Mother knows that Gongsun Yu is very good, he even sacrificed his life to save you and the Seventh Prince, for you and the Chu family, he is our great benefactor, Mother is not letting you forget him, she just wants to remind you to cherish the people around you."

Seeing that Chu Qingluo still lowered her head and didn't speak, Chu Mu sighed heavily and said, "Let me ask you, have you ever regretted it when you hung Gongsun Yu so much before?" ”

"......" Chu Qingluo still didn't answer.

Of course she regretted that she didn't cherish every minute and second with Gongsun, and if time could be repeated, she would definitely greet him with a smile at the beginning.

But the reality is that time cannot be repeated, and there is no opportunity to cherish it in the future......

"If you don't speak, you're admitting?" Chu Mu then asked: "Then I'll ask you again, if the Seventh Prince also encounters an accident, he suddenly disappears from your eyes...... First of all, mother, this is by no means cursing the Seven Princes! Mother just wants to know, will you regret it more? ”

Hearing Chu Mu's assumption, Chu Qingluo's heartbeat stopped for a beat in an instant. She had in her mind the image of Ji Qiran being in danger when she was shot and stabbed, and her heart was completely consumed by fear and heartache at that time.

Mother Chu could see that Chu Qingluo had fallen into hard thought, so she didn't continue to ask her, but just sighed again, and said earnestly: "Life is just a few decades, my mother was too stubborn and wanted you to enter the palace as an official in order to fulfill my mother's long-cherished wish. But after going through so much, my mother finally woke up to the fact that the family was safe, better than anything else. ”

"Mother......" Chu Qingluo looked at Mother Chu movingly, she was really out of words at the moment.

Mother Chu put her palm on the back of her hand, patted her fear, and said, "Qingluo, mother hopes that you can look at the present, be happy, don't miss it again." ”

"Hmm......" Chu Qingluo nodded.

The future is an untouchable unknown, once an unattainable luxury. Only now can we choose and master the reality.

She understands everything. To live in the moment, to live in the moment......

After Chu's mother left the Ningxiang Courtyard, Chu Qingluo was still sitting alone under the porch, quietly looking at the night sky in a daze. Tonight is another moonlit night with few stars, but the lonely moon is surprisingly big.

Feeling that there was a gust of wind behind him, and then a thin shawl was draped on his shoulders, Chu Qingluo thought that Chu's mother was going and returning, but she didn't look back, so she smiled first: "Mother, don't worry, it's not cold at all." ”

The person behind spoke: "I'm not afraid of the cold night, I'm afraid of your cold heart-" (To be continued.) )