45. Chapter X
Fights have occurred on TV, and since I don't know when, such things have started to emerge one after another, and society has become more dangerous unconsciously. But fortunately, it seems to be very close and far from reality, at least there has been no similar incident on TV in Baiqi County.
Actually, the difference is not very big. The only difference is that the blood ball is gone. I should probably call him Ah Xun now.
There was no imaginary relief, Yan Xi was a little worried in his heart, worried that Ah Xun would be exposed? Worried that the other party will cause him trouble?
For a while, during the period of time that Ah Xun left, Yan Xi's heart was always filled with restless feelings, which gave him the illusion that he seemed destined to be entangled with Ah Xun for the rest of his life.
Yan Xi hated this illusion very much, and under the disgust, that anxious feeling was gradually suppressed.
In the hospital, the TV in the lobby of the hospital was still broadcasting the follow-up to the multi-person brawl, Yan Xi hurriedly passed by after work, he rubbed his forehead tiredly, walked out of the hospital hall, came to the open outdoors, and found the car he parked.
Spring is coming to an end, summer is just around the corner, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the sky is getting darker and slower. At this time, Yan Xi got off work, the weather outside was still a little clear, and there were even a few birds flying in the sky.
Yan Xi didn't know how many times he had seen birds, he glanced at it, and subconsciously looked around, the empty parking lot, there was no trace of a person. But Yan Xi felt that there was a sight chasing him from the driver's seat of every car.
This situation has always existed, Yan Xi has always felt that it is his own psychology, he lowered his head and quickly sat in the car, started the car, drove out of the parking lot, and drove in the direction of home.
Yan Xi quickly returned home, pushed the door in, not surprisingly, Gan Ziyang always got off work earlier than him, whenever he went home, the other party was either cooking or cleaning up the housework. As she once said Yan Xi, she wants to stay by Yan Xi's side with the role of a supporting role and a wife that Yan Xi should have in his life, and these days, she has been playing the role of Yan Xi's wife perfectly as she said.
In fact, with Gan Ziyang, there are indeed a lot of conveniences, the room will always be kept tidy, the clothes in the dirty laundry basket will always disappear, and the three meals a day will become stable and healthy. But Yan Xi didn't want to come back anymore, remembering the placement of books, the shelving of clothes, and even the gradually changing decoration. It was the trace of another person, and the thought that the other person would always live with him, and that he would gradually get to know him and know his secrets, could not help but stand on end with his hairs and fall into a deep vigilance.
For him, home is no longer a place to relax, it is a constant vigilance of the spirit because of the visit of another visitor.
When Yan Xi came back, Gan Ziyang was bringing out the prepared meal, and the room was filled with the smell of choking green peppers, Yan Xi frowned, and put his eyes on the food in Gan Ziyang's hand, which happened to be a plate of fried meat with green peppers, with crispy green peppers against the brown shredded meat, and the perfect plate was like a textbook.
Gan Ziyang saw Yan Xi coming in, raised his head and smiled: "It's just right, it's time for you to get off work, hurry up and wash your hands and eat." ā
At that time, even though Gan Ziyang's mention yƬ, even though Yan Xi was quite moved, he still didn't accept it, he knew that he would definitely not be able to bear another irrelevant invasion of his life, so he wavered for a few days for Gan Ziyang's words, and after dealing with Ah Xun's threat, he rejected Gan Ziyang's suggestion.
Gan Ziyang's face at that time was very indescribable. Yan Xi thought, she probably thought that he would agree, so she would turn pale after being rejected again, as if she had been hit hard.
Yan Xi didn't have any idea of pity for Xiangxiang and cherished the jade, no matter how ugly Gan Ziyang's face was, he still clearly refused, and explained to her that after concealing this incident, he would ask her to move out again, hoping that the relationship between the two would still be the same as before. Even that night, Yan Xi moved out of the master bedroom and used two rooms with Gan Ziyang.
The line between the two people was completely drawn.
Yan Xi thought that after this incident, Gan Ziyang's behavior would definitely be reined in, and he would even ask for a divorce from him, an imperfect marriage partner.
But Gan Ziyang didn't.
She still pretends to be gentle and virtuous as before, preparing meals for Yan Xi every day, washing clothes, and tidying up the house. Trying to soften Yan Xi's attitude, just like now.
Yan Xi shook his head and refused Gan Ziyang's meal: "I have already eaten it." ā
Gan Ziyang looked at him, the corners of his mouth pursed, and he was very worried: "I'm not softening you, I just want to care about you and want you to eat better." ā
Yan Xi smiled at Zhang Yi: "No, I've really eaten." ā
After rejecting Gan Ziyang, Yan Xi didn't want Gan Ziyang to continue to do these useless things, and under the other party's continuous behavior, he said solemnly a few times, and the other party smiled, still unmoved, and persevered to the end. Then Yan Xi didn't say anything anymore, but used his actions to show his sincere rejection of her.
Gan Ziyang, who was rejected again, stood quietly behind the table, she lowered her head, Yan Xi couldn't see her expression clearly, as if she was very lost. On the table, the results of her afternoon's hard work are scattered and orderly
-- A plate of colorful and delicious meals, which was still steaming at this time, rose and dissipated between the two of them.
"I'll go back to the house first, you eat slowly." Seeing that she didn't speak, Yan Xi said with a smile, and without waiting for her to reply, he left and returned to his room.
The door opened and closed, and Gan Ziyang, who was standing in the living room, looked at the tightly closed door in a daze, and a wave of frustration welled up in his heart.
Father......
He just wanted to be by his father's side, no matter what face and way he used......
Why...... Not really......
Yan Xi returned to the room, he turned on the small light, and was about to look at the computer handy books he bought recently, maybe this book was really too boring, and looking at it, Yan Xi gradually closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Yan Xi's sleep was not peaceful, and the dream that he hadn't seen for a long time haunted him. In his sleep, he clearly felt that he was sleeping on an unfamiliar bed, the moon hung high outside the window, and the surrounding bed veils were blown by the wind coming in from the window. The room was chilly, bone-chilling.
He was so cold that he shivered in bed, and he struggled to get up, but he couldn't open his eyes.
In the darkness, something was about to move, it seemed to be a dark shadow, and it seemed to be a stream of water that was soft to the extreme, it flowed out of the darkness, clothed in the brightness of the moon, and crawled towards the bed, crawling towards him on the bed.
Yan Xi wanted to struggle, he tried his best to struggle, but in the end he only frowned forbearingly.
The black water crept up on his bed in his reluctance, enveloping him in it, the coldness of the room dispelled it, the warmth emanated from the black water, it flowed gently through his body, smoothed his brow, and gradually enveloped him.
There is no imaginary cold fear, only endless softness, as if flowing into his mind from his body, gently kissing his heartbeat like a feather, reassuring incredible.
Gradually, Yan Xi tried to relax the muscles of his whole body a little bit, as if sensing his uneasiness, the black water was more gentle, the warmth in his heart was more gentle, and the hesitation was soothed a little bit. Finally, Yan Xi, who was in a daze, relaxed his vigilance and relaxed wholeheartedly, relying on himself to fall into this black water.
"Daddy......" was gradually sinking into the darkness, and who called him like this, and his forehead seemed to be imprinted with a gentle kiss.
Yan Xi was sweet all night until dawn, while Gan Ziyang next to him hugged the quilt tightly on the bed and didn't dare to sleep. I had no sleep all night, my eyes were low, and the next day after Yan Xi left. She didn't even draw a shallow shape for herself, she put on her hat and sunglasses and walked out of the room and drove to the hospital.
She looked haggard and sat in front of the doctor.
"Doctor, am I sick?"