Qi Gang didn't come back to his senses for a long time, and only after a long time asked, "Did the doctor say what the reason was?" Malnutrition? Domestic abuse? ”

Zhang Liu shook his head and said, "No, Sister Feng's in-laws are very painful for this grandson, and Sister Feng guessed that it might be because of herbicides." ”

Qi Gang frowned and asked, "Herbicide?" What's that? ”

Zhang Liu said: "Sister Feng said, probably last year or the year before last, their village came to sell seeds and supporting herbicides, saying that they don't need to weed themselves after planting this kind of seeds, and the weeds in the field will not grow if they directly sprinkle some matching herbicides, saving trouble, and now the young and strong laborers in the village have gone out to work, and many of the old people left behind are old, and many farm work can't be done, and some of them directly buy this kind of seed to sprinkle herbicides, and Bei Bei often played in the field during that time. ”

Qi Gang asked, "Are you sure this thing is causing the disease?" ”

Zhang Liu said: "I'm not sure, it's all speculation." ”

Qi Gang held his chin in front of his mouth with his fist, didn't speak for a long time, and finally said a word, "Zhang Liu, don't care." ”

In the domestic environment, sometimes this is the case, the cost of being a good person is too high, the current situation, whether it is to die or not, but no matter, how much does this disease cost? Millions?

Is a babysitter's son worth so much?

Yes, how did Sister Feng guard a few female dolls when Zhang Liu had an accident, Yuan Chen saw it, and Qi Gang also saw it, but is this little bit of affection worth so much?

If Bei Bei wants to see a doctor, Sister Feng will definitely not be able to spare her energy to see her sisters for Zhang Liu.

Is a nanny who can't work for you anymore worth so much?

There is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, even if it is his parents, he has been sick for a long time and has spent a lot, and his biological children may still turn against him, in this era, it is useless to have conscience and goodwill, conscience and goodwill can only see the size of the amount when taking money to measure the sale, of course, Zhang Liu's quota is larger than ordinary people, because he has money, but ...... Is it worth it for the son of a nanny to spend so much?

"Gangzi, you tell me to be quiet." Zhang Liu leaned back in the chair behind the desk and said this.

Qi Gang glanced at Zhang Liu, counting the time he had known Zhang Liu was not short, he also knew that Zhang Liu's character was not listened to by others, sighed, Qi Gang got up and walked out, and said, "I'll give the car to Chenzi and drive back." ”

Qi Gang left, and after a while, Li Xue also pushed the door in and said, "Brother Liu, I'm off work." ”

Zhang Liu said: "It's too late, I'll let Lao Zhang send you." ”

Li Xue nodded and said, "Brother Liu, the place where I live now is too far away from the company, I think the dormitory will be renovated after a while, and I will move to the dormitory." ”

Zhang Liu nodded and said, "Okay, so as not to spend so much time commuting." ”

Li Xue also left, Zhang Liu waited for Lao Zhang to come back to pick him up after sending Li Xue, leaned on the back of the chair, and couldn't help but think nonsense.

"O saint! Be a saint! A high-pitched, mocking voice rang in his ears.

When Zhang Liu heard this voice, he glanced at the "Cui Shangkun" that appeared on the opposite side with his forehead a little impatiently, only to see that "Cui Shangkun" made an exaggerated expression like a clown, and said, "I want to be a saint!" Be a saint! ”

In an instant, "Cui Shangkun" disappeared, and the next moment he appeared in Zhang Liu's ears again, screaming and laughing: "You are a good person!" You're a good man! You are so kind, why don't you donate all your family property! Why don't you volunteer! Pretend to be a good person! There are so many poor people in the world, so many poor people, why don't you save them, saints! Be a saint! ”

Zhang Liu's fingers lightly touched the jade Guanyin on his neck, which was the only relic left by Tang Mei, the mother of the owner of this body, to the real Zhang Liu. Now on his body, the other jade ornaments were either sold to pay advertisers during Zhang Fu's incident some time ago, or they were given to Cui Shangkun to let Cui Shangkun suppress the demons, which is the only jade ornament he still wears. Xu felt that this was an inheritance and explanation for him to survive with this body, and Zhang Liuzhi carried this piece of jade Guanyin closely.

The clear energy slid into the meridians along his fingertips, and Zhang Liu looked coldly at "Cui Shangkun" who was mocking him, and said: "Others are pitiful, what do they have to do with me, I don't do evil, and I don't want to be holy." ”

"Cui Shangkun", the distorted and mocking face, along with his figure, gradually became transparent and disappeared.

Zhang Liu sat there, cold and expressionless, at this time, his whole person was like a jade statue nailed to the seat motionless.

The master said that if you want to cultivate the way of heaven, you must first cultivate people/Tao, and if you want to cultivate people/Tao, you must first cultivate the way of the heart.

However, how does the mind practice?

Zhang Liu supported his jaw with his hand and thought carefully: when he was Liu Ling, the people he cared about the most were his parents, because he hadn't had time to have a wife and children; When he was Xie Yong, only the master was close to him, and when the master died, he became more and more unscrupulous and willful; Now he is Zhang Liu, but there seem to be more and more people in his life that he can't let go.

He couldn't let go of Sister Feng.

He can't let go of the people who have given him sincere kindness and care, even if that sincerity and kindness are not necessarily very heavy.

So what is he hesitating about?

Is he reluctant to pay for it?

No, the money to save a child, now he can afford to spend it.

So what is he hesitating about?

A soft voice came out of his heart, whispering in his ear, "But they will die after all." ”

Bei Bei is going to die after all, Sister Feng is going to die after all, they are all passers-by in his life, once he carries these people on his shoulders and puts them in his heart, how to face them when he loses them?

The traces left by the third life on him are far more difficult for him to make waves than ordinary people's feelings, but also ...... No love, no hate.

The ups and downs of a qiē love are all washed away by the passage of time.

If this peace is broken, how will he bear the pain of saying goodbye to everyone after all in a long time?

He never thought that before this, he was ignorant, surrounded by all kinds of situations to move forward, and spent such a long time relying on a will to survive, and it was only then that he faced his heart for the first time.

Zhongyun in the "Altar Sutra": "From time to time, the wind blows. A monk said that the wind moved, and a monk said that the flag moved. There was a lot of talking. Hui Neng Jin said: 'Not the wind, not the flag, the benevolent heart. ”

He has not yet cultivated his mind, but he has been washed away by time, and he is almost unintentional.

It hurts to change back to having a heart without a heart.

It's going to hurt.

closed his eyes and was silent for a long time, and finally Zhang Liu made a decision: give Sister Feng money and let her treat Beibei, and then he will hire another nanny, and when Beibei's illness is cured, he will send Sister Feng away, and from now on, she and Zhang's family, and herself, will just become strangers again.

After a while, someone knocked on the door, but it was Xiao Yang.

Retreating from the door of Zhang Liu's office, Xiao Yang walked in, opened the bank in his hand on Zhang Liu's desk, and said, "Brother Liu, it cost more than 5,000, and it could have been stopped for more than 3,000, and the blood test in the back took a lot there." ”

After saying this, Xiao Yang stood there without speaking and waited for Zhang Liu to respond.

Zhang Liu took the bank card in his hand and fiddled with it like that postcard for a while, then he looked up and said to Xiao Yang, "Xiao Yang, sit." ”

Xiao Yang let out an "oh" and sat down on the chair in front of Zhang Liu's desk.

Zhang Liu looked at Xiao Yang and said, "Your name is Yang Xinyu, beloved heart, the language of language, right?" ”

Xiao Yang smiled and showed two little white teeth, and said, "That's right, I thought that Brother Liu remembered that my name was Xiao Yang, but he didn't remember my name." ”

Zhang Liu smiled, looked down at the □□ in his hand, and said, "You are not from the imperial capital, right?" ”

Xiao Yang nodded happily with a smile and said, "Well, I'm from Jizhou." ”

Zhang Liudao: "I remember when you chatted with Li Xue, you said that your mother is a tailor, your father is a taxi driver, and the family house is in the county seat, with two bedrooms and one living room, and you have lived there for many years. ”

Xiao Yang was still smiling at this time, but he smiled a little nervously, and said, "Brother Liu, you inquired about my family so clearly." ”

Zhang Liu smiled, did not respond to Xiao Yang's words, and continued: "Do you know how much money is in this card?" ”

Xiao Yang shook his head a little nervously, and said, "I don't know, you can pay by card in the hospital, I swiped the card directly, and I didn't see how much money was in it." ”

Zhang Liu said: "This is my own card, which is my personal deposit, and there are probably more than four million left." "This is the money left over from the transaction with Changshun Jade Firm to buy and sell jade, and it has nothing to do with Cui Shangkun's capital injection.

Xiao Yang's eyes widened instantly, and he couldn't speak with his mouth half open, what is the concept of more than four million, her family spent about 200,000 yuan to buy the house they live in the county now, and they still borrowed all their relatives from scratch, but Brother Liu has more than four million cards in his hand, and people are more popular than people.

Zhang Liu looked at the little girl's mouth open, and said with a smile: "I told you all the passwords, didn't you think about seeing how much money was in it and taking it?" ”

Xiao Yang, who was originally unable to close her mouth open, was stunned, and only after half a sound did she react to the meaning of Zhang Liu's words, and then her cheeks began to be congested, and she subconsciously bit her lip, and a pair of big eyes began to have anger and grievance in the tumbling, slowly, the eye circles began to redden, for a long time, Xiao Yang spoke, her voice was a little unsmooth, and she seemed to be barely restraining herself, and said: "My family is poor, I ...... Of course I also like money, but I'm not a thief, my parents may not make a lot of money, but they taught me to be an upright person from an early age! After saying this, Xiao Yang wanted to control it, and pursed her mouth tightly, but after all, she didn't suppress it, she couldn't help opening her mouth and sobbing a little, and then tears fell, Xiao Yang seemed to feel very ashamed of her "weakness", and desperately raised her hand to wipe it, but she seemed to be too "weak", and the tears did not obey the order, and they were still falling down.

Zhang Liu saw Xiao Yang crying, took out a tissue from the paper drawer on the table and handed it to Xiao Yang, but I don't know if he was angry, Xiao Yang turned his head, didn't answer, seeing this scene, Zhang Liu was not angry, but smiled, and said to Xiao Yang with a faint smile: "Xiao Yang, when we were recruiting, I don't know how many people came to interview, you are a student who has just graduated from college, you don't know anything, why do you think I don't keep others, just keep you?" ”

Xiao Yang wiped his tears, and when he heard Zhang Liu's words, he didn't say anything.

Zhang Liu didn't mind, smiled, his eyes fell on the □□ he was playing with, and said, "You understand why today." ”

Xiao Yang was stunned, half loud, seemed to understand something, and looked at Zhang Liu in a daze.

Zhang Liu said: "Your internship period is over, and the company will officially sign a contract with you from tomorrow, and you will take over the work of my agent in the future." ”

Xiao Yang was a little stunned by this series of changes, and when he heard Zhang Liu's words at this time, he couldn't care about being angry about the "wrong" just now, and hurriedly said: "I can't do it, I don't understand anything......

Zhang Liu said: "If you don't understand, you can learn, no one understands it from the beginning, can Li Xue be able to manage the company's administration from the beginning?" Until now, Zhang Liu still remembers the first time he came to Fenghua Entertainment with Guo Xiang and He Tailai, in that empty office, Li Xue saw that her eyes were shining like the stupid appearance of a little fan.

Xiao Yang bit his lip, and there was some overwhelmed nervousness in his red eyes.

Zhang Liu's eyes softened slightly, and he said to Xiao Yang: "No one is omnipotent from the beginning, you know that your current opportunity is rare for people of your age, do you want your parents to nest forever in a small room that doesn't even have a living room in that small county?" ”

Hearing Zhang Liu say this, Xiao Yang instantly remembered his parents, the small room at home, and his parents had to be careful every dollar they spent, but they sent thousands of dollars when they graduated, saying don't grieve their memories. Perseverance slowly emerged in his eyes, Xiao Yang bit his lip and said, "Brother Liu, I'm ...... I really don't understand anything, and if I don't do anything well, please bear with me, but I ...... I'll try. ”

Zhang Liu nodded with a smile when he heard Xiao Yang's implicit words of agreement.

Why choose Xiao Yang, who is nothing and even has a poor education, among so many ready-made experienced agents? Just like Xiao Yang's expression today, because the first second this girl walked into the interview room, he saw the extremely pure aura on this girl named Yang Xinyu.

This is a child who may be immature but will definitely have a very bottom line and principles.

It's strange, Zhang Liu thought, maybe he is not a good person like Cui Shangkun, but why every time he sees these "good people", those sentient beings, mediocre mortals still feel very warm when they reveal their good thoughts without opinions?

It was late, Zhang Liu didn't worry about Yang Xinyu going back alone, so he asked Lao Qian to carry him and Yang Xinyu together, and sent Yang Xinyu home by the way, and then on his way home, Zhang Liu called Sister Feng, and he answered the phone Sister Feng: "Sister Feng, don't think about it, treat Bei Bei with peace of mind, don't worry about money, our children, don't worry about lack of money." ”

Sister Feng, who was hospitalized with Bei Bei in the hospital, trembled and held the phone, listening to every word that Zhang Liuna spit out on the phone with the crisp voice of a young boy who had just become an adult, and cried.

Crying and trembling silently, Sister Feng knew that she was causing trouble to Zhang Liu, she could see Zhang Liu's hard work, she followed Zhang Liu from the small house that still needed to be laid on the floor, all the way to today, she knew that it was not easy for Zhang Liu to make money, but she couldn't say anything about refusing Zhang Liu's help, because a "no" word was equivalent to sentencing Bei Bei to death, because she herself would never be able to afford the huge medical expenses for Bei Bei's treatment.

She is a mother, how can she do something to sentence her son to "death".

But, but ......

Sister Feng, who was covering her mouth and crying, was crazy in her heart and resented herself, she couldn't stop crying, when she heard Zhang Liu say the words "our child", she resented herself, she couldn't help but want to cry......