139. Fanwai Rim

In the second year of Yongyuan, the end of summer.

The joys and sorrows of the floating life, once the sea and clouds, are condensed in the moonlit night dream, and the wish is fulfilled.

People you can't see.

What you can't get.

They can all meet in it.

Therefore, Wei Yang's dreams are always related to the past, and they are the warm past that she can no longer experience now.

In tonight's dream, there is an old person.

The fog is misty, the winter snow is falling. In the dream, the frost tree is reflected, and the white light is sparkling. Under the tree, the beauty is beside the beauty, the concubine is dressed, elegant and dignified, exaggerated pearls and emeralds are full of green silk, more flashy than the previous impression, in her memory, the person is like simplicity, and the dream is contrary.

Beauty beckons.

Snowflakes are like peach blossoms.

Falling from the tree.

"Auntie......"

She couldn't believe it.

"Come here, Yang'er."

Still a cordial call.

Still bright and bright.

It's been more than ten years, and the people in my memory have never grown old.

Coming in a daze, Wei Yang seemed unprepared in front of her, and dissipated without a trace with the temperament of a cold beauty. It's true...... Is it her?

"Good Yang'er, you've grown so big," the beauty had tears in her eyes, "It's time for three or four years, and my aunt regrets that she didn't see you wearing an adult phoenix hairpin at the ceremony." ”

Being caressed by the loving elders, Wei Yang suddenly didn't know what to do, he used to be only around her waist, but now he is a head taller than her.

After a few tosses, he finally spoke:

"Auntie, I miss you."

The beauty smiled with tears in her eyes, "Oh, Yang'er will say these things now." I remember that you used to be so difficult to coax, and your aunt used to make fun of you when you were four years old, and you didn't react, and now you can say these sweet things. ”

"Auntie...... How are you doing over there. ”

"It's very good, don't worry about your aunt."

"That's good."

"What about you...... And, what about them? ”

Suddenly depressed, Wei Yang hugged his aunt in front of him, and his head slowly lowered.

"Auntie, after you left, everything changed."

"What's wrong?"

"Over the years, the queen mother and her brother have gradually broken up, she seems to want to kill him, I don't know how to persuade peace."

"Alas, your mother is prone to extremes, and Feng'er is young and ignorant, so it is inevitable to offend her. You are the daughter of your mother, the sister of Feng'er, you are responsible, and you are the only one who can persuade the two of them. ”

"What if I tried all the tricks to no avail?"

"No, it won't." Beauty, this Wei Yang's aunt, the queen mother's sister-in-law - Shen Qingwan said softly: "No, my aunt will accompany you." ”

"But auntie, when will you be back there?"

"It's about the end of the dream."

"I knew ......"

"What?"

"When the dream ended, my aunt disappeared. When I woke up from my dream, I was the only one left in the world. If only the hug I had at this time was indeed you. ”

Shen Qingwan's eyelashes trembled and lowered.

"When will we see you next time?"

"My aunt doesn't know ...... either"

"It's really good, Yang'er sometimes envy you, the earthly mulberry field, come and go empty, the return of Huangquan, the world over there is worry-free and hateful, is it much more blessed than here?"

"Yang'er can't think like this, since you live, you live well."

"All fate is on me, I can go to the battlefield, I can die for my country, I can return home...... Back in the palace, I would rather live in the desert of the northern frontier where the lonely moon hangs over the wind, where it is much quieter. There doesn't seem to be anything to be nostalgic for here. ”

"It's not that you haven't found it, it's that you haven't found it yet."

Shen Qingwan let go of her arms and solemnly clenched Wei Yang's hands that were troubled by Yu Jie, "You were born as the eldest daughter of the king, born in the rich land of the Central Plains, enjoying the prosperity that others can't spend their lives in, you are talented in martial arts, you are talented and beautiful, such you, how many people want to be a person who can't be successful, how can you lightly say that life is not enough?" ”

"Auntie, it's because I can have everything that I don't think anything is surprising."

"Yang'er, let my aunt tell you that there is one thing in the world that is the most difficult to have, and it is not eternal, that is, love."

"Love ......" Wei Yang only thought of the word love, but she had no idea about it at the moment.

"This is not the love of men and women, but also the love of parents, brothers, kings and ministers, people are the most complicated things, and they cannot be placed there like gold and silver power, and those who have the ability can get it. Only the human heart is the most difficult to obtain. ”

"I ......"

"Heaven sees that you are too perfect, and that's why you have become unfortunate for a while. The contradiction between your mother and Feng'er is exactly the calamity given to you by the Buddha, and you have to get through it, not to mention...... Monarchs and ministers are affectionate, siblings are affectionate, parents are affectionate, then the rest of the love you have not tasted, the world is varied, there is still a shortage, how can you say give up, just give it? ”

"Love is not what I want, and I still don't realize that anyone I meet can win my heart."

was scratched and his nose was scratched, and Shen Qingwan's eyes were full of spoiling.

"Then let's meet it. When you meet that person, you will feel that the thousands of worlds that are just prosperous and discardable suddenly have more insignificance that can make your heart stop gently. At a glance of immortality, that person is always the most beautiful image in your memories when you first started your heart. Whether it is joy or sorrow, it is unforgettable in this life, and go to the soup for it, without asking for anything in return, reincarnated a few times, and a few bitter ways, and do not give up. ”

At the mention of the love word, Wei Yang shrank his hand slightly, and there was still a girl's youth in his eyes, which was not obvious, and it passed in a flash. "Auntie, good ...... How to talk about this. ”

"But-" Shen Qing changed her words suddenly, "With Yang'er's such good conditions, what kind of good will it be to find that man?" is not the king of a country, or a talented wise man, and his appearance is naturally handsome, and his background cannot be too bad, and his aunt is a little worried. It's all because Yang'er was born too beautiful, and her aunt who married into the emperor's family was distressed, but she felt incompatible when she married an ordinary aunt...... Alas, it is really '140,000 people are disarmed, and none of them are men'. ”

Wei Yang coughed suddenly, his face turned blue, "Auntie, this verse is not used like this. ”

"Okay, okay, aunt and you. You, accompany your grandmother on it," After finishing speaking, Shen Qingwan paused, as if she had a mustard, "And Feng'er...... He lost your mother early, and you are the only one left in the world, and he, your mother, is dependent on each other. Don't miss the fate, don't regret it for life. ”

"Auntie, will there be an end to fate?"

"Fate?" She said lightly sadly, "It's just a clichΓ©, fate, you can't find it, it's fleeting." At the beginning of the encounter, you did not realize it, and when you lost it...... will suddenly realize that it is fate. ”

"That's when it will pass." After Wei Yang received this reply, he remembered the confrontation between the queen mother and the emperor, and his heart was full of sorrow.

"So before it dies, Yang'er, you must hold on to it."

"What if I can't catch it? Is it just a matter of watching it leave? ”

"When your fate passes, don't you watch you go away from it? So...... You are of the same heart as fate, and in the dark, you will go to her, and she will come to you. The beginning and the end are similar, going around and around, but there is always nothing to be found. ”

seems to understand or not, Wei Yang bowed his head.

The last time I touched the emperor's sideburns, the green silk had grown, and Tingting had grown so big...... I can't believe it, Shen Qingwan is still the same little as Wei Yang, and she is reluctant to let go. I don't know what happened to Feng'er now, presumably, she has already married a wife and is about to start a family. That year, he was still small, and the slap was enough to wrap around the waist of a young child. was held in the arms of his mother, quiet, with his eyes closed, surrounded by the crowd and made a wish for the man to stand up to the sky.

Three of them,

There's no going back......

"Auntie, where are you going?" Wei Yang felt that Shen Qingwan's figure was slowly disappearing.

The mottled shadow withered, and in the shattered phantom light, Shen Qingwan sadly asked Wei Yang, who was depressed in front of her, "Take care of her." ”

She?

Wei Yang was a little incomprehensible.

"Your grandmother."

"Okay."

"She should have had a hard time losing me. After all, this life is too long, so long that it is too hard to forget......"

Thinking of the queen mother's heavy trust and dependence on her aunt, thinking of the queen mother's lonely tears in the middle of the night, and thinking of the back of the queen mother who sincerely pleaded in front of the Buddha every year to chant the scriptures and praise Huangquan, Wei Yang seemed to understand Shen Qingwan's words. She nodded, very deliberately.

"The dream is going to be scattered, aunt, is this the end of the fate of the five of us?"

"Huangquan Road is too cold, don't come, don't wait, live well, go and find the fate you haven't met in the world......"

The voice was faint, and it gradually drifted away.

Swallowed by the wind-

In the frosty and cold world, there is no trace of relatives.

"Auntie!"

Wei Yang's shouts echoed in her dreams, reaching a place where there was no one at all.

She slowly knelt down.

The heart that warmed up a little was cold again.

Don't call again, don't ask again.

In this dream,

It's so cold.

"Hmm...... Aunt......"

In reality, from the bed, a weak sad voice was heard.

Open your eyes, and the darkness recedes.

She came back to reality.

Next to the wrist, blood clotted.

Scabby. Not dead. Wei Yang propped himself up and stared at the wound. This is a new wound that was spaced out, just last night.

In the dream, she met her aunt who had been separated for many years, could it be that she was waiting for her at the intersection of Huangquan Road?

Then persuaded himself to live, which saved a life.

In fact, this small injury can't kill anyone.

She knows.

It's just that she died like this, and she didn't care.

To live in the palace is to be ashamed.

But...... aunt

I understand all the things you said in your dreams.

Wei Yang endured the pain and got out of bed. Live, as long as she lives, she can find those lost fates. My aunt said that fate will come to you eventually, but since the death of my aunt and my father, has it ever come to find me?

She suddenly questioned the dream.

Not only has it not looked back to look for her over the years, but it has also missed the fate with its mother, in this world - will there really be an initiative to find her fate?

Outside the house was the sound of footsteps. Wei Yang hurriedly grabbed the futon and blocked his wrist.

Outside the door, Mo Forget didn't notice anything unusual, she just came to report.

In this cold room, there is no light and no day. Outside the window, the sky was dark, and it was about to rain.

Wei Yang heard a voice outside the door:

"Your Royal Highness the eldest princess, outside the palace, Concubine Shen is here."