Chapter 448: One Foot on Two Boats
Guo Zhi said as he sat down casually next to Zhan Shuzhi, "Shuzhi, in fact, I went back to Pingyao this time, all for you." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Hearing this, Zhan Shuzhi subconsciously moved back and looked at him in amazement, "For me?" ”
Zhan Shuzhi didn't expect that Guo Zhi would choose to come back to Pingyao to find herself at this time, and it was after she learned that Lin Yang had deceived her......
"That's right, although it seems a bit presumptuous to say these things now, and it's a little too late," Guo Zhi turned his face to look at Zhan Shuzhi levelly, "However, I still want to say what I want to say in my heart before you marry someone else, and work hard for my own happiness." ”
Zhan Shuzhi didn't speak, and even deliberately avoided his eyes, Guo Zhi quickly noticed the change in her expression, and thought, is she still not at ease now, afraid that I am still not as mature as before? Not attentive enough?
"Shuzhi ......"
Looking at Zhan Shuzhi's attitude of rejecting people thousands of miles away at the moment, Guo Zhi instantly became speechless, and he deeply felt that the gap that once existed between each other was difficult to cross again.
Zhan Shuzhi lowered her eyes and sighed, "Guo Zhi...... If you have anything to say, just say it, anyway, the past is gone, and our relationship is already in the past, since I have chosen to give up at the beginning, you should also know that I am not the kind of person who will turn back. ”
Hearing Zhan Shuzhi's resolute answer, Guo Zhi was a little hesitant, and after a pause for a few seconds, he said, "Shuzhi, I don't know if you have noticed...... Actually, for more than a year, I've been changing myself for you, yes...... I was depressed, and I hurt you unintentionally, but now I know what was wrong, and I have come back together, and you can't ......"
Listening to Guo Zhi's chatter about wanting to redeem himself by pleading, Zhan Shuzhi did not open her mouth to refute and remained silent.
"We have been together for so many years, I really can't bear to ......" Guo Zhi lowered his head and smiled slightly, with a touch of remembrance.
"Shuzhi, I failed you before, can't you give me another chance to make up for it?"
"I can't."
"Why?"
"I don't love you anymore."
“……”
The moment he heard this answer, Guo Zhi didn't know what to say at all, he originally wanted to try to reunite with her and forget about those unpleasant experiences in the past.
Who knows, today's Zhan Shuzhi has no feelings for him for a long time.
"But...... But we have been together for seven years, we have walked together for so long, people's hearts are flesh and blood, I don't believe it, I don't believe that you have no feelings for me at all, and I don't believe that you will have no feelings for me. ”
"Surprised? You don't have to look at me like that, I really don't love you anymore. Zhan Shuzhi exhaled heavily, propped her hands behind her back, squinted her eyes, and greeted the brilliant sun outside her head window, "After saying it, my heart was really much easier." ”
"Men may have some inferior roots," Guo Zhi didn't give up, tilted his head and said, "To be honest, I have also wavered for more than a year. When I broke up with you more than a year ago, I admit that I also wavered, after you rejected me countless times, I also thought about giving up and trying to start a waking relationship, but you have been with me for seven years, although it is a long place, but I know that you are a very gentle and good woman, I don't want to lose you, people may be like this, only after losing do you know how to cherish ......"
Hearing this, Zhan Shuzhi wondered if it was an out-of-control fantasy in front of her, he said a lot, but he could feel the sincerity of every sentence.
Sometimes, breaking up with Guo Zhi will make Zhan Shuzhi feel as if she has given up something, vague, and panicked at the bottom of her heart.
Most of the time, he was sensible, but he told her that this was good, and that human nature was originally good at seeking good fortune and avoiding evil.
Zhan Shuzhi has never been a person who is keen on taking risks, because she knows that she will not be able to bear any consequences for a long time, and she does not have the strength and courage to make the same mistake again.
Perhaps the words are shallow, Zhan Shuzhi can't really describe this feeling, all she can do is to completely extinguish the source of danger before it germinates again.
Facing Guo Zhi's approach again, Zhan Shuzhi was stunned for a moment, and moved her seat lightly, "It's all over, really, it's all over." ”
In fact, there are many things in life that I didn't feel bitter at the time, and many things were only seen clearly later.
Even if she knew that it was bitter, Zhan Shuzhi would not care, even if she chose the most difficult path.
But now, Zhan Shuzhi really feels tired, she may not know what she wants, but she knows what she doesn't want.
Therefore, no matter how hard Guo Zhi tries to redeem it now, Zhan Shuzhi is unmoved.
However, even if Zhan Shuzhi treated him like this, Guo Zhi did not completely give up because of this, and before leaving, he changed his thinking and adopted a roundabout contact countermeasure.
"Shuzhi, okay, let's not talk about that for now. Lu Yao knows that the horsepower has been in the hearts of the people for a long time, and I know that for a while, it is hard for you to believe that I have changed a lot for you. Guo Zhi paused, and then said: "By the way, you are familiar with the county people's hospital, is there any good house you can introduce?"
"Do you want to rent a house?"
"yes, you can't stay in a hospital dormitory all the time, can you?"
Although the rental price in Pingyao is not expensive, in the area near the county people's hospital, if there is no acquaintance, Guo Zhi has just come out to work, and it is still a probationary period for the time being, there are too many things that need to be added, and the treatment will definitely not be too high, even if he works for a month after deducting the daily basic expenses, he still doesn't know if he can afford to pay the rent.
"You wait." Zhan Shuzhi immediately called Luo Shan, she knew that Luo Shan had a friend who was a real estate agent, and if it was an acquaintance, the price could be reduced a lot, and she wanted her to ask her friend if she could get a single room on hand now.
Of course, if you choose a part-time house, the rent of three or two hundred yuan can indeed be done, but it is one door, one bed, one window, and the rent of a one-room household near the county people's hospital that can take a bath and a bathroom is at least 500 yuan.
Roseanne said on the other end of the phone, "Strange, when did you become so helpful?" ”
Zhan Shuzhi raised her eyebrows, "What's the matter, I'm mean to you on weekdays?" ”
Luo Shan snorted dissatisfiedly, and said arrogantly, "Yes, I'll ask you, and you can wait for my call when you get back." ”
Guo Zhi watched from the sidelines, and after waiting for Zhan Shuzhi to put down the phone, he said, "I'm in trouble." ”
Zhan Shuzhi was extremely unaccustomed to him being so polite, and waved his hand, "It's just a trivial matter." ”
Ten minutes later, Luo Shan called back, "There is a tenant whose lease period is coming next week, the rent is 550, the basic equipment is almost complete, and the broadband is also prepared, and I can't find such a cheap price in this area." ”
Zhan Shuzhi quoted Guo Zhi with a price, "How is it?" ”
He nodded.
And so it was, and the two parties made an appointment to go and see the house together.
As for Lin Yang's side, since Sunshine Weibo expanded its business, and the school has opened, he has no time to go back to Meicheng to meet Zhan Shuzhi.
In the face of Lin Yang's concealment, Zhan Shuzhi was already cold-hearted, and chose to see through it without saying anything, leaving each other with the last bit of leeway.
As for Liu Limin, Lin Yang doesn't have much time to have a tryst with her for the time being, and he is still busy with his own affairs every day.
In terms of feelings, Lin Yang, who has stepped on two boats, has always been tormented by his conscience now, and he can't live in panic all day, whether it is Liu Limin or Zhan Shuzhi, the better they treat themselves, the more Lin Yang feels guilty, and he lives in fear and self-blame every day, and he doesn't know how to choose.........
Sometimes, Lin Yang hopes that he is single, and it is better to be dumped by them.