Chapter 81: Heartache
Xia Xue'er immediately froze, there was a murmur in her head buzzing and noisy, but her mind didn't know how to operate.
He only asked tremblingly, "He...... Who is it? ”
"How...... What's wrong? Zhao Wanqing was also frightened by the change in her attitude before and after, what the hell was going on, okay, why did she suddenly change her face?
"Who is he!" Xia Xue'er's voice increased several times, she just wanted to know if this person was the person she thought in her heart!
"Mu ...... Murong ...... "Zhao Wanqing was completely frightened, her voice was as small as a mosquito, and before she finished speaking, she saw Xia Xue'er's weak figure swaying, but fortunately, she grabbed the branch that Fang Cai used to block herself, so she didn't fall."
Xia Xue'er only felt that there were countless little bees flapping their wings in her whole head! It's also a little hazy in front of me, and the heavens and the earth seem to be turning! I only heard shouts in my ears, but when I came to my senses, I saw Zhao Wanqing's eyes red and her face full of anxiety looking at her.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhao Wanqing had a crying tone in her tone.
“……”
Seeing that Xia Xue'er didn't speak, she just stared at her fixedly, her brows furrowed, she couldn't see any emotion in her eyes, and she didn't know what he was thinking in his heart!
"You don't want me to be with him?"
Frowning, she asked this sentence carefully, she wanted to hear her answer, but she was afraid to hear the affirmative answer! I could only look at Xia Xue'er's face that didn't see any waves but was like dead ashes.
“……”
Xia Xue'er still didn't speak, Zhao Wanqing became more and more impatient, and she also raised her voice, and said with some roar: "What do you say!" Isn't it Su Qi that you've always liked? Why did I do this when I heard that I was destined to him? Do you like him too?! ”
Crystal tears slipped out of his eyes with the roar, and when he asked this, he couldn't stay any longer, so he turned around and wiped his tears and ran away!
After a long time, Xia Xue'er really came to her senses.
In this world, there are few people she really cares about, except for Xia Xing and Xia Qi, she regards Murong Zetao as her brother, Yu Yingxi as her sister, Su Han as her confidant and best friend, and Su Qi as her lover.
She is not a saint, and she also wants the people she cares about to care about herself. Although Murong Zetao approached her because of Murong Zerou, she could feel that he was sincere in his kindness to herself!
What she didn't mind was that Murong Zetao and Zhao Wanqing were married, what she cared about was that he didn't want to sue her!
On the second day, someone from the Zhao family came, and Xia Xueer didn't go out, but stayed in her own courtyard to practice calligraphy.
When she came to Zhao's house, she didn't live in a guest room, but a small courtyard where her mother lived when she was not married. It was thought that this place would be used for other purposes, or that it would be just a dusty shell, after all, twenty-five or six years have passed. But to Xia Xueer's expectations, this place was not only cleaned cleanly, but also never changed at all. Mother's rosewood dressing table, mother's mahogany bookcase, and books that my mother read when she was young...... Stepping into it and living in it is like going back in time, she can watch her mother's every move when she was young, and she can grow up with her mother.
"Miss, someone is visiting." Mama came in the door, glanced at Miss Xia who was writing at the desk, and lowered her head to report.
Xia Xue'er stopped the brush she was waving, raised her eyebrows to look at the old lady who came to report, and asked softly, "Who is coming?"
"It's a son surnamed Murong."
After hearing this, Xia Xue'er frowned slightly. How did he get here? He opened his mouth, wanting to refuse, but listened to his own voice and said, "Invite him to the side hall."
"Yes." Mama Fu went out.
As soon as she stood up, a maid took the brush with ink in her hand, and another maid took the warm water soaked in rose petals, cleaned her hands, wiped it clean with a dry handkerchief, and Cuizhu dug up the balm in her hand to warm it, and then wiped it for her, so that every inch of skin was moisturized, and the weather was dry in autumn, and these tender hands must not be neglected to maintain! After tidying up, I went to the side hall.
Although it is a small courtyard, the actual area is not small. The side hall is not close to Xia Xue'er's bedroom, and it will take at least a quarter of an hour to walk there. I was nervous all the way, and I still had a heart before entering the door, but when she really pushed the door open, she was extremely calm, and all her worries disappeared.
Murong Zetao stood at the door, and as soon as Xia Xue'er opened the door, he was blocked by his big figure. Looking up slightly, I saw that he also looked down at himself.
The two stood staring at each other for a few seconds, and Xia Xue'er took the lead in bypassing the road and only walked straight inside. Cuizhu untied the brocade cloak for her, and she sat down in the second position on the left side of the hall, Murong Zetao turned to look at her, just watching.
The maid served the tea, Xia Xue'er picked up the teacup, leaned to the tip of her nose and smelled it, but she didn't open the lid of the cup to take a sip, and put down the teacup again.
Lowering his head and looking at the filigree imperial chrysanthemum on the cup, he asked softly: "No matter why you came, let me finish what I want to say, and I will only ask you three questions today." The first question, in your heart, am I Xia Xue'er or Murong Zerou? ”
The corners of Murong Zetao's mouth pursed slightly, although he had already guessed that she would ask like this, but when she really asked, he couldn't answer exactly. He did get close to her because she was too similar to her sister, but in the process of getting along, he found that she was not Zerou, she was just a girl who was as beautiful as Zerou, as eccentric, and as bad as she actually had great love, and he finally found out that she was not Murong Zerou, and she couldn't be Murong Zerou's shadow, but in his heart, what did he think of her?
Xia Xue'er didn't urge, just waited quietly for him to answer that the tea on the table was already a little cold, and she could only feel a little residual warmth through the cup, she beckoned to the maid: "Changed."
The old tea has been replaced with new tea, and the cup is still the same as before.
"You're you, I know you're not Zerou."
Murong Zetao slowly opened his mouth to answer, this was the best answer he could think of.
Xia Xue'er smiled slightly, but she was a little cold.
"Second question, did you ever treat me as a relative? It's a relative, not a stand-in. ”
"Perhaps, there is." Murong Zetao hesitated.
"Perhaps?" Xia Xue'er laughed again after repeating, "Third question, have you ever thought about telling me that you and Cousin Wan are about to get married?" Even if it was just a thought, she was content......
ps. It's a little late today, but both are complete, it's still great, praise me! Of course, if it is with the monthly pass and recommendation in your hand, I will be even more motivated! (To be continued.) )