When Lin Yang woke up at noon the next day, he found that Teacher Zhan had disappeared, and when he went out in the morning, she sent him a text message, asking Lin Yang to remember to close the door when he left, and her door was automatically locked. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Lin Yang originally thought that he had slept enough, but he didn't expect that Teacher Zhan would wake up earlier.

However, Lin Yang also knew that when Teacher Zhan left the dormitory in the morning, he must have gone back to school to correct the final exam papers.

Lying on the bed, the room seemed to be full of Teacher Zhan's breath, and the sheets didn't know when they had been changed, Lin Yang recalled the beating on his fingertips last night, and there was both joy and excitement in his heart, but more importantly, it was an indescribable sadness.

What should we do now?

Returning to reality, Lin Yang felt extremely depressed, and his head was about to explode.

Although he and Zhan Shuzhi have never broken through a substantial step, they are almost one step away.

It's easy to act on the spot, just pat your ass and leave, but once you move your true feelings, you are a little forward-looking, and you don't have the light breeze of the past.

He has no way to abandon Liu Limin, and there is no way to give up Zhan Shuzhi, but this kind of thing of stepping on two boats with one foot is fine for a while, but after a long time, it is not the right way in the world after all.

Seriously, in Lin Yang's heart, he really wanted to give Teacher Zhan a bright future.

However, if he chooses Teacher Zhan, where will he put Liu Limin?

People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless.

Liu Limin has affection for herself, and Lin Yang naturally knows it.

But Teacher Zhan was forced to do this by herself, is she really completely emotionless for herself?

Among them, the most selfish and ruthless is Lin Yang himself.

No matter how much Lin Yang blames himself, his thoughts always let the ups and downs of last night come to mind, and let him think of Teacher Zhan's current situation.

casually cooked a bowl of egg noodles in the kitchen to solve the hunger in his stomach, and then, lying on the sofa in the living room, Lin Yang turned on the TV, chose a random station, and then watched, although he didn't know what he was playing, he was staring at the TV.

I don't know how long it took before I found myself asleep.

When I opened my eyes, it was already more than five o'clock in the afternoon, and I had suppressed my emotions for a whole day, so that my body felt relaxed when I lay down, and I fell asleep.

At this time, the sound of a rare key sounded outside the door, I don't know if Mr. Zhan is back? Lin Yang hurriedly got up from the sofa and shouted, "Teacher Zhan! ”

No one answered.

Immediately afterwards, Lin Yang ran to the bedroom to look, and then ran to the door to look, but there was nothing.

When I picked up my phone, there was no message from Mr. Zhan.

It stands to reason that Teacher Zhan should usually go home after class, but now it's more than five o'clock, what happened to Teacher Zhan on the road? Doesn't she dare face herself...... There was a feeling of uneasiness in my heart.

Thinking of Mr. Zhan's blog, Lin Yang opened it and saw that it had been updated.

However, there are only a few words.

The wind comes, disturbs, the good, the experience, the taboo, the sin.

In just a few words, I told Lin Yang that Teacher Zhan's current mood told Lin Yang even more that she was really avoiding herself now.

Although there is no real intercourse with each other, but the incident of last night still makes it difficult for her to speak, after all, she and her students have such a taboo and intimate relationship, for a while, if you want to face or accept it directly, what can you talk about?

Lin Yang looked at the update time, it was 7 o'clock in the morning, and there was no doubt that at that time, he was still lying on the bed and falling asleep.

Thinking in his heart, Lin Yang quickly picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Zhan Shuzhi first: "Teacher, I've already gone back, come back." ”

Zhan Shuzhi didn't reply.

After waiting for a while, he still didn't reply, and his uneasy mood made Lin Yang a little anxious.

Lin Yang picked up the mobile phone and directly dialed Zhan Shuzhi's mobile phone, Teacher Zhan's mobile phone was on, and his mind was quickly thinking about how to talk to Teacher Zhan, but there was no chance, Teacher Zhan didn't answer his phone at all.

What to do? I quickly called again, but no one answered.

Thinking of this, will Teacher Zhan not go to Liang Qiuru's house?

After thinking about it, I didn't think too much, because Teacher Zhan didn't reply and didn't go home, not because she was busy, but more importantly, because she couldn't face herself directly for the time being, since this is the case, then give her a little personal space.

So, Lin Yang left very firmly, and before leaving, he also took a spare key on the refrigerator.

When she received Lin Yang's message, Zhan Shuzhi didn't know how long she had been sitting on the stone bench in the park, and she didn't know that Lin Yang had sent a message to herself, she touched her face and found that she didn't shed tears, so she laughed to herself and was cold.

Raise your hand and look at the watch in your hand, it's almost six o'clock, I don't know if Lin Yang is really gone?

The weather was a little cold, and Zhan Shuzhi walked back slowly, all the way, her head was full of last night's heartbreak.

Although it was only a short night, it was like the feeling of being in a different world, although it was not the pain of life and death, but the sin of considering the body and mind after the taboo of passion.

Zhan Shuzhi didn't expect that his life would change like this, he didn't expect him to make such a move, he didn't expect him to agree, he didn't expect him to do that.

She didn't expect it to be so easy, her body being touched and kissed by another man until ...... The moment she took off her pajamas last night, Zhan Shuzhi had already decided to hand herself over, but when the moment she forgot her feelings, she always felt that someone was cursing her behind her back and condemning her as a woman without virtue.

When a woman's lips are opened by another man, whether the woman takes the initiative or the man takes the initiative, the woman's resistance is useless.

When Lin Yang was still asleep, Zhan Shuzhi took a bath, took a bath again, and washed twice in one morning, not because she felt dirty, but because she wanted to wash away the sins on her body, she put on her underwear, sprinkled perfume, and when she went to school, she didn't know why she was so carefully groomed and dressed up.

She clearly knew that her body and mind had completely fallen.

Everything happened unexpectedly.

Zhan Shuzhi sat in her room, the bright and gorgeous twilight, which had faded to only a sinking red line, faintly hanging at the end of the road, looking out of the window of her room, she could only see the plane tree and the neighbors pulling under the plane tree, and many grandmothers and grandfathers were sitting on the bamboo bed chatting.

Zhan Shuzhi leaned against the window and watched, feeling sad for herself in her heart, thinking that in the future, when she was old and her hair was gray, who would be by her side?

Lin Yang?

The first name that came to mind was actually her own student, and she felt that her thoughts were a little ridiculous to the point of absurdity, and she couldn't believe that she would be so naïve at this age.

Perhaps, he was just temporarily obsessed with his body because of his youth and frivolity.

When he is old, will he still be willing to be by his side?

The answer is no.

The wind blows, but you don't feel the cold; The sound is around, but the noise is not perceived. It seems that I have come to another time and space, thinking about the disturbances of last night, as if it has nothing to do with me.

As night falls, the lights come on.

The night is still hazy, the cold wind is still cold, the fallen leaves are still swaying, the traffic is still busy, and people are still coming and going.

The world that has not changed, there are different moments, things happen, everything just happens, there are premonitions, there are premeditations, there are silent pushes, there are psychological preparations for the torment, but they are not ready for such torment.

After eating a meal outside, Lin Yang temporarily changed his initial thoughts, he felt that Mr. Zhan now not only needs space, but also needs his own company, when he arrived at the flower shop, he asked the driver to stop and went in to buy a bouquet of white lilies, symbolizing holiness and nobility.

After the bouquet got into the car, the driver quipped: "Young man, you know how to be romantic?"

Lin Yang said: "Hehe, today is me and my old ...... My girlfriend's special day, I want to make her happy! ”

The master said, "You young people still understand life!" ”

Lin Yang said: "Big brother, you can too, a bouquet of flowers or even a branch of flowers is fine, it will make my sister-in-law happy, and it will make life beautiful." ”

The master said: "Well, it makes sense, the main reason why we are too tired to open a taxi is that we don't have the energy." ”

Lin Yang didn't say more, the living environment is different, it is a little different.

However, Lin Yang feels that enjoying life is different, but it all needs to work hard and create, maybe this is the reason why he can think of what is happening now.

After getting out of the car, Lin Yang ran to the fourth floor of the classroom staff community.

Lin Yang took out the key, entered the living room, and then pushed the door in, Zhan Shuzhi was lying on her side with her back to the door.

Lin Yang stretched out his hand to turn on the light and walked over gently, Zhan Shuzhi closed his eyes.

The heaving of her chest and the closed state of her eyes, Lin Yang knew that she was not asleep at all.

Lin Yang squatted on the side of the bed, picked up Zhan Shuzhi's white tender hand, and looked into her eyes. Just about to speak, he found that there were tears on Teacher Zhan's face, and Lin Yang's heart was a little painful.

Putting down Teacher Zhan's hand, Lin Yang took off his shoes, lay down behind Zhan Shuzhi, hugged Zhan Shuzhi, hugged him tightly, kissed Zhan Shuzhi's fragrant hair, and said softly, "I'm sorry, Teacher Zhan." ”

Zhan Shuzhi sobbed softly, Lin Yang didn't say too many words, making Zhan Shuzhi sobb for a while, he sat up and pulled Teacher Zhan into his arms.

Zhan Shuzhi was like a child who had done something wrong, with her head down, not daring to open her eyes.

Lin Yang caressed her eyes with his hand and wiped away the warm tears.

At this time, in the moment when Lin Yang was defenseless, Zhan Shuzhi suddenly picked up his hand, put it in his mouth, and bit it hard.

Although Lin Yang was in pain and frowned, he didn't pull out his hand or make a sound.

I don't know if she was tired, or if she was afraid that Lin Yang would hurt, she didn't bite.

Lin Yang helped Teacher Zhan up, looked at Teacher Zhan's eyes, Zhan Shuzhi wanted to avoid his eyes, Lin Yang held her head, didn't let her dodge, and then said, "I love you, thank you for your connivance, don't feel guilty, okay?" It's all my fault, it's me who hurt you. ”

Zhan Shuzhi still didn't speak, her eyes revealed Chu Chu pitiful, and she completely lost the image of the strict teacher in the classroom on weekdays.

When facing students, no matter how strong she is, she is just a woman after all.

Lin Yang hugged Zhan Shuzhi again, I don't know how long he hugged him, he said to Zhan Shuzhi: "Teacher, don't think so much, let time testify." ”

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There is a lot of pressure, and Orange itself doesn't want to write those plots, and some people may think that writing those plots is for water, in order to make up more words, and to earn more manuscript fees.

Actually, there really isn't, because Orange knows that if it is written like last night, this novel may be blocked directly, and if the purpose is just to earn more manuscript fees, then why bother? The novels are all blocked, what else can be used to earn manuscript fees?

Writing to this point, Orange is really because of his level and psychological problems, he didn't control the plot, but let the plot control himself and couldn't control himself......

I didn't update it for a day yesterday, not because I didn't have time, but I have been struggling with contradictions, how to write the novel.

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(To be continued.) )