Chapter 38: I am a fish and a sword

After a busy day, self-introduction and classes became the basic pattern of my first day today.

Luckily, except for the etiquette class, all the other classes were in the same class as Esther.

It's okay that we take care of each other more.

Time is physically and mentally tired, like the middle of the year, in the blink of an eye to the weekend, it is also a weekly recording, I am full of wind and frost affectionate sigh, crazy!

Trainee!

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The first episode of the recording said that he didn't believe it if he wasn't nervous, let alone falling asleep late at night, sleepy eyes in the morning, and his eyelids laboriously opened, facing a dark camera.

"Hey!"

My brain was blank and chaotic, I didn't react, I smiled silly, and then thoughts poured into my mind, and I hurriedly put on my clothes.

How could it be so fast, and let people not prepare for snacks, although complaining, but it is this show that can reduce the number of times I accept bullying from others.

I washed my face and thought clearly.

"Young people, there is no room for sand in their eyes, some old students have strong self-esteem, and they are used to being powerful, and for the sake of their current status, they will drive away new trainees at any cost. From the previous batch of new trainees, there was only one person left in the end, and that was Esther, and the others were driven away by various means..."

Such a sentence that I didn't care about before was imprinted in my heart over and over again, and after coming to CAA as a trainee for a while, I finally knew Sister Laura's intentions, and this sentence was really accurate and real.

When the recording was over, I thought life would be easier, but I never thought that I was like a child abandoned in a pack of wild beasts, with limbs powerless to resist, and I was allowed to be eaten alive by aliens.

I am a fish and a sword.

Obviously I didn't provoke others, obviously I just wanted to be a positive and motivated little transparent, why can't they be more tolerant?

"Tolerance? O God, what have I heard, that there is a lowly and ignorant fool who prays to me for God's forgiveness? Hehe, tolerance is not something that everyone can give, like you, a yellow man, who thinks that you can get God's love if you have a good relationship with Esther? I have seen a lot of yellow people like you who have a heart higher than the sky, and we are punishing you for God, it is justice, it is great love, let you know your sins, and let the teacher see the true face of being deceived by you! ”

A beautiful young girl wearing heavy makeup held up a makeup mirror, and the corners of her lips that were hidden by the mirror reflected her mockery.

One bite of God is the glorious faith of the people here.

"Nope! It's not what you think at all! ”

I tried to refute it, but found that the words were so scarce and pale.

My nose was very sour, and I felt that everything around me was so strange, and I suddenly had an urge to go, to go back to my own country.

My eyes are black, they are not, my hair is black, they are not, I have a pure Mandarin, they are not, this is so strange here.

I'm so lonely, no one understands me, no one, because it's all strange...... Do Chinese people in foreign countries also want to hesitate like themselves at this moment?

"Oh my God, look at her expression, is she assimilated like an idiot by some disgusting creature? Such idiots should have become extinct a long time ago! ”

Mocking laughter rang out.

The girl's red lips are one by one, and the command is issued.

I watched as they rushed up, and I forgot to run away, but with a look of fear, I instinctively crouched down, clasped my hands around and let them kick.

Maybe they still have scruples, they didn't leave a single scar on their bare skin, and the bruises only stayed in my more private places.

I didn't cry, I just felt pain.

Distressed or physically painful?

It all hurts!

The pain is uncomfortable, the pain is helpless.

Painful tears overflowed my eyes, and I stubbornly didn't let it continue to slide down.

I don't know how to get to the place where the class is taught, and being late is inevitable, I stared at the teacher, listened to her reprimand, didn't speak, explain?

And what can be explained?

Proof of undressing?

What's the use of embarrassment, will the company drive these old students away because of itself?

No, it won't.

The next day, I endured their kicking and beating, and the teacher was dissatisfied with being late, and I cried very sadly alone.

I still cried, and sure enough, I wasn't as strong as I thought.

A month later, Esther may have seen my abnormality and asked me for nothing, not wanting to ask for help.

Don't want to bother people.

My stomach was aching, I was in a trance, holding the lunch in the company canteen, a few old students came over, I immediately shrunk the lunch tremblingly, they grabbed my hair, the scalp was torn and the sharp pain made me scream, and an old student pressed the plate on my face, making me look confused.

The eyes, nose, lips, chin, and rice soup make me look wolf-bèi.

They laughed and walked away.

I rubbed my wolf bèi, I couldn't let Esther know, she would be worried.

Esther came back with lunch and frowned when she saw the food on the ground: "Did they bully you?" ”

I panicked briefly and shook my head in denial: "I fell on my own." ”

Esther was incredulously silent.

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